Friday, July 31, 2009
Jamming Session
Baru balik dari jamming session.
Penat! Ngantok! Tired! Exhausted!
Back home quite late cause bump into Mario and his band.
So, after we jam, we watched their band jam as well.
Ours are punk rock and alternatives while theirs
mostly on Metal and Hardcore.
Erm, yeah. Nothing to talk about.
Quite lazy to update actually. Hehs.
Video above was taken just now cause wanna test out
my handphone's video quality if it could able to
take in lots of damn loud sound.
That's all. i'm outs.
freaking tired.
5 more days till NAFA!!!!
ARGH!!! Need to train.!.!.!
9:58 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Mac's Story
Got home late cause went to Woodlands Mart
with Mirul right away after school. Cause he's getting a haircut.
Waited for him at Macdonalds. So i surf the net
a while and approach to this young couple (i think they're our age)
to share power plug at there.
Me - "Sorry eh bro, tompang power plug."
Guy - "Tkpe2. Silekan."
Ok lah, nothing special right?
Afterwards, mirul came back not long after.
It's like his haircut only took less than 10 mins.
lol. what the fuck? so fast uhh?
Ate Fillet-O-Fish student meal and do my
photoshop as well. Gotten addicted to it, sort of.
Few hours later, the couple going off and then a
chinese guy approach to them.
Chinese - "You guys are leaving right?"
Guy - "Yeah, we leaving. Why?"
Chinese - "Oh good then, so i can get this seat over here."
Guy - Kept Silent~.
I think that chinese guy like kinda rude or something uhh.
Macam tkde hormat perr, nak berbual macam gitu.
After done my photoshop, played my game a while.
Quite an old game. The Worms franchise. "Worms World Party"
Cute and fun. lol.
Therefore, it's already getting late.
So we packing up stuffs and you know i got to plug out my
cable right from the power plug?
I forgot which one i plugged it in. Left one or Right one.
When i looked at the cables, it's all messed up already.
I pulled out the left one. Before that, the chinese guy already kept looking at me
so strangely. Felt like wanna slap him like that. After i pulled the wrong one,
I think he said like, "Oh-oh. Awww.."
That means i pulled out the wrong one and his laptop shut off.
Quickly i plugged in his cable back and said sorry damn lots of time.
I said sorry and pulled mine at the same time.
Like, "Sorry sorry, i don't know which one's mine. My bad. Sorry~"
You know what he do? Just sat down at there silently,
do nothing and stared at me.
Alamak. Macam sial kan? Dalam hati, aku dah maki2.
Like he cannot give face isit? Trying to give that fucking face
and stay silent all the way. Seriously like wanna give one tight slap uhhh.
What? Trying to find fault just because of a small little mistake?
Get a life uhh sia, i not purposely anyway. Bloody bastard arrogant shit.
Bodoh kan? Tak leh lebih kurang betol..
So what now? Good story? lols.
Yeah maybe it's funny at the same time, but seriously when think
back if you're at my shoes, it's really pathetic.
10:19 PM
Stuck for 3 hours of Break

and new Particle Trails
Not bad. lol.

This is the thing I always wanna try out.
So here it is.
Damn man. From 12nn i start my break till now.
Fadz finished school already, Sab and Mubarak already
left at 1pm for their next lesson.
So here i am, slacking at audi till 3.30pm for my next lesson.
Haiz. Pathetic sia. All alone here.
That's why i brought my lappy to school
and while waiting i created the 3 images i made above.
Now seriously gotten bad headache. Argh!
By the way, before 1pm saw her
pass by me. But too late to tegoh her.
and not long ago saw her again.
This time it's her toilet break. lol.
Only saw and wave hands. that's all.
3.10pm now.
Nursing students all walked pass me.
So i guess they finished their lecture then.
20 minutes more till my next lesson start.
That's all for short update.
Update: Ok. Just finished talking with her.
lol. Baru berbual pasal dier, tibe2 muncul pat depan.
Haha. bagus lah tu, dapat berbual skejap. =P
3:03 PM
Early in the morning
Reached like 15 mins ago. Brought my lappy to school.
Haiz. Quite troublesome you know.
Gone to school with, Fadz, Sab and Mirul.
Ok lah, as per normal meet up
at Woodlands Interchange and took 969.
i don't know why, but i just felt like going
bloghopping a while.
Check out her blog, and Bam! (if you know what i mean)
Damn. My good friend is hurt.
She's need help, need support..need someone to be there.
if only i could help, i'll try, i'll try and do anything i can to help her you know.
cause i just cant let her be that way.
and now i'm worried sick for her.
8:30 AM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Background Banner Created



Early in the morning gotten my gastric cramp all of the sudden.
The last time i gotten was last 2 years ago.
Surprisingly, only lasted like 3hours.
Cause normally the cramp would last like more than 6-8 hours.
So, not really that bad, and just now i also
didn't felt like wanna go to school today.
Cause of my lecturer, seriously, i'm getting pissed because
he kept on teaching to himself.
Always mumbling.
I don't even understand
what the fuck he's talking about.
I just created a simple background banner not long ago and
here it is, Light and Glow effect
with smoke that i just learnt to create it in Photoshop.
Looks quite good..for amatures. Haha.
Guess i'm gonna use this blogskin for the moment.
Will make some few changes here and there,
working on animated banner soon.
Now, officially, Own Background Banner have created.
Thank You Thank You. XD
Update: I uploaded the pictures of photoshop that i've been practicing
for most of my time today. Good practices though.
Really new to me. Never expected it.
11:29 AM
I found that..
although me and her can say we're quite close,
i just realised that we didn't even have each other's
contact numbers.
Only way to contact is through msn
and we're like knew each other for years.
lol. cool or what. xD
1:49 AM
Blank Thoughts
Nothing to write about.
Just like always, things kept running
inside my mind.
Don't know how to explain or how to talk about it.
And even these feelings i felt,
just so not right. So hard to explain.
It's full of mixture of feelings.
Haiz. What the hell is going on with me.
Some people are able to help.
While some, can't even help themselves
yet they wanna help the others.
"Save yourself before you try to save the world"
Yeah. That's right.
I do appreciate your help, but rather than
using your effort to help my problem,
you might as well look at your on problem first.
Didn't chat with her for the whole day.
Fine with me, cause she got tons of assignment
need to do and hand it in.
I'll update if there's more things
popped out of my mind.
Labels: wth wrong with me.
12:29 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Msn contacts, most of them still havent sleep yet.
lol. Guess i wasn't the only one who awake.
Anyway, just finished editing a whole lot
of Blog HTML. Quite an old
HTML creation but I manage to
edit it into a simple, yet
nice template.
The only thing that's left now
is a banner to put up on top of it.
Once i'm done with the banner
creation, and that's it.
Gonna use for my new blogskin.
Though, it wouldn't be interactive
like this current one.
Tomorrow school start at 10am.
i'm going to bed now.
Labels: Overnight.
1:15 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Forget it
Nevermind about creating my own blogskin.
Kinda forget all the parts and codes of how and when to put it here and there.
Maybe ask some of my friends who knew very well in HTML.
Only thing i could do is some editing here and there.
lols.
Oh well. Fuck it.
Labels: Blurr man...
10:55 PM
Getting Own Blogskin
Well, yeah.
Planning to make my own blogskin,
so for the moment i'm using this old
and used before blogskin.
Don't know why but felt
like wanna use it again.
Looks kinda...ummm,
reminds me of someone..or something.
Labels: Process of doing own blogskin.
8:42 PM
So fucking tired and restless.
i don't know why, but i felt
like i wasn't exists around here anymore.
Well, just fuck it anyway,
tired of all these matter.
what they wanna do just do
cause it's already enough
for me to tolerate all this
kind of behaviour.
like some people said,
just go with the flow.
i'm going to bath and
make myself dinner.
Outs.
6:51 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
9:59 PM
9:29 PM
Randomness
Just totally bored.
Running out of ideas what to do.
Don't feel like gaming for too long as well.
Things changed you know.
So, the only thing that done
ealier on was guitar-ing,
and TV Series Marathon.
Heroes, Phil of the Future, That's So Raven.
lols.
By the way, I need Heroes Season 3 Volume 4 as soon as possible.
Anyone have it, do share it with me. XD
I need it desperately.
Didn't chat much for tonight with her.
Due to her assignment or project thing.
Oh well, suggested her to finish it.
Cause there's always time to chat again. Haha.
I'm outs for now.
Labels: totally bored.
1:18 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Awake
I haven't get any sleep.
Going to bed.
Felt so restless...
Labels: off to bed.
6:12 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Be there for you
chatting with her.
Thank goodness I was able to be there for her, calm her down and so on.
Cause she was breaking down during the time I'm online.
I already had the feeling that something wasn't right
when she replied me in msn.
In the end, she did said that she gonna burst out into tears.
I knew she felt lonely,
needs a shoulder to cry out,
needs someone to be right beside her.
I knew all these, cause it happens lots of times around me.
and even happened to me before.
So I did what I can.
Talked to her, accompany too.
Like you know, be there for someone when they really needed help.
So yeah, I did the best I can.
and at the end, able to make her laugh once more.
Well, glad that you felt better.
and she glad to have me around.
Awww..sweet or what. Haha.
and your most welcome to be there and help you whenever you need.
Things were going great till now...
and cool babe! In the morning, we bump into each other once more. Haha.
Man, my prediction came true. =P
Also, my plan to able to 'Popped out of nowhere" and shocked her
at the Tampines interchange going very smoothly. xD
Labels: here's my shoulder for you.
11:53 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Sad laahhh
But ended up no chance. Heavy downpour all the way.
Man, if gotten to see it, I could at least called it "Day of the Black Sun".
lol. Too bad.
Took bus, reached school, lessons and break time..damn so cold.
I'm shivering like cat just gotten a bath you know. Shivering~
It's better than warm and hot weather uhh.
Prefer cold than warm. Who doesn't?
Flash Animation lesson so freaking bored.
Don't understand what the heck the lecturer teaching.
In the end, surf youtube during the lesson and go through some tutorials
on my own. It's easier.
He tought us just too freaking fast and
mumbling all the way.
Pfft.
Thought after school could bump into her again.
But too bad no luck today.
Maybe we're hope too much till no luck to bump.
lols.
Somehow, bump into Mirah at forum.
So we had a little chat for a while.
At night chat as per normal with her.
and then off to accompany Mubarak to get his haircut.
Afterwards slacked at Mac for a while to check out
the music forum, SOFT.
Still chat with her though, laughing like mad.
Making silly of myself infront of my webcam.
oh and i forgot to mention, we had our first webcam for tonight.
Laughing here and there non-stop.
Some people in mac looked at me.
Who cares. I'm having fun. lols.
Seriously.
At 10.15pm I'm back home and
straight away on my laptop.
What else I do?
Continue chatting till now..
Labels: Bad day..i guess.
11:28 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Butterfly
Labels: Flutter flutter butterfly.
10:26 PM
Tuesday Update
One module but two lessons. Morning is practical, which is Video Shooting session.
After lunch is lecture session.
Video shoot quite ok I guess. We made some progress with our "Movie" clip.
But still, quite a long way to go
as there are 12 scenes to take.
We only covered only Intro and 1st scene. Damn!
Lecture no lesson. lol.
Watched movie till lesson ends. Can't remember what's the title
so just forget bout it.
Blogger giving hell problem on us.
But somehow we able to New Post as per normal using IE.
Eventually when using Firefox, just a whole damn big wide space
and a small little damn box below.
Still able to update but
who wanna update using small box to type right?
It's irritating and I myself felt like
wanna shoot it.
Macam nak tembak ngan senapang gajah. XD
Alamak. My 2 year old lil' bro always
making problem. Crying here and there.
What's the matter with him lahhh.
Mum getting irritated and seriously
he making lots of problem lately.
Haiyah.
Now how am I suppose to
practice my piano.
Labels: Noisy.
8:51 PM
No more posting or box problem like just now.
I'm going off to bed soon. It's 1am now.
Anway, ealier on it's quite unexpected that she online quite early than usual.
But...we're having a great time. XD
and thanks to her I felt better.
Surely gonna burst out into laughters whenever we chat.
Well, I'm going off now.
Erm, how the hell I'm gonna end this post.
Running out of words. =/
1:00 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Didn't go to school....
Well, no reason for it. No reason why I didn't go to school. Just felt like not going.
So woke up early in the morning, gaming a while with Fudin. Then he got slight headache, so he take a break. He invite me to come over his place.
Why not? Morning gone off to his place and brought along my laptop to study Flash Animation myself. I can't understand what the hell my lecturer teaching.
Might as well learn by myself.
I updated the band info.
One by one they left.
So Phoenixide left only 3 of us.
Saddening right?
We try our best to stay..rocking~
Well, tomorrow going back to school as per normal.
9:44 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Labels: its just so unfair.
2:44 PM
Midnight Madness Chat!
Labels: Chatting session.
4:30 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Updates
Now I just finished chatting with her. Cause she going out with her friend. It's ok then, at least we able to chat in msn again. It's like, a week we didnt chat.
So anyway, earlier on Wan just helped to record Face Down Vocal and Piano cover. It's already quite a long time me and Fudin planned to do it. So at last, here it is. Face Down Vocal and Piano cover by Zam and Fudin.
Labels: Piano and Vocal cover.
4:15 PM
Bored!
2:16 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Movie time

Just got home from movie outing with the usual guys and girls. The usual ones will always be the six of us, that's why I uploaded the 1st photo. Well, that's the six of us.
Labels: 16th July updates.
12:50 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009
No story
Well uhh, there isn't anything to talk about. Just that ealier in the afternoon, met up with mahdi and walk around Causeway Point. Afterwards met up with Mirul and then off to my home and slacked. Not only slacked but kinda movie marathon. lols. Watched old time movie, Back to the future. All 3 parts. So, can say it's Back to the Future Trilogy. Now ending off my post by showing this recent video. What I've done Improved version. Recorded by Dad.
Labels: 1st day of two days "Holidays"
11:25 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Work out
Umm, from 11kg of each dumbell, lower down to 6kg. 2 dumbells, that means 12kg total.
12kg dumbell both biceps - total 250 times. each set 100 times.
push-ups - total 75 times. each set 25 times.
6kg dumbell arm/wing - 20 times. each set 5 times. (it's pathetic.)
iron bending for chest - 20 times. each set 5 times.
extra 50 times for biceps.
guess that's it, my own working out technique. lol.
im gonna stick to this till i can lift heavier weight.
the last time i raise the weight to 11kg, only able to work out like 50 times.
no results at last. too bad.
Labels: tired man.
9:48 PM
Desktop PC opened at last.
Mine was NVDIA GeForce 8600GT.
Labels: Opened at last
5:16 PM
Can upload photos!
Labels: Back to normal.
1:59 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Nah nah nah..(no title)
Anyway, got back home from jamming session. Afternoon, 4.30pm, we jamming at Dhoby Ghaut area, for 1 hour. Then off to City Music to get my switchfoot pedal that i gotten free during the time i bought my Line-6 Amp and afterwards we had our lunch at Subway. Well, just a tuna sandwhich meal that cost 5.90. At 7pm+ we took MRT and bounced back. Well, you should know what Singaporean said when "Bounced Back" when taking MRT. But sadly to know that the MRT will stop at Yishun. Haiyah, so no choice we alighted at Ang Mo Kio.
When we alighted at AMK, Ketam suggest if wanna jam again at Lee Kwong Seng, since we planned to take 169 back home. Cause ealier on at Dhoby Ghaut, our jamming session was kinda terrible and the amp sounded really sucks. So we're unsatisfied. Took bout 5-10mins to decide whether we wanna jam again or not. The result, we confirmed wanna jam. lols.
While waiting for 169 at the AMK interchanged, called up the jamming studio, book room 1 at 9.30pm. Since it's the only room available. But who cares, the amp there plus my guitar gadget, equals great guitar sound! Can't believe it sounded better than the Marshall amp.
We reached at 9pm exactly. Chill and relax at the studio and 15mins later we met our ex-secondary schoolmate. So at 9.30pm, we JAM!
Till 10.45pm which the uncle gave us 15mins extra, we packed up and ready to get back home.
I was planning to get back home ealier, cause wanna chat with someone. Always knew she'd be online after 10pm. But too bad i got back home before midnight and saw her tag and she updated her blog earlier on. Guess my instinct were right, she did online. lols.
Well, that time after school met her at Tampines Interchange. She doesn't really looked well ever since saw her in the same bus we took. Till 969 queue booth, i talked with Sab a while as she'd having problems in her class. So i tried to listen to her problems and cheer her up. After talking with Sab i called her name slowly, "Deeee-aaa-naaaa!" lols.
She turned here and there and saw me with her..umm blank face? i think. So we talked for a while as i felt nervous. First time met isnt it. So, yah. Im being silly a while. -__-"
THEN! Si sab tu dah ketawe-ketawe, kacau aku rabak-rabak. Mentang-mentang aku ngah malu-malu kuching, dier nk kacau aku uhhh nie. Alamak!~ xD
I guess Diana wasnt herself that time as she said in her blog. But it's ok lah, i understand the situation and im ACTUALLY glad to see and met her. Well, one thing for sure, you do have a sweet smile. ^^
So Diana, chill alright. Dont take it too seriously that you didnt layan me properly or something like that uhh. Glad to see you at last you know. haha. Since you not feeling very well recently, pergi makan ubat kalau dah sakit, gi rehat lebih and jage diri baik-baik cik kak. =)
That's what i wanna reply to your post and your tag. Quite long right i wanna reply? hehs.
That's all i wanna update.
All i want now is a hot bath!
Outs!
12:11 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Ballade Pour Adeline
12:07 AM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Songs for Performance..
Zie...force me to perform, since it's our last year. So yeah, i'll take up his idea then.
He said, the school bought a new Digital Piano. I not sure uhhh what it looks or sounds like. But hopefully the touch of the keys would not be too heavy. Otherwise it's hard to play my songs in the fast way. lols. He said the performance should be on August. Good right, so i would have time to prepare.
Umm, dad told to choose the best songs to perform. Not sure uhhh which one. But i think i gonna for these 2 songs; Linkin Park - What I've Done and Richard Claderman - Ballade Pour Adeline.
LP song was the number one hits before, and Richard Claderman was a famous classical piano song.
Ahaha, I chose that to perform then.
I took a video of these 2 songs earlier on, cause wanna try out how good is the recording of my handphone and wanna know if it's clear and good quality video and sound.
Well here are the 2 songs I recorded. Oh by the way, it's bright cause I tried to use the handphone flash. Hehs.
Labels: Performance on August.
11:10 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Short lesson.
Already gotten a group with the malay guys back. But the project seriously irritating.
Video production is not my type. It's complicating. Aku nye otak macam nak PECAH!
Well, it's quite a boring day also. Haiyoh. Nothing to do anyway.
No one to talk with, not in the mood and don't know why.
Just got to prepare for tomorrow. Lessons gonna be tough and ends very damn late.
9am till 6pm. Uhh, usually always end before 6pm or 5pm. Damn it.
Labels: BORING.
5:48 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
New Subject!
I still can't upload pictures in the post.!! T_T
Anyway, about today..
Morning sucks. I gotten ready for P.E from home, it's like i wore 2 layers of clothes, P.E clothes inside, uniform outside. In the end, reached school, went to stadium, P.E cancelled.
What else, me and my classmates pissed off uhhh..lol. Haiyah! School management system seriously low class.
So it's like, we need to wait till 1pm. From 9.30am need to wait till 1pm. Crazy right...?
Afterwards, it's class time. IGV - Interactive Graphic and Video Production.
All about Flash and Video! Ok lah, but this one is lecture class. So just hear few information and need to get the notes by Wednesday. 2.30 is MDP.
Umm..i forgot what it means. I think Multimedia Production? Nevermind.
Lesson till 5pm just now, we did learnt a few tips and go through Adobe Flash CS3. Well, what to say. My favourite! muahahaha. at last i gonna learnt about Flash. Okok, needed to do some assignment and handed in on Wednesday.
By the way, i felt uneasy this few days. Don't know why. Anyway, just forget bout it.
and too bad for me, wasn't unable to see someone at school. lols. that's all..
im outs.
my diet and workout once more as before.
Labels: IGV and MDP.
10:29 PM
Alamak!!!
Why the hell i can't upload pictures man..walao!
Video boleh pulak..mangkok betol!
12:02 AM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Few days till school Re-open.
Morning piano, noon lunch, afternoon jamming, evening movie & game, night chatting.
That's it, end of story. The End.
Umm, piano is still covering the EVG Medley; School Song.
At noon, gone out with mum and bro to Admiralty to have our lunch.
Bought some light snacks as well to bring home for later meal.
During that time Syed sms and ask if going for jamming session later on.
So yah, replied him that we'll go, the timing I'll arrange and make a booking.
As per normal..Afternoon jamming session at Yishun/Khatib, Lee Kwong Seng.
Surely we always book the timing between 4.30-7pm. and only jam like, 1 hour.
Maximum 2 hours. lol. We not rich uhh, bankrupt babe. xD
And will always book room 3 to 5. Muahaha. Room 5 the best. Tapi besar sangat untuk 3 orang nye band. =P
During jamming session, quite ok i guess. I think that's the best vocal session I tried.
Cause normally I cant sing/scream that well, and also we've been like, 2 weeks didn't had our jamming session. Yup, we made our best "Performance" so far. Chey, aku berbual macam paham. ahahaha. But just now, before we jam, the room 5 was like so full and crowded lah seh.
Inside macam ader 8, 9 budak. Yes, BUDAK. Budak skolah macam secondary 1 or 2. lol.
Lagu-lagu ok lah..cume..hancur jugak. hehs.
Ok lah, I'm not in the position to say like that lah..just that. Being truthful? Heh. My bad. =X After jamming session done, we straight went to CWP awhile to accompany Syed to get his stuff. Afterwards, went straight home and Ketam lepak at my house to watch movies.
At night, gaming and movies session and suddenly, Diana came online!
Ape lagi..Tegoh on the spot uhh babe. xD Tengah mendak you know. I knew she'd be online after 10pm. lols. Betol-betol dier online. Hahs. Prediction came true. =P
Till 11pm, Ketam going back home. and I'm waiting for Diana to be back.
Dier nak kene tidokan anak sedare dier uhh...alalalaa, sweet nye. Jadi macam ibu orang plak.
Since my mum also tidokan my lil' bro. ahahaha. Jangan marah uhh Diana.
So here I am, still chatting my way through and updating my blog as well.
Till here then, updating another time. Chiaos.
Labels: Updates.
12:08 AM

