Thursday, May 28, 2009
Happy 42nd Birthday, Mum
Well, today is 28th of May which is mum's birthday.
Only thing I could say is, Happy 42nd Birthday, Mum.
Love you lots.
You love the cake right?
Cause Strawberry is your favourite.
Hahas.
Me and Dad bought it.
Oh and lil' bro saw anyone taking picture,
he'll say, "Cheese~" on his own.
Only thing I could say is, Happy 42nd Birthday, Mum.
Love you lots.
You love the cake right?
Cause Strawberry is your favourite.
Hahas.
Me and Dad bought it.
Oh and lil' bro saw anyone taking picture,
he'll say, "Cheese~" on his own.
9:07 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Out of nowhere, just had this intention of closing this blog.
Maybe because i wanna forget all of the happenings in the past.
Sometimes when i thought back, i place my trust into people too easily and too much. I putted trust blindly till at the end of the day, things just went so wrong. I wonder, if each time i done something good for them, will it be paid off? Or it will just fade off? Some humans just love being so greedy and taking advantage of one another. Always wonder why there would be such people in this world. Like some people usually said, "People come and go" I guess this has been too common to everyone.
Can i say that if im being kind to people, does they even noticed my kindness and remember it? Or would they just forget about it? I know i usually dont ask for repay for any help or kindness i made. Whatever i said, im not trying to judge everything myself. Just noticing people around and thought back about it.
Well, whatever people wanna treat me as just go ahead. Whether treated me good or bad, just carry on. Cause it's not worth fighting about it.
Always need to learn to accept things in life. Whatever it is. and also have Faith and Believe in ourself. I told myself that. Always.
Maybe because i wanna forget all of the happenings in the past.
Sometimes when i thought back, i place my trust into people too easily and too much. I putted trust blindly till at the end of the day, things just went so wrong. I wonder, if each time i done something good for them, will it be paid off? Or it will just fade off? Some humans just love being so greedy and taking advantage of one another. Always wonder why there would be such people in this world. Like some people usually said, "People come and go" I guess this has been too common to everyone.
Can i say that if im being kind to people, does they even noticed my kindness and remember it? Or would they just forget about it? I know i usually dont ask for repay for any help or kindness i made. Whatever i said, im not trying to judge everything myself. Just noticing people around and thought back about it.
Well, whatever people wanna treat me as just go ahead. Whether treated me good or bad, just carry on. Cause it's not worth fighting about it.
Always need to learn to accept things in life. Whatever it is. and also have Faith and Believe in ourself. I told myself that. Always.
12:49 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Woah fuck. Maybe i shouldnt read back all my old posts.
i dont know, just had this eager feeling to read back every one of them.
Then when came across to something that's aint right, all of the sudden i just felt things were not right. It's somehow give a chill in my spine. Kinda creepy. lol.
I thought about it as well, like hell man my romance lives. It's...pathetic i should say?
Yeah, guess that's the right word. and sickening.
seriously. i shouldnt have any ex in the first place.
Maybe only 1, which is the first one. lol.
When i realised i got like another 4 ex, it kinda disappointed me though.
Like, i care and concern to each of them, yet im still being played around, being cheated.
That's so fucked up...and also one story kinda hilarious.
You know, the shortest relationship is only like, a week? Hah.
Umm, the reason? Cause she got another guy behind my back. Yeah, i figured out all by myself.
So rather than im being dumbed, i dumbed her first. -______-
Recently im addicted back to anime, japanese anime. dont know what's up with me but i noticed i always watched anime that combine Comedy and Love Romance.
Most of them are stories in school-like kind of live. So maybe can reflect in the reality? hehs.
Oh well. Nothing much to do now. So bored and gotta be ready for tomorrow's phase test.
i dont know, just had this eager feeling to read back every one of them.
Then when came across to something that's aint right, all of the sudden i just felt things were not right. It's somehow give a chill in my spine. Kinda creepy. lol.
I thought about it as well, like hell man my romance lives. It's...pathetic i should say?
Yeah, guess that's the right word. and sickening.
seriously. i shouldnt have any ex in the first place.
Maybe only 1, which is the first one. lol.
When i realised i got like another 4 ex, it kinda disappointed me though.
Like, i care and concern to each of them, yet im still being played around, being cheated.
That's so fucked up...and also one story kinda hilarious.
You know, the shortest relationship is only like, a week? Hah.
Umm, the reason? Cause she got another guy behind my back. Yeah, i figured out all by myself.
So rather than im being dumbed, i dumbed her first. -______-
Recently im addicted back to anime, japanese anime. dont know what's up with me but i noticed i always watched anime that combine Comedy and Love Romance.
Most of them are stories in school-like kind of live. So maybe can reflect in the reality? hehs.
Oh well. Nothing much to do now. So bored and gotta be ready for tomorrow's phase test.
9:53 PM
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Mind just goddamn blank.
What i wanna say right now?
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Mind just goddamn blank.
What i wanna say right now?
8:57 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
Piano+Guitar=?
Next song for the band, Dammit by Blink 182.
Anyway Mubarak, AKU DAH DAPAT LAGUNYE!!~~ xD
Dah boleh main pun. lol. ko nk sangat kan? NAH! Amek ko~
Muahaha..
Anyway, earlier on (always miss out the r when spell earlier), had a discussion with Rashidin about fusion of guitar and piano.
Cause i tried out a song Canon In D on piano and one of this guy in my school able to "capture" and straight away shred out the solo at the same time. Sounds sooo damn cool siol.
So i asked Rashidin uhh if he able and have time to do it. Since he's the only pro guitarist i knew.
lol. the rest entah lah lari mane. ader yg aku tk kenal pun.
that's why Rashidin my only hope. (Cheh, berbual, tk pikir langsung. xD)
He agreed on it. We tried out during June holidays then.
But first thing first, i gotta record the full Canon In D on piano and gave it to him.
When i said full, as in Full Arrangement including my composing effort. muahahaha~
-__________- bored uh, no choice but have to make that "evil laugh". dang~
Umm, earlier on just finished practicing my piano and right now practicing my guitar.
lols. im a busy busy guy. xD macam paham...~
Anyway Mubarak, AKU DAH DAPAT LAGUNYE!!~~ xD
Dah boleh main pun. lol. ko nk sangat kan? NAH! Amek ko~
Muahaha..
Anyway, earlier on (always miss out the r when spell earlier), had a discussion with Rashidin about fusion of guitar and piano.
Cause i tried out a song Canon In D on piano and one of this guy in my school able to "capture" and straight away shred out the solo at the same time. Sounds sooo damn cool siol.
So i asked Rashidin uhh if he able and have time to do it. Since he's the only pro guitarist i knew.
lol. the rest entah lah lari mane. ader yg aku tk kenal pun.
that's why Rashidin my only hope. (Cheh, berbual, tk pikir langsung. xD)
He agreed on it. We tried out during June holidays then.
But first thing first, i gotta record the full Canon In D on piano and gave it to him.
When i said full, as in Full Arrangement including my composing effort. muahahaha~
-__________- bored uh, no choice but have to make that "evil laugh". dang~
Umm, earlier on just finished practicing my piano and right now practicing my guitar.
lols. im a busy busy guy. xD macam paham...~
10:23 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Day by day, i getting pissed off by family day.
Everytime whole family gone out, surely conflict between mum and dad.
Like what the fuck is it all about? Go out, quarrel. Go out, quarrel.
I just felt like wanna scream as loud as i can. and even lil' bro giving attitude.
Now just came back from having lunch.
Supposely already continue our family day to funan or sim lim quare and geylang there.
But apparently because of the conflict again, mum lost mood. Dad lost mood.
Lil bro giving attitude. and yeah, it sucks.
First thing i already thought before going out, surely there'll be another conflict and plans will be cancelled. I already had this feeling that it gonna happenned.
So i wore simple clothes.
Dad asked, "you sure you wanna wear like this? cause going out to town you know."
So i tell him, "yah i know, just that i'm not in the mood, even that time i gone to esplanade wearing like this."
I wore only simple 3/4 pants and my GXL competition polo.
And now, everything happenned.
Haiz. Fuck it uhh...
Lost mood already......
Everytime whole family gone out, surely conflict between mum and dad.
Like what the fuck is it all about? Go out, quarrel. Go out, quarrel.
I just felt like wanna scream as loud as i can. and even lil' bro giving attitude.
Now just came back from having lunch.
Supposely already continue our family day to funan or sim lim quare and geylang there.
But apparently because of the conflict again, mum lost mood. Dad lost mood.
Lil bro giving attitude. and yeah, it sucks.
First thing i already thought before going out, surely there'll be another conflict and plans will be cancelled. I already had this feeling that it gonna happenned.
So i wore simple clothes.
Dad asked, "you sure you wanna wear like this? cause going out to town you know."
So i tell him, "yah i know, just that i'm not in the mood, even that time i gone to esplanade wearing like this."
I wore only simple 3/4 pants and my GXL competition polo.
And now, everything happenned.
Haiz. Fuck it uhh...
Lost mood already......
2:22 PM
1 thing for sure, im saving up my money to get a rebonding session.
lol. seriously.
Umm, lets see, which date will be the best to do it.
Since June is my holidays, till 5th of July, so i wanna get it done on 10th of June or something.
Yeah, guess that's the good date cause it's my lil' bro birthday as well.
Right now, listening to some great metal songs by Unsun and In This Moment.
Damn, most of the songs are great.
And also just finished practicing my guitar. Look up some tutorials in youtube.
Practicing scales and some techniques. I gotta get some foundation back.
My Hip-Hop music group, dont know what happen right now.
Everything just pause for the moment. Fudin so busy with his school, Zul i not really sure what's he up to right now. It's been a long time didn't contact him.
Oh well, whatever it is, we got to do some performance man and need to get my beats up to the next level.
Uhh, maybe both Band and Crew will start their first performance in Arts House. Guess so.
Till then, we'll practice hard. Yeah we will.
lol. seriously.
Umm, lets see, which date will be the best to do it.
Since June is my holidays, till 5th of July, so i wanna get it done on 10th of June or something.
Yeah, guess that's the good date cause it's my lil' bro birthday as well.
Right now, listening to some great metal songs by Unsun and In This Moment.
Damn, most of the songs are great.
And also just finished practicing my guitar. Look up some tutorials in youtube.
Practicing scales and some techniques. I gotta get some foundation back.
My Hip-Hop music group, dont know what happen right now.
Everything just pause for the moment. Fudin so busy with his school, Zul i not really sure what's he up to right now. It's been a long time didn't contact him.
Oh well, whatever it is, we got to do some performance man and need to get my beats up to the next level.
Uhh, maybe both Band and Crew will start their first performance in Arts House. Guess so.
Till then, we'll practice hard. Yeah we will.
10:40 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Test-mania.
Ouhk. This post just wanna post up my Tests schedule.
Cause on that week, gonna be full of tests and then followed by exam on the other week.
Damn.
-DMT-
Class Test on 25th and 26th May
25th May - Chapter 19-29
26th May- Chapter 19-31
Phase Test not sure yet.
-NMS-
Class Test on 25th May
Phase Test on 25th May
(S/N 19-36) - 4pm - 5.30pm
-Exams-
DMT Exam - 3rd June, 8.30 - 10am
Venue: B06-13, B06-14
NMS Exam - 4th June, 8.30 - 10am
Venue: Function Hall
*All report at 8am sharp
Cause on that week, gonna be full of tests and then followed by exam on the other week.
Damn.
-DMT-
Class Test on 25th and 26th May
25th May - Chapter 19-29
26th May- Chapter 19-31
Phase Test not sure yet.
-NMS-
Class Test on 25th May
Phase Test on 25th May
(S/N 19-36) - 4pm - 5.30pm
-Exams-
DMT Exam - 3rd June, 8.30 - 10am
Venue: B06-13, B06-14
NMS Exam - 4th June, 8.30 - 10am
Venue: Function Hall
*All report at 8am sharp
11:36 PM
Damn. Fucking bored right now. No idea what i wanna do.
It's like, everything just blank.
Just read up my old posts in my blog, on the date Dec 2007. lols.
Since most of post had interesting stories.
Uhh..I gotta start dieting back.
Felt like wanna loose more weight. Although i already did.
And if possible, grew taller a bit. Like few cm.
Any plans for Sunday...?
Hmm..I wonder.
It's like, everything just blank.
Just read up my old posts in my blog, on the date Dec 2007. lols.
Since most of post had interesting stories.
Uhh..I gotta start dieting back.
Felt like wanna loose more weight. Although i already did.
And if possible, grew taller a bit. Like few cm.
Any plans for Sunday...?
Hmm..I wonder.
10:35 PM
3.20am right now.
It's time for bed.
"Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events"
A movie that is, such a touching story.
Though it's a movie from 5 years ago.
It's time for bed.
"Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events"
A movie that is, such a touching story.
Though it's a movie from 5 years ago.
3:20 AM
Past midnight..
Okeh it's 1.10am right now. Yet im still awake.
Umm, i dont felt like going bed right now. In fact, i just finished my quick workout.
Maybe i take a cold bath first before i off to bed.
Everyone else gone to bed, Diana wanna have a quick midnight snacks and off to bed, Kyla off to watch wrestling. lol. The rest in my msn most of them are busy. haiyoh.
What to do..what to do.
Maybe go watch movie or something till i felt sleepy. Since that's the only thing i can do right now.
Saturday, no plans for me. Maybe in the morning, clean up the whole house.
Vacuum here and there. Arrange back my books and notes. And in the afternoon just slacked at home. Thinking of going library to study and do my multimedia stuffs. I dont know.
No one else wanna tag along. Bored man if go library all alone. -_-"
Oh and gotta save up some cash man..me and Kyla got a "bet" going on.
If she passed her exam without any U grade, i gotta buy her a treat. aww man..
BUT, if she fail badly, she buy me a treat. muahaha. =P
So hopefully you get U grade k? Oopps.. =X
Guess i'll stop here then.
and by the way, Diana's blog, my link got <3 shape beside it. Cool~ xD
Uhh, i wanna put <3 shape also uhh beside your name, but dunno where to place your name in the categories when i put the <3 shape.
Takkan nak letak kat bestie seh. Uhh..any solution? lol. if not then i place in bestie aje uhh.
Thanks uhh for the <3 shape!! lol. kecoh kepe..stakat gitu je. ahahas.
Gilerh uhh aku nie....
Umm, i dont felt like going bed right now. In fact, i just finished my quick workout.
Maybe i take a cold bath first before i off to bed.
Everyone else gone to bed, Diana wanna have a quick midnight snacks and off to bed, Kyla off to watch wrestling. lol. The rest in my msn most of them are busy. haiyoh.
What to do..what to do.
Maybe go watch movie or something till i felt sleepy. Since that's the only thing i can do right now.
Saturday, no plans for me. Maybe in the morning, clean up the whole house.
Vacuum here and there. Arrange back my books and notes. And in the afternoon just slacked at home. Thinking of going library to study and do my multimedia stuffs. I dont know.
No one else wanna tag along. Bored man if go library all alone. -_-"
Oh and gotta save up some cash man..me and Kyla got a "bet" going on.
If she passed her exam without any U grade, i gotta buy her a treat. aww man..
BUT, if she fail badly, she buy me a treat. muahaha. =P
So hopefully you get U grade k? Oopps.. =X
Guess i'll stop here then.
and by the way, Diana's blog, my link got <3 shape beside it. Cool~ xD
Uhh, i wanna put <3 shape also uhh beside your name, but dunno where to place your name in the categories when i put the <3 shape.
Takkan nak letak kat bestie seh. Uhh..any solution? lol. if not then i place in bestie aje uhh.
Thanks uhh for the <3 shape!! lol. kecoh kepe..stakat gitu je. ahahas.
Gilerh uhh aku nie....
1:08 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
New Fren! =D
Alright alright. Earlier this afternoon had my piano lesson as per usual.
Quite ok, just that i messed up my scales. 3 -5 days didnt practice, so both of my hand kinda stiff.
So afterwards, last minute plan to go to Syed's house and slacked there.
Talk about music and about our band. And planning to play some new songs as well.
So uhh, facebook...One game kinda cool.
Guitar Geek, like the same as Guitar Hero. Tried out easy difficulty and afterwards off to Geek.
Geek is equal to Expert mode. lol. Managed to finish up the song with great score.
Muahaha. =P
Anyway, few moments ago gotten pm by a new friend in msn.
Uhh, gotten to know her in friendster first. Then added her in msn few days later.
lol, recalling back memories uhh. xD
Quite shocked cause didnt see her online. then out of nowhere she pm.
Uhh...kene rabak uhh..kene panggil piano seh..tsk3.
First impression...hmm..Friendly..Outgoing..and one thing for sure, she's "Kecohrable"
Just like someone i knew before.
Ok lah tu...kecoh kecoh pun buat lawak jugak...kan? hahas. xD
Gotten to link her and check out her blog as well.
So yeah, i'm sure we will be a good friend. =D
Right new friend? haha.
by the way, her name is Diana. I'm the only one to spell her name right. cool kepe. lol.
K uhh..thats all i could update.
going off soon.
need to head back home and get panadol for mum.
Quite ok, just that i messed up my scales. 3 -5 days didnt practice, so both of my hand kinda stiff.
So afterwards, last minute plan to go to Syed's house and slacked there.
Talk about music and about our band. And planning to play some new songs as well.
So uhh, facebook...One game kinda cool.
Guitar Geek, like the same as Guitar Hero. Tried out easy difficulty and afterwards off to Geek.
Geek is equal to Expert mode. lol. Managed to finish up the song with great score.
Muahaha. =P
Anyway, few moments ago gotten pm by a new friend in msn.
Uhh, gotten to know her in friendster first. Then added her in msn few days later.
lol, recalling back memories uhh. xD
Quite shocked cause didnt see her online. then out of nowhere she pm.
Uhh...kene rabak uhh..kene panggil piano seh..tsk3.
First impression...hmm..Friendly..Outgoing..and one thing for sure, she's "Kecohrable"
Just like someone i knew before.
Ok lah tu...kecoh kecoh pun buat lawak jugak...kan? hahas. xD
Gotten to link her and check out her blog as well.
So yeah, i'm sure we will be a good friend. =D
Right new friend? haha.
by the way, her name is Diana. I'm the only one to spell her name right. cool kepe. lol.
K uhh..thats all i could update.
going off soon.
need to head back home and get panadol for mum.
Labels: Friday Friday
10:01 PM
Migrain..!
My head hurts right now..my brain pain as well.
I just finished up my NMS report. Waiting for it to finish print out right now.
From 10pm till now, i done it. lol like what the hell, report took me like 4 hours to finish it up.
That's why i always hate reports so badly.
Maybe after print out the documents, stapled it together and off to bed as quickly as i could.
Stress up right now.
Oh and gotten letter from the NS.
I required to file my pre-enlistment documentation in preparation for enlistment and to book a date for my medical screening.
Uhh, not sure what it meant but I guess it surely something to do with Medical Checkup.
Great.
Anyone if possible please help remind me I gotta register it between 3rd and 24th of June.
Asking for favour right now. I know i always forgotten a dateline. -__-"
So yeah. thats all for the update.
By the way, it's raining heavily when i was coming back from school.
Heavy downpour so bad till there's traffic light malfunction near the Admiralty MRT junction.
Traffic jam very badly. Cool~ xD
Wahaha.
and and..Linkin Park's new song is damn cool man.
I already tried out on piano and gotten it..sooo..expecting to do a recording and upload on youtube soon. hehs.
One more thing -_________-"
I was invited to perform during the Evergreen Secondary School 10th Anniversary Ceremony.
So, I was chosen by my ex-form teacher to play a grand finale. Woah. that's really great man.
Must practice practice very hard.!.!.! Felt so honoured. xD
I just finished up my NMS report. Waiting for it to finish print out right now.
From 10pm till now, i done it. lol like what the hell, report took me like 4 hours to finish it up.
That's why i always hate reports so badly.
Maybe after print out the documents, stapled it together and off to bed as quickly as i could.
Stress up right now.
Oh and gotten letter from the NS.
I required to file my pre-enlistment documentation in preparation for enlistment and to book a date for my medical screening.
Uhh, not sure what it meant but I guess it surely something to do with Medical Checkup.
Great.
Anyone if possible please help remind me I gotta register it between 3rd and 24th of June.
Asking for favour right now. I know i always forgotten a dateline. -__-"
So yeah. thats all for the update.
By the way, it's raining heavily when i was coming back from school.
Heavy downpour so bad till there's traffic light malfunction near the Admiralty MRT junction.
Traffic jam very badly. Cool~ xD
Wahaha.
and and..Linkin Park's new song is damn cool man.
I already tried out on piano and gotten it..sooo..expecting to do a recording and upload on youtube soon. hehs.
One more thing -_________-"
I was invited to perform during the Evergreen Secondary School 10th Anniversary Ceremony.
So, I was chosen by my ex-form teacher to play a grand finale. Woah. that's really great man.
Must practice practice very hard.!.!.! Felt so honoured. xD
Labels: Head hurts.
1:48 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Exhausted...Burning up.
Ouhk. I felt kinda sickening right now.
First, exhausted.
Second, felt so humid and warm man..
It's like, i turn up the fan to the max and tried practice my piano yet felt so warm.
In the end not long after, bath again. so it's like i bath twice at night.
Seriously man, i would be happy if Singapore rain non-stop till flood as old times.
As long as it felt cold, and i felt shivering. If the weather is cold 24/7, its damn fucking great.
I bet everyone in Singapore loves it.
Ok! Let's everyone pray together for huge, heavy downpour will last till December.
Muahaha. Damn. I'm insane..
First, exhausted.
Second, felt so humid and warm man..
It's like, i turn up the fan to the max and tried practice my piano yet felt so warm.
In the end not long after, bath again. so it's like i bath twice at night.
Seriously man, i would be happy if Singapore rain non-stop till flood as old times.
As long as it felt cold, and i felt shivering. If the weather is cold 24/7, its damn fucking great.
I bet everyone in Singapore loves it.
Ok! Let's everyone pray together for huge, heavy downpour will last till December.
Muahaha. Damn. I'm insane..
9:03 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Woah. Surprised and unexpected phonecall from someone.
Kinda shocked me for a moment.
lol.
Everything's fine. Thanks for your call.
Take very good care.
:D
Kinda shocked me for a moment.
lol.
Everything's fine. Thanks for your call.
Take very good care.
:D
8:04 PM
Exhausted.
I'm so exhausted right now. Not enough sleep, not enough rest, facing my laptop whole of 2 days.
4 days didn't practice my piano and 3D assignment messed up. Ouch.
I tried my best to cover up the materials in school during the DAT lesson and also finishing up the animation. Most of my classmates able to submit the project on time while some didn't have a chance. I tried to render after gotten the right materials for my assignment and in the end, the clip didnt turn out to be what i expected.
First 10 secs are great, no errors but when comes to 11 secs and after, all messed up.
Suddenly it just shows the glow of the blades. Like wth? Rendered for 30mins+ and this mistakes showed up. I don't know what will my grades be. If I could like gotten C or B, then I'm fine with it.
As long as it's not F. If it is, then..fucked it.
Just came back home like, 20 mins ago and straight away on my laptop and rendered out the 3D again. I do some configuration on it and see if it works. Yup, now rendering. Time Remaining: 02:40:50.
lol. 2 hours or less. I bet it will rendered only like an hour+.
Bloghopping around, checking out friendster, facebook, hotmail. and thats it. Got bored.
Going to bath right now. Oh and I added an image, a chrome test. Looks cool. :D
The only mistake is,
the "Metal ball" at the top of the cylinder or pole,
looks kinda invincible?
Am I right?
4 days didn't practice my piano and 3D assignment messed up. Ouch.
I tried my best to cover up the materials in school during the DAT lesson and also finishing up the animation. Most of my classmates able to submit the project on time while some didn't have a chance. I tried to render after gotten the right materials for my assignment and in the end, the clip didnt turn out to be what i expected.
First 10 secs are great, no errors but when comes to 11 secs and after, all messed up.
Suddenly it just shows the glow of the blades. Like wth? Rendered for 30mins+ and this mistakes showed up. I don't know what will my grades be. If I could like gotten C or B, then I'm fine with it.
As long as it's not F. If it is, then..fucked it.
Just came back home like, 20 mins ago and straight away on my laptop and rendered out the 3D again. I do some configuration on it and see if it works. Yup, now rendering. Time Remaining: 02:40:50.
lol. 2 hours or less. I bet it will rendered only like an hour+.
Bloghopping around, checking out friendster, facebook, hotmail. and thats it. Got bored.
Going to bath right now. Oh and I added an image, a chrome test. Looks cool. :D
The only mistake is, the "Metal ball" at the top of the cylinder or pole,
looks kinda invincible?
Am I right?
7:41 PM
Die..
Fucked up. Can't finish the assignment.
Guess I got to hand in only the pictures and raw files, without animation.
Haiz. Marks and grades will be cut off badly. Damn..
12:51 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
Test of Vray Plugins.
I found a great plug-in that 3D modellers always use to render.
One thing for sure, it's ain't easy to do.
All the configuration is complicated and confusing.
But if done well and proper, at the end of the day, you enjoyed it.
7:17 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Ka-Boom!
Testing the explosion effect
Damn my mind just went blank. So just going through some new techniques.
Explosion effects like example the above one.
Looks cool. But still, can improve better.
Explosion effects like example the above one.
Looks cool. But still, can improve better.
11:07 PM
2 more 3D Max..
Here's the latest one I did.
Looks kinda realistic i guess..right?
Cool~ xD
Another idea that i took from The Force Unleashed game.Compressed Green Lightsaber.
But i always love black lightsaber. hehs.
Damn. Whole day i didnt sleep and till now all i did was going through the 3d max over and over again. my brain going nuts man.
Tuesday need to hand in. I already got the ideas. The only thing i need to do now is animate the model. I noticed i'm not good in animation, so..im fucked up right now.
Shit, if only there's anyone could help to do the animation. I seriously need help right now.
Urgh! BrainStorming!
Anyway, i wanna model a black lightsaber from the force unleashed game.
But, it's wayyyyy....too hard. lol. i cant figure out the effects, the parameters and everything.
Oh well...
5:58 PM
IDEAS!
Some kind of lighting effect added. Wanna see how bright it can goes.
An idea taken from Star Wars Force Unleashed Game.Unstable Red Lightsaber
Blue LightsaberVideo Of the Unstable Red Lightsaber
Video Of the Blue Lightsaber
Yes! I can model out lightsaber in 3D Max.
So I guess my assignment, storyboard product will be uhh, selling lightsabers?
wahaha, cause it didnt say anything about restriction of selling any products.
So, I will make a logo, and then the animation for the storyboard for my 3d Max assignment.
Hopefully by tomorrow I'll able to finish it and on Tuesday I could hand up the work.
Wooo!~
By the way, it took me whole night to model out and figure out the effects used and go through the tutorial as well.
Ain't easy you know.
9:11 AM
Right now not sleeping. lols. overnight net surfing with Mirul.
Yeah, he's here in my house. Overnight at my house.
Cause need some help for video production and effects stuffs.
Played guitar and composing new songs.
Uhh..Guess that's all I could update right now?
and hey, my counter pass 100 already. cool~ xD
I'll update again later on.
Yeah, he's here in my house. Overnight at my house.
Cause need some help for video production and effects stuffs.
Played guitar and composing new songs.
Uhh..Guess that's all I could update right now?
and hey, my counter pass 100 already. cool~ xD
I'll update again later on.
3:22 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Zzzzz....
Day by day i usually always felt so tired and lazy. Dont know what the hell wrong with me.
Either pure lazy or because i'm sick. But i'm sure right now i recovering quite well.
All medicine finished except for the cough syrup. Left 20ml more.
Come on Zam. Stop following some bad habit.
Do more exercise, maybe like jogging everyday perhaps?
Or continue your workout day by day.
-.-"
Yesterday jamming session was okeh..
Manage to do some recording video of the band.
After jamming, we bought supper and have a stroll to the bus stop.
Mahdi suddenly asked me,
"Wah, our friend Mirul gonna have somebody already..ahahaha.
Then when you gonna have one again uhh Ahmad?"
lol. Why in the world he asked that question in the first place?
Mind went blank a while, and just said whatever i can think of.
Of course i said i got no one in my mind and dont think gonna look for one as well.
But frankly speaking, i do felt looking for someone. lol.
I'll wait for the right time or something, like they said, just be patience and things will comes up smoothly and better. Rather than not getting any true ones. Like I always had.
Haiz. Always being played around. Not even a true relationship uhh.
It's pathetic. Yeah, i'm pathetic. -.-
I got personal problem at home right now. So hard to solve and do something bout it.
Just wish there's someone to help or at least give some advice like last 2 years ago.
Someone stood beside me, always help and giving advice.
Now, everything just went silence. People around me already have a good life i guess.
When will it be me?
Anyone..?
Day by day i usually always felt so tired and lazy. Dont know what the hell wrong with me.
Either pure lazy or because i'm sick. But i'm sure right now i recovering quite well.
All medicine finished except for the cough syrup. Left 20ml more.
Come on Zam. Stop following some bad habit.
Do more exercise, maybe like jogging everyday perhaps?
Or continue your workout day by day.
-.-"
Yesterday jamming session was okeh..
Manage to do some recording video of the band.
After jamming, we bought supper and have a stroll to the bus stop.
Mahdi suddenly asked me,
"Wah, our friend Mirul gonna have somebody already..ahahaha.
Then when you gonna have one again uhh Ahmad?"
lol. Why in the world he asked that question in the first place?
Mind went blank a while, and just said whatever i can think of.
Of course i said i got no one in my mind and dont think gonna look for one as well.
But frankly speaking, i do felt looking for someone. lol.
I'll wait for the right time or something, like they said, just be patience and things will comes up smoothly and better. Rather than not getting any true ones. Like I always had.
Haiz. Always being played around. Not even a true relationship uhh.
It's pathetic. Yeah, i'm pathetic. -.-
I got personal problem at home right now. So hard to solve and do something bout it.
Just wish there's someone to help or at least give some advice like last 2 years ago.
Someone stood beside me, always help and giving advice.
Now, everything just went silence. People around me already have a good life i guess.
When will it be me?
Anyone..?
10:21 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Revision.
Left 2-3 weeks till exam. Got to start revising through school notes and softwares.
Trying to install the adobe master collection right now. It's totally sickening. Lots and lots of things.
3D max need to be done as well. This coming Tuesday need to hand in.
And the bad news is that my 3d max only like 30% done.
I'm gonna be dead I'll tell ya.
Later at 8pm going for jamming session. Brining extra money to ask the person in charge to fix up my guitar strings. All my 25 bucks gonna be gone by end of the day. lol.
I'll update till here then.
By the way, too bad for those who end school late earlier just now.
I sms you guys but none reply. So what for I waited for no one right Sab? Hahs. =P
Trying to install the adobe master collection right now. It's totally sickening. Lots and lots of things.
3D max need to be done as well. This coming Tuesday need to hand in.
And the bad news is that my 3d max only like 30% done.
I'm gonna be dead I'll tell ya.
Later at 8pm going for jamming session. Brining extra money to ask the person in charge to fix up my guitar strings. All my 25 bucks gonna be gone by end of the day. lol.
I'll update till here then.
By the way, too bad for those who end school late earlier just now.
I sms you guys but none reply. So what for I waited for no one right Sab? Hahs. =P
2:43 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Every words came out from my mouth always wrong.
People won't listen, people won't bother.
When will it be the time someone will said, "yes it's true" or "yeah, you're right"
or at least someone do open up their ears and listen.
Always forcing and asking me to understand them while they can't bother understand me.
People won't listen, people won't bother.
When will it be the time someone will said, "yes it's true" or "yeah, you're right"
or at least someone do open up their ears and listen.
Always forcing and asking me to understand them while they can't bother understand me.
10:08 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
School was great I guess.
Just that lots of things need to be done around here and there.
Video production assignment, 3d Max assignment and more.
Met up with my Cuz at school, cant believe he took higher nitec here. Cause actually he was called by RP in a Music Module. But he rejected it and chose higher nitec instead.
Damn, I wish I could. He said need he perform on Live N Loaded, the 1st episode.
And yeah, proposal of course.
I'll see how I need to do it.
Tryin to practice my piano right now, but..lil bro sleeping in the living room.
Guess need to wait till night then. Too bad.
Cough and soar throat still not yet recover.
Spit out my, uhh..dont know how it called, mucus? when you cough, then you need to spit it out those nasty thing?
Yeah, kinda dark yellowish with blood on it.
Damn, guess I hurt my throat kinda bad.
Oh well, just wait till fully recover then.
Looking for Live N Loaded episode 1.
Outs.
Just that lots of things need to be done around here and there.
Video production assignment, 3d Max assignment and more.
Met up with my Cuz at school, cant believe he took higher nitec here. Cause actually he was called by RP in a Music Module. But he rejected it and chose higher nitec instead.
Damn, I wish I could. He said need he perform on Live N Loaded, the 1st episode.
And yeah, proposal of course.
I'll see how I need to do it.
Tryin to practice my piano right now, but..lil bro sleeping in the living room.
Guess need to wait till night then. Too bad.
Cough and soar throat still not yet recover.
Spit out my, uhh..dont know how it called, mucus? when you cough, then you need to spit it out those nasty thing?
Yeah, kinda dark yellowish with blood on it.
Damn, guess I hurt my throat kinda bad.
Oh well, just wait till fully recover then.
Looking for Live N Loaded episode 1.
Outs.
5:19 PM
Going back to school in the next morning.
As I already been MC for 2 days.
Bless myself to recover as soon as possible.
Well, GoodMidnight.
As I already been MC for 2 days.
Bless myself to recover as soon as possible.
Well, GoodMidnight.
12:00 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Aww..Cute kittens at the block.
But schoolkids bullying them.
What else I do?
Help both of the poor kittens of course..
But schoolkids bullying them.
What else I do?
Help both of the poor kittens of course..
4:53 PM
Erasing the past in my mind.
Cause it sickens me.
Cause it sickens me.
12:42 PM
Last day of MC for today.
Damn, please recover as fast as possible.
I hate being sick while in school.
Damn, please recover as fast as possible.
I hate being sick while in school.
9:19 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
Just got back home from Clinic at Woodlands Mart to see a doc.
Poly clicnic medicine are so useless, and even the doc there said to stay away from the clinic momentarily.
Yeah, medicines there have no good results.
Last 2 weeks went for it, gotten medicine but till now still havent cure.
It gotten worst right now.
Having running nose and blockage, soar throat which eventually my throat is swollen right now and yesterday just gotten a cough and it got worst this morning.
Gotten MC for 2 days.
Oh great, I miss important lessons in school.
7:16 PM
Had enough of silly relationship.
Cause it's pathetic.
Cause it's pathetic.
7:13 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
The night just stand still. No wind, no rain, just a silent night with emptiness felt inside.
Walking along my block, just the feeling of walking alone.
It's like, the world is pause just for a moment.
But inside my head, inside my body, felt just not right.
Head just full of thoughts running around, throat soreness, so thirsty and painful, and keep on sneezing and having bad flu. Body just felt so warm. Having cough soon.
Am I getting a fever soon?
A feeling of walking down the road alone with no one by your side.
Where friends are no where to be found, where family felt like being separated.
Only me, myself, no one's around that road. Not even any strangers.
I hate when these sickness struck me once more.
Those who trying to make a joke, think it's swine flu, fuck yourself. Always making fun of it.
"Ohh..I know, you having swine flu..eating too much pig uhh..HAHAHA"
Only idiots trying to be funny.
If it's really happen, what you gonna do?
Trying to make a joke and ended up a tragedy?
Better think wisely before that slippery words comes out of your goddamn mouth.
By the way, Happy Mother's Day,
Love you Mum.
Walking along my block, just the feeling of walking alone.
It's like, the world is pause just for a moment.
But inside my head, inside my body, felt just not right.
Head just full of thoughts running around, throat soreness, so thirsty and painful, and keep on sneezing and having bad flu. Body just felt so warm. Having cough soon.
Am I getting a fever soon?
A feeling of walking down the road alone with no one by your side.
Where friends are no where to be found, where family felt like being separated.
Only me, myself, no one's around that road. Not even any strangers.
I hate when these sickness struck me once more.
Those who trying to make a joke, think it's swine flu, fuck yourself. Always making fun of it.
"Ohh..I know, you having swine flu..eating too much pig uhh..HAHAHA"
Only idiots trying to be funny.
If it's really happen, what you gonna do?
Trying to make a joke and ended up a tragedy?
Better think wisely before that slippery words comes out of your goddamn mouth.
By the way, Happy Mother's Day,
Love you Mum.
8:04 PM
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Boring Saturday.
No much things happen for today. Earlier this morning had my piano lesson, kinda okeh just that my grade 6 3rd exam piece was kinda hard. Can't really understand the song concept.
1st piece was brilliant, teacher like it. 2nd piece not that bad, still can improve better.
Aim for perfection and get distinction.
Late afternoon gone out with family to have our so-called dinner at CWP Banquet and afterwards visit to grandmum house. It's been quite a while. Meet up my relatives there.
Cousins, Big Sis. Everyone looks fit and healthy. Thank god my big bro recovering quite well, just that it takes time for his mental to be back to normal. I miss his old, cool character.
Everything around him changed after being spiritually attacked not long ago. Haiz.
Pray for him to get well as soon as possible. It's pity to see his condition right now though it's recovering slowly.
Anyway, I guess I'll stop here then. Nothing much to talk. Lil bro never been happy and active like this at grandmum's and relative house. Everyone loves my lil bro. lols.
What to say, he's totally attractive, too cute and quite a mischief..Hahs.
1st piece was brilliant, teacher like it. 2nd piece not that bad, still can improve better.
Aim for perfection and get distinction.
Late afternoon gone out with family to have our so-called dinner at CWP Banquet and afterwards visit to grandmum house. It's been quite a while. Meet up my relatives there.
Cousins, Big Sis. Everyone looks fit and healthy. Thank god my big bro recovering quite well, just that it takes time for his mental to be back to normal. I miss his old, cool character.
Everything around him changed after being spiritually attacked not long ago. Haiz.
Pray for him to get well as soon as possible. It's pity to see his condition right now though it's recovering slowly.
Anyway, I guess I'll stop here then. Nothing much to talk. Lil bro never been happy and active like this at grandmum's and relative house. Everyone loves my lil bro. lols.
What to say, he's totally attractive, too cute and quite a mischief..Hahs.
Labels: Relatives.
9:13 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
HandPhone Fixed..
Yeah man! I fixed up my previous handphone, 5700 Xpressmusic on my own.
Fuck the service, fuck the repair services. Need to pay 80 to 150 dollars just to do a repair.
Well lucky for me, I knew how they do it. Wooo~
Repair free of charge on my own. wahah. xD
Fuck the service, fuck the repair services. Need to pay 80 to 150 dollars just to do a repair.
Well lucky for me, I knew how they do it. Wooo~
Repair free of charge on my own. wahah. xD
12:54 AM
Just one small change
and it will affect everything and everyone around you.
and it will affect everything and everyone around you.
12:37 AM
Sprain Ankle..
Great, just great. During P.E, thought we having soccer. We did actually, AFTER running 2.4km run. That's sucks big time.
Our own P.E teacher cheat us into 2.4km run. Cause we only can go for soccer after taking our run.
Damn uhh..
Since some of my classmates no mood and lazy do run, so did I. It's like what the fuck..All of the sudden 2.4km, and if running outside that's fine with me cause if ran inside school, either around the track or field, surely I can't pass that well. I don't know, I noticed that I could pass my 2.4km run only if ran outside in the open atmosphere.Rather than running 6 or 8 rounds around over and over again.
After FAILED my 2.4km trial run just now, we off to soccer.
Game was good, everyone's in shape. But I messed up during the last minute.
Sprain my ankle during our last match.
Tsk3..Deeply in pain right now.
Never gotten any Sprain Ankle since like, 3, 4 years?
Oh well, gotten blister at my right heel as well.
Guess tomorrow going to school with my slippers, at least I have a valid reason.
No piano lesson tomorrow, brought forward to Saturday. Erm, good then.
Saturday is public holiday, I still can practice my piano tomorrow since today I didn't, and Saturday I goddamn free. :D
And also tomorrow's jamming session should be ealier I guess, since my lesson was cancel.
Looking forward for tomorrow. Hahs.
Oh and yes, welcome new friend. Thanks for uhh...Hopping into my blog? lols. xD
Our own P.E teacher cheat us into 2.4km run. Cause we only can go for soccer after taking our run.
Damn uhh..
Since some of my classmates no mood and lazy do run, so did I. It's like what the fuck..All of the sudden 2.4km, and if running outside that's fine with me cause if ran inside school, either around the track or field, surely I can't pass that well. I don't know, I noticed that I could pass my 2.4km run only if ran outside in the open atmosphere.Rather than running 6 or 8 rounds around over and over again.
After FAILED my 2.4km trial run just now, we off to soccer.
Game was good, everyone's in shape. But I messed up during the last minute.
Sprain my ankle during our last match.
Tsk3..Deeply in pain right now.
Never gotten any Sprain Ankle since like, 3, 4 years?
Oh well, gotten blister at my right heel as well.
Guess tomorrow going to school with my slippers, at least I have a valid reason.
No piano lesson tomorrow, brought forward to Saturday. Erm, good then.
Saturday is public holiday, I still can practice my piano tomorrow since today I didn't, and Saturday I goddamn free. :D
And also tomorrow's jamming session should be ealier I guess, since my lesson was cancel.
Looking forward for tomorrow. Hahs.
Oh and yes, welcome new friend. Thanks for uhh...Hopping into my blog? lols. xD
Labels: Ouch.
12:13 AM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Webcam Pictures!
Here's the webcam pictures that I took. 8 pictures of it.
Shah, Afiz, Shu, Adil, Wan, Miss Karen and myself were in these pictures.
The last picture I look so..SHOCKING. xD
Shah, Afiz, Shu, Adil, Wan, Miss Karen and myself were in these pictures.
The last picture I look so..SHOCKING. xD
Labels: Latest pics..
4:51 PM
Sickness week.
Fuh...tired man. So damn exhausted.
Right now just came back from school..kinda..Cause we skipped the last lesson which is Project Management.
So yeah, taking a short break right now and afterward off to practice my piano.
In the evening, accompany Syed to have his haircut. And later at night maybe play DoTA or something. Played back that game. Hahs.
Yesterday 3D lesson, nothing much to do, still need to finish up the assignment. So I took some webcam pictures with few of my classmates and lecturer. I'll upload on the next post.
Everyone around getting sick easily..Shah, Saidi, Hayat..and even myself.
Gotten slight cough and flu. Tsk..Quite irritating..
Hopefully on Friday, band will able to go for jam and practice together.
So Hayat, get well soon okeh? Must go Must go this Friday!
Right now just came back from school..kinda..Cause we skipped the last lesson which is Project Management.
So yeah, taking a short break right now and afterward off to practice my piano.
In the evening, accompany Syed to have his haircut. And later at night maybe play DoTA or something. Played back that game. Hahs.
Yesterday 3D lesson, nothing much to do, still need to finish up the assignment. So I took some webcam pictures with few of my classmates and lecturer. I'll upload on the next post.
Everyone around getting sick easily..Shah, Saidi, Hayat..and even myself.
Gotten slight cough and flu. Tsk..Quite irritating..
Hopefully on Friday, band will able to go for jam and practice together.
So Hayat, get well soon okeh? Must go Must go this Friday!
4:47 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Morning Jog.
Just came back from jogging not long ago. Wow, my stamina keep getting lesser each day. It's been like, a year didn't jog. The last I jogged was last year school's 2.4km run. Though that time I still doing great, like..49 out of 250 students? or more I guess. The whole school of Info-Comm Technology students ran 2.4km. Imagine that.
Anyway, after jogged only like 1 round, the diameter of Circle Green, I tried out my Pull-Up practice. Dang~ Can done like 5-7 times only.
Hmm..Now just take a break a while, checking out facebook, those who I added last night. It's like more than 15 request I made. But all of them that I knew before. Not like both of us strangers or anything like that. Cause I knew few people added and made their number of friends a lot just because of adding strangers. =.=" It's true, don't deny. lols.
Afterwards, maybe I practice my piano and if today doesn't have any plans, then I might be going to Zarifi house.
Anyway, after jogged only like 1 round, the diameter of Circle Green, I tried out my Pull-Up practice. Dang~ Can done like 5-7 times only.
Hmm..Now just take a break a while, checking out facebook, those who I added last night. It's like more than 15 request I made. But all of them that I knew before. Not like both of us strangers or anything like that. Cause I knew few people added and made their number of friends a lot just because of adding strangers. =.=" It's true, don't deny. lols.
Afterwards, maybe I practice my piano and if today doesn't have any plans, then I might be going to Zarifi house.
Labels: Stamina..Loss..
7:49 AM
Movie.
Great outing. Great movie. Everything was perfect.
Thanks to my friends, gamers friends. We'll still in contact for quite a long time.
How funny when I thought back from the past.
From Mini Competition, to friends, to team members and afterward a close friend whose like a brother.
Ignatious, Zam and Zarifi.
Well since they're all older than me, so, guess I called them as brothers. Hahs.
Movie was great. Very great, and even bump into ITE schoolmates before the movie start.
What a small world...
Thanks to my friends, gamers friends. We'll still in contact for quite a long time.
How funny when I thought back from the past.
From Mini Competition, to friends, to team members and afterward a close friend whose like a brother.
Ignatious, Zam and Zarifi.
Well since they're all older than me, so, guess I called them as brothers. Hahs.
Movie was great. Very great, and even bump into ITE schoolmates before the movie start.
What a small world...
Labels: Perfect Saturday Night Outing.
12:15 AM
