Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tired tired tired. Just came back from school and afterwards took a quick bath.
During P.E, soccer was kinda ok...All of us played quite badly I guess.
All of us was totally exhausted. Gotten lots of call during that time but too busy to pick up all the calls.
After P.E met up Syed and went home together from Bedok, took 168.
About tomorrow...Morning got piano lesson, evening got jamming session..
Suddenly gotten sms from Zarifi that planning to go cinema tomorrow as well.
But my schedule already full. Asked me too late uhh..If not I tag along already.
So I asked him if could push the time to Saturday. Since that day only morning I got CCA and afterwards no plans. So can go at Vivo and watch movie at there then.
Hmm..Looking forward for tomorrow's plan and shit..Where to get money for Saturday movie.
Damn..
During P.E, soccer was kinda ok...All of us played quite badly I guess.
All of us was totally exhausted. Gotten lots of call during that time but too busy to pick up all the calls.
After P.E met up Syed and went home together from Bedok, took 168.
About tomorrow...Morning got piano lesson, evening got jamming session..
Suddenly gotten sms from Zarifi that planning to go cinema tomorrow as well.
But my schedule already full. Asked me too late uhh..If not I tag along already.
So I asked him if could push the time to Saturday. Since that day only morning I got CCA and afterwards no plans. So can go at Vivo and watch movie at there then.
Hmm..Looking forward for tomorrow's plan and shit..Where to get money for Saturday movie.
Damn..
7:38 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Last 1 hour ago, started back my piano practice. Quite ok for me, although my right little finger still not yet fully recover and still in hurt. I try to endure the pain and continue practicing.
Still able to play the songs and scales well. Even in fast pace.
I still tried out the sliding technique. Friday I'll ask my teacher if the technique I did was right.
If wrong, then I'll ask him to teach me then. Practice till master it.
Berbual macam paham per...hahs.
Still able to play the songs and scales well. Even in fast pace.
I still tried out the sliding technique. Friday I'll ask my teacher if the technique I did was right.
If wrong, then I'll ask him to teach me then. Practice till master it.
Berbual macam paham per...hahs.
9:30 PM
Life is getting harder than ever.
Things that I expect will never come after.
Sorrows will soon be drawn later and greater.
As some things turned into disaster.
Things that I expect will never come after.
Sorrows will soon be drawn later and greater.
As some things turned into disaster.
7:43 PM
Arrogance won't be entertain. There's a lot in this world.
12:08 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
3 weeks from now.
Having class test earlier this morning. Both DMT and NMS. Can't help it much bout it. Just tried all my very best into it.
Erm..NMS test is just a revision ones, so it's like today took it, the next morning will going through.
So we'll know how does the questions are during the actually exam. Haish. Time to buck-up.
For DMT, it was an actual one. But luckily for us all of the 30 questions are MCQ.
Good isn't it? Nah, I doubt that I could pass with high marks. I might even fail man.
So uhh, hopefully I pass.
Oh man..Got lot of things need to catch up. 3 weeks till exam, piano lesson is starting back soon.
And bad news was, I injured my right small finger. Gotten it during my piano practice.
Just trying out this new technique; sliding the keys from left to right..also called as ascending.
Then while playing the song What I've Done and putting in the technique, accidentally sliced my finger at one of the side-end of the key. Sliced both my skin and a lil' of my..flesh. Still, I continued my practice with plaster on it but blood spilling around at some of the keys.
Damn. already 2 days off from the practice.
Must start back my practice by tomorrow or next 2 days. Friday is my lesson. Whatever it is I will just gonna force myself to do so. No skipping, no whining or whatever.
Anyway, replied the tag by whoever that tagged it. Uhh. Thanks.
Sab oh Sab..Ku bace blog ko, aku plak kene tag..hahas. Nk aku buat ke tk?
Tanak buat boleh ehk? =P
Erm..NMS test is just a revision ones, so it's like today took it, the next morning will going through.
So we'll know how does the questions are during the actually exam. Haish. Time to buck-up.
For DMT, it was an actual one. But luckily for us all of the 30 questions are MCQ.
Good isn't it? Nah, I doubt that I could pass with high marks. I might even fail man.
So uhh, hopefully I pass.
Oh man..Got lot of things need to catch up. 3 weeks till exam, piano lesson is starting back soon.
And bad news was, I injured my right small finger. Gotten it during my piano practice.
Just trying out this new technique; sliding the keys from left to right..also called as ascending.
Then while playing the song What I've Done and putting in the technique, accidentally sliced my finger at one of the side-end of the key. Sliced both my skin and a lil' of my..flesh. Still, I continued my practice with plaster on it but blood spilling around at some of the keys.
Damn. already 2 days off from the practice.
Must start back my practice by tomorrow or next 2 days. Friday is my lesson. Whatever it is I will just gonna force myself to do so. No skipping, no whining or whatever.
Anyway, replied the tag by whoever that tagged it. Uhh. Thanks.
Sab oh Sab..Ku bace blog ko, aku plak kene tag..hahas. Nk aku buat ke tk?
Tanak buat boleh ehk? =P
Labels: Exams coming.
8:28 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Boring!
Urgh! Totally fucking bored. Gosh..
Nothing to do from ealier this morning. Right now I'm surfing net under my block with my lappy.
My wireless broadband was so damn great. The range is quite far.
Anyway, back to topic.
It's like, my mind is so blank, I got no idea what to do.
Planning to go Esplanade Library but Mahdi didn't reply because he was totally busy playing game, that's what Hayat told me. Great. Just great.
All of them went to slack at Syed house and none of them ask me to tag along.
Bagos lah tu ehk.
Haiz.
Now just relaxing, blogging and feel the wind blowing calmly around me.
Nothing much to say right now.
Outs.
Nothing to do from ealier this morning. Right now I'm surfing net under my block with my lappy.
My wireless broadband was so damn great. The range is quite far.
Anyway, back to topic.
It's like, my mind is so blank, I got no idea what to do.
Planning to go Esplanade Library but Mahdi didn't reply because he was totally busy playing game, that's what Hayat told me. Great. Just great.
All of them went to slack at Syed house and none of them ask me to tag along.
Bagos lah tu ehk.
Haiz.
Now just relaxing, blogging and feel the wind blowing calmly around me.
Nothing much to say right now.
Outs.
Labels: Slack below my block.
4:09 PM
Jam!
.:24th April:.
Jamming session earlier this evening.
It's been quite a long time we had our band practice.
Quite a good start though. Just about practicing the song Holiday and overall the band continues till the end with a great set.
The sad thing was only 3 of us. Syed, Hayat and myself. Mahdi wasnt able to come as he jamming with his other friends at Dhoby Ghaut.
At first we planned to go there but should be ealier. Then Mahdi said he only be free at 6pm.
Damn that's quite late. So we discuss and gone to Khatib instead.
Kinda acceptable for us as we able to practice our vocal, the original PXD practicing every song with a few vocals in it.
Once most of the covers were done, we tried out our compose song.
Really sounds good. Well, sort of.
At last, our first band own song.
After practiced we gone to nearby coffee shop and have a break and then off to my place to slack.
Few moments later Mahdi came by to visit here awhile.
Well..Okay. A Original Band Reunion. lol.
After 10pm, Mahdi made his move. And before 12mn, both Syed and Hayat going off as well.
.:12 Midnight:.
Haish. After 12mn, I tried myself to be active a while to do some workout.
Trying not to laze around whole night or something. So it's like, every weekends are my workout days. Since now my schedule are tight during weekdays, so weekends are my activities then.
Later on in the morning at 8, I got my Archery Practice. Damn, last week cant woke up and didnt go for training. April Intakes came quite a lot last week.
So, I got to go practice later on. Check out the April Intakes student as well. Hahs. =P
Guess thats all for the update then.
Jamming session earlier this evening.
It's been quite a long time we had our band practice.
Quite a good start though. Just about practicing the song Holiday and overall the band continues till the end with a great set.
The sad thing was only 3 of us. Syed, Hayat and myself. Mahdi wasnt able to come as he jamming with his other friends at Dhoby Ghaut.
At first we planned to go there but should be ealier. Then Mahdi said he only be free at 6pm.
Damn that's quite late. So we discuss and gone to Khatib instead.
Kinda acceptable for us as we able to practice our vocal, the original PXD practicing every song with a few vocals in it.
Once most of the covers were done, we tried out our compose song.
Really sounds good. Well, sort of.
At last, our first band own song.
After practiced we gone to nearby coffee shop and have a break and then off to my place to slack.
Few moments later Mahdi came by to visit here awhile.
Well..Okay. A Original Band Reunion. lol.
After 10pm, Mahdi made his move. And before 12mn, both Syed and Hayat going off as well.
.:12 Midnight:.
Haish. After 12mn, I tried myself to be active a while to do some workout.
Trying not to laze around whole night or something. So it's like, every weekends are my workout days. Since now my schedule are tight during weekdays, so weekends are my activities then.
Later on in the morning at 8, I got my Archery Practice. Damn, last week cant woke up and didnt go for training. April Intakes came quite a lot last week.
So, I got to go practice later on. Check out the April Intakes student as well. Hahs. =P
Guess thats all for the update then.
12:57 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Fucking Annoying.
Day by day, it's getting frustrated every moment.
I'm loosing patience with the projects.
And it's like bringing my school problems till at home.
Then, it will affected the love one around me.
Being rude to my mum, frustrated at my innocent lil' bro.
It's fucking annoying of how I'm being myself.
Because of this school stress work, it affected my attitude.
I'm loosing interests in this course because of this video production and this whole groupwork thing.
Just totally fuck-up my personal lives.
I can't practice my piano in peace, I can't rest peacefully, I can't spend time with my family, I can't have privacy.
and now I cant even sleep.
What The Hell "Miss J" trying to nag at the group?
He's already a guy and yet trying to nag like a woman.
Few of us who is not wrong are also being lectured during the whole period.
Like What The Fuck?
I can guarantee whole bunch of people are so free after school, but still intend not to do their work. While some, who still have other important stuffs that need to be done, are suffering twice or trice than them. It's totally unfair and can't they even understand the situations that we're had?. Can they? While we always have to understand them. Fuck all the excuses can?
All those explanations and "buts", just threw it the trashcan cause frankly speaking I already felt like slapping those goddamn faces of them. Cause if I did, I'm wrong you see..So I always have to keep it to myself and keep it down.
And yet one of the members cant even do anything.
Don't know this, Don't know that. Always hide behind computer.
Ask to help, dont know. Ask to do few little things, also dont know.
Motherfucker, might as well just quit school, go home and surf the net 24 hours till you fucking dead. I don't care. Cause you just giving attitude and killing the other members around.
People are trying hard to get into Poly and score well and yet people just ruining everything.
That's why in the first place I always disagreed of having groupworks.
If one of them do read my blog, and got a problem with me, tell me face to face.
Say it right infront of my face.
Dont be coward and say something secretly.
Like people always said doesn't it?
"My blog, my problem. I can write whatever I want."
People wanna play like this kind of game, can..
I can join in as well and light up the flame. So whole bunch of flammings here and there.
Bullshits, always trying to say without thinking.
That's where you guys starting to dig your own grave.
I'm loosing patience with the projects.
And it's like bringing my school problems till at home.
Then, it will affected the love one around me.
Being rude to my mum, frustrated at my innocent lil' bro.
It's fucking annoying of how I'm being myself.
Because of this school stress work, it affected my attitude.
I'm loosing interests in this course because of this video production and this whole groupwork thing.
Just totally fuck-up my personal lives.
I can't practice my piano in peace, I can't rest peacefully, I can't spend time with my family, I can't have privacy.
and now I cant even sleep.
What The Hell "Miss J" trying to nag at the group?
He's already a guy and yet trying to nag like a woman.
Few of us who is not wrong are also being lectured during the whole period.
Like What The Fuck?
I can guarantee whole bunch of people are so free after school, but still intend not to do their work. While some, who still have other important stuffs that need to be done, are suffering twice or trice than them. It's totally unfair and can't they even understand the situations that we're had?. Can they? While we always have to understand them. Fuck all the excuses can?
All those explanations and "buts", just threw it the trashcan cause frankly speaking I already felt like slapping those goddamn faces of them. Cause if I did, I'm wrong you see..So I always have to keep it to myself and keep it down.
And yet one of the members cant even do anything.
Don't know this, Don't know that. Always hide behind computer.
Ask to help, dont know. Ask to do few little things, also dont know.
Motherfucker, might as well just quit school, go home and surf the net 24 hours till you fucking dead. I don't care. Cause you just giving attitude and killing the other members around.
People are trying hard to get into Poly and score well and yet people just ruining everything.
That's why in the first place I always disagreed of having groupworks.
If one of them do read my blog, and got a problem with me, tell me face to face.
Say it right infront of my face.
Dont be coward and say something secretly.
Like people always said doesn't it?
"My blog, my problem. I can write whatever I want."
People wanna play like this kind of game, can..
I can join in as well and light up the flame. So whole bunch of flammings here and there.
Bullshits, always trying to say without thinking.
That's where you guys starting to dig your own grave.
Labels: Now this called the truth.
1:25 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Back Home.
Just got back home. Went to bath and here I am.
Haiz. Damn, really felt sorry for Syed situations.
He's deeply hurt and kinda felt my kind of feeling during my previous time.
I wonder how can he forget her and tried to move on.
Or should I try speaking with her. Tell her everything and what's his feelings.
Tsk. Remind me of my past. Now it happened to Syed. Damn,
and also this was his first time trying to get into relationship.
Nothing much to talk about now. Things just playing around in my mind.
Like how am I so stupid and stubborn to have blind relationship as I didnt be more aware.
Always follow my feelings and jump into conclusion without thinking.
Without knowing well of the another party and just blindly move into the same path.
Wow, that's fucking stupid. Pathetic of me.
Right now I felt so sickening about everything.
Every money I earn so hard and just spent it with just a snap.
Having a girl who always spend this and that. While some, like Mahdi's girlfriend, didnt even ask for everything. Just a true love and concern.
He love her so much. He appreciate to have her, how happy he is when he told me everything.
If only that could happen to me as well. How grateful it could be right now...
All my goddamn past lives were affected me right now...
Haiz. Damn, really felt sorry for Syed situations.
He's deeply hurt and kinda felt my kind of feeling during my previous time.
I wonder how can he forget her and tried to move on.
Or should I try speaking with her. Tell her everything and what's his feelings.
Tsk. Remind me of my past. Now it happened to Syed. Damn,
and also this was his first time trying to get into relationship.
Nothing much to talk about now. Things just playing around in my mind.
Like how am I so stupid and stubborn to have blind relationship as I didnt be more aware.
Always follow my feelings and jump into conclusion without thinking.
Without knowing well of the another party and just blindly move into the same path.
Wow, that's fucking stupid. Pathetic of me.
Right now I felt so sickening about everything.
Every money I earn so hard and just spent it with just a snap.
Having a girl who always spend this and that. While some, like Mahdi's girlfriend, didnt even ask for everything. Just a true love and concern.
He love her so much. He appreciate to have her, how happy he is when he told me everything.
If only that could happen to me as well. How grateful it could be right now...
All my goddamn past lives were affected me right now...
Labels: Sick and Tired.
7:12 PM
Boredom kills.
Just updated my song list.
I dont know, out of the blue I just felt looking for the song in Acoustic version.
It's like pulling me so close that I force myself to search it, and also felt like covering it on piano.
Maybe ask the band to cover the background while I played the song in piano.
It's kinda felt like, A Diary of Myself. Everything I wanna speak out is in this blog.
Every situations, every happenings, every problems and understandings.
At school, I felt I wasnt myself. Although I laughed, joke around, hangout with my classmates.
But in the end, I just dont felt so right.
What's the thing that I missing man..It's so irritating, playing around in my mind.
No it's not about girls, not about relationship. It's like all about me. My life I guess.
I need some concern, some care around. I dont want advices, I dont want tips.
Only the right people that I will accept around me, the rest I wont bother.
Cause some of them so sickening, "Dont worry, I'm always be with you"
It's just so pathetic, so goddamn sickening to hear that phrase and nothing happen and just fade away day by day.
Words are easy to say, but can you keep it in your heart? Can you proof it?
Not just proof it only once and walk away, but proof it in a lifetime.
Haunted by my own pasts life. Every moment just recalling back the pasts.
How I miss it a lot, how it was such a waste during that time. How friendship born and tied till now. How people change into different lives. Just every moment, just a blink of an eye, everything in this world change.
How I regret didnt spend fully during my past.
Didnt treasured the times properly. Didnt treasured myself usefully.
Like all people always said, "How I wish I could turn back time"
I dont know, out of the blue I just felt looking for the song in Acoustic version.
It's like pulling me so close that I force myself to search it, and also felt like covering it on piano.
Maybe ask the band to cover the background while I played the song in piano.
It's kinda felt like, A Diary of Myself. Everything I wanna speak out is in this blog.
Every situations, every happenings, every problems and understandings.
At school, I felt I wasnt myself. Although I laughed, joke around, hangout with my classmates.
But in the end, I just dont felt so right.
What's the thing that I missing man..It's so irritating, playing around in my mind.
No it's not about girls, not about relationship. It's like all about me. My life I guess.
I need some concern, some care around. I dont want advices, I dont want tips.
Only the right people that I will accept around me, the rest I wont bother.
Cause some of them so sickening, "Dont worry, I'm always be with you"
It's just so pathetic, so goddamn sickening to hear that phrase and nothing happen and just fade away day by day.
Words are easy to say, but can you keep it in your heart? Can you proof it?
Not just proof it only once and walk away, but proof it in a lifetime.
Haunted by my own pasts life. Every moment just recalling back the pasts.
How I miss it a lot, how it was such a waste during that time. How friendship born and tied till now. How people change into different lives. Just every moment, just a blink of an eye, everything in this world change.
How I regret didnt spend fully during my past.
Didnt treasured the times properly. Didnt treasured myself usefully.
Like all people always said, "How I wish I could turn back time"
Labels: Nothing will change back.
12:14 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Got Back Home.
Got back home straight went to my room to give back Syed's drumstick.
Dad got home from work quite early as well.
Afterwards I gone to bath.
I just felt something not right within myself.
I dont know. It's like everything about my pasts.
Hard to describe, hard to tell about it.
Cause if I did, no one bothers to know anyway.
All my 18 years of life, relationships were all so imperfect.
Maybe only 1 that's true force to stop due to some situations.
What to say about myself right now?
My friends, one by one gotten a relationship.
Not saying that I'm jealous or anything. Just felt happy bout them.
And also wondering at the same time, when will my time even come.
When will the right one will always stay close and never be apart.
Every breakup is just so pathetic, so lonely, so lost.
Just forget about it. Nothing much to talk about it.
By the way, I created like 6 songs or beats for Hip-Hop.
Damn, day by day there will always be an idea of a song.
But making one beat is never easy. It could even took up to a week or month to finish it.
Lets recall the beats that I done..
3rd Crew Beat.
4th Crew Beat (Taking Out The Show).
Project V.
Project X'.
Project Par-T.
Raindrops. (Still in process)
Every beat is done except for Raindrops. Still undergoing some situations.
Haiz. Goddamn bored right now.
Cheering me up anyone?
Dad got home from work quite early as well.
Afterwards I gone to bath.
I just felt something not right within myself.
I dont know. It's like everything about my pasts.
Hard to describe, hard to tell about it.
Cause if I did, no one bothers to know anyway.
All my 18 years of life, relationships were all so imperfect.
Maybe only 1 that's true force to stop due to some situations.
What to say about myself right now?
My friends, one by one gotten a relationship.
Not saying that I'm jealous or anything. Just felt happy bout them.
And also wondering at the same time, when will my time even come.
When will the right one will always stay close and never be apart.
Every breakup is just so pathetic, so lonely, so lost.
Just forget about it. Nothing much to talk about it.
By the way, I created like 6 songs or beats for Hip-Hop.
Damn, day by day there will always be an idea of a song.
But making one beat is never easy. It could even took up to a week or month to finish it.
Lets recall the beats that I done..
3rd Crew Beat.
4th Crew Beat (Taking Out The Show).
Project V.
Project X'.
Project Par-T.
Raindrops. (Still in process)
Every beat is done except for Raindrops. Still undergoing some situations.
Haiz. Goddamn bored right now.
Cheering me up anyone?
Labels: Exhausted.
11:53 PM
Exhausted..
Wah damn. So damn exhausted man.
Now Im still at Syed's house. Accompany him earlier to get his drum stuffs along with Amirul and Mahdi. Whole band got to go out at last.
Later on he still need to follow me to my home to get his drumsticks.
Gone to Bras Basah, Pennisular, Arab Street, Sim Lim Square, Sim Lim Tower.
Like hell. Walk all the way from one place to another.
From Sim Lim took 960 to go home, alamak, suay siol.
Bangla, whole bunch of them took the bus as well.
Me, Mahdi and Amirul didnt sit down cause no sit available.
So it's like we stand and stuffed like a tuna with Bangla BO and the only way for me is to breath from my mouth. What The Fuck..
I cant stand it anymore, I place my arm at the window and stick my face to my Leather Wristbelt.
Thank goodness uhh the leather smell is strong, all the way just breath leather oxygen.
Damn...
Reached Marsilling, Amirul and Mahdi alighted the bus and left me and Syed.
Syed told me to sit down. LOLS. Tk payah suah. Dah nk sampai suruh duduk buat ape.
Now in his room staring at him fixing the drum stuffs and chatting with my ex-secondary schoolmate.
Few mins later going back home.
and no offence uhh to the blanglas...
Seriously they need to bath in dettol pool. =X
Now Im still at Syed's house. Accompany him earlier to get his drum stuffs along with Amirul and Mahdi. Whole band got to go out at last.
Later on he still need to follow me to my home to get his drumsticks.
Gone to Bras Basah, Pennisular, Arab Street, Sim Lim Square, Sim Lim Tower.
Like hell. Walk all the way from one place to another.
From Sim Lim took 960 to go home, alamak, suay siol.
Bangla, whole bunch of them took the bus as well.
Me, Mahdi and Amirul didnt sit down cause no sit available.
So it's like we stand and stuffed like a tuna with Bangla BO and the only way for me is to breath from my mouth. What The Fuck..
I cant stand it anymore, I place my arm at the window and stick my face to my Leather Wristbelt.
Thank goodness uhh the leather smell is strong, all the way just breath leather oxygen.
Damn...
Reached Marsilling, Amirul and Mahdi alighted the bus and left me and Syed.
Syed told me to sit down. LOLS. Tk payah suah. Dah nk sampai suruh duduk buat ape.
Now in his room staring at him fixing the drum stuffs and chatting with my ex-secondary schoolmate.
Few mins later going back home.
and no offence uhh to the blanglas...
Seriously they need to bath in dettol pool. =X
Labels: Back and tired.
9:23 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
~Random~
Being Single has never been better.
Lols. Seriously.
Anyway, I wanna start back my insanity diet?
I dont know will it be possible as last time but I'll try.
Nothing wrong trying isnt it?
And hey, I could even save up lots of money if i cut down eating.
Just finished working out and after that i went down to pick up some stuff from my dad's taxi driver friend. His daughter gotten into ITE as well. Higher Nitec. I think in Clementi, can't recall.
Dad said his friend change taxi into Mercedes. Damn man..The rental a day it's like $130 excluding petrol cost.
Dad's comfort taxi cost only like 93 or 98 dollars.
Ealier on while waiting for him, he didn't recognize me.
Cause he said it's like over 2 years didnt see me and now my body look bigger as in working out.
LOLS! What to do man, i dont wanna be fat. -.-"
After i took the item he asked me in malay, "Eh, you carry metal isit?"
What he trying to say is that I carrying dumbbell uhh. lols.
I noticed his expression kinda shocked looking while he first saw me. Dang~ -.-"
Aites, Im taking a break now.
Outs.
Lols. Seriously.
Anyway, I wanna start back my insanity diet?
I dont know will it be possible as last time but I'll try.
Nothing wrong trying isnt it?
And hey, I could even save up lots of money if i cut down eating.
Just finished working out and after that i went down to pick up some stuff from my dad's taxi driver friend. His daughter gotten into ITE as well. Higher Nitec. I think in Clementi, can't recall.
Dad said his friend change taxi into Mercedes. Damn man..The rental a day it's like $130 excluding petrol cost.
Dad's comfort taxi cost only like 93 or 98 dollars.
Ealier on while waiting for him, he didn't recognize me.
Cause he said it's like over 2 years didnt see me and now my body look bigger as in working out.
LOLS! What to do man, i dont wanna be fat. -.-"
After i took the item he asked me in malay, "Eh, you carry metal isit?"
What he trying to say is that I carrying dumbbell uhh. lols.
I noticed his expression kinda shocked looking while he first saw me. Dang~ -.-"
Aites, Im taking a break now.
Outs.
Labels: My body hurts.
8:19 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Came back from school.
Ey...Few mins ago just came back from school man.
Tired and exhausted from P.E session.
It's been long time didn't play street soccer with the malay guys.
Damn man. It's cool, great match we had.
After P.E, straight away met up Sab and Syed to go home together.
Came back home, take a cold bath right away and then off to minimart awhile to get some stuffs.
On the computer and blam~
Fudin asked for the beats. Have it bro.
I cant believe people said Project X' is awesome.
I thought it's just a simple, normal goddamn beat.
BUT it's eventually a dope, insane, cool beat. Hahs.
And guess what, out of nowhere my Kakak angkat PM me man, Kak Idayu.
Like hey, it's been like, half a year or a year we didnt chat together.
She told me that she just graduated from her poly last few days ago i think.
By May she get her cert and also 4th May she got a job.
Hahs. Happy for her, glad she done very well.
Love and miss my Kakak angkat alot.
Just hope one day could meet up or go makan together.
Tk pernah2 jumpe Kak Idayu lah seh. Kecoh kepe.
Few moments later she got to go. Awww~
Other time we have a chat again then. Take care Akak.
Aites, since people love Project X' so much.
Guess i gotta focus on that beat first.
The beat i actually remade back from my previous old, 1st time, beat.
Once it's done, you guys compare the old one and the remake version.
Sounds totally different.
Guess thats all for the update.
Got class tomorrow at 9.30am.
Outs~
Tired and exhausted from P.E session.
It's been long time didn't play street soccer with the malay guys.
Damn man. It's cool, great match we had.
After P.E, straight away met up Sab and Syed to go home together.
Came back home, take a cold bath right away and then off to minimart awhile to get some stuffs.
On the computer and blam~
Fudin asked for the beats. Have it bro.
I cant believe people said Project X' is awesome.
I thought it's just a simple, normal goddamn beat.
BUT it's eventually a dope, insane, cool beat. Hahs.
And guess what, out of nowhere my Kakak angkat PM me man, Kak Idayu.
Like hey, it's been like, half a year or a year we didnt chat together.
She told me that she just graduated from her poly last few days ago i think.
By May she get her cert and also 4th May she got a job.
Hahs. Happy for her, glad she done very well.
Love and miss my Kakak angkat alot.
Just hope one day could meet up or go makan together.
Tk pernah2 jumpe Kak Idayu lah seh. Kecoh kepe.
Few moments later she got to go. Awww~
Other time we have a chat again then. Take care Akak.
Aites, since people love Project X' so much.
Guess i gotta focus on that beat first.
The beat i actually remade back from my previous old, 1st time, beat.
Once it's done, you guys compare the old one and the remake version.
Sounds totally different.
Guess thats all for the update.
Got class tomorrow at 9.30am.
Outs~
Labels: Totally Exhausted.
8:13 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Gilherness Outing (Pictures)
Here's all the pictures that took during our outing.
Labels: Gilherness Outing (Pictures)
12:28 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
School Re-Opening.
School Re-Opening in just 1 more day.
April intakes are coming in.
New students here and there and also everyone back in action.
Yes I will be bringing my laptop to school everyday i guess.
During free time, gonna finish up my beats man.
I guess it's hard for me to focus in rock right now.
Just focusing on my piano and Hip-Hop Industries.
We'll see how it goes.
Gotten a lot Hip-Hop songs currently.
Damn, V.I.C songs are totally awesome.
But i cant the song name "I'm The Sh".
Oh yes. The next few months gonna be busy busy day, everyday.
And hey, hope i make some few friends with the April intakes. =P
Im off to bed.
April intakes are coming in.
New students here and there and also everyone back in action.
Yes I will be bringing my laptop to school everyday i guess.
During free time, gonna finish up my beats man.
I guess it's hard for me to focus in rock right now.
Just focusing on my piano and Hip-Hop Industries.
We'll see how it goes.
Gotten a lot Hip-Hop songs currently.
Damn, V.I.C songs are totally awesome.
But i cant the song name "I'm The Sh".
Oh yes. The next few months gonna be busy busy day, everyday.
And hey, hope i make some few friends with the April intakes. =P
Im off to bed.
Labels: School days are back.
12:01 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Gilerhness Outing!
Just came back from the outing.
It was great. Never been better.
Gone out to celebrate the April Babies Birthdays.
Watch Fast and Furious 4 and took our lunch at Pastamania.
Thought we going to Marina, in the end at Orchard Cineleisure. lols.
Bought the tickets first, show start at 4.20pm.
Meanwhile, we had our lunch at Pastamania.
Quite a number i order.
Baked Rice with Combo A; Drink, Garlic Bread and Soup, Strawberry Dessert kind of thing.
Cost me like $19 for my own makan.
The rest cost them quite cheap.
So it's like, spent $10 for Movie ticket,
$19 for makan at Pastamania,
and spent $8.80 for Popcorn Combo. Hahs.
Surely need some snacks while watching great movie isn't it?
And yes it was a great movie.
I guess there will be another sequence again. Fast and Furious 5 perhaps?
After the movie, jalan-jalan around the town.
Go to some shops at Far East Plaza and so on.
Pictures i will upload it later on.
Thats all for todays update.
By the way, Happy 18th Birthday to my dearest friend Sabrina once more. ^^
Take Care.
It was great. Never been better.
Gone out to celebrate the April Babies Birthdays.
Watch Fast and Furious 4 and took our lunch at Pastamania.
Thought we going to Marina, in the end at Orchard Cineleisure. lols.
Bought the tickets first, show start at 4.20pm.
Meanwhile, we had our lunch at Pastamania.
Quite a number i order.
Baked Rice with Combo A; Drink, Garlic Bread and Soup, Strawberry Dessert kind of thing.
Cost me like $19 for my own makan.
The rest cost them quite cheap.
So it's like, spent $10 for Movie ticket,
$19 for makan at Pastamania,
and spent $8.80 for Popcorn Combo. Hahs.
Surely need some snacks while watching great movie isn't it?
And yes it was a great movie.
I guess there will be another sequence again. Fast and Furious 5 perhaps?
After the movie, jalan-jalan around the town.
Go to some shops at Far East Plaza and so on.
Pictures i will upload it later on.
Thats all for todays update.
By the way, Happy 18th Birthday to my dearest friend Sabrina once more. ^^
Take Care.
Labels: Happy 18th Birthday Sab
10:14 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Project V is Done.
Yeah. Project V, which is my current beat is done.
Not sure why i name it that way, all of the sudden came out in my mind.
Not bad i made it. Not sure what other people think then.
Still need some finalize touch-up here and there.
Fudin said we could made it as our crew Anthem.
Well, i dont mind bout it. I'll agree with him.
We'll see how it goes.
I still made a few beats again.
Maybe I'll added this one with Eurogate style.
Like the song, The Way I Are by Timbaland.
Guess that's all for now.
Should we change our crew name Boom Squad Clique (BSC) to Projek III ?
Not sure why i name it that way, all of the sudden came out in my mind.
Not bad i made it. Not sure what other people think then.
Still need some finalize touch-up here and there.
Fudin said we could made it as our crew Anthem.
Well, i dont mind bout it. I'll agree with him.
We'll see how it goes.
I still made a few beats again.
Maybe I'll added this one with Eurogate style.
Like the song, The Way I Are by Timbaland.
Guess that's all for now.
Should we change our crew name Boom Squad Clique (BSC) to Projek III ?
Labels: Beat is done.
1:56 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
April 9th
Didn't do much stuffs.
Gone off to tag along Fudin and Rashidin to play pool.
Uhh..yeah. Game was great.
Now got so addictive to pool. Lols. Damn~
Man..Having bad headache right now.
Ain't kidding. Seriously spinning shit.
Already took a few hours of sleep.
Not sure why all of the sudden.
But still i going to make and finish up some Hip-Hop beats.
Since nothing much better to do. Just do something useful then.
Gone off to tag along Fudin and Rashidin to play pool.
Uhh..yeah. Game was great.
Now got so addictive to pool. Lols. Damn~
Man..Having bad headache right now.
Ain't kidding. Seriously spinning shit.
Already took a few hours of sleep.
Not sure why all of the sudden.
But still i going to make and finish up some Hip-Hop beats.
Since nothing much better to do. Just do something useful then.
Labels: Bad Headache man..
8:52 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
5 more days..
Alright it's been quite a while i havent update and reply the tags.
Quite lazy...tiring, no mood kind of thing.
I dont know why, dont ask me. Maybe cause school starting soon?
Or maybe i'm tired from my work or something.
This Saturday will be going out with the Gilerhness once again.
It's also quite a long time the 4 of us never go out together.
Tomorrow morning till noon i wont be free.
But in the afternoon i will tag along Fudin and Rashidin to pool time.
Ealier this afternoon, gone to EVG to see Mr Sharil.
Me, Sab and Fadz went there together.
Mr Sharil told me about performing in school this year. Well of course I planning to perform during Teacher's Day. As Joseph Tan asking me to perform as well.
Not yet plan out what song I gonna play.
Maybe 2 songs? Canon In D again, but this time include my Improvision of the song.
And the other one might be Linkin Park? What I've Done? lols.
We'll see how it goes then..
Guess thats all i wanna update.
Outs~
Quite lazy...tiring, no mood kind of thing.
I dont know why, dont ask me. Maybe cause school starting soon?
Or maybe i'm tired from my work or something.
This Saturday will be going out with the Gilerhness once again.
It's also quite a long time the 4 of us never go out together.
Tomorrow morning till noon i wont be free.
But in the afternoon i will tag along Fudin and Rashidin to pool time.
Ealier this afternoon, gone to EVG to see Mr Sharil.
Me, Sab and Fadz went there together.
Mr Sharil told me about performing in school this year. Well of course I planning to perform during Teacher's Day. As Joseph Tan asking me to perform as well.
Not yet plan out what song I gonna play.
Maybe 2 songs? Canon In D again, but this time include my Improvision of the song.
And the other one might be Linkin Park? What I've Done? lols.
We'll see how it goes then..
Guess thats all i wanna update.
Outs~
Labels: School Reopening soon..
11:47 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Tiring Sunday..
Alright...Few hours ago came back from family outing..
or also called as family day.
This afternoon, dad went to grandmum house and she sent me her regards and birthday wished as well.
Dad told me and gave me 100 bucks that was from Grandmum.
Asked to buy new clothes and something.
Thanks a lot. Appreciate it much.
While going out with family, bought myself a long-sleeve and sneakers.
So who knows when i having my piano performance this year, i might be wearing the clothes.
Looks cool though. Never had one of this long-sleeve before.
Picture i took after i came back and try out.
And please, i know people think im crazy wearing shoe inside my room.
But it's the brand new shoe. So just trying out and fit it all together.
Long-sleeve bought for 49.90 at V.I.P store.
And the sneakers..23 bucks. Just a simple and cheap one. Checker brand. lols.
72.90 total right? spent 12 bucks for Subway Large Meal. Muahah.
Man i miss the tuna 12 inches sandwich.
So i was like, spending 84...85 bucks total?
Now left like 13 bucks with me. 2 bucks i spent for some drinks.
guess thats all i have to update.
Tomorrow work start at 9am. Im off to bed early.
Not doing my workout either.
Outs~
By the way, what you guys think of my...wears?
or also called as family day.
This afternoon, dad went to grandmum house and she sent me her regards and birthday wished as well.
Dad told me and gave me 100 bucks that was from Grandmum.
Asked to buy new clothes and something.
Thanks a lot. Appreciate it much.
While going out with family, bought myself a long-sleeve and sneakers.
So who knows when i having my piano performance this year, i might be wearing the clothes.
Looks cool though. Never had one of this long-sleeve before.
Picture i took after i came back and try out.
And please, i know people think im crazy wearing shoe inside my room.
But it's the brand new shoe. So just trying out and fit it all together.
Long-sleeve bought for 49.90 at V.I.P store.
And the sneakers..23 bucks. Just a simple and cheap one. Checker brand. lols.
72.90 total right? spent 12 bucks for Subway Large Meal. Muahah.
Man i miss the tuna 12 inches sandwich.
So i was like, spending 84...85 bucks total?
Now left like 13 bucks with me. 2 bucks i spent for some drinks.
guess thats all i have to update.
Tomorrow work start at 9am. Im off to bed early.
Not doing my workout either.
Outs~
By the way, what you guys think of my...wears?
Labels: Thanks Grandmum.
10:24 PM
Fast & Furious 4
Oh shit i forgot.
I dont know if it's true but in Causeway Point Cinema Wall outside Burger King it says that F&F4 is "Now Showing".
Uhh..If i'm not wrong it suppose to come out at 9th of April.
Anyone could just confirm and tell me bout it.
If it does came out in CWP Cathay, anyone planning to watch it?
Cause i'm going to watch it as well.
So mind if tagging me along? =P
I dont know if it's true but in Causeway Point Cinema Wall outside Burger King it says that F&F4 is "Now Showing".
Uhh..If i'm not wrong it suppose to come out at 9th of April.
Anyone could just confirm and tell me bout it.
If it does came out in CWP Cathay, anyone planning to watch it?
Cause i'm going to watch it as well.
So mind if tagging me along? =P
Labels: Fast and Furious 4
1:21 PM
MIA..
Wow damn..It's been quite long i didnt update my Blog Links..
Some of them didnt update for like ages. While some deleted it.
What a waste.
Anyway, things going great after my bday.
One thing that my gamer frens told me i gotten lucky this few days. LOLS.
Oh well..No comments about that.
Fudin, my homie told me that we could get back our Boom Squad.
Well that's great news right? I'll try my best to finish up the beats that i made.
But hey, just stick to the heavy beat? I mean some of it.
Then soon I'll try make a beat that was sounded like the song i let you heard; Victory.
Grade 6 Piano this year, Rock Band undergoing own songs, covering 2 more songs, Hip-Hop Crew undergoing beats and finishing off a few songs as well.
Like damn..That's alot.
I'll update anything that is going on.
Is dark and cloudy here~
Anyone that ask to relink, please do tell. I'll update it ASAP.
Outs~
Some of them didnt update for like ages. While some deleted it.
What a waste.
Anyway, things going great after my bday.
One thing that my gamer frens told me i gotten lucky this few days. LOLS.
Oh well..No comments about that.
Fudin, my homie told me that we could get back our Boom Squad.
Well that's great news right? I'll try my best to finish up the beats that i made.
But hey, just stick to the heavy beat? I mean some of it.
Then soon I'll try make a beat that was sounded like the song i let you heard; Victory.
Grade 6 Piano this year, Rock Band undergoing own songs, covering 2 more songs, Hip-Hop Crew undergoing beats and finishing off a few songs as well.
Like damn..That's alot.
I'll update anything that is going on.
Is dark and cloudy here~
Anyone that ask to relink, please do tell. I'll update it ASAP.
Outs~
Labels: Music Industries Undergoing..
12:39 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Yeah baby. It's my 18th years of living.
Happy 18th Birthday to me. =D
Thanks to all who wishing me Happy Birthday. Here's the list of those who wished me. LOL.
1. Yuki
2. Jazillah
3. Shaifudin
4. Amirul
5. Amirah
6. Fadzillah
7. Mahdi
8. Sabrina
9. Shahrul
10. Saidi
11. Shuhaimi
12. Hafiz
13. Kabir
14. Mieza
15. Zarifin
16. William
17. Eleano
18. Ardy
19. Rashidin
20. Yasmin
Thanks Shah for buying me a treat. Sempat pulak blanje makan kat skolah. Hahas. =P
And unexpected sms from Ardy. Thanks bro.
Happy 18th Birthday to me. =D
Thanks to all who wishing me Happy Birthday. Here's the list of those who wished me. LOL.
1. Yuki
2. Jazillah
3. Shaifudin
4. Amirul
5. Amirah
6. Fadzillah
7. Mahdi
8. Sabrina
9. Shahrul
10. Saidi
11. Shuhaimi
12. Hafiz
13. Kabir
14. Mieza
15. Zarifin
16. William
17. Eleano
18. Ardy
19. Rashidin
20. Yasmin
Thanks Shah for buying me a treat. Sempat pulak blanje makan kat skolah. Hahas. =P
And unexpected sms from Ardy. Thanks bro.
Labels: Happy Birthday to me.
12:00 AM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Wishes...
Taken from Jaz's blog:
ohh, nd before i forget, HAPPY ADVANCE 18th BIRTHDAY to my dearest bro, Ahmad Nurhizam bin Azli! :D may you succeed in whatever you're doing in life. thanks for everything aye bro. i really hope we can meet up soon. heh. love you! ^^
Yeah sis. Thanks for the b'day wish. You're the uhhh..2nd Advanced wish actually. =D
If didnt include any presents, meaning you're the 1st. lols. get what i mean? hahs.
Alright alright. 1 more day till I'm Official 18 years old.
So Jaz, what time you wanna meet in RP?
Update, 11.45pm: Just hung up the phone. Fudin called me. Have a chat awhile.
And then wishes me advance birthday as he going to sleep now. lols. Thanks bro.
ohh, nd before i forget, HAPPY ADVANCE 18th BIRTHDAY to my dearest bro, Ahmad Nurhizam bin Azli! :D may you succeed in whatever you're doing in life. thanks for everything aye bro. i really hope we can meet up soon. heh. love you! ^^
Yeah sis. Thanks for the b'day wish. You're the uhhh..2nd Advanced wish actually. =D
If didnt include any presents, meaning you're the 1st. lols. get what i mean? hahs.
Alright alright. 1 more day till I'm Official 18 years old.
So Jaz, what time you wanna meet in RP?
Update, 11.45pm: Just hung up the phone. Fudin called me. Have a chat awhile.
And then wishes me advance birthday as he going to sleep now. lols. Thanks bro.
Labels: Fudin., Thanks Jaz.
9:31 PM
Hush - Fired Up
I dont know. Just felt like putting up this song.
Bro, this kind of songs/beats that i normally make cause i wanna have this kind of "Storyline".
You know, Showing respect and sees whose the motherfucking idiot need these serious shits or even like a Racing stuffs to show which is the best of the best.
We did already made one, but eventually half-way done. Man that's crap...
My crew is all fired up
Y'all better just wise up
Everybody gettin' sized up
Before we all rise up
Start runnin' your times up
'cause' when my crew ride up
The sky gon' light up
Everybody get FIRED UP!!!
I walk this planet the most rugged
Most can only see this heat but don't touch it
'cause' you might get 'em burned
When I come through it's my turn
Never get in my way or you're getting' rolled over
Like Rover 'cause' my fist's a bulldozer
I throw these dogs in the street to melodies
Like a heartbeat playing against piano keys
It's a breeze 365 degrees
Turn around and you might catch these so just freeze
A riddle with no clues I'm a walking nightmare
Anywhere anytime boy I don't fight fair
A day in my shoes is a day with no fear
So walk barefooted and save your whole year
And I wear a mouthpiece 'cause' I grit my teeth
So just bite your tongue before you get your ass beat?
My crew is all fired up
Y'all better just wise up
Everybody gettin' sized up
Before we all rise up
Start runnin' your times up
'cause' when my crew ride up
The sky gon' light up
Everybody get FIRED UP!!!
In the club to a beat
In the street wit' a beef in the heat
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
If it's black or it's white
If it's wrong or it's right day or night
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Don't matter if you win or you lose
Only one thing to do
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Put it down every town every city
If you feel me and you wit' me
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
I'm an S.O.B.
That's a son of a bitch homie you don't know me
I was put here to slap you silly and clap Billy
And clap everything in the track like Mac Milly's
And that's just the half really
You don't wanna see the other side I suggest you act quickly
And ran swiftly and get outta my way before the gats empty
(C'MON!!!) and just tempt me?
My crew is all fired up
Y'all better just wise up
Everybody gettin' sized up
Before we all rise up
Start runnin' your times up
'cause' when my crew ride up
The sky gon' light up
Everybody get FIRED UP!!
In the club to a beat
In the street wit' a beef in the heat
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
If it's black or it's white
If it's wrong or it's right day or night
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Don't matter if you win or you lose
Only one thing to do
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Put it down every town every city
If you feel me and you wit' me
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Bro, this kind of songs/beats that i normally make cause i wanna have this kind of "Storyline".
You know, Showing respect and sees whose the motherfucking idiot need these serious shits or even like a Racing stuffs to show which is the best of the best.
We did already made one, but eventually half-way done. Man that's crap...
My crew is all fired up
Y'all better just wise up
Everybody gettin' sized up
Before we all rise up
Start runnin' your times up
'cause' when my crew ride up
The sky gon' light up
Everybody get FIRED UP!!!
I walk this planet the most rugged
Most can only see this heat but don't touch it
'cause' you might get 'em burned
When I come through it's my turn
Never get in my way or you're getting' rolled over
Like Rover 'cause' my fist's a bulldozer
I throw these dogs in the street to melodies
Like a heartbeat playing against piano keys
It's a breeze 365 degrees
Turn around and you might catch these so just freeze
A riddle with no clues I'm a walking nightmare
Anywhere anytime boy I don't fight fair
A day in my shoes is a day with no fear
So walk barefooted and save your whole year
And I wear a mouthpiece 'cause' I grit my teeth
So just bite your tongue before you get your ass beat?
My crew is all fired up
Y'all better just wise up
Everybody gettin' sized up
Before we all rise up
Start runnin' your times up
'cause' when my crew ride up
The sky gon' light up
Everybody get FIRED UP!!!
In the club to a beat
In the street wit' a beef in the heat
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
If it's black or it's white
If it's wrong or it's right day or night
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Don't matter if you win or you lose
Only one thing to do
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Put it down every town every city
If you feel me and you wit' me
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
I'm an S.O.B.
That's a son of a bitch homie you don't know me
I was put here to slap you silly and clap Billy
And clap everything in the track like Mac Milly's
And that's just the half really
You don't wanna see the other side I suggest you act quickly
And ran swiftly and get outta my way before the gats empty
(C'MON!!!) and just tempt me?
My crew is all fired up
Y'all better just wise up
Everybody gettin' sized up
Before we all rise up
Start runnin' your times up
'cause' when my crew ride up
The sky gon' light up
Everybody get FIRED UP!!
In the club to a beat
In the street wit' a beef in the heat
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
If it's black or it's white
If it's wrong or it's right day or night
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Don't matter if you win or you lose
Only one thing to do
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Put it down every town every city
If you feel me and you wit' me
EVERYBODY GET FIRED UP!!!
Labels: Fired Up MotherFuckers.
2:30 AM
Appreciate.
Just a short update here.
Wanna say thanks to Yuki for bought me a Advance Birthday Present.
She's the first one to buy a gift for me.
Really appreciate and love it. I guess the gift does cost a bomb right? Hahs.
Thanks a lot.
Later on going to pool with 3 of my friends at Woodlands Checkpoint.
And if during my birthday on the 2nd April, there isn't any plan or something, then I'll be going out with Yuki to movie. Hopefully the Fast and Furious 4 gonna show in Cinema.
Guys if there's anything to gift or meet or whatever do tell me first.
So I'll try to split up the time for each and everyone of you.
But still I didn't put any high hopes during my Birthday. =D
Wanna say thanks to Yuki for bought me a Advance Birthday Present.
She's the first one to buy a gift for me.
Really appreciate and love it. I guess the gift does cost a bomb right? Hahs.
Thanks a lot.
Later on going to pool with 3 of my friends at Woodlands Checkpoint.
And if during my birthday on the 2nd April, there isn't any plan or something, then I'll be going out with Yuki to movie. Hopefully the Fast and Furious 4 gonna show in Cinema.
Guys if there's anything to gift or meet or whatever do tell me first.
So I'll try to split up the time for each and everyone of you.
But still I didn't put any high hopes during my Birthday. =D
Labels: Birthday Coming...
12:00 AM
