Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Band Logo
Credit by Mahdi for putting effort for all this.
Damn look great.
Still, i prefer the first one.
At least the first one may took out the phoenix and make a kick drum skin.
i put up small logo at the side of my blog.
under my nick. hehs. looks cool.
Thanks for the hard work bro.
Phoenixide (PxD)
I took out the logo pictures, cause people might steal it.
So anyway, one of the lgo is on the right beside my tagboard.
Labels: Phoenixide
1:43 PM
Yesterday
lols. didnt do much yesterday.
just stay home, wandering here and there.
playing games, help mum out, cook, eat, gone out buy food and so on.
Before going off to get food, i found one of this monkey-like mask mum bought it.
So i thought why dont i wore it on my lil bro and took few pictures of it.
Hahs, my plan worked out though. Able to get 4 pictures of him.
MonkeyBoy! ^^" hehs.
So cute isnt it..lols.
Labels: MonkeyBoy
1:26 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Leaving All Behind?
Ever since before christmas, i always kept thinking inside of me,
"What am i suppose to do?"
"What's next for me?"
"Why everything happen like this?"
But when i recall about every incident, every events, every happenings, guess that i already done my part in everything. It's all about them, whether they will do their part or just totally forget about it.
I care and concern for people. Yes some still appreciate it, listened to what i said.
Shared our advice, we're even followed our advice. Just that we need to think throughout whether it's good or bad.
Some doesnt even care, doesnt even give a damn about it.
Some would even said, "It's my life, i do whatever i want"
If people said that way, might as well we dont bother right?
We putting effort into them yet they just pushing it away.
Up to you then, but if we dont give our care and concern already and something bad might keep on happening which we didnt be there for them, dont ever blame us. Cause you're the one that pushing us away.
New year is coming, year 2009 is coming soon. Just another 2 days.
I wonder what will it be for me?
I'm putting my effort to myself to start back a normal, casual life.
Like not to overnight too much, sleep early and so on.
Why?
So in the morning, afternoon, wont be tired but active.
Wont sleep much during the sun already rise up.
Guess it's time to leave everything behind when 2009 is here.
Start a brand new life.
and yeah, always think of this,
"Everything happens for a reason."
"What am i suppose to do?"
"What's next for me?"
"Why everything happen like this?"
But when i recall about every incident, every events, every happenings, guess that i already done my part in everything. It's all about them, whether they will do their part or just totally forget about it.
I care and concern for people. Yes some still appreciate it, listened to what i said.
Shared our advice, we're even followed our advice. Just that we need to think throughout whether it's good or bad.
Some doesnt even care, doesnt even give a damn about it.
Some would even said, "It's my life, i do whatever i want"
If people said that way, might as well we dont bother right?
We putting effort into them yet they just pushing it away.
Up to you then, but if we dont give our care and concern already and something bad might keep on happening which we didnt be there for them, dont ever blame us. Cause you're the one that pushing us away.
New year is coming, year 2009 is coming soon. Just another 2 days.
I wonder what will it be for me?
I'm putting my effort to myself to start back a normal, casual life.
Like not to overnight too much, sleep early and so on.
Why?
So in the morning, afternoon, wont be tired but active.
Wont sleep much during the sun already rise up.
Guess it's time to leave everything behind when 2009 is here.
Start a brand new life.
and yeah, always think of this,
"Everything happens for a reason."
Labels: It's time soon.
11:23 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Frens.
Heading home from ECP.Me, Sab, Fadz & Mahdi.
Taken by Mubarak.
1st shot of all of us.Kinda look stupid this pix.
My bad for the bad pix taken.
2nd shot of us.Think this one look better.
Me, Sab, Fadz, Mahdi, Mubarak, Amirul.
Great Picnic(Outing) guys. Thanks.
3 besties pix time.Damn it, my arm ruined it. -.-"
Another shot of the 3 besties.Erm..I look kiddish >.<"
Bro and me.Attitude style. lols.
Nice one.
Another shot of Brothers.Ok lah, looks casual. hahs.
Rock on bro..!
Went off at 11.20am this morning.
Our meeting time and place; 11.30am at normal place we always gather around.
But waited for one of them till 12nn+
Took bus 966 to reach our destination, reached there around 1pm+ i think.
Yeah, around that time we reached.
Stroll around looking for good spot for us.
Gotten the spot, unpack all stuffs and changed to our beach clothes. hahs.
First thing first, took our lunch together.
Mee, Nugget, 2 types of sandwiches, muffins and fries..
Great meal though.
After took our lunch, we slacked awhile and let our food digest.
Afterwards 2 of the girls lookout for our stuffs, the guys on the other hand, went for a swim.
Few mins of swim, we returned back.
Still, i prefer sentosa beach to swim, kinda dislike here.
Anyway, after ate, slack again, play guitar and have ate light food.
Few mins gone off for cycle.
We go for cycle without Amirul as he dont want and needed to lookout for our stuffs.
So yeah, we cycle till the other end of the ECP.
Damn, freaking far.
Till the end, we found one of this spot.
It's like, beach paradise cause it's like at this spot, the sea water is totally crystal clear.
And suppose the sea water is already deeper but we saw there's a round spot we could actually stand on.
So there's a large round of Patch at the so-called middle of the sea.
So the round patch was surrounded by sea water and we could walk on, step on it.
Quite large radius the large spot.
There's few living things there.
Hermit Crab, Sea Crab, Sea Snail..
It's like oh my god, the sea water seriously crystal clear and silent atmosphere.
Maybe one day we should hang out there too.
Afterwards we gone back to our spot.
I didnt brought my mobile along while cycling.
So yah, check it out, there's few message and miss calls.
Dad, honey, classmates..
Sorry to those who contacted me.
Gone back there like around 7-8pm.
So we relaxed awhile, chit-chat, sharing problems around and yeah...conversation time.
Then, it's time to head back home.
So gone to bath awhile, rinse ourselves and afterwards packing up the stuffs.
Reached at bus stop, snap snap snap!
took our pictures.
And yes waiting for the bus 966.
Reached woodlands at around 9.50pm.
So till now i blog.
Going off to clean myself.
Then afterwards gone to sleep.
I wont be stay up late anymore.
No reason or answer for that.
So yeah thats all for today.
Labels: Outings at ECP
10:40 PM
Rock it out as before.
One of the best rock song i've heard.
since sec 2. hehs. Enjoy!
Take Me Back - Story Of The Year
Do you still remember back when days were longer, dreams were bigger then
The weight of the world had not yet landed on the shoulders of a man
(I THOUGHT) I thought that time stood still, sheltered, protected
They never told me this would end or that the leaves would fall again
So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
There was the day when this world went to war and didn't bat an eye
Real life and the movies felt the same to me and I never questioned why
(I KNOW) I know the difference now, between fact and fiction
But I've come to find that I've grown bitter in just 24 short years
So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
So take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Wasting me away, Waste away
So now we're running, we're running blind into the light
And we fall behind
We're running and wasting away the time
So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, yeah back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Yeah take me back, just take me back, yeah take me back
(Take me back)
Yeah take me back, just take me back, yeah take me back
(Take me back)
When we were not afraid
since sec 2. hehs. Enjoy!
Take Me Back - Story Of The Year
Do you still remember back when days were longer, dreams were bigger then
The weight of the world had not yet landed on the shoulders of a man
(I THOUGHT) I thought that time stood still, sheltered, protected
They never told me this would end or that the leaves would fall again
So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
There was the day when this world went to war and didn't bat an eye
Real life and the movies felt the same to me and I never questioned why
(I KNOW) I know the difference now, between fact and fiction
But I've come to find that I've grown bitter in just 24 short years
So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
So take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Wasting me away, Waste away
So now we're running, we're running blind into the light
And we fall behind
We're running and wasting away the time
So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, yeah back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Yeah take me back, just take me back, yeah take me back
(Take me back)
Yeah take me back, just take me back, yeah take me back
(Take me back)
When we were not afraid
Labels: rock on.
10:01 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Special Day.
i just learnt something new called anniversary speech.
lols. since right now is already midnight and it's a special day to us.
time for me to try out my speech. hehs ^^"
so, try imagine that the speech is at a hall or auditorium =.="
*Host welcoming...*
"Let's all welcome razer for his anniversary speech."
*Applause*
"It's the 3rd month of anniversary for us. and also christmas day too.
so i guess it's a special day isnt it?"
"3 months had passed and we're still being together.
it's unexpected for us actually as during
the 1st month we always kept thinking bout the outcome. but that's another story.
thank you for being together and staying
by my side for these 90 days that's full of ups and down.
yes life is full of ups and down and we cant always expect all to be good right?
there's always challenges in our life and we need to face it.
and if being in a relationship, the challenges will be greater and harder.
so we have to stick together,fight it side by side and solve it together.
may God bless us with full of bliss, love and hope, and guide us our ways through both smooth and rough surface of the pathway. haha.
let's move on and celebrate another anniversary with our "Motto",
'Giving up is not in our dictionary'.
Love you honey for your kindness and support.
stay sweet as always, happy 3rd month of anniversary and Merry christmas to you."
"Now it's time to officially close the anniversary speech.
thank you for your time and patience.
Wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
That is all!
Thank You!"
*Round of Applause*
*Round of Applause*
hehs. guess that's all. i think i gone off a little bit too far..
but better to make a speech once in a while rather than it'll be too late one day right?
so yah. thats all i have to say for this post.
take care.
Labels: a special day of ours.
12:00 AM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
thinking throughout.
out of nowhere there's a strong wind blowing outside by judging by the tree being blown.
having stomach cramp right now. but im fine. nothing bad gonna happen.
cause later if i go to bed, surely the pain will be gone.
just have to endure it.
25 degrees of aircon right now.
why i felt like it's so chilling and shivering? it's like as if the aircon is set to 16-18 degrees.
fan did not turn on.
am i falling sick? gonna get myself fever soon? maybe i think.
thoughts, words, expressions just running around my mind.
thinking and thinking and thinking. without stopping.
lols. what in the world am i thinking about.
complicated and confused struck me up again.
there's some part i somehow cant really understand.
people gotten something but always keep on doubting.
gotten this, but doubt it.
gotten that, doubt it again.
doubt and doubt and doubt.
cant even assure of themselves.
why spending and wasting time if you kept on doubting here and there.
might as well just stop in whatever situation it is and dont think about it, better isnt it?
cause you gonna do or gotten something, then you doubt it,
then all you do next is thinking about it and that is where you gonna hold yourself back.
for what?
can people just be appreciate, or move on, stop complaining or whining?
cause they gonna hold themselves back and cant do anything and
in the end, stress and depression builds up.
just for the moment, think carefully can...?
maybe my words are sensitive but im stating the fact isnt it?
not that i wanna criticize people or something but, please, be appreciated of what you gotten.
God give us brain to think and be aware, not to find fault and criticize people. not to building up war.
and yah, every human being have a feelings right?
better watch your upper and below lips talking/saying out the words which may hurt or sensitive to them.
or better to say it might offended them.
although if they didnt show their sensitive from the outside,
they still felt offended or sensitive from the inside but doesnt want to show it.
so please, watch your mouth of what you gonna say.
my goodness lah.
having stomach cramp right now. but im fine. nothing bad gonna happen.
cause later if i go to bed, surely the pain will be gone.
just have to endure it.
25 degrees of aircon right now.
why i felt like it's so chilling and shivering? it's like as if the aircon is set to 16-18 degrees.
fan did not turn on.
am i falling sick? gonna get myself fever soon? maybe i think.
thoughts, words, expressions just running around my mind.
thinking and thinking and thinking. without stopping.
lols. what in the world am i thinking about.
complicated and confused struck me up again.
there's some part i somehow cant really understand.
people gotten something but always keep on doubting.
gotten this, but doubt it.
gotten that, doubt it again.
doubt and doubt and doubt.
cant even assure of themselves.
why spending and wasting time if you kept on doubting here and there.
might as well just stop in whatever situation it is and dont think about it, better isnt it?
cause you gonna do or gotten something, then you doubt it,
then all you do next is thinking about it and that is where you gonna hold yourself back.
for what?
can people just be appreciate, or move on, stop complaining or whining?
cause they gonna hold themselves back and cant do anything and
in the end, stress and depression builds up.
just for the moment, think carefully can...?
maybe my words are sensitive but im stating the fact isnt it?
not that i wanna criticize people or something but, please, be appreciated of what you gotten.
God give us brain to think and be aware, not to find fault and criticize people. not to building up war.
and yah, every human being have a feelings right?
better watch your upper and below lips talking/saying out the words which may hurt or sensitive to them.
or better to say it might offended them.
although if they didnt show their sensitive from the outside,
they still felt offended or sensitive from the inside but doesnt want to show it.
so please, watch your mouth of what you gonna say.
my goodness lah.
Labels: thinking throughout.
1:16 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Owl.
2 of my frens overnight my house last night.
just enjoying ourself, gaming here and there, relieve stress.
till 4.50am, we're off to mac to grab breakfast for ourselves.
we went off to admiralty mac there,
as it's the only 24/7 mac that nearest in my area.
so i bought $2 sausage muffin meal with medium milo ice,
they bought the mega macgriddles and mega muffin with egg.
lols. mine was the smallest burger compare to them =.="
all gotten medium milo ice, me and mirul bought extra apple pie.
after we bought, we planned to look for job together for these few days.
so one of us bought straightimes newspaper.
take away our food and once reached home,
straight went into my room and ate our breakfast.
but the funny thing was, after few moments we ate our meals,
each of us kena stomachache. hahs.
guess it's the milo problem uhh cause mahdi suspected it too.
then few mins later they wanna head back home.
oh crap. the mac blew our plans...
i off to bed after 6am and saw dad going off to work.
woke up after 10am as mum and lil bro "Infiltrate" my room. haiz.
cant sleep in peace. lols.
so whole night sleep for only like 3hrs.
now reading through the classifieds again.
guess there's 2 jobs available for me.
later in the afternoon i gonna call up if there's still vacancy.
just wanna forget everything that i read or seen.
pretend again and again.
not sure how long can i be like this.
will it be stop? can?
"love is selfish"
lols. it's funny when someone said it like that.
i wish this kind of theory happens for me.
but nah. nothing at all.
enough razer, enough.
just enjoying ourself, gaming here and there, relieve stress.
till 4.50am, we're off to mac to grab breakfast for ourselves.
we went off to admiralty mac there,
as it's the only 24/7 mac that nearest in my area.
so i bought $2 sausage muffin meal with medium milo ice,
they bought the mega macgriddles and mega muffin with egg.
lols. mine was the smallest burger compare to them =.="
all gotten medium milo ice, me and mirul bought extra apple pie.
after we bought, we planned to look for job together for these few days.
so one of us bought straightimes newspaper.
take away our food and once reached home,
straight went into my room and ate our breakfast.
but the funny thing was, after few moments we ate our meals,
each of us kena stomachache. hahs.
guess it's the milo problem uhh cause mahdi suspected it too.
then few mins later they wanna head back home.
oh crap. the mac blew our plans...
i off to bed after 6am and saw dad going off to work.
woke up after 10am as mum and lil bro "Infiltrate" my room. haiz.
cant sleep in peace. lols.
so whole night sleep for only like 3hrs.
now reading through the classifieds again.
guess there's 2 jobs available for me.
later in the afternoon i gonna call up if there's still vacancy.
pretend again and again.
not sure how long can i be like this.
will it be stop? can?
"love is selfish"
lols. it's funny when someone said it like that.
i wish this kind of theory happens for me.
but nah. nothing at all.
enough razer, enough.
Labels: late night owls.
12:23 PM
complicated.
saw something that i shouldnt seen.
like haiz. just so freaking complicated lah around me.
....
should i feel this way or something?
or should i just totally kept quiet again and again.
just bear with this situation..?
not sure lah.
it's like, how long will it gonna be?
i dont want putting oil into the flames then.
"do whatever you desire"
lols. i wonder if i should uhh?
but if i want, just gonna waste my time too.
words and matters just running around my head.
i think, half of myself is right uhh.
time doesnt only heal, but also crucial?
and cruel. yeah, cruel for me.
but maybe not for the rest.
cause i always been noticing its like, time will be better for people but not me.
for me its like, going good but in the end turn out bad again...
yeah maybe it heals and shown too. but how long it lasted?
that's the question.
like haiz. just so freaking complicated lah around me.
....
should i feel this way or something?
or should i just totally kept quiet again and again.
just bear with this situation..?
not sure lah.
it's like, how long will it gonna be?
i dont want putting oil into the flames then.
"do whatever you desire"
lols. i wonder if i should uhh?
but if i want, just gonna waste my time too.
words and matters just running around my head.
i think, half of myself is right uhh.
time doesnt only heal, but also crucial?
and cruel. yeah, cruel for me.
but maybe not for the rest.
cause i always been noticing its like, time will be better for people but not me.
for me its like, going good but in the end turn out bad again...
yeah maybe it heals and shown too. but how long it lasted?
that's the question.
Labels: haiz.
5:46 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
fucked.
shit. she's all alone now.
nothing else i can do.
she needed help, i cant do anything.
she so far away, i dont have any transport.
fucked up. now i felt useless and helpless.
tomorrow want to provide her some money.
yet she dont want.
i help then she dont want. haiz.
up to her then. whether she want it or not.
honey doesn't have any cash right now cause of the freaking incident yesterday.
i dont care ok, whether i got money or not for myself.
i just still wanna provide her mine as she needed more than i do.
i still can go eat and do this and that lah although im still surviving.
she cant eat, she cant go anywhere without money.
fuck uhh, all my fault lah. why i call her up in the first place.
kannina if i know these things would happen i wouldnt call her in the first place.
fuck. now she miserable. now she alone. not in the mood and so on.
what the fuck. all caused by me.
could these things will ever be better or worst.
enough is enough lah.
i dont wanna making more any trouble for her lah.
anyone seeking for her, let them seek themselve.
ifucking putting myself in, helping out, yet things just got worst.
just gonna keep to myself lah.
she need help, i'll provide help whatever i can, all my best.
but if anyone seek for her, let them seek themselve. im not gonna put myself into their on shoes anymore. like i said, enough is enough.
im sick and tired if things gotten got worst all because of me.
yah. fucked up big time.
is all up to her whether she want the money i giving her or not.
i trying to help yet she pushing it away.
disappointed? maybe.
ARGH!
by the way, 16th of Dec was my 1year of Blogging.
Happy Belated 1 year old to my blogger.
zzzz. now no mood...whatever lah hor.
everything happen whenever im around. zzz.
fucking hopeless.
nothing else i can do.
she needed help, i cant do anything.
she so far away, i dont have any transport.
fucked up. now i felt useless and helpless.
tomorrow want to provide her some money.
yet she dont want.
i help then she dont want. haiz.
up to her then. whether she want it or not.
honey doesn't have any cash right now cause of the freaking incident yesterday.
i dont care ok, whether i got money or not for myself.
i just still wanna provide her mine as she needed more than i do.
i still can go eat and do this and that lah although im still surviving.
she cant eat, she cant go anywhere without money.
fuck uhh, all my fault lah. why i call her up in the first place.
kannina if i know these things would happen i wouldnt call her in the first place.
fuck. now she miserable. now she alone. not in the mood and so on.
what the fuck. all caused by me.
could these things will ever be better or worst.
enough is enough lah.
i dont wanna making more any trouble for her lah.
anyone seeking for her, let them seek themselve.
i
just gonna keep to myself lah.
she need help, i'll provide help whatever i can, all my best.
but if anyone seek for her, let them seek themselve. im not gonna put myself into their on shoes anymore. like i said, enough is enough.
im sick and tired if things gotten got worst all because of me.
yah. fucked up big time.
is all up to her whether she want the money i giving her or not.
i trying to help yet she pushing it away.
disappointed? maybe.
ARGH!
by the way, 16th of Dec was my 1year of Blogging.
Happy Belated 1 year old to my blogger.
zzzz. now no mood...whatever lah hor.
everything happen whenever im around. zzz.
fucking hopeless.
Labels: fucked.
8:01 PM
Slacking.
update right now.
just got back from "lunch" with 2 of my frens.
so yah, they came my house and nothing much to do so we just slack around, talk about our band and music.
so nothing much to update right now.
going back at them. chiao~
just got back from "lunch" with 2 of my frens.
so yah, they came my house and nothing much to do so we just slack around, talk about our band and music.
so nothing much to update right now.
going back at them. chiao~
Labels: slacking around.
5:18 PM
just came back.
picture taken on saturday, the day i went johor.
this car owned by my aunt whom living at Australia.
i dont have a license, but her son have it.
good for him isnt it? >.<"
phew. exhausted right now.this car owned by my aunt whom living at Australia.
i dont have a license, but her son have it.
good for him isnt it? >.<"
just came back home from playing basketball with homie.
thanks for the game and tutorial. lols.
i cant play well as before. 2 or 3 years didnt play basketball.
basics and skills gone rusty i guess.
slept at 4am+ last night and woke up at 6.45am.
gone back sleep and woke up again at 7.50am.
off to basketball at 8am.
so now, what else should i do for the whole day.
wanna work at shop and save, but heard need to be 18 and above.
wasted. wish i'll be 18 soon uhh. so hard for living without proper age =X
hahs. being silly for the moment.
3 more days till 3rd month of anniversary.
and quite a long time too didnt update our blog.
i want to, but doesnt have any good topic to write about.
guess i gonna update till here then.
no plans for today. so yah, im free.
Labels: basketball.
10:55 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
boredness..
but somehow for awhile only. haiz.
and she off to meet her male friend in the evening.
lols. dunno got bike or car. hahs. nvm nvm.
haiz. guess i just forget about it uhh.
just be more understanding bout her.
so yah she gone out with her fren, let her have her own time anyway.
still, i glad and appreciate that she able to make it just now.
better isnt it? rather than didnt even get to meet.
yup, just be more understanding and giving in. thats all.
guess this x'mas i wont be able to get honey's present.
as all my money gone already.
even inside bank "bo liao"
haiz. i cant get the thing she gonna love it. shit.
till now looking for job though.
if gotten it, i just gonna continue it even though im schooling.
yeah. thats it.
wasted didnt get my big bro's number that time.
boring lah, see people always go out with bike or car, then just can go any where or do anything they want.
hopefully big bro manage to contact one of our brothers so one of them can tell me yours.
i wanna go for a ride uhh. damn bored at home.
nothing else to do, then people around me go out.
all left is me alone.
lols. whatever lah.
guess like i gonna spend time with the big boys. hahas.
swear man, by next year i go get my car license then if possible go get myself a ride too.
at least, whenever people around gone out, i also can go anywhere uhh.
hmm...
Skyline, Rx-7/Rx-8, GT-R or BMW any series.
lols. so early i think of that already.
nvm then. guess starting from next year i got to work hard.
school in the weekdays, weekend for job.
and just savings and savings.
till here i post then. now at frens house.
came here after i sent her to admiralty station just a moment ago.
Labels: going for a ride can?
7:39 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
going off.
7 more hours.
7 more hours till i off to johor for family reunion? lols.
whole day will be at there, till late night, that's what i heard.
but mum wouldn't like it to stay too long, so do i.
leaving singapore, is not my favourite.
just felt sickening at the same time though.
cause i dislike going off from singapore. just wanna stay here.
it's the safest country on earth. hahs.
ok im talking nonsense now.
still, when im off, just gonna miss my special one.
yeah, it's like, the whole day wont be seeing her or talk or messaging her.
just gonna miss her lots.
anything can happen around us right?
no one knows what will happen next, whether im in johor or anywhere.
only god knows and i'll prayed for guidance/safeness around us.
guess till here then i post.
later before 9am i'll leave a message for her.
anyway, wont bringing hp to johor. lols. no use isnt it?
all the best for me and her. and people around us...
Ku harap tiada perkare burok akan terjadi.
7 more hours till i off to johor for family reunion? lols.
whole day will be at there, till late night, that's what i heard.
but mum wouldn't like it to stay too long, so do i.
leaving singapore, is not my favourite.
just felt sickening at the same time though.
cause i dislike going off from singapore. just wanna stay here.
it's the safest country on earth. hahs.
ok im talking nonsense now.
still, when im off, just gonna miss my special one.
yeah, it's like, the whole day wont be seeing her or talk or messaging her.
just gonna miss her lots.
anything can happen around us right?
no one knows what will happen next, whether im in johor or anywhere.
only god knows and i'll prayed for guidance/safeness around us.
guess till here then i post.
later before 9am i'll leave a message for her.
anyway, wont bringing hp to johor. lols. no use isnt it?
all the best for me and her. and people around us...
Ku harap tiada perkare burok akan terjadi.
Labels: away from sg. but only a day.
2:17 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
changed.
nothing much to talk about.
yesterday while going off to jam session, i met with one of my neighbourhood friend.
he called my name at first, cant really recognize him as it's already been a long time we didnt met each other.
so yeah, went to him and first thing he said,
"eh ahmad, you changed alot sia. your face changed, you look different. look cool. hahas.
and you smoke isit? right right?"
lols. thanks for noticing and the compliment? but hey, i dont smoke.
not even a single puff.
i update later then.
going off to meet my fren to our school.
bringing my lappy along. hahs.
yesterday while going off to jam session, i met with one of my neighbourhood friend.
he called my name at first, cant really recognize him as it's already been a long time we didnt met each other.
so yeah, went to him and first thing he said,
"eh ahmad, you changed alot sia. your face changed, you look different. look cool. hahas.
and you smoke isit? right right?"
lols. thanks for noticing and the compliment? but hey, i dont smoke.
not even a single puff.
i update later then.
going off to meet my fren to our school.
bringing my lappy along. hahs.
Labels: changes around..
1:09 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Updates..continue..
17th of Dec.
yup. 17th of Dec, which was yesterday. or might say just now, =.=" spending time only with honey, mum, lil' bro and meimei.
woke up at 10am as there'll be piano lesson later on at 11pm+
go bath and getting ready and few mins later gotten phone call by honey.
so while waiting for teacher to come, we'll have a chat on the phone for a while then.
plan for later on and so, cause mum having appointment at polyclinic at 2pm+
so yah, honey came here and accompany me and mum, to take care lil' bro while mum having checkup and to have our lunch.
honey bought..errr mee rebus? but brought back home and ate it.
me and mum already took our lunch before the appointment.
disappointed that honey cant join us for lunch together as she came here late, but it's ok and already past. as long as able to meet is fine right..? ^^"
after took her lunch, slack awhile, chit chat, used the comp.
so i gone for a bath, then heard like conversation between mum and honey. lols.
dont wanna be kpo uhh, i not joining the conversation after my bath.
let them have their, err...mother "daughter" talk. oops... =P
therefore, i gone off to my room. get prepared and everything cause me, honey and mei going to ikea.
so at room, just getting ready and play my E.guitar awhile.
tick tock tick tock~~
4pm+ gone to ikea then, met mei at there too.
walk around, surverying around, planning around and so on.
and conflict came up. dotts.
no comment, no one asked for conflicts right cause it just happened like that.
so yah. i just wished and pray it wont gone for too long. =.="
afterwards off to TB mall, walked around, and go watch movie.
chinese movie but got english subtitle, so no worry for me. hehs. ^^"
haiz mei. saw her face, always wanna fall asleep as she dont have enough sleep last night.
see her face, like dead chicken or sick cat. =X oops.
and yah, somehow made honey no mood or something.
come on both of you. no one asked this things to happen right?
so dont blame yourself. hao mah hao ma? ^^"
it just happened and already the past, so just forget it.
next day will be a great day k? dont think too much. just forget it.
and please, if anyone dont make any trouble, nothing happen isnt it?
"If you do nothing, nothing will happen."
lols. gotten this from one of the movie i watched before.
so yah, jangan buat perangai, so pekare burok tak akan jadi.
hehs. dotts~
honey, meimei, hope both of you feel better k?
now honey having backache & stomachache. omg.
wish i could do something but both of us stayed so far apart >.<"
"forced" her go drink warm water or something to feel better and afterwards accompany her on phone. so yah, think now she fall asleep.
yes, still on the phone line now but no reply, so can take it as she fall asleep and err... 2.47am now. lols.
it's ok if she fall asleep while im the phone or something. thats what i trying to do...am i?
yah, any of my love ones sick or something, just accompany them on phone, talk ABIT only, on songs and just waited for them to they fall asleep.
not that i dont care them uhhh or dont wanna talk to them uhh, dont ever think me wrongly, but i want them to have more rest. so yah. should have rest early and sleep well..
like i told honey, no matter how dead silence i am, i always stick by her side and always be there for her. >.<" and mei, dont think too much lah k?
everything will be fine and hope the next day will be a great day.
think thats all i wanna post.
tomorrow...dunno which plan should i do. feel like meeting her again.
but someone booked me already. =.="
she so busy, i also busy. lols.
and this friday going for interview at NTUC at Jurong Point, between 9am-12nn err.
anyone can give reminder? thanks a lot. and yes, if i gotten the job, i will continue working even though school will reopen.
so schooldays on weekdays, job on weekend. dont care lah. work for money.
cant always expect from parents. and now bankcrupt. lols. hopefully can get present for her too. haiz. i really do want to get for her lah.
a thing that is very very the special. hehs. >.<"
yup. 17th of Dec, which was yesterday. or might say just now, =.=" spending time only with honey, mum, lil' bro and meimei.
woke up at 10am as there'll be piano lesson later on at 11pm+
go bath and getting ready and few mins later gotten phone call by honey.
so while waiting for teacher to come, we'll have a chat on the phone for a while then.
plan for later on and so, cause mum having appointment at polyclinic at 2pm+
so yah, honey came here and accompany me and mum, to take care lil' bro while mum having checkup and to have our lunch.
honey bought..errr mee rebus? but brought back home and ate it.
me and mum already took our lunch before the appointment.
disappointed that honey cant join us for lunch together as she came here late, but it's ok and already past. as long as able to meet is fine right..? ^^"
after took her lunch, slack awhile, chit chat, used the comp.
so i gone for a bath, then heard like conversation between mum and honey. lols.
dont wanna be kpo uhh, i not joining the conversation after my bath.
let them have their, err...mother "daughter" talk. oops... =P
therefore, i gone off to my room. get prepared and everything cause me, honey and mei going to ikea.
so at room, just getting ready and play my E.guitar awhile.
tick tock tick tock~~
4pm+ gone to ikea then, met mei at there too.
walk around, surverying around, planning around and so on.
and conflict came up. dotts.
no comment, no one asked for conflicts right cause it just happened like that.
so yah. i just wished and pray it wont gone for too long. =.="
afterwards off to TB mall, walked around, and go watch movie.
chinese movie but got english subtitle, so no worry for me. hehs. ^^"
haiz mei. saw her face, always wanna fall asleep as she dont have enough sleep last night.
see her face, like dead chicken or sick cat. =X oops.
and yah, somehow made honey no mood or something.
come on both of you. no one asked this things to happen right?
so dont blame yourself. hao mah hao ma? ^^"
it just happened and already the past, so just forget it.
next day will be a great day k? dont think too much. just forget it.
and please, if anyone dont make any trouble, nothing happen isnt it?
"If you do nothing, nothing will happen."
lols. gotten this from one of the movie i watched before.
so yah, jangan buat perangai, so pekare burok tak akan jadi.
hehs. dotts~
honey, meimei, hope both of you feel better k?
now honey having backache & stomachache. omg.
wish i could do something but both of us stayed so far apart >.<"
"forced" her go drink warm water or something to feel better and afterwards accompany her on phone. so yah, think now she fall asleep.
yes, still on the phone line now but no reply, so can take it as she fall asleep and err... 2.47am now. lols.
it's ok if she fall asleep while im the phone or something. thats what i trying to do...am i?
yah, any of my love ones sick or something, just accompany them on phone, talk ABIT only, on songs and just waited for them to they fall asleep.
not that i dont care them uhhh or dont wanna talk to them uhh, dont ever think me wrongly, but i want them to have more rest. so yah. should have rest early and sleep well..
like i told honey, no matter how dead silence i am, i always stick by her side and always be there for her. >.<" and mei, dont think too much lah k?
everything will be fine and hope the next day will be a great day.
think thats all i wanna post.
tomorrow...dunno which plan should i do. feel like meeting her again.
but someone booked me already. =.="
she so busy, i also busy. lols.
and this friday going for interview at NTUC at Jurong Point, between 9am-12nn err.
anyone can give reminder? thanks a lot. and yes, if i gotten the job, i will continue working even though school will reopen.
so schooldays on weekdays, job on weekend. dont care lah. work for money.
cant always expect from parents. and now bankcrupt. lols. hopefully can get present for her too. haiz. i really do want to get for her lah.
a thing that is very very the special. hehs. >.<"
Labels: jalan jalan
2:32 AM
Updates..
16th of Dec.
Me and Amirul a.k.a, Ketam(Crab)
after we fetch him, gone to mac to eat.
at his home. playing his psp.
lol i look so kiddy. =.="
taken by mumu.
since dont have any new pictures.
16th of dec, the date that ketam came back singapore from hongkong for his 1week exchange programme. lol. so good for him isnt it.
we reached changi airport at 5pm+, met his lil bro, his mum and his sister-in-law.
waited for him for 30mins or so, then all of us welcome him back, hahas.
afterwards we go have our dinner at mac, and his mum treat us all.
like wow, thanks alot. she speading alot for us right? paiseh leh. >.<"
thanks thanks! really appreciate it lots.
at 7pm+ we head back home by bus 858 all the way to woodlands interchange.
took like an hour or more to reach from airport to woodlands. my goodness...
after reaching our destination, we planned to hang out at his home.
so yeah, off to his home.
reached there, mahdi smoke and thought we wanna tease each or other or something, but somehow kena burnt my arm from his cigaratte. shit. >.< gonna have permanent burnt scar. lols.
at his room, playing guitar, checking out some musics, see him playing his bass and so on.
tick tock tick tock~~
till 10.30pm 3 of us wanna head back home.
took the long route home; took 913, one round at the woodlands checkpoint then all the way till i reached my home.
like 11.30pm or so i reached my home.
so yeah. thats the whole day of 16th of Dec.
next post update for 17th of Dec, which was just now. or might say yesterday =.="
whatever lah as long as can understand which date and day. lols. >.<"
Me and Amirul a.k.a, Ketam(Crab)after we fetch him, gone to mac to eat.
at his home. playing his psp.lol i look so kiddy. =.="
taken by mumu.
since dont have any new pictures.took here then. lols. airport toilet. xD
16th of dec, the date that ketam came back singapore from hongkong for his 1week exchange programme. lol. so good for him isnt it.
we reached changi airport at 5pm+, met his lil bro, his mum and his sister-in-law.
waited for him for 30mins or so, then all of us welcome him back, hahas.
afterwards we go have our dinner at mac, and his mum treat us all.
like wow, thanks alot. she speading alot for us right? paiseh leh. >.<"
thanks thanks! really appreciate it lots.
at 7pm+ we head back home by bus 858 all the way to woodlands interchange.
took like an hour or more to reach from airport to woodlands. my goodness...
after reaching our destination, we planned to hang out at his home.
so yeah, off to his home.
reached there, mahdi smoke and thought we wanna tease each or other or something, but somehow kena burnt my arm from his cigaratte. shit. >.< gonna have permanent burnt scar. lols.
at his room, playing guitar, checking out some musics, see him playing his bass and so on.
tick tock tick tock~~
till 10.30pm 3 of us wanna head back home.
took the long route home; took 913, one round at the woodlands checkpoint then all the way till i reached my home.
like 11.30pm or so i reached my home.
so yeah. thats the whole day of 16th of Dec.
next post update for 17th of Dec, which was just now. or might say yesterday =.="
whatever lah as long as can understand which date and day. lols. >.<"
Labels: bro back home.
1:50 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Sunday.
1st shot of OUR meal.
A lot and big isn't it? lols.
Let's MAKAN!!
Another shot of our food.
tempting? hahs. lols.
tempting? hahs. lols.
Sunday, in the afternoon, gone out with family. Dad planned everything for today but didn't do much activities. Just go for our lunch, collect my pants, make spectacles for me and servicing my electric guitar.
Can't wait for my new specs though. Collect it after 10 working days, they will call me up.
Thank god it's time for me to change my specs. hahas. woots.
afterwards we're off to woodlands checkpoint to have our lunch and service my guitar.
met up my friend at there as he wanna hang out with me. so yeah, after servicing we head back home.
mahdi came my house, we have some fun time here till night.
in the evening our old friend came by to ask help for photoshop, then we off to mac at woodlands mart.
so yeah, we spent our money alot sia for the mac meal. oh my god. 10 bucks for a meal. >.<"
I spent $9.40, Hasif spent $8.35 and Mahdi spent only $5.95?! wtf? lols. hahas.
so yah, the picture above were the ones we bought.
and heard that something bad news about mei outing. haiz.
i dont know about my feelings right now.
Should i be disappointed? Sad? Rage? Angry? lols.
Nevermind. Can't do anything can i?
Mei, don't think too much already, just let the past be the past as tomorrow always be a great day right? think positive and things will always be ok.
^^" *peace* xD
Looking for job soon, maybe if possible get work at NTUC uhh.
i dont care what job im in uhh as long as i got a job and earn money for the time being then it's fine with me rather than didn't earn anything right?
don't know what to say right now.
maybe just...don't know.
Labels: haiz.
11:09 PM
Kaboom.
The burnt hairdryer.
Err think it's already 11yrs old? lols.
guess it's life is over.
Err think it's already 11yrs old? lols.
guess it's life is over.
The fuse box. Somehow didn't work.
First time encounter this kind of situation. lols.
First time encounter this kind of situation. lols.
The main fuse from the outside.
Luckily dad able to do it.
We're save. xD
Luckily dad able to do it.
We're save. xD
okok. few moments ago my house gotten a massive blackout which causes by our old hairdryer.
told mum don't use it anymore as dad already warn us, but still she used it just now.
she told us that after she used it, few mins later it explode, saw sparks and a strong burnt smell coming out.
whole house eaten by the dark, we can't even see a thing, i can't even see anything.
just be patience for a little longer and soon can see into the darkness. just the shadows around.
after the blackout, first thing in my mind, go to the fuse box and switch it back up.
dad helped too, but somehow the fuse box not working.
quite a shocking though, cause every blackout i encountered, i managed to switch it back up and everything's ok.
but not for now. dad said the only way was either call up the hdb or something, or try and switch up from the outside main fuse box.
guess the short circuit hitted with a high impact. it didn't hit the inside fuse box but somehow it hitted from our outside home fuse box. so it meant that the power was high in impact.
dad go and find the key for the padlock of the main fuse box while i accompany mum and lil' bro.
so few mins later, dad managed to find the key, opened up the padlock, switch it back up from outside, then switch it up from the inside fuse box.
thank god everything were back to normal.
except that the burnt scent still around. really damn strong though the scent.
lols. it's like, this month full of incident isn't it?
refrigerator, air-con, tv set-up box, fan, and now hairdryer.
guess what else is next? it's getting risky and dangerous as time pass by.
from fan burst out to burnt/exploded hairdryer..?
what's next? damn it's so unpredictable around this house.
whatever it is, glad nothing injuries causes to mum or any of us.
maybe it's time to be alert and aware of the appliances around the house....
Labels: massive blackout.
2:18 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Simple yet Difficult.
Few hours ago, honey ask me this particular question.
"What is Love?"
A simple question yet a difficult answer to provide.
The thought of that, just reminds me of everything from the past.
Must i answer that question?
i've explained the meaning of love bout 2 or 3 times already inside my blog.
Even before i knew her, i already did explained.
it's an answer from myself, cause this question doesn't have any rights or wrong.
Depends on what you thinking isn't it?
So i told her this,
"love is something that u cant buy or get so easily.
it's from ur heart and who u love.
love is every emotion. sad, happy, joy, cry, everything.
and its fill with up and down. not always happy all the time."
I forgot to add up that,
"love is the combine of 2 souls and try to be fair with one another.
Anything that happen between us, we'll fight it together and not alone."
yeah. guess that's my answer about that question.
somehow it's still about the exact answer as what i wrote it before.
think till here i post.
"What is Love?"
A simple question yet a difficult answer to provide.
The thought of that, just reminds me of everything from the past.
Must i answer that question?
i've explained the meaning of love bout 2 or 3 times already inside my blog.
Even before i knew her, i already did explained.
it's an answer from myself, cause this question doesn't have any rights or wrong.
Depends on what you thinking isn't it?
So i told her this,
"love is something that u cant buy or get so easily.
it's from ur heart and who u love.
love is every emotion. sad, happy, joy, cry, everything.
and its fill with up and down. not always happy all the time."
I forgot to add up that,
"love is the combine of 2 souls and try to be fair with one another.
Anything that happen between us, we'll fight it together and not alone."
yeah. guess that's my answer about that question.
somehow it's still about the exact answer as what i wrote it before.
think till here i post.
Labels: what is love?
5:00 AM
moonlight shine.
Another day pass and the
moonlight is getting brighter each day.
moonlight is getting brighter each day.
For awhile everything fine.
For awhile everything bad.
Riding a roller coaster which going up and down.
Just like my life with full of ups and down.
I don't believe in words much right now.
As words don't prove a thing. I'm always gaining people's trust by doing something for them.
And yet, that trust they can just vanish it in thin air in an instance.
Still, they didn't know how
You know, people love fucking up someone's life without any aware.
And yes, the only way to make them aware? Just felt like fucking them back you know?
I always thought of this phrase,
"You love fucking up people's life, now it's your turn to feel it"
Who knows, just wait and see then.
If can't then just let god make that retribution.
Yes I'm not in the mood now.
I lost like half of myself right now?
One of the feeling right now? Just like finding that someone and finish the storyline.
Oh well, who cares anyway.
Now falling sick again.
Nevermind, maybe time to go die? Cough and cough like don't know what's wrong.
Ending my post here.
Labels: bright moonlight shining.
4:30 AM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Bright Light.
Here's the actual view from my bed.
Look beautiful isn't it? lols.
Look beautiful isn't it? lols.
Took another picture of it.
Close shot of the bright moonlight.
Close shot of the bright moonlight.
fall asleep few mins ago. then i was awake at 8.15pm.
nothing to do so just have a chat with my bestie fadz.
long time didnt see her. we miss each other.
she planned to have picnic at sentosa right?
erm yah, sure why not? bring our old frens as well alright?
and yes fadz, miss you lots you know.
you're in attachment and i cant get to see you often, so hopefully all of us could meet each other again as soon as possible.
so you told me you having holidays right?
well take good care aites? and enjoy your days too. ^^V
while chatting, i take a glance outside my window and shocked for a moment.
cause there's a bright moon just directly from my view.
woah, it's so bright isn't it? i took 2 pictures of it.
erm, i think the moon not yet full? maybe on the 15th it is. i not really sure. hahs.
so yeah, that bright moonlight somehow like, cheering me up? hahas.
not sure how to explain. just hope that the bright moonlight is telling me i will have a great day in the next few days or so.
till here i update then..
Labels: Moonlight~
8:47 PM
woke up.
look like i already woke up right now.
only slept like, 2hours? lols.
anyway, a minor update to my blog.
just added pictures and captions about the past and recently ones.
but it took quite a long time to load, and if it doesn't, we need to right-click on the picture and click "show image"
-______-" what a waste.
only slept like, 2hours? lols.
anyway, a minor update to my blog.
just added pictures and captions about the past and recently ones.
but it took quite a long time to load, and if it doesn't, we need to right-click on the picture and click "show image"
-______-" what a waste.
Labels: update.
7:12 AM
midnight snacks.
bought this snacks at 7-11 store.
my favourite ^^V
my favourite ^^V
few mins ago, went off to 888 plaza to get myself some snacks.
dad didnt bring home any food while on his way home.
so once he got home, he told me if need anything just go to 7-11 store then to get my favourite snacks. i was like, "oh ok sure. thanks a lot"
so before 12mn, i off to 888 plaza then, the nearest place for me.
while reaching to 7-11 store, homie called me to have a talk.
i was glad, cause no one even call me up, cause one whole day having problems around me.
i switched off my phone during that time. but that's different story anyway.
guess thats all i could update. still not in the mood.
haiz. "whatever lah hor~"
12:28 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
plan cancelled.
cant go out.
making problems around.
wtf. spoilt my mood.
cant go out.
making problems around.
wtf. spoilt my mood.
3:44 PM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
dangerous..
a pix of a broken blade and the front fan cover.fly off quite far huh?
fan, broken blade and the front cover.
another pix of it.
well, thats the fan then. all left was the broken blade.imagine if it's on with that situation?
lols.
lols. since got no other good stories. here's one that frightened me awhile >.<"
last 7 mins ago, my fan in my living room, broke or explode i not sure.
i was busy watching tv then all of the sudden heard a loud "BOOM" and saw one of the broken blade fly off and the 1st grill fly off too.
The fan left only by the rear grill and a 2 spinning broken blade.
it's like, without any protection it just spinning all the way, the stand shaking continuously.
so, the blade can like, fly off any moment right? if the lock goes loosen.
afterwards i just shocked and stayed still for the moment, shouted for mum there's something bad happened and duck down towards the power plug behind the piano to switch it off.
after switch it off, mum saw it, she just saying the prayers and thank god nothing happen to me.
this thing happened twice already. the previous one occurred inside parents bedroom.
yes it broke off and somehow the blade fly off and hit the wall.
dad told and showed me the wall, there's a deep cut till could see the concrete. lols.
how dangerous was that? i dont wanna think about it >.<"
if i weren't lucky, i might get injured badly or even could get killed....
Labels: risky life.
10:02 PM
nice phrase, touching though.
lols. just finished chatting with my lil' meimei.
err, think she age of 10. yah. lols. met her in hs5 quite a long time. not too long.
i not in the mood that time cause she kept on talking about someone that we know. quite close in hs5.
pulse was his name. she asking me and telling me that its very long time didnt seen him online.
ok maybe he's busy or something right?
and somehow mei ask me, did i miss him? as a close frens.
lols, i not sure. cause people who we're not close, maybe could say they just come and go.
and also i didnt met him before mei..
i didnt told her that, i dont wanna disappoint her.
afterwards, she told me this:
"not toking to him when im in malaysia was like missing a piece of jigsaw puzzle in my heart"
i was like, speechless and omg? a kid saying like this, touching phrase isnt it?
"Like missing a piece of jigsaw puzzle in my heart"
i wish someone did said that to me if im being apart or away. but nope. too bad for me. =.="
lol mei. just be calm ok. everything will be ok. no worries. he will online somedays.
and please dont fall in love, u still young -_________-"
still a kid, go and have fun and enjoy all fun..
and mei, sorry to lie for the display picture, that i told you she's my close fren.
actually she's my gf. maybe i just wanna kept it as low profile? lols.
so im telling you now. so you wouldnt think too much mei -___________-"
err, think she age of 10. yah. lols. met her in hs5 quite a long time. not too long.
i not in the mood that time cause she kept on talking about someone that we know. quite close in hs5.
pulse was his name. she asking me and telling me that its very long time didnt seen him online.
ok maybe he's busy or something right?
and somehow mei ask me, did i miss him? as a close frens.
lols, i not sure. cause people who we're not close, maybe could say they just come and go.
and also i didnt met him before mei..
i didnt told her that, i dont wanna disappoint her.
afterwards, she told me this:
"not toking to him when im in malaysia was like missing a piece of jigsaw puzzle in my heart"
i was like, speechless and omg? a kid saying like this, touching phrase isnt it?
"Like missing a piece of jigsaw puzzle in my heart"
i wish someone did said that to me if im being apart or away. but nope. too bad for me. =.="
lol mei. just be calm ok. everything will be ok. no worries. he will online somedays.
and please dont fall in love, u still young -_________-"
still a kid, go and have fun and enjoy all fun..
and mei, sorry to lie for the display picture, that i told you she's my close fren.
actually she's my gf. maybe i just wanna kept it as low profile? lols.
so im telling you now. so you wouldnt think too much mei -___________-"
6:56 PM
Inhale.
alone.
at everything.
misunderstood.
at everything.
outcasted.
at everything. - Rashidin VN
maybe i could say the same thing as well for myself.
he doesnt have lots of close frens in his school, same goes to me.
most of his ex were the one who left him, thats what i heard.
and somehow, it was the same stories as mine too.
at everything.
misunderstood.
at everything.
outcasted.
at everything. - Rashidin VN
maybe i could say the same thing as well for myself.
he doesnt have lots of close frens in his school, same goes to me.
most of his ex were the one who left him, thats what i heard.
and somehow, it was the same stories as mine too.
12:36 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
bothers me awhile..
cant sleep somehow..
something just..bothering me awhile.
bothering, or disturbing.
but i wonder why is it..
no. i dont wanna talk about it.
nevermind, it's nothing.
just pretend nothing happens.
something just..bothering me awhile.
bothering, or disturbing.
but i wonder why is it..
no. i dont wanna talk about it.
nevermind, it's nothing.
just pretend nothing happens.
Labels: what is it..?
3:32 AM
err..
umm..serious shit uhh my com. hahs.
lagging pretty badly, need to get new RAM, that's the only upgrade i want for my com.
now my com used ONLY 1GB of RAM. lols, how pathetic is that?
while my lappy used 4GB. quite fast though.
i seriously want 4GB RAM for my com. anyone can buy it for me, i seriously gonna jump with joy. hahs.
anyway, i just finished tryin out the new pc game, red alert 3. great strategy game.
but lots of bugs, as i downloaded it, cracked game. i didnt buy it.
aint easy to have this kind of situation. crack this code, solving the probs of everything myself.
and yeah, could get myself into brainstorming sometimes.
so honey off to bed already, most of my frens off to bed too. maybe im going off soon.
yah, later got plan to go to sentosa beach.
asked by hun and my "Lil' sis" last 2 days ago. hehs.
but surely, im the one that gonna be weired again? =.="
i asked one of my fren to tag along, not sure if he will be following me though, but HOPEFULLY he will.
as i dont wanna be light bulb there and kena bully....
Oh by the way, need to remind you guys.
if anyone wanna hang out, go out, go shopping or whatever it is, please tell me ealier before the day you guys wanna go out. i dislike last minute plans cause it always got me so kachiong and it's hard for me to be able to make it or not.
so yeah, you guys need to "Booked" me so i'll reserve that day and spend time with you guys.
but if i last minute cancel of plan, then i seriously deep shit sorry. lols.
and the only reason i cancel last minute cause of family outings or plans, as they always suddenly told me last minute of where they wanna do or go.
later on im accompany dad to wetmarket, buying cooking stuffs as mum will cook something special for this coming monday; which is Hari Raya Haji.
not sure if able to invite hun to eat with us together.
if can, that would be great isnt it? if cant, then surely mum will invite her to eat on the other days.
hahs.
errr.. i off to bed now.
going off to market at 6am later on. omg dad, so early. >.<"
but still, it's a good thing though, so i wouldnt have to rush to meet them later on at noon. hehs.
till here then.
goodnites.
lagging pretty badly, need to get new RAM, that's the only upgrade i want for my com.
now my com used ONLY 1GB of RAM. lols, how pathetic is that?
while my lappy used 4GB. quite fast though.
i seriously want 4GB RAM for my com. anyone can buy it for me, i seriously gonna jump with joy. hahs.
anyway, i just finished tryin out the new pc game, red alert 3. great strategy game.
but lots of bugs, as i downloaded it, cracked game. i didnt buy it.
aint easy to have this kind of situation. crack this code, solving the probs of everything myself.
and yeah, could get myself into brainstorming sometimes.
so honey off to bed already, most of my frens off to bed too. maybe im going off soon.
yah, later got plan to go to sentosa beach.
asked by hun and my "Lil' sis" last 2 days ago. hehs.
but surely, im the one that gonna be weired again? =.="
i asked one of my fren to tag along, not sure if he will be following me though, but HOPEFULLY he will.
as i dont wanna be light bulb there and kena bully....
Oh by the way, need to remind you guys.
if anyone wanna hang out, go out, go shopping or whatever it is, please tell me ealier before the day you guys wanna go out. i dislike last minute plans cause it always got me so kachiong and it's hard for me to be able to make it or not.
so yeah, you guys need to "Booked" me so i'll reserve that day and spend time with you guys.
but if i last minute cancel of plan, then i seriously deep shit sorry. lols.
and the only reason i cancel last minute cause of family outings or plans, as they always suddenly told me last minute of where they wanna do or go.
later on im accompany dad to wetmarket, buying cooking stuffs as mum will cook something special for this coming monday; which is Hari Raya Haji.
not sure if able to invite hun to eat with us together.
if can, that would be great isnt it? if cant, then surely mum will invite her to eat on the other days.
hahs.
errr.. i off to bed now.
going off to market at 6am later on. omg dad, so early. >.<"
but still, it's a good thing though, so i wouldnt have to rush to meet them later on at noon. hehs.
till here then.
goodnites.
Labels: sunday. having fun day. ^^"
2:30 AM
Friday, December 5, 2008
out awhile...
just ate finished my instant soup mix. my favourite though, ate it with toasted bread.
hun bought it for me and herself..aww, that's sweet of her. ^^"
erm, tonight able to meet her and spent time with her for awhile.
accompany her to cck mall in the evening to have our dinner and she needed to go blanje her barang-barang(buy household stuffs).
took our dinner at the foodcourt then she bought an ice-cream for herself but shared it together.
afterwards we off to ntuc to get the stuffs.
erm, lots and lots of stuffs though. i bought myself only ferrero rocher chocolate.
lols. there's 5 in a box. so i ate 2 and gave 3 to her.
she bought 4 or 5 items for me, mum and lil' bro together.
vitagen, baby's fruit juice, cambell instant soup, small carton HL milk and toothbrush. lols.
(by the way, mum said thanks to you for bought all these stuffs)
after she bought all the things she needed, helped her carry the barang-barang bags and head to her home.
before sending her home, sat down at the void deck awhile to take a break and have a conversation.
quite a long talk though, about all the stuffs on the present and past, and looking forward for a better future too.
so while having the conversation, we tried to cheer ourself up at the same time, just like before.
overall things went smoothly. glad about it.
anyway, thanks dad for coming back home and helping out about the refrigirator leakage and the cable tv problem. guess i got to learn how to do it from you, as in the future i need to know too. lols.
maybe this house items, everything their lives gonna end soon. lols.
since there's leakage here and there, problems occured so often.
aircon..fridge...cable tv...what else in the future be...?
hun bought it for me and herself..aww, that's sweet of her. ^^"
erm, tonight able to meet her and spent time with her for awhile.
accompany her to cck mall in the evening to have our dinner and she needed to go blanje her barang-barang(buy household stuffs).
took our dinner at the foodcourt then she bought an ice-cream for herself but shared it together.
afterwards we off to ntuc to get the stuffs.
erm, lots and lots of stuffs though. i bought myself only ferrero rocher chocolate.
lols. there's 5 in a box. so i ate 2 and gave 3 to her.
she bought 4 or 5 items for me, mum and lil' bro together.
vitagen, baby's fruit juice, cambell instant soup, small carton HL milk and toothbrush. lols.
(by the way, mum said thanks to you for bought all these stuffs)
after she bought all the things she needed, helped her carry the barang-barang bags and head to her home.
before sending her home, sat down at the void deck awhile to take a break and have a conversation.
quite a long talk though, about all the stuffs on the present and past, and looking forward for a better future too.
so while having the conversation, we tried to cheer ourself up at the same time, just like before.
overall things went smoothly. glad about it.
anyway, thanks dad for coming back home and helping out about the refrigirator leakage and the cable tv problem. guess i got to learn how to do it from you, as in the future i need to know too. lols.
maybe this house items, everything their lives gonna end soon. lols.
since there's leakage here and there, problems occured so often.
aircon..fridge...cable tv...what else in the future be...?
Labels: met honey..
11:30 PM
dear god...
dear god, what's happening around me?
why there's lots of hatred, sadness and a great loss?
which part have i done wrong? which part that i made so sinful?
things just happening so fast, just like a blink of an eye and everything goes haywire.
god, forgive me for all my sins.
forgive me for what i done to my family and her.
all the hurtful things i done, please, washed it away.
it's hard for me to keep up like this.
i dont want both of us to be tearing each other apart, and i dont even want to loose her.
she's my everything, yes she does.
forgive me for hurting her so badly. everything i said or done to her.
cause i promised, i dont have intension of leaving and hurting her.
as she's my precious baby, she's everything i want.
i done everything i can to fight our love...
dear god, please, guide us our way with smooth and blissful life...
i couldnt bare to loose her.
all i want now, is to have great family and my love, to move on happily and peacefully.
have a blissful and loving life in the future, which will be sharing with her.
please, change everything back to normal, peaceful life around me.
loving couple as before. friends that are close with one another.
cause i know, nothing is ever to late...
and always need to forgive and forget..
and yes..this song; 'Always Be My Baby', its for my dearest.
i wish u right here now, right here by my side..
even my fren willing to go home now, cause he want us to spend time together..
i love you. and im missing u too.
take care my precious honey.
<3
Lappy Desktop..
this the very 1st pix edit of us.
done last 2 months ago.
why there's lots of hatred, sadness and a great loss?
which part have i done wrong? which part that i made so sinful?
things just happening so fast, just like a blink of an eye and everything goes haywire.
god, forgive me for all my sins.
forgive me for what i done to my family and her.
all the hurtful things i done, please, washed it away.
it's hard for me to keep up like this.
i dont want both of us to be tearing each other apart, and i dont even want to loose her.
she's my everything, yes she does.
forgive me for hurting her so badly. everything i said or done to her.
cause i promised, i dont have intension of leaving and hurting her.
as she's my precious baby, she's everything i want.
i done everything i can to fight our love...
dear god, please, guide us our way with smooth and blissful life...
i couldnt bare to loose her.
all i want now, is to have great family and my love, to move on happily and peacefully.
have a blissful and loving life in the future, which will be sharing with her.
please, change everything back to normal, peaceful life around me.
loving couple as before. friends that are close with one another.
cause i know, nothing is ever to late...
and always need to forgive and forget..
and yes..this song; 'Always Be My Baby', its for my dearest.
i wish u right here now, right here by my side..
even my fren willing to go home now, cause he want us to spend time together..
i love you. and im missing u too.
take care my precious honey.
<3
Lappy Desktop..this the very 1st pix edit of us.
done last 2 months ago.
Labels: god..
2:30 PM
knocked out several minutes..
lols..just regain my conciousness..
suddenly i was knocked out all of the sudden..
its like from the the last 45 mins ago..i remembered i told mei i trying to catch my breath.
as not sure, suddenly just loosing out my breath for awhile..
mei ask if im okay, but i didnt reply.
only remembered i trying to catch my breath and suddenly dad just open the door and ask whats wrong with me, how come like im loosing out of breath..?
checked out the time, i knocked out for 45mins or so..
lols..unexpected..
nothing to worry about k..i will be just fine..
now just having my side headache..thats all..
suddenly i was knocked out all of the sudden..
its like from the the last 45 mins ago..i remembered i told mei i trying to catch my breath.
as not sure, suddenly just loosing out my breath for awhile..
mei ask if im okay, but i didnt reply.
only remembered i trying to catch my breath and suddenly dad just open the door and ask whats wrong with me, how come like im loosing out of breath..?
checked out the time, i knocked out for 45mins or so..
lols..unexpected..
nothing to worry about k..i will be just fine..
now just having my side headache..thats all..
Labels: unexpected..
1:36 AM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
why is it..
i cant believe..why is it hard for me to explain everything..
everything i explain surely turn the other way around..
can someone just give me a chance to explain?
how should we gonna understand if i cant explain it clearly..?
yes..u're my girlfren..
that time i didnt fight back for ur rights cause wanna know why?
cause they just gonna kept quiet all the way and let us kept talking and talking.
in the end, they will made fun of us, being sarcastic and saying "oh thank you" or "yes go on, anymore to say?" or "go ahead".
they just being sarcastic isnt it? i want u to stop cause they will made u or us like this..
they will just kept on making u talk and talk while they just dont even bother, isnt it?
please..understand it. i telling u to stop cause they already making that kind of way.
and i dont wanna make u kept typing and typing...cause they just let u typing it while they gonna laugh at u..think about it honey..
i trying to say this but u wouldnt let me. i wanna explain but i cant.
ever since we being together, i already put hs5 or not important stuffs aside..
hs5 just somehow kept ruining our life, our relationship tearing apart u know..
i didnt blame at u..i didnt said u making things worst..no i didnt..
when did i said it hun? when? didnt i told u before? i have no intension of putting blame at u?
i already promised it didnt i? and yet that promised still kept it safely in my heart.
im not saying that i am not admitting it or something..but this is the fact..
i didnt even said it..
right now i just dont felt like playing hs5 somehow..as it just tearing me apart now and then..
why hun..why is it hard to trust me?
i apologize for saying something bad about mei..i already apologize to her yesterday night.
i already did. but please, the reason i didnt fight back with u the other time cause i dont want us to drag it so long while they just gonna laugh at us, being sarcastic.
just now u said there's sadness in u..either the guild, frens or me?
i dont know hun..i just dont know..i always done things for u, for us, for the better not worst.
now i just felt a great loss..just like lost the other half of me inside..
like..living body without the soul..?
like...a heart with a hole in it..?
after u read this, i not sure what else u gonna think and do about it hun..
i cant predict it anymore..im fighting right now, for us, for our love.
i dont want to put to an end just like this..just because of this simple game? isnt it?
just because of this game and guild and we're tearing ourself apart in the reality world?
all i want now is to have peaceful, loving journey with u..with u to move on..
i dont want to hold back anymore..i dont want us to stuck in a rough surface journey..
i want to have a blissful life like u had it before..as i never had it in my life..
not even once..haiz.
because of u..because of us..im able to move on, we able to move on..
i able to work/study so hard, able to be so independant..
no matter how hard or easy, i love having u here hun..im happy..im glad..
no more words i could say now..just...
i love you..and misses you so much..
I need you, Like a heart need a beat
everything i explain surely turn the other way around..
can someone just give me a chance to explain?
how should we gonna understand if i cant explain it clearly..?
yes..u're my girlfren..
that time i didnt fight back for ur rights cause wanna know why?
cause they just gonna kept quiet all the way and let us kept talking and talking.
in the end, they will made fun of us, being sarcastic and saying "oh thank you" or "yes go on, anymore to say?" or "go ahead".
they just being sarcastic isnt it? i want u to stop cause they will made u or us like this..
they will just kept on making u talk and talk while they just dont even bother, isnt it?
please..understand it. i telling u to stop cause they already making that kind of way.
and i dont wanna make u kept typing and typing...cause they just let u typing it while they gonna laugh at u..think about it honey..
i trying to say this but u wouldnt let me. i wanna explain but i cant.
ever since we being together, i already put hs5 or not important stuffs aside..
hs5 just somehow kept ruining our life, our relationship tearing apart u know..
i didnt blame at u..i didnt said u making things worst..no i didnt..
when did i said it hun? when? didnt i told u before? i have no intension of putting blame at u?
i already promised it didnt i? and yet that promised still kept it safely in my heart.
im not saying that i am not admitting it or something..but this is the fact..
i didnt even said it..
right now i just dont felt like playing hs5 somehow..as it just tearing me apart now and then..
why hun..why is it hard to trust me?
i apologize for saying something bad about mei..i already apologize to her yesterday night.
i already did. but please, the reason i didnt fight back with u the other time cause i dont want us to drag it so long while they just gonna laugh at us, being sarcastic.
just now u said there's sadness in u..either the guild, frens or me?
i dont know hun..i just dont know..i always done things for u, for us, for the better not worst.
now i just felt a great loss..just like lost the other half of me inside..
like..living body without the soul..?
like...a heart with a hole in it..?
after u read this, i not sure what else u gonna think and do about it hun..
i cant predict it anymore..im fighting right now, for us, for our love.
i dont want to put to an end just like this..just because of this simple game? isnt it?
just because of this game and guild and we're tearing ourself apart in the reality world?
all i want now is to have peaceful, loving journey with u..with u to move on..
i dont want to hold back anymore..i dont want us to stuck in a rough surface journey..
i want to have a blissful life like u had it before..as i never had it in my life..
not even once..haiz.
because of u..because of us..im able to move on, we able to move on..
i able to work/study so hard, able to be so independant..
no matter how hard or easy, i love having u here hun..im happy..im glad..
no more words i could say now..just...
i love you..and misses you so much..
I need you, Like a heart need a beat
Labels: why..
11:56 PM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
please be ok..
hun. thank god there's someone helped you. i cant believe what's going on with him.
he's so close with you yet he didn't give a damn about what happening to you.
such a heartless human being.
sorry i cant do much this morning, if i had transport i already help you hun.
now you gotten the medicine, you gotten the panadols.
please, eat well and rest well. don't do too much activity for the time being.
once you recover and getting better, then you can start your activity back.
for the meantime, just have more rest, and don't forget to take the medicine.
if you need anything like food or whatever, call me up kays? i'll try and get it for you.
wish you'll recover as soon as possible hun. i don't wanna see you suffer like this.
for him, he'll get what he deserve one day. retribution will be made. but not by human beings.
cold-blooded heartless human..
he's so close with you yet he didn't give a damn about what happening to you.
such a heartless human being.
sorry i cant do much this morning, if i had transport i already help you hun.
now you gotten the medicine, you gotten the panadols.
please, eat well and rest well. don't do too much activity for the time being.
once you recover and getting better, then you can start your activity back.
for the meantime, just have more rest, and don't forget to take the medicine.
if you need anything like food or whatever, call me up kays? i'll try and get it for you.
wish you'll recover as soon as possible hun. i don't wanna see you suffer like this.
for him, he'll get what he deserve one day. retribution will be made. but not by human beings.
cold-blooded heartless human..
Labels: hun...get well soon..
2:05 PM
Starting of Dec..
RazerRainyuki.Starting of the month of December, it's great and lively. Everything went smoothly and not even a single error or bad occurs.
1st of December..
Gone out to TheCathay to watch movie called Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
After hun bought the tickets, we off to have our "Dinner" while waiting for the movie to screen.
Forgot what's the name of the place but hun took the pictures of the food we ordered.
I remembered she ordered the Salmon fish and mine was the Dory fish.
Side dish of fried mushroom and the only dessert was Tiramisu.
We ate, we talked about stuffs, laughing around and yes, we love the food there.
The total price of it was $69.90. Then I'll just paid it up everything.
Still, it cost a bomb for me as i never ate something till that kind of price before. lols =.="
Afterwards, walked around P.S, then bought ourselves the HS5 Couple prepaid card.
It cost $44.20, so each of us came out $22.10, and there goes another bucks of mine.
Once we bought and walked around and the movie about to start, we head back to TheCathay.
Lols.
We kinda rush there as hun said the movie start at 7.15pm.
But somehow, when reached there, it actually started at 7.50pm. dotts~
Didn't check the ticket properly..>.<" kena tricked by hun again. hahs.
So while waiting, sit around there, talking and checking out the prepaid cards, and then Snap Snap Snap~ took lots and lots of pictures.
Around the time of 7.49pm, we head to the ticket counter and at last able to get in and watched the show.
The movie ends at around 9.30pm+ I think..
and it was great, hilarious, and dramatic and romance...? lols.
Then, we off to have a walk and chit chat...
before going to the city hall mrt, we had a short drink at starbucks..
So few mins later we off to the mrt.
In the mrt, hun gotten a phonecall, meeting someone to have a supper.
So halfway of our journey back home, she alighted one of the station and there she goes~
It's a great and lovely day we spent together, and yes, will not forget that moment.
Just now, we're gone out awhile with hun, meimei and her boi..
4 of us met at bugis, spent time together, look for stuffs and everything..
till late night we got home.
and yeah. 4 person ate a 1 Whole Lobster..lols. my first taste of lobster anyway.
and that 1st lobster i ate was bought by hun. hahas. thanks a lot ^^"
tasty and delicious..maybe if i have extra money, we go eat again.
but only 2 people can? >.<"
think till here only i update...need to study awhile, having my exams later on at 10.30am.
1st of December..
Gone out to TheCathay to watch movie called Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
After hun bought the tickets, we off to have our "Dinner" while waiting for the movie to screen.
Forgot what's the name of the place but hun took the pictures of the food we ordered.
I remembered she ordered the Salmon fish and mine was the Dory fish.
Side dish of fried mushroom and the only dessert was Tiramisu.
We ate, we talked about stuffs, laughing around and yes, we love the food there.
The total price of it was $69.90. Then I'll just paid it up everything.
Still, it cost a bomb for me as i never ate something till that kind of price before. lols =.="
Afterwards, walked around P.S, then bought ourselves the HS5 Couple prepaid card.
It cost $44.20, so each of us came out $22.10, and there goes another bucks of mine.
Once we bought and walked around and the movie about to start, we head back to TheCathay.
Lols.
We kinda rush there as hun said the movie start at 7.15pm.
But somehow, when reached there, it actually started at 7.50pm. dotts~
Didn't check the ticket properly..>.<" kena tricked by hun again. hahs.
So while waiting, sit around there, talking and checking out the prepaid cards, and then Snap Snap Snap~ took lots and lots of pictures.
Around the time of 7.49pm, we head to the ticket counter and at last able to get in and watched the show.
The movie ends at around 9.30pm+ I think..
and it was great, hilarious, and dramatic and romance...? lols.
Then, we off to have a walk and chit chat...
before going to the city hall mrt, we had a short drink at starbucks..
So few mins later we off to the mrt.
In the mrt, hun gotten a phonecall, meeting someone to have a supper.
So halfway of our journey back home, she alighted one of the station and there she goes~
It's a great and lovely day we spent together, and yes, will not forget that moment.
Just now, we're gone out awhile with hun, meimei and her boi..
4 of us met at bugis, spent time together, look for stuffs and everything..
till late night we got home.
and yeah. 4 person ate a 1 Whole Lobster..lols. my first taste of lobster anyway.
and that 1st lobster i ate was bought by hun. hahas. thanks a lot ^^"
tasty and delicious..maybe if i have extra money, we go eat again.
but only 2 people can? >.<"
think till here only i update...need to study awhile, having my exams later on at 10.30am.
Labels: starting of the month...lovely.
1:31 AM
Monday, December 1, 2008
Settle..
things might have settle down..
everything have been said..
just made me speechless yet my feelings towards you still as strong as before..
history wont repeat itself..i already promised on that.
we'll be moving on together smoothly..
as you're still my precious honey..
my love is still strong towards you..
dont ever think the other way around..
as i wont leave you by my side..
i always stand by your side no matter how hard it is..
i dont give up. you dont give up.
we dont give up as it's not in our dictionary.
i'll always be there for you honey..always..
i love you..and missing you badly.
take care..sleep well..and goodnight.
we'll be seeing each other later on. i promised.
everything have been said..
just made me speechless yet my feelings towards you still as strong as before..
history wont repeat itself..i already promised on that.
we'll be moving on together smoothly..
as you're still my precious honey..
my love is still strong towards you..
dont ever think the other way around..
as i wont leave you by my side..
i always stand by your side no matter how hard it is..
i dont give up. you dont give up.
we dont give up as it's not in our dictionary.
i'll always be there for you honey..always..
i love you..and missing you badly.
take care..sleep well..and goodnight.
we'll be seeing each other later on. i promised.
Labels: I.L.Y
4:34 AM
hopes..
okok. conversation always ended up argument in msn..
i dont know if we think that both of us taking so seriously at our talking or what cause in msn we never know how's the person talk with their reaction right?
some sayings, thinks we're cant tolerate it or get pissed off with it.
but it's always been better if having a conversation together outside, face to face. as we can see with their reaction and understand it.
so yeah...just another argument few moments ago..
always noticed, everytime we have conversation ended up like this..
but when we're face to face, seems just fine and agreed with one another..
maybe we're being far apart for too long..
we didnt spend too much time together as before during the month of November..
that's why both of us might have lots of disagreement and communication break down..?
hopefully by today, the month of December, everything will be back as usual.
as the 1st month we're being together..
come on hun, let's start the new month without any bad happenings..
as we know, we always co-operate and understand each other well..
looking forward to the movie u know..hope wont have another cancellation?
everything i said is trying to help u, not to turn the other way around..
if not, u want me to just keep quiet all the way? in the end later u Might think im not co-operative or dont care or bother u right?
if i said sensitive things, i apologize for it...
it's a new month. let's just forget about the bad things and write a good, new story for us..?
New month, New story to write. and be happy together as before..
like i said, no matter what, im still loving u as always..
no matter how hard it is, im still glad, happy and love having u here. and always still standing by your side no matters what happen between us. as i wont giving up.
remember hun? "Giving Up is not in Our Dictionary"
i love you.
i dont know if we think that both of us taking so seriously at our talking or what cause in msn we never know how's the person talk with their reaction right?
some sayings, thinks we're cant tolerate it or get pissed off with it.
but it's always been better if having a conversation together outside, face to face. as we can see with their reaction and understand it.
so yeah...just another argument few moments ago..
always noticed, everytime we have conversation ended up like this..
but when we're face to face, seems just fine and agreed with one another..
maybe we're being far apart for too long..
we didnt spend too much time together as before during the month of November..
that's why both of us might have lots of disagreement and communication break down..?
hopefully by today, the month of December, everything will be back as usual.
as the 1st month we're being together..
come on hun, let's start the new month without any bad happenings..
as we know, we always co-operate and understand each other well..
looking forward to the movie u know..hope wont have another cancellation?
everything i said is trying to help u, not to turn the other way around..
if not, u want me to just keep quiet all the way? in the end later u Might think im not co-operative or dont care or bother u right?
if i said sensitive things, i apologize for it...
it's a new month. let's just forget about the bad things and write a good, new story for us..?
New month, New story to write. and be happy together as before..
like i said, no matter what, im still loving u as always..
no matter how hard it is, im still glad, happy and love having u here. and always still standing by your side no matters what happen between us. as i wont giving up.
remember hun? "Giving Up is not in Our Dictionary"
i love you.
Labels: new month..new story to write..
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