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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

It's time to change..

I've just finished watching Jay Chou movie, The Secret, on DVD.
I rent it and needed to return later on.
Though i watched it before in the internet, i wanna watch it again with better surround sound.
That movie will never get bored even though i gonna watched 0ver 100 times.

I watched Jay played the piano..I dream, i wish, i could play like him.
He's a great person. Played lots of music instrument.
He once said, "I live because of music"
He started playing the piano on the age of 3, born in the year of 1979.
I started playing the piano on the age of 4.
Maybe it's time for me to change.
I think it's time to buck up my music, my piano for my future career.

He inspired me, he impressed me. I was awed by his piano skills and techniques.
I was awed by his music arrangement, music composing skills.
Holiday is here, which is the right time to draw back the losses of my piano techniques, my skills, my education in music.
This year will be my Grade 6 exam.
Afterward i gonna skip to grade 8.
By the end of next year, I should get my Grade 8 Piano Practical Certificate.
Which means by the middle of this year, I should learn and able to play some Grade 8 Piano Pieces and bigger classical pieces.

That...Is my number one Priority...

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2:44 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Night Time movie..

I just finished watching a movie, Bolt.
Like hey..the movie was great. hahas. Though last time didnt manage to watch in cinema but still i able to watch it anytime right now. 41/2 out of 5 for the rating of the movie. =P
So tomorrow morning confirm going for basketball with Fudin and Rashidin.
Meet up at 8am.
Guess im going bed now.
Goodnight to everyone.

To Sab:
Sorry i cant make it in the afternoon.
Really sorry to hear bout your grandmum passed away.
I wish i could visit just now. Whatever it is, be strong Sab. I know you always do.
Life must always move on no matter what.
and hey, me and fadz still here for you =)
I told our close frens about it. They wanted to visit as well but guess it's my fault for not telling them ealier. They felt sorry as well after they heard the news.
Take very good care Sab. Be stong and happy as always.
Semue kirim salam at you Sab.
Goodnight~

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1:48 AM

Monday, March 23, 2009

Job wasnt that bad..

2nd job is done. Wasnt that tough though. I guess i alraedy earn like 70-80 dollars right now.
Next job is on next week. like woah, it's more work compare to last year. Wahah.
At last got money. =D

Anyways, just came back from Woodlands Mart. Accompany Mahdi and Syed a while and slacked there. Lots of chicks just now. o.O
Uhh..Hope tomorrow morning able to go for basketball with Fudin.
I'll try be morning alarm clock. Wake him up at 6am. Hahs.
In the afternoon he'll coming by my place and slack here i think..

That's all for the update.
Signing Off.

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10:15 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

2nd day of Holiday

Alright 2nd day of holiday gonna end.
Didnt do much activity for the whole day. Better say it's just a relaxing and calming day i guess.
And hey, 11 more days till my 18th years of living. Well yeah, cant wait till im 18. lols.
Uhh, maybe going bed early tonight. There will be job tomorrow, same place at 9am.
Oh well. that's all for my update.
Signing Off~

By the way, the movie Paul Blart, The Mall Cop was great.
Just finished watching the movie few moments ago. =D

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9:45 PM

Starting of the holiday..

1st day of holiday, and also falls on Saturday, which is our enjoy time with the brothers were great.
All slacked at my room and the things we done were playing Carrom, chit-chat and gaming sensation. lols~
Damn, never had these kind of chaotic gaming before.
Playing Counterstrike, Half-Life series and everything. LAN gaming in my room. hahs.
But surely the electric bill gonna raise up fast. Oh man..Just be ready for my dad to nag.


Gaming with one another till 12mn. We started our gaming "Pandemic" at 4 in the afternoon.
Hayat reached first, afterwards Mahdi and followed by Syed.
Hahs. Insanity man..
Tomorrow i got to wake up in the morning and practice my piano so i wouldnt forget or left out, and not sure if in the afternoon if i going out to Esplanade or not. Got to see how's the condition will be. If confirm, then i'll ask Mahdi to tag along then.
Need to return back the music books at the Esplanade Library. Damn, mine is already due.
Gonna get fines~~~

I guess till here then i updated.
Waiting for Hayat to reach home and try out the Hamachi's network thingy.
Need to solve out some problems. Hopefully it works after i found out the solution.
Signing Off~

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12:53 AM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Woah damn..fucking bored.

I just got back from my gaming..
but seriously, damn it's boring right now. my mind just went blank, nothing to do and staring at my PDA, recharging. =.=" urgh..
any recommendation of what to do or something?
rest of my frens still schooling..in msn, dont really have anyone to talk about.
no idea to talk about actually..
uhh..wth..

hmm...i dont know if later on i'll be going to my cuz's house or not..
cause i already told him i might coming by his house tonight..
but it's thursday night..i dont really like going out at night. lols..
what to do...
what to do..??!!
so fucking bored~~~

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5:54 PM

School Close, Holiday Open.

Alright that's it. School will be close for 3 weeks. Starting from this Saturday.
But for my case, it's 2 days early.
Anyway, earlier this morning took the DMT Phase Test. Looks everything will be great i guess.
Cause every Task of the Remarks says "O.K" by the 2 lecturers.
I didn't notice any "-" marks in any of the tasks. Yes, Hopefully i'll pass with full marks.
Man, isn't that gonna be great?

After the test, i straight went home. Bump into Eileen before heading home.
She's waiting for someone i guess, along with Dan.
Gotten an SMS from Shah, he told me tomorrow will be having the "Real Work" in school.
Wow, that's fast. So tomorrow come back to school again for work. And hey, it does earn money you know. Hahas. I wonder how tough will the work be. Maybe gonna be the same as last year =P
It was really tough.

Uhh..Nothing to do much now, just finished practicing guitar. Mom asked me to stop as lil bro wanna sleep. Haiz. Can't do anything much now.
Guess i'll going back to my gaming.

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3:46 PM

DMT Phase Test

All the best to the classmates that taking the DMT Phase Test later on.
Nothing much to post about just now.

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12:20 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Saosin - I Can Tell

Betray!
The Avalon is always beside me
And I’m following it home
Where is my home
Orion glows
And his eyes open up
I once believed I would set you in line

If only I had the strength you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to please stop it now
If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I’ll beg for you to just tell me something

The fluid through the alpha waves and power cables everywhere
Exercising self-control
The child calls
And she lies open
I Once believed "if only i'd been thinking at all"

If only I had the strength you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to please stop it now
If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I’ll beg for you just to tell me something

If you keep asking me, If you keep asking me..

If only I had the strength you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you please stop it now
If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I’ll beg for you just tell me something

You swore
Out like my life
You cried
So I’m engaged to smile

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12:16 PM

Failed~~~ Damn!

Just gotten class test. Damn i failed my 1st NMS Theory Test.
13 out of 30. Man that was bad..
Guess i should have studied ealier..bad..really really bad.
But, there's more test coming up and hopefully i gotten full marks for the Practical Test that i took last week. I must pass it..

nothing much to do now. still in school just that i updated the links and added 2 more frens in msn.
uhh..My long lost fren LeeLeen =P and her sis, Mileen.
I guess they're must have been very close Sisters. =D
Next post i just gonna put up the song lyrics, I Can Tell.
Awesome song. hehs. till here then. updating later when i got back home.
i have group presentation later on. haiz~

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12:11 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

No idea to put title =P

lols. no title uhh..nothing to write about.
alrite i just look around at my old fren's blog and friendster.
it's really great to see my ex-primary schoolfren back in the same ITE.
her face never change since primary. Just that she look more preeetttyyy and matured...
like of course she's matured right, she's 18 this year. but i dunno when's her birthday =P
eh but cant forget that she concern and give me advice last week.
unexpected man..~
thanks for your concern...
i didnt know she had a sis..uhh...i dont know big or small sis uhh..
look at her pic, like big sis o.O
paiseh paiseh~

anyway, my band demo going to be done soon. just a few more verse, solo and outro.
once it's done, gonna try it out with the band soon.
By the way Rashidin, sorry for the bad news uhh bro, this week our band not going to jam with yours. Hayat and Mubarak wanna take a break..i think.
i dont mind we go jam, but since both of them wanna take a break, majority wins. hehs.
and also tk dgr ape2 berite dari Fudin lagipun. it's like, he's missing in action all of the sudden. -.-
sorry to disappoint you bro, maybe during our holidays. =D
or serbu your house again can? xD jkjk.

Left 1 more test to go this week which is the DMT Practical Test.
Tomorrow morning will be a practice on the practical and during NMS theory, we gonna go through the test paper that i took ealier this morning. man, please give me a good high marks.
I believe i can, hahas =D
Think thats all for update.
Going off to rocking out with my 415 Rock Songs; all kinds except death metal. +.+

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10:28 PM

Sleepless...

1st shot. Damn this one is cool. Rock it out baby~
lols.


2nd shot. Trying to take nerdy style. wahahs.
Well..Kinda not bad right.? =P



Urgh! I hope i can go to bed a.s.a.p. Being worried for the last few hours.
i'm thinking back everything of my life. What people said to me, what advices they gave and wisdom that they shared with me. Man..been through lots of stuffs lately.
And seriously, when i thought back every money i spent, every time i spent with, it's a damn waste.
All are waste. Neither memories nor illusions. Just a blind boy who kept walking into a blind pathway. Trying to take a good route, in the end it's a waste of effort route.
Uhh just forget about it. If anyone feeling offended, well i'm sorry, and that's your problem. -.-

Back to topic. Felt bored man..took some pictures once more.
Yeah you seen the pictures above. that's the one. hehs.
and hey, i created a punk-hardcore song. But umm, not completed yet.
Mahdi and Hayat also undergoing their own Band Demos..lols.
All the best for you guys..
The best time to create a song is during at night. Your artistic brain working damn well during at night. Hahs. IF you able to spend time a while during your sleeping hours. Hahas.
It's true i think..I don't know, go figure out yourself then.

Starting for today, left 6 more days till school close. Yeah..
Get a job, earn some money and spend a little. And now if i did get a job, well, i wont able to spend all of it and i'm able to keep for myself and family. Cause there's a reason behind it. =P
Oh and let's countdown for my special day yah?
17 Days left~ wahah. xD

Till here i update then.

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1:31 AM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Long day..

2 days straight with activities.
I just got back home from rock competition at CC.
If i not wrong there's 9 or 10 band compete with one another, today it's the final.
9pm we made our move back to admiralty and they had their Mac supper there.

Damn yesterday jamming was great.
Rashidin was like, learning all of the songs within one day and able to shred it naturally.
Yeah he improvised the solos and everything.
Though some of the notes are wrong =P but that's okay.
Whole band were impressed, i'm impressed. It's cool.
I did recorded our jamming session but turns out to be bad. Damn it.
The sound recording were like breaking and distorted.
Maybe it causes by the amp and not able to capture all of the sounds.
Oh well, we'll just have to make another recording into the next jamming session then.

Nothing much to do now, just having a bad sore throat.
Today didn't practice my piano again.
Guess tomorrow morning i should.
I think that's all for the update i got.

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11:28 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009

Just stay out..of my way.

What do i think about group projects or group work?
It's fuck, it's suck, it destroyed my grades, my studies and my social life.
Like why the fuck this and that always group work this, group work that. Can't an assignment or project be individual? How can i even survive and get a better grades if this year so many fuck-up things happening? Tell me then, how?

I just felt, like wanna change into a new life. Change my course, change my school.
"Sannggup ke ko nk tukar? It's your future, it's your life tau." Fudin asked.
Kalau aku dah terpakse abeh ape lagi aku nk buat? Dorang semue mcm ngade2 sangat. Ader yg boleh bantu, aku really appreciate about it but then, ader yg tk leh berlebih kurang ngan bangse sendiri. Mcm siak uhh, step dier tu tahu semue bende. Still nk critic2 org sane sini. Gi mampos uhh, see themselves in the mirror uhh before trying to have a big talk.

Aku memang dah ader plan nk tukar skolah..
Leh amek F&B kepe..Mum do support as well but still felt wasted at the same time.
Aku kesiankan si Fadz jugak, dier pilih Higher Nitec kat Simei pasal aku ngan Sab ader..
If i gone out, sedih, kesian aku tengok dier, after all the things she done for me. Sanggup dier pilih skolah tu utk kite seh. And when she found out she was able to be in that school, she really enjoyed, happy bout it.

Entah lah skrg mcm mane. Otak dah keliru, perasaan dah rase bingit.
To those that concerned bout me, thanks. I really appreciated.
But to the haters out there, if you hate for what i wrote or whatever, then just stay out of the way.
Why bother read the blog and trying to fuck someone.
Doesnt mean im in silent you can just push me around.
Get a life, Dumb Fuck.

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6:58 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Esplanade Library...

Today i went to the Esplanade Library with 2 of my bro.
As all of us felt bored and drove us insane. So yesterday me and Hayat planned to go to the library today. This morning in msn Mahdi pm me and so i try to tag him along to join me and Hayat.
He agreed and yeah, we met at usual place in the afternoon.
I went off to CWP first to get a laptop bag. I preferred zip ones, so i bought it then.
Damn it cost me $24. Used up my school weekly allowance and left $6.
During our journey we stopped by to Toa Payoh and had our lunch there.

Oh gosh, nothing to eat at there we just sat at BK. As you know the meal were quite expensive and all i left now is a damn $6. Well, I used it up. -__-"
Now i dont have any money to eat at school. Shit.
We reached at our destination like around 3pm. Mahdi searched for his guitar tabs and Hayat busy doing his some effect works in his lappy while I nothing much to do but made a Hip-Hop beat.
Damn for the last 2 hours I only had 1 phrase of chorus. lols.
But sounds kinda interesting. Even Mahdi like it, although he's not a Hip-Hop type of guy. ahahs.
In the evening we made our move cause I hate getting home late.
Before we went home, we walked around CWP a while cause I'm looking for Mahdi's Leather Bracelet kind of thing. Looks cool for me. So I wanna try and see if XCraft still selling it.
When we checked it out, damn the bracelet still there. Left Brown and Black. Cost $16.90.
Erm, in my bank i just saved up $19 and i used it again. Lols.
I guess my bank left around $2.10 kind of range.
I was actually saving up to get myself a Birthday Present. hahas.
Sounds pathetic right? But it's true. I don't know if anyone willingly to buy gift for me this year but oh well, just saved up and get myself then.

So here I am, reached home at 8.45pm. Good timing for me and I'm exhausted.
I just done a few workout and kinda felt better. 2 days i skipped my workout. hehs.
Anything I just update later on or so.

Outs.

By The Way, It's my 300th post right here, right now. =D

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9:03 PM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Bored.

Right now slacking in cafe 2 waiting for my next lesson which is P.E
Kimseng lesson keliru uhhh tadi. Network, Switch semue...
Tapi kene prepare untuk Phase Test. So besok ader lesson uhhh, go for another pratice on the switch. and please uhhh, bukan switch lampu, but one of these networking device, like a router.

I wonder what should i do during P.E.
Basketball? Soccer?
Let's see then later on..

Rashidin, mcm mane ko survive kat skolah sorang2 uhh? aku nk tahu jugak, nk tahu ape ko buat during break time ke, project work, or during lesson ko duduk ngan sape.
It's like, aku tk biase sorang2 kat skolah? Lain macam uhhh..
Tapi kalau terpakse, ku kene tahan hingge skolah habis.
Aku nk advice, aku nk tips.
Anyway, nanti kalau sempat leh jumpe Mahdi jab, take back Susu nye guitar gadget.

Uhhh..entah uhh ape lagi nk berbual.
Otak keliru...

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2:27 PM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Oooo..A Rainbow .

Now just got back home. Phew, tired and exhausted. Brought lots of stuff to school as there's shooting/filming session in class. It was great and hilarious.

During my journey back home, yes it was raining heavily. Thunderstorm and everything but when comes into Yishun estate, it was like, Raining and Bright Sunlight at the same time.
Usually Sunlight and drizzling at the same time, but not this.
It's like, Heavy Rain with Sun shine brightly.
I love this kind of weather though it was kinda weird but it just felt so comfortable.
Looks beautiful as well. With tall trees covered with rainwater and sunlight shine, just totally beautiful scenery.

Last 2 days while going back home, me, sab and mirul took 168 at Bedok.
It was raining heavily as well but as it stopped, i saw rainbow in the sky.
I showed both of them. They just awed by it. For me, it's like that was my 4th time seeing a rainbow.
But this time, I saw a complete long range of the rainbow in the bus.
It was wide, colourful and beautiful. I took a shot from my phone. The picture was shown below.


Can see the rainbow right on top of the 2 HDB?
Though it didnt look quite clear in my phone.
Oh well, cant say much about the megapixel of my phone. hehs.

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5:57 PM

Long update isnt it?

Like I said, everything went back into normal. So I mind my own business, if someone ask for help. Well, depends then. If not, then...heck care.
March is here, there will be Class and Phase Test soon.
My piano teacher not able to make it for lesson for these 7 weeks.
After the 7 weeks then he will be free to teach and focusing on me. All i got to do now is practice hard and be patience. My Grade 6 Practical Piano Exam I will be taking this September.
The cost is like, $263. Banyak kan kene bayar? Tapi Dad dgr hargenye, he just simply relax.

Now I dont really have much ITE friends i guess. I dont know what's going on in the class.
If I say their names, that would be wrong and people just gonna talk bad about me behind my back. Haish. Wish i knew.
Being kicked out of another group again? What's my feeling?
Nah, neither sad nor angry. Just pathetic i think.
But, katekan ni semue ujian dari tuhan? Mane tahu kalau dah kerje pun jadi mcm gini kan?
Mum kate bersabar je, biar dorang yg kene balasan nye.
Aku rase dah susah nk percaye kawan2 nie semue.
Seriously, aku kasi respect, kasi concern, yet dorang nk jadi kurang ajar, nk buat perangai.
Stop lah ehk, enough is enough.

The only ones that i could be close is Fudin i guess, my homie.
Anything i could just talk to him. Yeah, hope i able to go to RP next year.
Same school with him, took up Basketball CCA, damn that's gonna be great.
All of my other friends are quite busy. Some, making their own business.
Well up to them. I dont give a damn.
Soon, there will be a new song my crew gonna make.
Lets call it, "Independence" shall we?
aku ader rase lagu ni confirm gerek nye. hahs.

Kalau tk leh masok RP, just go for higher Nitec BUT focusing on my music.
At least leh deffered ku nye NS and music paling penting utk aku uhh..
Terpakse uhh..cause dah tk ader care lagi.
aku rase sampai sini je uhh...dah tk ade lagi nk update.
Back into my gaming & music world.

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