Friday, October 31, 2008
friday...
what a day.
woke up at 11am with my blur face.
nothing to do, first thing in the morn, mum asked to go buy lunch for her.
since i got nothing better to do, then i agreed and go off.
in the afternoon, clean up the whole house, wipe my cupboard mirror, practice my piano.
and yeah. thats all.
till 5pm waited honey to come.
today she'll came back from her vacation
while waiting for her arrival, gone off to admiralty and pasar malam.
buy food and do some banking stuffs.
sms honey here and there, then she said she not coming..
awww, how sad i am just now. lols.
and somehow i felt something not right? hahs.
oh well..
around 5.40pm+ i think..
sms honey i got home, then she said ok, go open door got surprise..
errr...? was she wanna shocked me or something?
open door, see got nothing. sms her, what is it..?
few mins later, she appeared infront of my...door?
lols. mum also shocked.
saw her, wah, so relieved, she's back with nothing bad happen.
and first thing saw her big bag, like wah, dont have bigger bag? hahs.
first thing she came in, brought out all the stuffs she bought for us.
mum gotten, perfume and kuih lapis.
i gotten a t-shirt and...errr..doraemon toy boat? errr...haha.
the t-shirt shocked me sia, cause i changed my blog in "Music Is My Life"
then when i looked at the t-shirt she bought it, its the same caption. lols!
i was like, speechless for the moment? then told her isnt this the same as my blog?
she even told me, "yah i know, that time i checked your blog also i shocked."
hahs. erm, so whats this called? "Telecommunication" ? >.<"
so yah, honey go straight into my room and go rest.
she so tired ba, lil bro wanna go to her, too bad he cant.
hahs. then i got to entertain my lil bro >.<"
took so long for him to go sleep. haiz. i can die leh. lol
so errr..thats all for today's update.
thanks honey for the things u bought for us.
really appriciated it.
and next time go buy your things first rather than me.
if not u cant get the thing that u want. okokok?
hahas. appriciated lots. muacks~
woke up at 11am with my blur face.
nothing to do, first thing in the morn, mum asked to go buy lunch for her.
since i got nothing better to do, then i agreed and go off.
in the afternoon, clean up the whole house, wipe my cupboard mirror, practice my piano.
and yeah. thats all.
till 5pm waited honey to come.
today she'll came back from her vacation
while waiting for her arrival, gone off to admiralty and pasar malam.
buy food and do some banking stuffs.
sms honey here and there, then she said she not coming..
awww, how sad i am just now. lols.
and somehow i felt something not right? hahs.
oh well..
around 5.40pm+ i think..
sms honey i got home, then she said ok, go open door got surprise..
errr...? was she wanna shocked me or something?
open door, see got nothing. sms her, what is it..?
few mins later, she appeared infront of my...door?
lols. mum also shocked.
saw her, wah, so relieved, she's back with nothing bad happen.
and first thing saw her big bag, like wah, dont have bigger bag? hahs.
first thing she came in, brought out all the stuffs she bought for us.
mum gotten, perfume and kuih lapis.
i gotten a t-shirt and...errr..doraemon toy boat? errr...haha.
the t-shirt shocked me sia, cause i changed my blog in "Music Is My Life"
then when i looked at the t-shirt she bought it, its the same caption. lols!
i was like, speechless for the moment? then told her isnt this the same as my blog?
she even told me, "yah i know, that time i checked your blog also i shocked."
hahs. erm, so whats this called? "Telecommunication" ? >.<"
so yah, honey go straight into my room and go rest.
she so tired ba, lil bro wanna go to her, too bad he cant.
hahs. then i got to entertain my lil bro >.<"
took so long for him to go sleep. haiz. i can die leh. lol
so errr..thats all for today's update.
thanks honey for the things u bought for us.
really appriciated it.
and next time go buy your things first rather than me.
if not u cant get the thing that u want. okokok?
hahas. appriciated lots. muacks~
10:32 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Thursday...
Phew...came back from Library.
Gone out to library with sab & mirul again.
as time pass by, im getting bored at home. like there's nothing else to do anymore.
school work getting more and more.
assignments coming in even more.
By tonight need to send in the powerpoint,
by tuesday need to show 3 Logo Designs, by sketch,
by thursday need to give in the Bouncing Ball & Logo of 3D Max assignment.
IT Essentials, module 9, not yet completed the questions.
wow, what a lot of work need to do.
and i cancelled my piano lesson tomorrow, since it didnt bring any good if there's lesson cause this week i didnt even practice. im so sorry teacher, hopefully by next week i will play the exam piece better.
1 more day honey will be back.
hopefully things will be better.
and i will be better.
now getting stress, getting pressure by all this works around me.
and i got to start looking for work too?
for weekends as i need money also.
cant always depend on school allowance.
as it's not enough for me.
haiz. what a tiring month isnt it?
Gone out to library with sab & mirul again.
as time pass by, im getting bored at home. like there's nothing else to do anymore.
school work getting more and more.
assignments coming in even more.
By tonight need to send in the powerpoint,
by tuesday need to show 3 Logo Designs, by sketch,
by thursday need to give in the Bouncing Ball & Logo of 3D Max assignment.
IT Essentials, module 9, not yet completed the questions.
wow, what a lot of work need to do.
and i cancelled my piano lesson tomorrow, since it didnt bring any good if there's lesson cause this week i didnt even practice. im so sorry teacher, hopefully by next week i will play the exam piece better.
1 more day honey will be back.
hopefully things will be better.
and i will be better.
now getting stress, getting pressure by all this works around me.
and i got to start looking for work too?
for weekends as i need money also.
cant always depend on school allowance.
as it's not enough for me.
haiz. what a tiring month isnt it?
Labels: exhausted...
10:10 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
updated~
lots of updates around my blog.
changed back into normal html template.
so i could easily edits all kind of html inside.
but still bothering me about the cursors. urgh.
those who use IE will encounter some problems with the scripts.
so the only way to read my blog is using firefox. hahs. sorry.
alright, changes my themes, cursors, jukebox, links and cravings.
2nd day of not eating rice for 1month.
still got 28days to go. hopefully i will loose weight and get the target that i want.
hopefully by next week i could get myself a basketball to play. lols.
now stuck with insufficient money, pay hasnt got in yet.
haiz. damn ite, took so long to give us the pay?
last few hours ago while updating my blog,
i gotten a surprise call from honey.
the number that showed me was like, 15 numbers long.
lol, shocked me to death for the moment.
when i picked up the phone, i was speechless to know that the voice of honey.
aww, how touched she called me during her vacation.
on friday she'll be back, she told me she want to get something for mum?
erm, wasnt sure about that but really appreciate for what she done.
tomorrow and long hours of school.
haiz, how i wished the time of my class will be shorter than usual.
monday to thursday class ends after 6pm.
its killing me, even office hour not even like this.
but good thing is, friday no lesson, so no need to come school.
erm, and i think i got to cancel this week piano lesson?
cause this week i didnt even touch my piano.
and if my piano teacher come on friday, i going to be kill. >.<"
god, give me strength for this few days of hardworks.
hopefully the new month will be less of pressure and stress.
till here i blog.
changed back into normal html template.
so i could easily edits all kind of html inside.
but still bothering me about the cursors. urgh.
those who use IE will encounter some problems with the scripts.
so the only way to read my blog is using firefox. hahs. sorry.
alright, changes my themes, cursors, jukebox, links and cravings.
2nd day of not eating rice for 1month.
still got 28days to go. hopefully i will loose weight and get the target that i want.
hopefully by next week i could get myself a basketball to play. lols.
now stuck with insufficient money, pay hasnt got in yet.
haiz. damn ite, took so long to give us the pay?
last few hours ago while updating my blog,
i gotten a surprise call from honey.
the number that showed me was like, 15 numbers long.
lol, shocked me to death for the moment.
when i picked up the phone, i was speechless to know that the voice of honey.
aww, how touched she called me during her vacation.
on friday she'll be back, she told me she want to get something for mum?
erm, wasnt sure about that but really appreciate for what she done.
tomorrow and long hours of school.
haiz, how i wished the time of my class will be shorter than usual.
monday to thursday class ends after 6pm.
its killing me, even office hour not even like this.
but good thing is, friday no lesson, so no need to come school.
erm, and i think i got to cancel this week piano lesson?
cause this week i didnt even touch my piano.
and if my piano teacher come on friday, i going to be kill. >.<"
god, give me strength for this few days of hardworks.
hopefully the new month will be less of pressure and stress.
till here i blog.
Labels: updating of blog..
10:36 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
lols. hurting myself..
hmm...hurting myself?
nah, hurting for fun. lols
not hurting because of anyone lah, no worries.
not really hurting myself lah. lols.
erm, just now on the way to school
so bored like killing me, so blast my mp3
erm, max volume level is 30, using dNse, the equaliser, which making it even louder.
using earpiece, not headsphone. and yeah.
once reached at school like 1hr 30 mins later, i off my mp3, wah siao.
my ears gone deaf for like, few mins? cant hear a thing at all.
lols. crazy right me? hahs.
then today is the first day of "Starving" myself. hahs.
still got 29 days more to go.
"Starving" as in didnt eat rice at all, lols. go diet again ba.
hmm...now in library, nothing to do, blogging first. chatting.
then afterwards go do my school stuffs.
later at 8.45pm going off from library, then go ahead to macdonalds with 2 of my friends here.
so will be back home around, 11pm or so?
sian lah, felt like not going home for the moment.
so ok lah, one of my fren wanna use my lappy awhile leh..haix >.<"
*outs*
nah, hurting for fun. lols
not hurting because of anyone lah, no worries.
not really hurting myself lah. lols.
erm, just now on the way to school
so bored like killing me, so blast my mp3
erm, max volume level is 30, using dNse, the equaliser, which making it even louder.
using earpiece, not headsphone. and yeah.
once reached at school like 1hr 30 mins later, i off my mp3, wah siao.
my ears gone deaf for like, few mins? cant hear a thing at all.
lols. crazy right me? hahs.
then today is the first day of "Starving" myself. hahs.
still got 29 days more to go.
"Starving" as in didnt eat rice at all, lols. go diet again ba.
hmm...now in library, nothing to do, blogging first. chatting.
then afterwards go do my school stuffs.
later at 8.45pm going off from library, then go ahead to macdonalds with 2 of my friends here.
so will be back home around, 11pm or so?
sian lah, felt like not going home for the moment.
so ok lah, one of my fren wanna use my lappy awhile leh..haix >.<"
*outs*
7:13 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
Changes and more changes
lots of things happened huh?
i wanna predict again this time round, what will things be after this week? after this month?
and i think, i gonna changed my looks again?
lets see, grow taller and starve myself again. lols
go get new basketball then everynight play basketball.
starve myself....erm, just eat bread everyday?
like 1 month didnt eat rice, damn shiok sia.
loss weight anyway. lol. good experiment isnt it?
crazy stuff i done. but still, im alive, if im dead, i tell u all, no worries.
oh and now im bloggin on my new lappy.
can just brought it out here and there, blogging at my living room.
hahs, watching tv and blogging. lols.
okok, being childish now. but seriously i loss my mood anyway.
someone said, "eh, stop being serious lah"
erm, being serious is a good thing right?
if not people always think we didnt take it seriously. haiz.
later make jokes, laugh around, people comment we like childish?
so, whose complaining now? us or them?
hopefully today will be able to meet honey?
few more days and everything gonna change.
and yah, need to get the lappy mouse from her >.<"
since i no mouse for lappy, buy it from her then.
better to give her money rather than giving money at shop.
hahas. silly me.
i wanna predict again this time round, what will things be after this week? after this month?
and i think, i gonna changed my looks again?
lets see, grow taller and starve myself again. lols
go get new basketball then everynight play basketball.
starve myself....erm, just eat bread everyday?
like 1 month didnt eat rice, damn shiok sia.
loss weight anyway. lol. good experiment isnt it?
crazy stuff i done. but still, im alive, if im dead, i tell u all, no worries.
oh and now im bloggin on my new lappy.
can just brought it out here and there, blogging at my living room.
hahs, watching tv and blogging. lols.
okok, being childish now. but seriously i loss my mood anyway.
someone said, "eh, stop being serious lah"
erm, being serious is a good thing right?
if not people always think we didnt take it seriously. haiz.
later make jokes, laugh around, people comment we like childish?
so, whose complaining now? us or them?
hopefully today will be able to meet honey?
few more days and everything gonna change.
and yah, need to get the lappy mouse from her >.<"
since i no mouse for lappy, buy it from her then.
better to give her money rather than giving money at shop.
hahas. silly me.
Labels: changes~
8:21 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
........
i think for the moment, this will be the last post.
then afterward there will be lots of changes around.
for the time being, its time to clear my mind
and do what must be...done?
going off now cause having class at 8.30am
and what uhh...going MIA for 2 days?
lol.
no lah, anything can just beep or ring my handphone.
till here i post.
farewell & goodbye~
p.s: ily.
then afterward there will be lots of changes around.
for the time being, its time to clear my mind
and do what must be...done?
going off now cause having class at 8.30am
and what uhh...going MIA for 2 days?
lol.
no lah, anything can just beep or ring my handphone.
till here i post.
farewell & goodbye~
p.s: ily.
6:44 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Lyrics...rap...Hiphop...music
O level exam started for Evergreen secondary.
all the best for my homie.
hopefully after the exams we go focus on our music industry?
before the new need for speed game comes out, we need to finish up our lyrics, our rap.
what happen to the other 2?
i know one of them having NS, haiz. maybe he will get back with us. errr, the next 2 years? lol, wtf.
What about another one guy?
where he gone missing? >.<"
1 of our songs done, left 2 more to finish it up?
its quite a long time i havent finish up my "raindrops" beat.
lols, almost forget about it.
Sorry bro, too much things to settle till i forgot to finish up our beat.
but i will get back to that beat after we done with our 2 songs?
Taking Out The show, The Only One, Raindrops and another one doesnt have any title yet. lols.
let's have faith and believe that we will accomplish our dreams in the future...?
My dream...?
to perform infront of the whole crowd, having our crew be one of the top local songs.
and go everywhere people heard our songs, by "Boom Squad"
to perform my rock band at gigs, compose songs and perform at rock concert.
and make one of our own album.
and last, to perform my piano by using a grand piano on a grand stage.
try and get my diploma in my piano too.
pray and hope my dreams do come true.
everything in my life is about music.
music here, music there.
compose own songs, making own hiphop beat.
making techno songs. do own arrangement in piano pieces
rocking out cover songs, composing rock songs.
people encourage us, encourage me to go for it.
music is in my blood. dont ever loose this dream, this hope, this experienced and skills.
all the best for my homie.
hopefully after the exams we go focus on our music industry?
before the new need for speed game comes out, we need to finish up our lyrics, our rap.
what happen to the other 2?
i know one of them having NS, haiz. maybe he will get back with us. errr, the next 2 years? lol, wtf.
What about another one guy?
where he gone missing? >.<"
1 of our songs done, left 2 more to finish it up?
its quite a long time i havent finish up my "raindrops" beat.
lols, almost forget about it.
Sorry bro, too much things to settle till i forgot to finish up our beat.
but i will get back to that beat after we done with our 2 songs?
Taking Out The show, The Only One, Raindrops and another one doesnt have any title yet. lols.
let's have faith and believe that we will accomplish our dreams in the future...?
My dream...?
to perform infront of the whole crowd, having our crew be one of the top local songs.
and go everywhere people heard our songs, by "Boom Squad"
to perform my rock band at gigs, compose songs and perform at rock concert.
and make one of our own album.
and last, to perform my piano by using a grand piano on a grand stage.
try and get my diploma in my piano too.
pray and hope my dreams do come true.
everything in my life is about music.
music here, music there.
compose own songs, making own hiphop beat.
making techno songs. do own arrangement in piano pieces
rocking out cover songs, composing rock songs.
people encourage us, encourage me to go for it.
music is in my blood. dont ever loose this dream, this hope, this experienced and skills.
5:37 AM
change here and there
Lols.
I just kept thinking of her before going bath.
then suddenly received an sms from her few mins ago.
funny.
hahs.
now eating grapes and drinking honey's drink?
that time she left it behind
err what flavour arh...Water Chestnut & Sugar Cane drink.
memories left behind.
haiz~
what the hell...
sssh.
early in the morning go emo.
siao liao.
nevermind drop topic.
now time change for me.
need to be "Burung Hantu"
since my time now so squeezy.
so come back from school like about 7-8pm
go bath, go practice piano till 10pm
then around that time go sleep.
early in the morning go wake up like 3-4am?
before going school go rest awhile..
haiz. what to do.
thats the only time i can do my stuffs..
boring~~~
I just kept thinking of her before going bath.
then suddenly received an sms from her few mins ago.
funny.
hahs.
now eating grapes and drinking honey's drink?
that time she left it behind
err what flavour arh...Water Chestnut & Sugar Cane drink.
memories left behind.
haiz~
what the hell...
sssh.
early in the morning go emo.
siao liao.
nevermind drop topic.
now time change for me.
need to be "Burung Hantu"
since my time now so squeezy.
so come back from school like about 7-8pm
go bath, go practice piano till 10pm
then around that time go sleep.
early in the morning go wake up like 3-4am?
before going school go rest awhile..
haiz. what to do.
thats the only time i can do my stuffs..
boring~~~
4:10 AM
Early in the morning...
Errr...
what to say.
damn i speechless already.
haiz~
nevermind. go cold bath first.
maybe felt better.
brb~
what to say.
damn i speechless already.
haiz~
nevermind. go cold bath first.
maybe felt better.
brb~
3:41 AM
Monday, October 20, 2008
what the hell...
haiz. now just realised, im a invisible wall am i?
no one even like, fucking care me?
like as if im talking alone, like as if im nothing at here.
so, nevermind lah, let me be invisible wall then.
and its a good thing anyway right?
no one cares, no one even bothers bout me.
yah, all alone. haiz =.="
oh god, u made me a invisible wall this time round izit?
just wanna test my patience and how far can i go?
being responsible, being all alone with no one care with?
all busy with their own stuffs, laughing around, having fun
while me? just sitting here infront of the computer, thinking lots of things in my mind
all alone. walking together with them, just left me behind like im a stranger to them.
talk with me, just a short word by word. if like that better dont talk to me lorh.
why bother.
last past times, absorb all sadness and sorrows from friends and love ones.
with no one to care with.
being fear of myself all along. and hunted by shadows all around me.
now? being an invisible wall?
things just gotten better and better. oh i cant wait for my life to end.
just have to wait till the time comes.
haiz, go emo now in school.? lols.
blasting songs from my mp3.
taken lunch already at noon, so till night i just gonna starve myself lah.
not gonna eat anything.
if i faint, good thing yah. if worried, come see me at home.
if kena hospitalized as before, just come visit in hospital lorh.
but who cares, no one wanna bother me what..
haiz haiz haiz~~
eh by the way, im tired of haiz-ing. hahs.
i siao already, dont care me please?
no one even like, fucking care me?
like as if im talking alone, like as if im nothing at here.
so, nevermind lah, let me be invisible wall then.
and its a good thing anyway right?
no one cares, no one even bothers bout me.
yah, all alone. haiz =.="
oh god, u made me a invisible wall this time round izit?
just wanna test my patience and how far can i go?
being responsible, being all alone with no one care with?
all busy with their own stuffs, laughing around, having fun
while me? just sitting here infront of the computer, thinking lots of things in my mind
all alone. walking together with them, just left me behind like im a stranger to them.
talk with me, just a short word by word. if like that better dont talk to me lorh.
why bother.
last past times, absorb all sadness and sorrows from friends and love ones.
with no one to care with.
being fear of myself all along. and hunted by shadows all around me.
now? being an invisible wall?
things just gotten better and better. oh i cant wait for my life to end.
just have to wait till the time comes.
haiz, go emo now in school.? lols.
blasting songs from my mp3.
taken lunch already at noon, so till night i just gonna starve myself lah.
not gonna eat anything.
if i faint, good thing yah. if worried, come see me at home.
if kena hospitalized as before, just come visit in hospital lorh.
but who cares, no one wanna bother me what..
haiz haiz haiz~~
eh by the way, im tired of haiz-ing. hahs.
i siao already, dont care me please?
3:36 PM
in school..
dear blog,
now is LLA lesson, all bout lifeskill. lols. stupid lesson.
lame lah. can sleep, can play, can do whatever things we want.
IT Essential lesson, do some revision, luckily i focus awhile cause
subject something to do with decimals and binary number? lols.
maths language. hahs.
one of my friend go meet his gf during breaktime
till now then few mins later he came back class brought in a cake. o.O"
wah. so good, gf bought for him cake sia. they not even yet 1 month of anniversary?
lols. all the best for both of you.
before gone to school just now, chat with honey..
talking about raining days. lols.
we want heavy rain later?
so i go check the sky awhile, erm at 8am+ right just now?
told her will have heavy rain erm, starting at 10.30am or 11am.
then just now starting at 11am, it started to rain here, at simei.
but not sure if at CCK also rain.
few mins later heavy rain, i just thinking and thinking and suddenly fall asleep.
its so cold and raining heavily outside, while sleeping still can heard the downpour.
class ends at 11.45am, i go out from class, the heavy rain getting lesser and lesser and sooner it stopped. lols =.="
today, i think gone home after 6pm?
mum said there still leftovers of the Mee Rebus, as yesterday only a few visitors came.
she told me to ask if honey still want the mee rebus or not.
not sure if honey want to go eat at night or something..?
how come this few days i just felt something not right?
like there's something bothering me? pestering me?
not really sure what is it, maybe sooner or later i will find out arh.
oh and the bad news is, i just found out tomorrow is my class test.
like what the fuck? i didnt know a thing then suddenly out of the blue told me tomorrow got test.
haiz =.=" what else can i do.
go chiong my module later at home, hopefully the academic website is able to go in.
if not, no idea how to revise.
just go pray lah at home.
hopefully able to score well or something.
damn it. shocked me for the moment after i heard the news. =.="
so tomorrow come school at 11.30am.
now nothing else to do, while waiting till class end at 4pm, i chatting with honey.
haiz..~
now is LLA lesson, all bout lifeskill. lols. stupid lesson.
lame lah. can sleep, can play, can do whatever things we want.
IT Essential lesson, do some revision, luckily i focus awhile cause
subject something to do with decimals and binary number? lols.
maths language. hahs.
one of my friend go meet his gf during breaktime
till now then few mins later he came back class brought in a cake. o.O"
wah. so good, gf bought for him cake sia. they not even yet 1 month of anniversary?
lols. all the best for both of you.
before gone to school just now, chat with honey..
talking about raining days. lols.
we want heavy rain later?
so i go check the sky awhile, erm at 8am+ right just now?
told her will have heavy rain erm, starting at 10.30am or 11am.
then just now starting at 11am, it started to rain here, at simei.
but not sure if at CCK also rain.
few mins later heavy rain, i just thinking and thinking and suddenly fall asleep.
its so cold and raining heavily outside, while sleeping still can heard the downpour.
class ends at 11.45am, i go out from class, the heavy rain getting lesser and lesser and sooner it stopped. lols =.="
today, i think gone home after 6pm?
mum said there still leftovers of the Mee Rebus, as yesterday only a few visitors came.
she told me to ask if honey still want the mee rebus or not.
not sure if honey want to go eat at night or something..?
how come this few days i just felt something not right?
like there's something bothering me? pestering me?
not really sure what is it, maybe sooner or later i will find out arh.
oh and the bad news is, i just found out tomorrow is my class test.
like what the fuck? i didnt know a thing then suddenly out of the blue told me tomorrow got test.
haiz =.=" what else can i do.
go chiong my module later at home, hopefully the academic website is able to go in.
if not, no idea how to revise.
just go pray lah at home.
hopefully able to score well or something.
damn it. shocked me for the moment after i heard the news. =.="
so tomorrow come school at 11.30am.
now nothing else to do, while waiting till class end at 4pm, i chatting with honey.
haiz..~
2:50 PM
blog in the morning
i woke up already, just finished playing hs5 with honey.
woke up at 3.36am, honey message me, so yah, she woke me up anyway.
but doesnt matter lah and nothing to sorry about.
after i woke up, straight went to on computer, then see honey by webcam.
glad i could see and talk with her.
play viwawa with 3 ppl include honey, one is pika and another one is someone i not sure.
freaking game, Groword, new viwawa game.
giving us brain damage or brainstorming. >.<"
nevermind anyways.
afterwards nothing to do so me and honey go hs5 lorh.
while playing gone to battle room, then go try out reverse key.
siao liao, 3 reverse key at once. not used to it but managed to get high scores?
honey try and see her reaction like wanna faint like that.
surely you can play one, if people can, and i can, why cant you right?
believe in it. but anyway, its just a game.
now honey go bed i think and i having lesson later on.
stupid lessons, i totally dislike the new lecturer.
didnt teach but talk so much, lecturing and torturing.
can even fall asleep lah while listening.
and i having this..weired confusing feeling?
nah, nothing to talk about it.
better just shut my mouth up
speaking bout shut my mouth up, lols, yesterday? right?
got err, disagreement between me and honey.
haiz, nevermind, i dont really wanna talk too much bout it.
and i didnt willingly to goes on and having disagreement.
if not things will be bad or worst? and will have arguement? so just kept myself shut.
cause i surely know what will things be if keep on going and didnt stop.
so, she were like asked me go bed afterwards?
then i just go lorh, rather than disagree again.
told everyone already, i dont want argue or disagree with my love ones.
cause i know things will be bad.
haiz, lots of consequences and retribution around me.
god giving me test of endurance? test of patience?
who knows. every little wrong things i done, surely in the end i gotten a worst or a bad time.
one of honey post, which something to do with this song
"We Belong Together", and yah, i surely knew that something she wrote for me.
so the post that she wrote, it touched me.
but also, having the heartache at the same time..?
just each days passed, feelings grew stronger, missing her badly and easily get jealous?
lol, what the hell im saying about jealousy?
nevermind, not gonna say anything else right now.
going cold bath to calm myself and be ready for school.
have a great day honey, hope u have a good rest too.
missing u badly.
ily.
woke up at 3.36am, honey message me, so yah, she woke me up anyway.
but doesnt matter lah and nothing to sorry about.
after i woke up, straight went to on computer, then see honey by webcam.
glad i could see and talk with her.
play viwawa with 3 ppl include honey, one is pika and another one is someone i not sure.
freaking game, Groword, new viwawa game.
giving us brain damage or brainstorming. >.<"
nevermind anyways.
afterwards nothing to do so me and honey go hs5 lorh.
while playing gone to battle room, then go try out reverse key.
siao liao, 3 reverse key at once. not used to it but managed to get high scores?
honey try and see her reaction like wanna faint like that.
surely you can play one, if people can, and i can, why cant you right?
believe in it. but anyway, its just a game.
now honey go bed i think and i having lesson later on.
stupid lessons, i totally dislike the new lecturer.
didnt teach but talk so much, lecturing and torturing.
can even fall asleep lah while listening.
and i having this..weired confusing feeling?
nah, nothing to talk about it.
better just shut my mouth up
speaking bout shut my mouth up, lols, yesterday? right?
got err, disagreement between me and honey.
haiz, nevermind, i dont really wanna talk too much bout it.
and i didnt willingly to goes on and having disagreement.
if not things will be bad or worst? and will have arguement? so just kept myself shut.
cause i surely know what will things be if keep on going and didnt stop.
so, she were like asked me go bed afterwards?
then i just go lorh, rather than disagree again.
told everyone already, i dont want argue or disagree with my love ones.
cause i know things will be bad.
haiz, lots of consequences and retribution around me.
god giving me test of endurance? test of patience?
who knows. every little wrong things i done, surely in the end i gotten a worst or a bad time.
one of honey post, which something to do with this song
"We Belong Together", and yah, i surely knew that something she wrote for me.
so the post that she wrote, it touched me.
but also, having the heartache at the same time..?
just each days passed, feelings grew stronger, missing her badly and easily get jealous?
lol, what the hell im saying about jealousy?
nevermind, not gonna say anything else right now.
going cold bath to calm myself and be ready for school.
have a great day honey, hope u have a good rest too.
missing u badly.
ily.
7:00 AM
bored..
boredesome kills me.
now was like only 12.05am, i felt like it was already 1-2am.
this few days time flies quite slow?
i wanna do my IT Essentials revision but then the internet website to go revise cant get in.
maybe thats why lecturer asked us to get the folder from them that time.
shit, if i knew i should have taken from him.
tomorrow school already, lesser chance to meet honey?
only able to meet at night.? haish. so bored.
maybe just make it as every friday come my house? lols!
since friday no school.
now just finished playing highstreet 5. 12.15am already.
what else wanna do now...
everything around me just so quiet and silent.
no this, no that. nothing at all
just the sound of my keyboard typing,
the sound of my spinning fan,
the sound of the aircon blowing.
just a peace and quiet in my room.
how i wish someone is right beside me and give me hug..embrace..
haish. going off now.
maybe off to bed already..who knows.
maybe waiting for honey to ring me.
lets wait and see then...
ily.
now was like only 12.05am, i felt like it was already 1-2am.
this few days time flies quite slow?
i wanna do my IT Essentials revision but then the internet website to go revise cant get in.
maybe thats why lecturer asked us to get the folder from them that time.
shit, if i knew i should have taken from him.
tomorrow school already, lesser chance to meet honey?
only able to meet at night.? haish. so bored.
maybe just make it as every friday come my house? lols!
since friday no school.
now just finished playing highstreet 5. 12.15am already.
what else wanna do now...
everything around me just so quiet and silent.
no this, no that. nothing at all
just the sound of my keyboard typing,
the sound of my spinning fan,
the sound of the aircon blowing.
just a peace and quiet in my room.
how i wish someone is right beside me and give me hug..embrace..
haish. going off now.
maybe off to bed already..who knows.
maybe waiting for honey to ring me.
lets wait and see then...
ily.
12:08 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
going be 12.30pm
Woke up again. fall asleep while listening to honey favourite song, "We Belong Together"
repeat and repeat and repeat till i fall asleep.
now im going off to somewhere first, food that mum ordered came already.
Mee Rebus and Roti Kirai.
Mee Rebus...honey favourite dish.
mum asked to go buy grapes, so ok lorh. nothing else i can do already.
just stay home and rotten in my room the whole day today, so go out awhile then.
haiz, maybe im not going to be online for today? or the whole day or whatever lah >.<"
just not in the mood and later got lots of visitors coming to my house...?
somehow i felt like having a heartache a few moments ago, even now.
dont know why, i felt of having heartache before, during last 3-4 months ago? sorry its last 6 months.
yah, that time...seriously heartache, i just kept quiet.
who knows if im going to be dead, isnt that is better?
the feeling is like being stab and poke at my heart.
oh please, cut the crap~
so yah maybe honey and the rest wont see me online for today.
just going to have Rest In Peace time. and still, im missing honey badly..?
if cant see her online today, maybe just have a talk on the phone or sms..
see how larh, if beter just talk on the phone. miss her voice. lols.
thats all i can update...?
ily and imy lots lots lots..~
repeat and repeat and repeat till i fall asleep.
now im going off to somewhere first, food that mum ordered came already.
Mee Rebus and Roti Kirai.
Mee Rebus...honey favourite dish.
mum asked to go buy grapes, so ok lorh. nothing else i can do already.
just stay home and rotten in my room the whole day today, so go out awhile then.
haiz, maybe im not going to be online for today? or the whole day or whatever lah >.<"
just not in the mood and later got lots of visitors coming to my house...?
somehow i felt like having a heartache a few moments ago, even now.
dont know why, i felt of having heartache before, during last 3-4 months ago? sorry its last 6 months.
yah, that time...seriously heartache, i just kept quiet.
who knows if im going to be dead, isnt that is better?
the feeling is like being stab and poke at my heart.
oh please, cut the crap~
so yah maybe honey and the rest wont see me online for today.
just going to have Rest In Peace time. and still, im missing honey badly..?
if cant see her online today, maybe just have a talk on the phone or sms..
see how larh, if beter just talk on the phone. miss her voice. lols.
thats all i can update...?
ily and imy lots lots lots..~
12:27 PM
As You Wish
Life is meaningless without you
Love can be such a beautiful torture
My heart breaks as I long for you
Love can be such lovely torture
I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told of our love will never die
I've slain the most unholy things, endured such terrific pain
Finally I'll feel your caress again
I've braved the cold and lonely seas, I have prevailed against the odds
Then again...
I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told our love will never die
Will you forgive what I've done to give you four white horses?
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told our love will never die
Love can be such a beautiful torture
My heart breaks as I long for you
Love can be such lovely torture
I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told of our love will never die
I've slain the most unholy things, endured such terrific pain
Finally I'll feel your caress again
I've braved the cold and lonely seas, I have prevailed against the odds
Then again...
I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told our love will never die
Will you forgive what I've done to give you four white horses?
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told our love will never die
9:34 AM
Broad Daylight..
Woke up already, with full of things in my mind.
Woke up with headache..or giddy. spinning around.
maybe im just silly lah, think so much silly things inside my mind and i hurt myself.
what a dream just now that i gotten during my 5 hours of sleep? managed to dream bout honey.
im just missing her as much as before.
whatever happens, i just endure everything and not to show any weakness.
be a strong man~ lols.
always remembered someone said that, "Be a strong man, not to show any weakness."
hahs, silly.
i woke up at 9am which i planned to wake up, and first thing i saw on my handphone, there's 1 message.
i knew it was from honey. i just surely knew it will be her.
when i opened it, it is from her, but the message is like 2 hours ago. Haiz.
why i woke up surely 2 hours later. fuck.
but still, i replied her back although the message is 2 hours late.
didnt fail to reply her. lols.
anyway Alesana song, "The Third Temptation of Paris" and "As You Wish" piano background nice.
I wish i got the scores or notes so i could play it. I just want to play one of big pieces songs? to relieve my stress.
to relieve my stress seriously, when i play it, gonna bang and play the piano key damn hard.
The Canon In D, didnt fail to practice it. I felt like wanna make another own arrangement of Canon In D.
Nevermind we'll just see what will happen to me.
by age of 19 i should going for my Grade 8, then Diploma.
Another sentence always playing inside my mind,
"So much things but so little time."
Let's move on together.
Woke up with headache..or giddy. spinning around.
maybe im just silly lah, think so much silly things inside my mind and i hurt myself.
what a dream just now that i gotten during my 5 hours of sleep? managed to dream bout honey.
im just missing her as much as before.
whatever happens, i just endure everything and not to show any weakness.
be a strong man~ lols.
always remembered someone said that, "Be a strong man, not to show any weakness."
hahs, silly.
i woke up at 9am which i planned to wake up, and first thing i saw on my handphone, there's 1 message.
i knew it was from honey. i just surely knew it will be her.
when i opened it, it is from her, but the message is like 2 hours ago. Haiz.
why i woke up surely 2 hours later. fuck.
but still, i replied her back although the message is 2 hours late.
didnt fail to reply her. lols.
anyway Alesana song, "The Third Temptation of Paris" and "As You Wish" piano background nice.
I wish i got the scores or notes so i could play it. I just want to play one of big pieces songs? to relieve my stress.
to relieve my stress seriously, when i play it, gonna bang and play the piano key damn hard.
The Canon In D, didnt fail to practice it. I felt like wanna make another own arrangement of Canon In D.
Nevermind we'll just see what will happen to me.
by age of 19 i should going for my Grade 8, then Diploma.
Another sentence always playing inside my mind,
"So much things but so little time."
Let's move on together.
9:15 AM
Just finished playing Hs5...
Just finished playing hs5 with honey.
Now she at kel's house. Errr, good isnt it?
so things wouldn't turn bad or else later go home, another conflict? =.="
Nothing in my mind now, just sudden blank.
Luckily honey called me while i was away for my Hari raya with family?
cause i didnt enjoyed it. Some of the parts parents still got quarreling again..
Haiz..seriously irritating, getting on my nerves.
But oh well, endure it for all i care. things will be better the next day.
only go 2 houses just now. lols.
time after time, things were getting better for me?
but what about honey? things just gotten worst between pika and her.?
cause i already suspected that and predicted it.
thats why i told her just be ready for anything, things not going to be alright with pika.
Haiz =.="
urgh, speaking bout him, reminds me one of my friend. lols.
just now while playing hs5, honey thinking of meeting for breakfast.
in the end, she said nevermind, i go rest ba, go sleep. tsk. what a waste >.<"
looking forward to meet and buy her a treat.
in the end, plan didnt work out. oh well..
all go sleep already, honey msn said "Ssshhh"
so meaning she go bed already.
so, all go bed except me. Sian lah..
dunno what else wanna say, mind blank, blasting song till siao.
err, keeping myself awake? missing honey badly.
so yah....thats all lah..
left 6 more days~
ily.
miss miss <3 <3
i think i go bed lah, honey cancelled the outing just for me to go bed.
So she expect me to go bed and not to disappoint her.
sure, i will go bed. hope u will have a good rest too.
anything beep hp ba. ^^"
Now she at kel's house. Errr, good isnt it?
so things wouldn't turn bad or else later go home, another conflict? =.="
Nothing in my mind now, just sudden blank.
Luckily honey called me while i was away for my Hari raya with family?
cause i didnt enjoyed it. Some of the parts parents still got quarreling again..
Haiz..seriously irritating, getting on my nerves.
But oh well, endure it for all i care. things will be better the next day.
only go 2 houses just now. lols.
time after time, things were getting better for me?
but what about honey? things just gotten worst between pika and her.?
cause i already suspected that and predicted it.
thats why i told her just be ready for anything, things not going to be alright with pika.
Haiz =.="
urgh, speaking bout him, reminds me one of my friend. lols.
just now while playing hs5, honey thinking of meeting for breakfast.
in the end, she said nevermind, i go rest ba, go sleep. tsk. what a waste >.<"
looking forward to meet and buy her a treat.
in the end, plan didnt work out. oh well..
all go sleep already, honey msn said "Ssshhh"
so meaning she go bed already.
so, all go bed except me. Sian lah..
dunno what else wanna say, mind blank, blasting song till siao.
err, keeping myself awake? missing honey badly.
so yah....thats all lah..
left 6 more days~
ily.
miss miss <3 <3
i think i go bed lah, honey cancelled the outing just for me to go bed.
So she expect me to go bed and not to disappoint her.
sure, i will go bed. hope u will have a good rest too.
anything beep hp ba. ^^"
3:42 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Go and Rotten away
3.10pm now. just finished watching anime called Green Green TV.
Every anime surely there's a love one that will be apart or lost.
Haiz. Making me emo lah =.="
See the sky outside, it's like going to have a storm, heavy rain.
After i post this, i off to Woodlands Mart to get mum's item and buy myself variety of bread?
From morning till now i havent eat a thing.
No appetite actually, not sure why just felt like want to starve myself for a week or so?
Im doing a countday anyway. So left 7 days till our biggest event or celebration? lols.
Lalalala~ i dont know a thing, dont ask~ hahs.
Honey made a surprise for me, which i kind of knew it already.
She made a blog for us, im so touched. i appriciate of everything she done.
Just it's hard to accept too much thing she done.
Cause felt like im taking advantage? although i have no intension of doing that.
no one ever done so much thing for me, thats why just felt unesasy? (is that the correct word to express it? LOL)
errr, not sure what else to say. im speechless now after i recalling everything again =X
omg blushing~~
hahs.
honey just woke up.
damn i so worried and missing her lots...?
now webcamming awhile with honey before i gone out.
she having headache leh, dont forget go eat panadol before i force you go eat. hahs.
k lah. chiao chiao~
<3 <3 miss miss you.
Every anime surely there's a love one that will be apart or lost.
Haiz. Making me emo lah =.="
See the sky outside, it's like going to have a storm, heavy rain.
After i post this, i off to Woodlands Mart to get mum's item and buy myself variety of bread?
From morning till now i havent eat a thing.
No appetite actually, not sure why just felt like want to starve myself for a week or so?
Im doing a countday anyway. So left 7 days till our biggest event or celebration? lols.
Lalalala~ i dont know a thing, dont ask~ hahs.
Honey made a surprise for me, which i kind of knew it already.
She made a blog for us, im so touched. i appriciate of everything she done.
Just it's hard to accept too much thing she done.
Cause felt like im taking advantage? although i have no intension of doing that.
no one ever done so much thing for me, thats why just felt unesasy? (is that the correct word to express it? LOL)
errr, not sure what else to say. im speechless now after i recalling everything again =X
omg blushing~~
hahs.
honey just woke up.
damn i so worried and missing her lots...?
now webcamming awhile with honey before i gone out.
she having headache leh, dont forget go eat panadol before i force you go eat. hahs.
k lah. chiao chiao~
<3 <3 miss miss you.
3:07 PM
Off to somewhere..
Erm. Just woke up again from accidentally falling asleep. lols.
I woke up cause of dad, nagging so much, said this and that, still havent wake up, blablabla.
Off to shower then mum and dad quarrel abit? Haiyoh~ So noisy lah the "radio channel"
I dont like the "Radio Channel" of "Quarreling 95.3 FM", lols, damn noisy. >.<"
Now everything settle already between my parents.
still, i havent gotten any news from honey.
Which started to make me worried more...?
Few more minutes im off to Marsilling POSB bank there to get the stamp/chop bank for my Giro Pay..?
Errr, nevermind dont know how to explain. Hahs.
Honey suggested that she want to follow me go there then afterwards go meet kel.
But it's ok lah, yesterday she done alot for me already, I really damn appriciated for everything she done.
So today it's time for her to have more rest and today is kel's time..? Hahas.
But still, i dont mind having honey accompany me awhile and then go have breakfast. Hahas.
Silly me lah, everytime like this, dont care me, i siao now ^^"
Erm, ok lah. anything i just beep her or something.
im going off now.
chiao~
**<3 <3 Miss Miss You**
I woke up cause of dad, nagging so much, said this and that, still havent wake up, blablabla.
Off to shower then mum and dad quarrel abit? Haiyoh~ So noisy lah the "radio channel"
I dont like the "Radio Channel" of "Quarreling 95.3 FM", lols, damn noisy. >.<"
Now everything settle already between my parents.
still, i havent gotten any news from honey.
Which started to make me worried more...?
Few more minutes im off to Marsilling POSB bank there to get the stamp/chop bank for my Giro Pay..?
Errr, nevermind dont know how to explain. Hahs.
Honey suggested that she want to follow me go there then afterwards go meet kel.
But it's ok lah, yesterday she done alot for me already, I really damn appriciated for everything she done.
So today it's time for her to have more rest and today is kel's time..? Hahas.
But still, i dont mind having honey accompany me awhile and then go have breakfast. Hahas.
Silly me lah, everytime like this, dont care me, i siao now ^^"
Erm, ok lah. anything i just beep her or something.
im going off now.
chiao~
**<3 <3 Miss Miss You**
9:37 AM
Off to bed..something happened
Just woke up at around 7.30am, slept for only 2hours just now.
Between my "dead-ing session", honey got leave a message in msn and the webcam is off.
and i knew something happened, something bad happened as i predicted it
She left me a message was like 1 hour ago,around 6.30am+
But i totally in deep sleep and if im not wrong that someone just made her in terrible mood.
if only i was quick enough and i could just woke up at 6.30am. Haiz.
Damn it.
Here's what honey personal message in msn shows,
"Thanks for the group dele in msn..
i saw it..just cant help it to realise wat i mean...i nv do those tin,i nv bear to..is ok nvm.."
i wished now you were here right beside me.
so i could give you the comfort, console and concern.
i was too late to be awake and things turn out bad?
well you called kel and he did pick up your call,
im not jealous, but glad? cause he picked up the call and console you.
and speaking bout kel, today is his time to be with you.
all the best and do enjoy the day with him.
as to release and forget the things happened at your home.
so try and go out with him asap..? so you wouldnt be like a canary being hold up in a birdcage
speaking about your home, i got a deep thinking about it, maybe other time we talk about it.
what else i wanna do now dear blog?
i already leave honey a message in msn, and already sms her.
kel already console her or something and honey will go off sooner or later.
all i got to do is to pray for honey to have a great time and be better later on she going out with kel.
and hopefully my handphone wont just go silent the whole day...
Between my "dead-ing session", honey got leave a message in msn and the webcam is off.
and i knew something happened, something bad happened as i predicted it
She left me a message was like 1 hour ago,around 6.30am+
But i totally in deep sleep and if im not wrong that someone just made her in terrible mood.
if only i was quick enough and i could just woke up at 6.30am. Haiz.
Damn it.
Here's what honey personal message in msn shows,
"Thanks for the group dele in msn..
i saw it..just cant help it to realise wat i mean...i nv do those tin,i nv bear to..is ok nvm.."
i wished now you were here right beside me.
so i could give you the comfort, console and concern.
i was too late to be awake and things turn out bad?
well you called kel and he did pick up your call,
im not jealous, but glad? cause he picked up the call and console you.
and speaking bout kel, today is his time to be with you.
all the best and do enjoy the day with him.
as to release and forget the things happened at your home.
so try and go out with him asap..? so you wouldnt be like a canary being hold up in a birdcage
speaking about your home, i got a deep thinking about it, maybe other time we talk about it.
what else i wanna do now dear blog?
i already leave honey a message in msn, and already sms her.
kel already console her or something and honey will go off sooner or later.
all i got to do is to pray for honey to have a great time and be better later on she going out with kel.
and hopefully my handphone wont just go silent the whole day...
7:57 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008
Errrr..Nothing to do =.="
Hmm...12.10am already, still havent go bed. Tomorrow no school, so need not to worry.
Honey off to playing Basketball with pika.
If only i buy a new Basketball from last few months ago, I would have gone out too.
But all alone lah. >.<"
Haiz =.=
Erm, go save up my money till $50-70 lorh.? But planning to buy other stuffs too like psp?
Nevermind lah, want to get psp but too late already lah. im outdated, hahs. xD
See how larh, my pay havent receive yet. So long, all i got to do is to be patience, as usual.
No soccer ball, no basketball... So bored lah at home.
Eh guys, maybe if can, go play midnight soccer or basketball once in a while?
It's been quite a long i didnt enjoy the old times i had before, but now cant lah, since neighbourhood friends all gone.
So its like im all alone in this neighbourhood? Sian~
Eh, now i blasting songs leh.
Plucked in my headphones through my Speakers volume control, max out all the volume and yah, *Boom Boom Boom* techno songs. lols
Gotten this habit during my Secondary 1 life.
I dont know how i gotten into techno till i download techno songs till 200+ of it?
Siao liao. Now all the songs gone. It's been quite a long time ago.
Till my secondary classmates called me techno king. hahas.
Then i stopped listening to techno on sec 3, i gone to rock and rap.
Then sec 4 came back and people called me Hybrid Pianist.
So yah now, im into techno again? Nevermind lah.
Since one of my ite classmate is a techno/trance boi, i can ask songs from him.
Sorry arh if i asked too much. Hahas. No choice. I dont know what song title i want to download again.
no idea already and my Ares Download gone already, so cant download any more songs.
Haiz.
honey want to go play basketball, then i say go lah, not in a rude manner, but felt errr, chi chu?
LOLS!
Then she said, what's with that attitude?
i was like, omg, hahas, no lah, just playing around, go have fun yah.
Hahas. silly me...?lalala~
Anyways, its ok lah, let honey have her own time, later everytime see me i scared she sian. >.<"
Oh by the way, thanks fadz for the doraemon u bought for me? for my birthday present.
took so long for u to buy for me its like from 2nd April till last few days ago?
then in the end, the doraemon SO SMALL!!!! T_T
u promised me to get a big one, but in the end, small one, so disappointed and sad leh...
Best friend like this. hahs. jkjk~
anyway, thanks for the present yah.
and also u go enjoy ur MP4 which i gave to you. dont spoilt it arh, spoilt dont come find me. hahs.
cause it's ur responsiblity already to take care of the 30GB MP4 leh. tsk3...
okok. go enjoy my songs and staring blankly at the bright moonlight.
speaking bout moonlight, i wanna post one of my lyrics here also. hehs.
rap that i done myself when i got nothing to do.
~<3 u
Miss u~
Honey off to playing Basketball with pika.
If only i buy a new Basketball from last few months ago, I would have gone out too.
But all alone lah. >.<"
Haiz =.=
Erm, go save up my money till $50-70 lorh.? But planning to buy other stuffs too like psp?
Nevermind lah, want to get psp but too late already lah. im outdated, hahs. xD
See how larh, my pay havent receive yet. So long, all i got to do is to be patience, as usual.
No soccer ball, no basketball... So bored lah at home.
Eh guys, maybe if can, go play midnight soccer or basketball once in a while?
It's been quite a long i didnt enjoy the old times i had before, but now cant lah, since neighbourhood friends all gone.
So its like im all alone in this neighbourhood? Sian~
Eh, now i blasting songs leh.
Plucked in my headphones through my Speakers volume control, max out all the volume and yah, *Boom Boom Boom* techno songs. lols
Gotten this habit during my Secondary 1 life.
I dont know how i gotten into techno till i download techno songs till 200+ of it?
Siao liao. Now all the songs gone. It's been quite a long time ago.
Till my secondary classmates called me techno king. hahas.
Then i stopped listening to techno on sec 3, i gone to rock and rap.
Then sec 4 came back and people called me Hybrid Pianist.
So yah now, im into techno again? Nevermind lah.
Since one of my ite classmate is a techno/trance boi, i can ask songs from him.
Sorry arh if i asked too much. Hahas. No choice. I dont know what song title i want to download again.
no idea already and my Ares Download gone already, so cant download any more songs.
Haiz.
honey want to go play basketball, then i say go lah, not in a rude manner, but felt errr, chi chu?
LOLS!
Then she said, what's with that attitude?
i was like, omg, hahas, no lah, just playing around, go have fun yah.
Hahas. silly me...?lalala~
Anyways, its ok lah, let honey have her own time, later everytime see me i scared she sian. >.<"
Oh by the way, thanks fadz for the doraemon u bought for me? for my birthday present.
took so long for u to buy for me its like from 2nd April till last few days ago?
then in the end, the doraemon SO SMALL!!!! T_T
u promised me to get a big one, but in the end, small one, so disappointed and sad leh...
Best friend like this. hahs. jkjk~
anyway, thanks for the present yah.
and also u go enjoy ur MP4 which i gave to you. dont spoilt it arh, spoilt dont come find me. hahs.
cause it's ur responsiblity already to take care of the 30GB MP4 leh. tsk3...
okok. go enjoy my songs and staring blankly at the bright moonlight.
speaking bout moonlight, i wanna post one of my lyrics here also. hehs.
rap that i done myself when i got nothing to do.
~<3 u
Miss u~
The stars in the night
twinkle twinkle very bright,
Like the diamond I gave you
bling bling through the light.
As the moon in the sky
giving out the lovely moonlight,
It's like me giving you a light in your life.
It will always shine to you
every day and night
Cause it will always be there
to brighten up your heart.
So baby girl,
hope you will be with me
As I will be there
whenever you needed me
twinkle twinkle very bright,
Like the diamond I gave you
bling bling through the light.
As the moon in the sky
giving out the lovely moonlight,
It's like me giving you a light in your life.
It will always shine to you
every day and night
Cause it will always be there
to brighten up your heart.
So baby girl,
hope you will be with me
As I will be there
whenever you needed me
12:09 AM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Updating bout just now
dear blog,
now playing hs5 with honey. i got home like around 8pm+ or so.
Got home late cause i visited my friend house awhile as he got open-house and invited me and friends.
so ok lorh, i just go there, eat and talk with him.
School ended at 5+, during my lesson i on my ebuddy but disappointed to see honey not online. Haiz.
whole day miss her lots. and some more in class no lesson.
like what the hell. during the 3D computer graphic class i late for an hour or so.
During my journey i got headache too.
so just told my lecturer i late for the first time cause gotten headache and bus 969 slow lah. =.=
so he laughed and said, okok nevermind. its fine.
and my room assignment i tried and finished it off. hopefully would get high marks?
So yah, tomorrow no school..but got piano in the morning. hehs.
and afternoon uhhh...busy? lols
okok. go off now nothing to say already.
aiyah go sleep early lah. tmr BIG BIG day. hahas. chiao~
I sayangkan u banyak banyak..hahs.
~<3
now playing hs5 with honey. i got home like around 8pm+ or so.
Got home late cause i visited my friend house awhile as he got open-house and invited me and friends.
so ok lorh, i just go there, eat and talk with him.
School ended at 5+, during my lesson i on my ebuddy but disappointed to see honey not online. Haiz.
whole day miss her lots. and some more in class no lesson.
like what the hell. during the 3D computer graphic class i late for an hour or so.
During my journey i got headache too.
so just told my lecturer i late for the first time cause gotten headache and bus 969 slow lah. =.=
so he laughed and said, okok nevermind. its fine.
and my room assignment i tried and finished it off. hopefully would get high marks?
So yah, tomorrow no school..but got piano in the morning. hehs.
and afternoon uhhh...busy? lols
okok. go off now nothing to say already.
aiyah go sleep early lah. tmr BIG BIG day. hahas. chiao~
I sayangkan u banyak banyak..hahs.
~<3
9:48 PM
update bout yesterday
erm. i heard that honey and mum wanna go out together right?
So yah, they going out at around 2pm. honey sms me in the morning at 7.15am, sent me a good morning message.
haha, so sweet of honey. reached school at 9.15am, late for bout, 40mins. hahs.
no worries, the lecturer not yet teaching also. she waiting for the whole class to come.
in the end, there's no lesson as we all need to finish up the speakerdog designs?
so during class, nothing to do so i log into ebuddy and saw honey online.
hahs. that time she blogging and i also nothing to do. so read up her blog and chatting lorh..
okok. class ended at around, 12+ or something. then classmates plan to eat at cafeteria 2.
as it was just started to open from the new renovation. so i had a feeling the place gonna be crowded.
in fact, when we reached there, im right. the place DO crowded, pack with full of students.
we found a place to sit, there were like 8 of us, so yah, gotten a place to seat but when wanna go eat, the queue was damn long lah.
and go Japanese Cuisine, my favourite hor. hahas.
i think today i go eat there again. must eat Salmon Set. my favourite.
So, during the break time, i didnt eat anything. =.="
break till 2pm, they all go smoke outside, i lazy follow them lah.
so i just go stadium, blast my mp3, relax awhile till 2pm.
lesson started at around 2.15pm, waited for the rest to come.
so, took our attendance then i go off. i didnt go for p.e lah. just took my attendance and went back home.
hahs. sorie wor.
so, on my way home, sms my friend, call my mum and she asked me to meet her and honey at causeway point.
so ok lorh, i dont mind following them. reached there around 3.30pm.
go find both of them at basement. so, jalan jalan here and there.
while i go buy few bread for myself, both of them go John Little for awhile.
afte going to CWP, mum want to take mrt then off to Admiralty. =.="
erm, we finished jalan jalan at around...4 or 5+ i think. dont know arh. lols. forgot already.
by the way, now i revising back my html and javascript works leh.
since im not really good in designs, i revise the html myself. as i trying to get some codes which i havent done before.
erm, sooner or later dont get shock when my blog ask for some funny funny password, cause im gonna added them soon. so outsiders or whoever like to spam around cant Spam my blog. hahs.
so, yesterday got home straight go revise on my html things and so on.
none of my friends know that i revising back on html. better not to tell lah, later all ask for help. then i die >.<"
erm so yesterday, the funniest phrase of the day is Mother & "Daughter" time. hahas!
i kacau both mum and honey during their jalan jalan time.
i said that maybe i shouldnt follow because i dont wanna distract their Mother and "Daughter" time. lols.
honey was like, paiseh? or like wanna kill me. >.<"
then mum laughing and said, yah correct, mother and "daughter" time. hahahaha.
i already planned to joke with them about that anyway. so yah, it goes smoothly. xD
eh anyway, im going now. 9.05am already.
class starts around 9.30-10am. siao liao, gonna be late, from woodlands to simei not that fast.
hahs. but nvm, its a 3D Computer Graphics lesson, the lecturer will be so busy teaching the student 1 by 1.
So, ok lorh. im going now. maybe go sms honey when i gotten in bus 969 ^^"
till here. chiao~
miss miss. ~<3 ~<3
hahs.
So yah, they going out at around 2pm. honey sms me in the morning at 7.15am, sent me a good morning message.
haha, so sweet of honey. reached school at 9.15am, late for bout, 40mins. hahs.
no worries, the lecturer not yet teaching also. she waiting for the whole class to come.
in the end, there's no lesson as we all need to finish up the speakerdog designs?
so during class, nothing to do so i log into ebuddy and saw honey online.
hahs. that time she blogging and i also nothing to do. so read up her blog and chatting lorh..
okok. class ended at around, 12+ or something. then classmates plan to eat at cafeteria 2.
as it was just started to open from the new renovation. so i had a feeling the place gonna be crowded.
in fact, when we reached there, im right. the place DO crowded, pack with full of students.
we found a place to sit, there were like 8 of us, so yah, gotten a place to seat but when wanna go eat, the queue was damn long lah.
and go Japanese Cuisine, my favourite hor. hahas.
i think today i go eat there again. must eat Salmon Set. my favourite.
So, during the break time, i didnt eat anything. =.="
break till 2pm, they all go smoke outside, i lazy follow them lah.
so i just go stadium, blast my mp3, relax awhile till 2pm.
lesson started at around 2.15pm, waited for the rest to come.
so, took our attendance then i go off. i didnt go for p.e lah. just took my attendance and went back home.
hahs. sorie wor.
so, on my way home, sms my friend, call my mum and she asked me to meet her and honey at causeway point.
so ok lorh, i dont mind following them. reached there around 3.30pm.
go find both of them at basement. so, jalan jalan here and there.
while i go buy few bread for myself, both of them go John Little for awhile.
afte going to CWP, mum want to take mrt then off to Admiralty. =.="
erm, we finished jalan jalan at around...4 or 5+ i think. dont know arh. lols. forgot already.
by the way, now i revising back my html and javascript works leh.
since im not really good in designs, i revise the html myself. as i trying to get some codes which i havent done before.
erm, sooner or later dont get shock when my blog ask for some funny funny password, cause im gonna added them soon. so outsiders or whoever like to spam around cant Spam my blog. hahs.
so, yesterday got home straight go revise on my html things and so on.
none of my friends know that i revising back on html. better not to tell lah, later all ask for help. then i die >.<"
erm so yesterday, the funniest phrase of the day is Mother & "Daughter" time. hahas!
i kacau both mum and honey during their jalan jalan time.
i said that maybe i shouldnt follow because i dont wanna distract their Mother and "Daughter" time. lols.
honey was like, paiseh? or like wanna kill me. >.<"
then mum laughing and said, yah correct, mother and "daughter" time. hahahaha.
i already planned to joke with them about that anyway. so yah, it goes smoothly. xD
eh anyway, im going now. 9.05am already.
class starts around 9.30-10am. siao liao, gonna be late, from woodlands to simei not that fast.
hahs. but nvm, its a 3D Computer Graphics lesson, the lecturer will be so busy teaching the student 1 by 1.
So, ok lorh. im going now. maybe go sms honey when i gotten in bus 969 ^^"
till here. chiao~
miss miss. ~<3 ~<3
hahs.
8:49 AM
Going sleep~
aiyah. no time to update about just now.
now just finished playing hs5 with honey, so errr. going off bed before honey chase me >.<"
hahs. jkjk.
tmr morning before go school i try and update lah.
surely can update one. hehs. ^^"
okok. gudnites yah~
~<3 ~<3 ~<3
lols.
now just finished playing hs5 with honey, so errr. going off bed before honey chase me >.<"
hahs. jkjk.
tmr morning before go school i try and update lah.
surely can update one. hehs. ^^"
okok. gudnites yah~
~<3 ~<3 ~<3
lols.
12:44 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Promises...
The promises i made to myself..
i never ever forget or break it.
Whenever im being together with someone, i always kept that promises to myself.
If i happen to break it, i give in myself and deserve the consequences.
From the starting of my ex, till having someone new right now? I still kept that promise safely in my heart.
It used to happen before, happened to break it before. and seriously, i made a huge mistake and gotten the consequences.
This is what no one ever knows.
i never ever forget or break it.
Whenever im being together with someone, i always kept that promises to myself.
If i happen to break it, i give in myself and deserve the consequences.
From the starting of my ex, till having someone new right now? I still kept that promise safely in my heart.
It used to happen before, happened to break it before. and seriously, i made a huge mistake and gotten the consequences.
This is what no one ever knows.
7:12 PM
...........
Haiz. Why im not in the mood today? What things i done till i lost my mood?
Honey asked me to go bed now, she sent me home after meeting her for dinner.
Well, we didnt have our dinner cause i dont have appetite today.
tsk..what the hell. cant sleep, cant eat.
So many silly things inside my mind. i always does making people laugh, smile and happiness.
some tortured thoughts in my mind anyway. i felt like i was trap in the dark.
god, please show a vision, a selfish vision of myself.
I want to see what will happen to the people i love around me when im gone.
what would it be? I want to see their reaction, their feelings.
As most human always being so arrogant whenever they gotten something they want.
Asking for help and none even came.
being friendly but in the end gotten criticized, gotten blame, gotten scold, gotten beaten up like an animal.
im not a kid, im not a child. i can handle things on my own.
im able to take care of family and my love one.
why is it hard to understand? if im in trouble, im in responsible.
i'll took the blame for it.
im not weak, i dont fear of anything. Nothing scares me.
My weakness will became my strength
My fears i will face it and overcome it
no one ever scares me after i gotten the wisdom in this world.
now i understand clearly why i shouldnt be afraid or scared or having weakness or having fears in my life.
and i dont even afraid of death.
it's just a matter of time. we live in this world temporarily.
i dont want anything. i dont ask for anything i want.
i just go with the flow. i just accept anything and everything that happens around me.
i learned to accept everything in life. EVERYTHING.
i dont fight, i dont scream, i dont blame or do whatever things to anyone.
when it's the time to stand up for myself and for my love ones, that is the time i will do what i must.
i dont give up easily right now. what people want, i do whatever i can to give them happiness.
even if i got to sacrifice things in life, i still go for it and help them.
i give them love, support, guidance in any ways. whether im sick or not, i still concern bout them.
for my family, for my love one, for my honey.
people trying to take advantage?
let them be, cause god will give them retribution but it will takes time.
all the things that i said, got nothing to do with my love ones, honey and my family.
cause they all gave me good things in life. yes i helped them and also i dont seek any repay back from them.
any decisions they make, i just have to respect it and go for it.
im just tired of quarreling around and fighting around which i always done before i gotten the experienced around me.
now i already knew, i changed to a new leaf not long ago.
the old me, oh it was damn fucking bad.
i was seriously hot tempered, always fight around, swearing to one another.
disrespect elders, not listening to any advice.
but hey, that was long ago?
now, alot of things changed. friends and family do noticed i changed alot.
but the one thing i didnt change from last time till now, is i always being so quiet.
hahs. im a silent type, dont really like to talk alot.
people do wrong to me, i dont take revenge, i dont shout or scold them.
i just forgive and forget it.
there's no use to take any actions or whatever. just forgive and forget.
someone do told me before,
"one thing in life you should becareful is your upper lips, and your bottom lips.
which is your mouth. Cause if you cant keep your mouth shut, and always open them up, surely there's swearing, words that hurt people around you which could bring up conflicts, fights and quarrel sort of things.
so, try and keep silence to yourself if you dont want things ended up bad and think before said anything."
came to think of it, the person is right. i noticed it lots of time.
hahas. weired isnt it? it's even happenned to myself before.
Sayang, walau bagaimana i diam, i tetap sayangkan u. hanya u lah yang ade hati yang sangat baik dan suci.
i cintakan u, sayangkan u banyak sekali. harap u ingat yang kita berdua bersama pada hari 23rd of September.
semasa u bukan di sebelah i, i rasa bosan, i rasa seperti tiada siapa sayangkan i. i rasa hanyut.
kenapa sayang selalu diam kalau ada masalah? harap kita berdua boleh bercinta selama mungkin.
haiz. why? why people always have doubt whenever i gotten someone?
trying to look down on me? i cant give a good life?
because im still a fucking kid? and yah i dont understand bout love?
because of people thoughts that im being stupid or silly?
why? because you think you can give the best?
then why dont go for it. its better rather than criticizing or looking down, or giving hopeless thoughts.
so yah, hopefully things goes well yah. i will even pray for the happiness for that couple.
if other people can move on as the same situation as i am, why cant me?
here and there judge me silly things.
oh im so sick and tired.
yah yah i go admit lah im useless, im a kid, im just being silly as ever, im so irresponsible, so childish, too young, this and that. happy now?
dont know what else i want to say or do.
all i can do is accept whatever people thinks and said.
as long as they freaking happy lah. haiyoh~
how i wish things will never change to bad or worst between us?
so, i can say that im moving on well with someone special right now?
So what now? Im totally having a headache, spinning off like going for merry-go-round.
go and blast my headphone with rock music, yah, purposely adding more pain to my head.
so i can just go faint and rest as long as possible.
that's what people wanna see right? happy right seeing me like this? haiz. =.="
p.s: honey, i sayangkan u, rindukan u sebanyak-banyaknye.
Honey asked me to go bed now, she sent me home after meeting her for dinner.
Well, we didnt have our dinner cause i dont have appetite today.
tsk..what the hell. cant sleep, cant eat.
So many silly things inside my mind. i always does making people laugh, smile and happiness.
some tortured thoughts in my mind anyway. i felt like i was trap in the dark.
god, please show a vision, a selfish vision of myself.
I want to see what will happen to the people i love around me when im gone.
what would it be? I want to see their reaction, their feelings.
As most human always being so arrogant whenever they gotten something they want.
Asking for help and none even came.
being friendly but in the end gotten criticized, gotten blame, gotten scold, gotten beaten up like an animal.
im not a kid, im not a child. i can handle things on my own.
im able to take care of family and my love one.
why is it hard to understand? if im in trouble, im in responsible.
i'll took the blame for it.
im not weak, i dont fear of anything. Nothing scares me.
My weakness will became my strength
My fears i will face it and overcome it
no one ever scares me after i gotten the wisdom in this world.
now i understand clearly why i shouldnt be afraid or scared or having weakness or having fears in my life.
and i dont even afraid of death.
it's just a matter of time. we live in this world temporarily.
i dont want anything. i dont ask for anything i want.
i just go with the flow. i just accept anything and everything that happens around me.
i learned to accept everything in life. EVERYTHING.
i dont fight, i dont scream, i dont blame or do whatever things to anyone.
when it's the time to stand up for myself and for my love ones, that is the time i will do what i must.
i dont give up easily right now. what people want, i do whatever i can to give them happiness.
even if i got to sacrifice things in life, i still go for it and help them.
i give them love, support, guidance in any ways. whether im sick or not, i still concern bout them.
for my family, for my love one, for my honey.
people trying to take advantage?
let them be, cause god will give them retribution but it will takes time.
all the things that i said, got nothing to do with my love ones, honey and my family.
cause they all gave me good things in life. yes i helped them and also i dont seek any repay back from them.
any decisions they make, i just have to respect it and go for it.
im just tired of quarreling around and fighting around which i always done before i gotten the experienced around me.
now i already knew, i changed to a new leaf not long ago.
the old me, oh it was damn fucking bad.
i was seriously hot tempered, always fight around, swearing to one another.
disrespect elders, not listening to any advice.
but hey, that was long ago?
now, alot of things changed. friends and family do noticed i changed alot.
but the one thing i didnt change from last time till now, is i always being so quiet.
hahs. im a silent type, dont really like to talk alot.
people do wrong to me, i dont take revenge, i dont shout or scold them.
i just forgive and forget it.
there's no use to take any actions or whatever. just forgive and forget.
someone do told me before,
"one thing in life you should becareful is your upper lips, and your bottom lips.
which is your mouth. Cause if you cant keep your mouth shut, and always open them up, surely there's swearing, words that hurt people around you which could bring up conflicts, fights and quarrel sort of things.
so, try and keep silence to yourself if you dont want things ended up bad and think before said anything."
came to think of it, the person is right. i noticed it lots of time.
hahas. weired isnt it? it's even happenned to myself before.
Sayang, walau bagaimana i diam, i tetap sayangkan u. hanya u lah yang ade hati yang sangat baik dan suci.
i cintakan u, sayangkan u banyak sekali. harap u ingat yang kita berdua bersama pada hari 23rd of September.
semasa u bukan di sebelah i, i rasa bosan, i rasa seperti tiada siapa sayangkan i. i rasa hanyut.
kenapa sayang selalu diam kalau ada masalah? harap kita berdua boleh bercinta selama mungkin.
haiz. why? why people always have doubt whenever i gotten someone?
trying to look down on me? i cant give a good life?
because im still a fucking kid? and yah i dont understand bout love?
because of people thoughts that im being stupid or silly?
why? because you think you can give the best?
then why dont go for it. its better rather than criticizing or looking down, or giving hopeless thoughts.
so yah, hopefully things goes well yah. i will even pray for the happiness for that couple.
if other people can move on as the same situation as i am, why cant me?
here and there judge me silly things.
oh im so sick and tired.
yah yah i go admit lah im useless, im a kid, im just being silly as ever, im so irresponsible, so childish, too young, this and that. happy now?
dont know what else i want to say or do.
all i can do is accept whatever people thinks and said.
as long as they freaking happy lah. haiyoh~
how i wish things will never change to bad or worst between us?
so, i can say that im moving on well with someone special right now?
So what now? Im totally having a headache, spinning off like going for merry-go-round.
go and blast my headphone with rock music, yah, purposely adding more pain to my head.
so i can just go faint and rest as long as possible.
that's what people wanna see right? happy right seeing me like this? haiz. =.="
p.s: honey, i sayangkan u, rindukan u sebanyak-banyaknye.
6:00 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
Piano lesson cancelled...
Aiyah. Just a few minutes ago before i going for rest, my piano teacher called me, told me lesson cancelled, he will be coming on other day, on friday morning i think, cause friday i no school.
Just finished chatting with honey and playing HS5, she wanna go bed then i also going bed to have a rest, then found out lesson cancelled last minute. Haiz~
What to do now?
Honey go bed already, someone ironing clothes in kitchen, mum dont know what she doing.
Sian!~
aiyah...boring leh. and lost appetite already cause of the wasabi thingy. lols.
Now only thing i done is blasting my speakers listening to all kinds of rock songs except death metal, cause it gonna make my head go around lah if listening death metal. siao liao. headbanging time.
So, that means i skipped my school lesson for nothing. >.<"
oh well. now go blame myself. my fault =.="
by the way, this goes to my classmates: eh guys, i not a hardcore gamer already lah asshole.
I didnt spent like 4-8 hours of gaming a day already ok.
Judged people without any proove and then trying to look down on me.
Now busy with stuffs, only busy with schoolworks, family and love ones.
If you fucking dont believe me, go ahead lorh. I dont force anyway.
I neither angry nor irritated right now?
Just, dont know lah. blurr sotong already.
Oh, speaking bout sotong, i forgot to tell a story to honey, that one time dad called me "Ayam Mati" or "Sotong Mati"
That time i slept till 11.30am or something, then he carried my lil' bro in my room.
Then he told my lil' bro in malay lah, "You see your big bro, sleeping like a dead squid or dead chicken."
LOL! what the hell? What's that suppose to mean dad? Sleeping like a dead squid? Like oh my god lah. >.<"
Nothing wrong waking up late what during school holiday, cause if i wake up early, there's nothing i can do early in the morning leh.
haiyoh Dad~
first time someone called me sleeping like a dead squid.
Confirm honey gonna laugh till stomach cramp. Hahs.
That's short update right now.
Going off~
by the way, people around me asking me, why i chose her or like her or something like that.
If you're know me well, you dont have to ask me that questions guys.
hehs. figured out yourself yah. im sure honey should know why.
Oh, i cant believe i almost forgot my freestyle rapping lyrics.
I should post this on, it's quite long. so bare with it yah.
That's the past. Not present.
Just finished chatting with honey and playing HS5, she wanna go bed then i also going bed to have a rest, then found out lesson cancelled last minute. Haiz~
What to do now?
Honey go bed already, someone ironing clothes in kitchen, mum dont know what she doing.
Sian!~
aiyah...boring leh. and lost appetite already cause of the wasabi thingy. lols.
Now only thing i done is blasting my speakers listening to all kinds of rock songs except death metal, cause it gonna make my head go around lah if listening death metal. siao liao. headbanging time.
So, that means i skipped my school lesson for nothing. >.<"
oh well. now go blame myself. my fault =.="
by the way, this goes to my classmates: eh guys, i not a hardcore gamer already lah asshole.
I didnt spent like 4-8 hours of gaming a day already ok.
Judged people without any proove and then trying to look down on me.
Now busy with stuffs, only busy with schoolworks, family and love ones.
If you fucking dont believe me, go ahead lorh. I dont force anyway.
I neither angry nor irritated right now?
Just, dont know lah. blurr sotong already.
Oh, speaking bout sotong, i forgot to tell a story to honey, that one time dad called me "Ayam Mati" or "Sotong Mati"
That time i slept till 11.30am or something, then he carried my lil' bro in my room.
Then he told my lil' bro in malay lah, "You see your big bro, sleeping like a dead squid or dead chicken."
LOL! what the hell? What's that suppose to mean dad? Sleeping like a dead squid? Like oh my god lah. >.<"
Nothing wrong waking up late what during school holiday, cause if i wake up early, there's nothing i can do early in the morning leh.
haiyoh Dad~
first time someone called me sleeping like a dead squid.
Confirm honey gonna laugh till stomach cramp. Hahs.
That's short update right now.
Going off~
by the way, people around me asking me, why i chose her or like her or something like that.
If you're know me well, you dont have to ask me that questions guys.
hehs. figured out yourself yah. im sure honey should know why.
Oh, i cant believe i almost forgot my freestyle rapping lyrics.
I should post this on, it's quite long. so bare with it yah.
Yaw..i guess this is it..all have been said..all have been shred..
but i cant believe it was like this..
ey homie..! what else i can do? should i just sit and wait? till the end of the day?
when will the time? for the right moment to shine?
maybe it came by like this..yeah.!..let's go..
the cofession already wrote,
the answer have been told,
didnt expect it would be gone
but i guess it is too bold..
she...told me so politely
she..answered nice and easy
my heart..started pounding
like a drum..bein hitting..
all i got is to accept it..
all i got is to believe it..
cause this is how the story have end it
and there's ain't way to get off about it
what else could i do?
what else should i do?
this is what life is about
this is what its all about
but life..gotta move
which is what..i can do
till the end..there's a truth
but if only..i already knew
as time pass by..
there's a moment coming high..
with a faith, with a luck,
better not..giving up;
who knows..there's a change
which could happen one day,
till the end...of this phrase,
be prepare, for these days..
but i cant believe it was like this..
ey homie..! what else i can do? should i just sit and wait? till the end of the day?
when will the time? for the right moment to shine?
maybe it came by like this..yeah.!..let's go..
the cofession already wrote,
the answer have been told,
didnt expect it would be gone
but i guess it is too bold..
she...told me so politely
she..answered nice and easy
my heart..started pounding
like a drum..bein hitting..
all i got is to accept it..
all i got is to believe it..
cause this is how the story have end it
and there's ain't way to get off about it
what else could i do?
what else should i do?
this is what life is about
this is what its all about
but life..gotta move
which is what..i can do
till the end..there's a truth
but if only..i already knew
as time pass by..
there's a moment coming high..
with a faith, with a luck,
better not..giving up;
who knows..there's a change
which could happen one day,
till the end...of this phrase,
be prepare, for these days..
You were a schoolmate of mine
whom I barely knew,
you are nice, you are kind
like I wanted to..
I wish you knew
my feelings towards you,
cause I'm waiting for the right time
and to tell you in a nick of time
Just by looking into your eyes
my heartbeat pounds so fast,
I knew that you're the one
and made me fall like from a top story height..
You are pretty like a princess
lovely like a priestess
cheerful and joyful
gorgeous and beautiful..
You've been hurt by several guys
so much and deeply
which your heart have been shattered by
painfully and unbearably..
Take away the past
take away the pain,
I will be there
whenever you cries in vain..
Have some faith
and give me a chance,
to be with you
in your lovely hands..
Cause I can proove it to you
that I'm better than the rest,
which you can rely on
and trusting me hundred percent..
Let me hold your hands
and show you the way,
where the light come shine
like a glorious day..
A promise that I made
that will always be remain,
an everlasting love
that we will able to retain..
I hope in the end
you can accepted me,
cause I love you with my heart
really and truely..
I guess this is the end
the confession that I made,
which could open and lighten up your heart
faithfully one day..
The lyrics, is kinda out of place. It's a different stories yah. not the same.whom I barely knew,
you are nice, you are kind
like I wanted to..
I wish you knew
my feelings towards you,
cause I'm waiting for the right time
and to tell you in a nick of time
Just by looking into your eyes
my heartbeat pounds so fast,
I knew that you're the one
and made me fall like from a top story height..
You are pretty like a princess
lovely like a priestess
cheerful and joyful
gorgeous and beautiful..
You've been hurt by several guys
so much and deeply
which your heart have been shattered by
painfully and unbearably..
Take away the past
take away the pain,
I will be there
whenever you cries in vain..
Have some faith
and give me a chance,
to be with you
in your lovely hands..
Cause I can proove it to you
that I'm better than the rest,
which you can rely on
and trusting me hundred percent..
Let me hold your hands
and show you the way,
where the light come shine
like a glorious day..
A promise that I made
that will always be remain,
an everlasting love
that we will able to retain..
I hope in the end
you can accepted me,
cause I love you with my heart
really and truely..
I guess this is the end
the confession that I made,
which could open and lighten up your heart
faithfully one day..
That's the past. Not present.
4:30 PM
Dang~
Woke up at 7.15am, straight go bath.
Dress up, get ready for school. Bloody hell i havent colour back my hair black.
hopefully wont get caught and manage to keep the colour?
Anyways at school nothing much, just going through with talk cause there's a new lecturer teaching the IT Essential.
He got so many rules like what the fuck? This cant, that cant, must have good attitude blablabla~
Like as if we're less than a month in ITE like that. I prefer my Class Advisor leh. She's gone for 3 months. Haiz~
The class is going chaotic abit. and skipping classes lots of time. Ms Karen, where are you??
Can you please hurry back and teach us? It's fucking hard to understand other lecturers teaching. Oh god.
At around 10am+ or something? It started to rain.
That is what remind me of my dearest and soon the rain became heavily.
Class ends at 11.15am, there's another class starting at 1pm till 4pm then 4pm till 6pm.
Damn~ Time table change to worst. That's what i heard from my classmates.
They asked the lecturer of our new timetable and found out that Monday till Thursday will going home after 6pm.
WHAT? THE? HELL?
Office work not even hell like this lah. Siao Liao, going to get brain damage.
BrainStorm+BrainFreeze=BrainDamage
Hahs. New fomula arh! learn it, BS+BF=BD.
xD siao. dont bother me.
But on Friday no classes, so meaning no school lorh on Friday. Thank God!
So after class, told my lecturer im off early as i will be having piano lesson in the afternoon.
Like hey, not my fault right? Since the timetable changes like last minute, didnt told us during holiday.
and my piano lesson is confirm today, so too bad, im going for my piano lesson.
So lecturer said just provide him letter. So ok lorh. No much trouble.
Took bus 31 to Tampines Interchange then took 969 straight to Admiralty MRT.
Alighted there, then go UOB bank and deposit few amount of money.
After deposit, go AXS machine to top up honey prepaid card.
But siao lah, the AXS machine the keyboard got problem.
In the end got home first then go out to Woodlands Mart to help mum buy food and top up honey prepaid lorh.
Heng at there the AXS machine so-called brand new arh, cause the button here and there is quite new.
Go top up for honey $20. Hahs. Sorry dear top up $20 for you, hope you dont mind.
I know you only want $10 but its ok. If i can top for my bestie that amout, why i cant top up for honey right?
So yah, you deserved it. Hahas.
Afterwards, go buy food for myself and mum.
Buy the new Wasabi Fillet-O-Fish meal for myself and Soto Ayam for mum.
Few minutes later honey sms me, ask me how's my school.
And also kena "Scolding" because spent money for her and top up for her $20. Aiyoh~
Got home, go eat. I eat the French Fries I full already. Lols.
No choice go force myself eat the Fillet. And i cant believe the taste is like, omg.
And the wasabi choking me >.<"
Eeee. Not eating that anymore. Eat once is enough for me.
So till now, blogging.
Mum said later there's someone coming to iron the clothes and so on.
Cause she so-called "Hired" someone to do the chores and then she will pay her the amount.
But I dislike having strangers coming our house leh.
and somemore do the ironing inside my room.
Damn it, no privacy. Strangers come into our house to iron clothes, then do it inside my room. Like, what the hell?
Oh well, i dont complaint much just that i dislike. Surely you all would felt the same thing right?
I prefer honey come to do it rather than strangers.
Erm, why dont honey come and do it? So you would have extra money.
K lah. till here.
Dress up, get ready for school. Bloody hell i havent colour back my hair black.
hopefully wont get caught and manage to keep the colour?
Anyways at school nothing much, just going through with talk cause there's a new lecturer teaching the IT Essential.
He got so many rules like what the fuck? This cant, that cant, must have good attitude blablabla~
Like as if we're less than a month in ITE like that. I prefer my Class Advisor leh. She's gone for 3 months. Haiz~
The class is going chaotic abit. and skipping classes lots of time. Ms Karen, where are you??
Can you please hurry back and teach us? It's fucking hard to understand other lecturers teaching. Oh god.
At around 10am+ or something? It started to rain.
That is what remind me of my dearest and soon the rain became heavily.
Class ends at 11.15am, there's another class starting at 1pm till 4pm then 4pm till 6pm.
Damn~ Time table change to worst. That's what i heard from my classmates.
They asked the lecturer of our new timetable and found out that Monday till Thursday will going home after 6pm.
WHAT? THE? HELL?
Office work not even hell like this lah. Siao Liao, going to get brain damage.
BrainStorm+BrainFreeze=BrainDamage
Hahs. New fomula arh! learn it, BS+BF=BD.
xD siao. dont bother me.
But on Friday no classes, so meaning no school lorh on Friday. Thank God!
So after class, told my lecturer im off early as i will be having piano lesson in the afternoon.
Like hey, not my fault right? Since the timetable changes like last minute, didnt told us during holiday.
and my piano lesson is confirm today, so too bad, im going for my piano lesson.
So lecturer said just provide him letter. So ok lorh. No much trouble.
Took bus 31 to Tampines Interchange then took 969 straight to Admiralty MRT.
Alighted there, then go UOB bank and deposit few amount of money.
After deposit, go AXS machine to top up honey prepaid card.
But siao lah, the AXS machine the keyboard got problem.
In the end got home first then go out to Woodlands Mart to help mum buy food and top up honey prepaid lorh.
Heng at there the AXS machine so-called brand new arh, cause the button here and there is quite new.
Go top up for honey $20. Hahs. Sorry dear top up $20 for you, hope you dont mind.
I know you only want $10 but its ok. If i can top for my bestie that amout, why i cant top up for honey right?
So yah, you deserved it. Hahas.
Afterwards, go buy food for myself and mum.
Buy the new Wasabi Fillet-O-Fish meal for myself and Soto Ayam for mum.
Few minutes later honey sms me, ask me how's my school.
And also kena "Scolding" because spent money for her and top up for her $20. Aiyoh~
Got home, go eat. I eat the French Fries I full already. Lols.
No choice go force myself eat the Fillet. And i cant believe the taste is like, omg.
And the wasabi choking me >.<"
Eeee. Not eating that anymore. Eat once is enough for me.
So till now, blogging.
Mum said later there's someone coming to iron the clothes and so on.
Cause she so-called "Hired" someone to do the chores and then she will pay her the amount.
But I dislike having strangers coming our house leh.
and somemore do the ironing inside my room.
Damn it, no privacy. Strangers come into our house to iron clothes, then do it inside my room. Like, what the hell?
Oh well, i dont complaint much just that i dislike. Surely you all would felt the same thing right?
I prefer honey come to do it rather than strangers.
Erm, why dont honey come and do it? So you would have extra money.
K lah. till here.
1:44 PM
This Is Usually The Part Where People Scream
You'll beat me?
Bring it on, bring it on
You're gonna save the day?
Bring it on, bring it on
You Ready?
Bring it on
I'll show you another thing or two
You may think you're clever, but you're not
You better get the coffins out
Trust me kid that's where you're sleeping tonight
There's no guarantee we'll get out alive
Stop your whining, let's get busy
Baby, it's time to lock and load
Stop your whining, let's get busy
Welcome to the show
It's a story that you've heard a thousand times
So take a seat and get lost with me
This tale will never stop being told
Welcome to the show
It's a chance to save the world or lose the girl
Let's save the world
Heroes will save the day
You may think you've won, but I promise you it's not over
This could be our one last chance to finally rise up
So here we stand and here we will fight
None of us shall run from anyone
Storms are gathering
There's no guarentee we'll get out alive
Stop your whining, let's get busy
We have to rise above and fight
We'll be heroes
Welcome to the show
It's a story that you've heard a thousand times
So take a seat and get lost with me
This tale will never stop being told
Welcome to the show
It's a chance to save the world or lose the girl
Let's save the world
Heroes will save the day
This is the part where you are supposed to scream
When you scream, we'll be heroes
Welcome to the show
It's a story that you've heard a thousand times
So take a seat and get lost with me
This tale will never stop being told
Welcome to the show
It's a chance to save the world or lose the girl
Let's save the world
Heroes will always save the day
Let's save the world
Heroes will save the day
Let's save the world
Heores will always save the day
Bring it on, bring it on
You're gonna save the day?
Bring it on, bring it on
You Ready?
Bring it on
I'll show you another thing or two
You may think you're clever, but you're not
You better get the coffins out
Trust me kid that's where you're sleeping tonight
There's no guarantee we'll get out alive
Stop your whining, let's get busy
Baby, it's time to lock and load
Stop your whining, let's get busy
Welcome to the show
It's a story that you've heard a thousand times
So take a seat and get lost with me
This tale will never stop being told
Welcome to the show
It's a chance to save the world or lose the girl
Let's save the world
Heroes will save the day
You may think you've won, but I promise you it's not over
This could be our one last chance to finally rise up
So here we stand and here we will fight
None of us shall run from anyone
Storms are gathering
There's no guarentee we'll get out alive
Stop your whining, let's get busy
We have to rise above and fight
We'll be heroes
Welcome to the show
It's a story that you've heard a thousand times
So take a seat and get lost with me
This tale will never stop being told
Welcome to the show
It's a chance to save the world or lose the girl
Let's save the world
Heroes will save the day
This is the part where you are supposed to scream
When you scream, we'll be heroes
Welcome to the show
It's a story that you've heard a thousand times
So take a seat and get lost with me
This tale will never stop being told
Welcome to the show
It's a chance to save the world or lose the girl
Let's save the world
Heroes will always save the day
Let's save the world
Heroes will save the day
Let's save the world
Heores will always save the day
1:14 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Sian~
Just came back from jalan-jalan hari raya.
Kinda sucks anyway. Starting of the 1st house today mum and dad quarreling inside dad's taxi.
Like wtf? Everytime family go out, surely both of them quarreling here and there. Like as if 1 of the moment cant be in peace or something.
Told them once, told them twice, "If got quarreling stuffs or whatever can please both of you quarrel later once we get home? Now we're going out together as a family and just make it as going out, no fights, no quarreling or whatever. When we got back home, whatever problems both of you wanna talk about or quarrel about, then go ahead."
Haiz....I'm not a child or a kid anymore. So i can just drop into their conversation and stop it right there, right now.
If not, things will gonna be problematic as before.
and yah, got one time they quarrel so loud with one another and blaming me or something.
I dont know, i forgot the story back then.
The only thing i done when they kept on going like that was i ran away from home.
Power right? too bad just a few hours of running away. Hahs.
Since they so worried too much in the end i just go back home lorh.
Before going out just now, chatting with honey as per normal. Nothing will ever get bored between us.
Although some of the time we kept quiet or something, still i dont feel bored anyway. kinda peaceful and calm? hehs.
After bath, suited myself up. black shirt with jeans, showed honey. She laughing all the way.
Go do my hair, i nothing to do i play with my silly hair.
Show honey the hairstyle, just a few secs she burst into laughter. hahas.
in the end i go correct my hairstyle lorh.
suddenly i noticed honey was like, staring blankly to the screen. Why? i look good is it? hehs. ^^"
or i look kinda...nerdy? >.<"
after done all those, put "Make Up."
show honey the baby johnson powder, the only thing her reaction is, trying to eat it?
LOLS! why honey wanna eat my baby johnson powder? hahahas.
everything is done, waiting for parents to be ready.
While waiting, me and honey go play hs5 first.
After playing hs5, its time to go.
That's when me and honey gonna miss each other.
Show goodbye kiss on webcam which at the same time we done that. lols.
cause everytime, need me to do first then she will do. >.<"
So yah. thats what happen today uhh.
came back home at 11.43pm? around there uhh..
first thing in my mind, is honey. damn miss her.
on my comp, on my msn, first thing on 11.45pm, honey leave a message.
Like wah, did she knew i came back already?
Now my head hurting me. Argh. headache, headpain. dizzy.
took only 1 pill of panadol extra at relative house just a few moments ago.
I wish honey is here beside me. I just felt, lonely and lost?
if one of these days during my schooltime, if honey can come by my house during evening or something which like a surprise visit, that would totally touches my heart.
anyway, honey is pain right now. i can sense it.
hopefully things will not be worst.
miss you alot dearest.
p.s: ily.
Kinda sucks anyway. Starting of the 1st house today mum and dad quarreling inside dad's taxi.
Like wtf? Everytime family go out, surely both of them quarreling here and there. Like as if 1 of the moment cant be in peace or something.
Told them once, told them twice, "If got quarreling stuffs or whatever can please both of you quarrel later once we get home? Now we're going out together as a family and just make it as going out, no fights, no quarreling or whatever. When we got back home, whatever problems both of you wanna talk about or quarrel about, then go ahead."
Haiz....I'm not a child or a kid anymore. So i can just drop into their conversation and stop it right there, right now.
If not, things will gonna be problematic as before.
and yah, got one time they quarrel so loud with one another and blaming me or something.
I dont know, i forgot the story back then.
The only thing i done when they kept on going like that was i ran away from home.
Power right? too bad just a few hours of running away. Hahs.
Since they so worried too much in the end i just go back home lorh.
Before going out just now, chatting with honey as per normal. Nothing will ever get bored between us.
Although some of the time we kept quiet or something, still i dont feel bored anyway. kinda peaceful and calm? hehs.
After bath, suited myself up. black shirt with jeans, showed honey. She laughing all the way.
Go do my hair, i nothing to do i play with my silly hair.
Show honey the hairstyle, just a few secs she burst into laughter. hahas.
in the end i go correct my hairstyle lorh.
suddenly i noticed honey was like, staring blankly to the screen. Why? i look good is it? hehs. ^^"
or i look kinda...nerdy? >.<"
after done all those, put "Make Up."
show honey the baby johnson powder, the only thing her reaction is, trying to eat it?
LOLS! why honey wanna eat my baby johnson powder? hahahas.
everything is done, waiting for parents to be ready.
While waiting, me and honey go play hs5 first.
After playing hs5, its time to go.
That's when me and honey gonna miss each other.
Show goodbye kiss on webcam which at the same time we done that. lols.
cause everytime, need me to do first then she will do. >.<"
So yah. thats what happen today uhh.
came back home at 11.43pm? around there uhh..
first thing in my mind, is honey. damn miss her.
on my comp, on my msn, first thing on 11.45pm, honey leave a message.
Like wah, did she knew i came back already?
Now my head hurting me. Argh. headache, headpain. dizzy.
took only 1 pill of panadol extra at relative house just a few moments ago.
I wish honey is here beside me. I just felt, lonely and lost?
if one of these days during my schooltime, if honey can come by my house during evening or something which like a surprise visit, that would totally touches my heart.
anyway, honey is pain right now. i can sense it.
hopefully things will not be worst.
miss you alot dearest.
p.s: ily.
11:44 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
12th of October..
Slept at 6am yesterday as I was webcam chatting with honey.
Today, woke up at 11.30am exactly, first thing i did, is sending a good morning message to honey.
I kept thinking if dad working the whole day or not. Cause honey wanna spend the evening with me at my house.
If quite complicated if dad at home and she came to my house. Cause dad doesnt know a thing about us?
But mum, well, kinda complicated to explain. Oh well, soon they will know as the secret can't be kept too long.
So after i done thinking through and sending sms, go bath straight away as mum asked me to take and send money to her friend whom stayed at block 864. The food is like, alot of bee hoon goreng. lols.
After 12.50pm I made my move to mum's friend place.
Got home, have a lil' bit of lunch, just a 3/4 plate of bee hoon. hehs. I dont feel like eating anyway.
But still, the food shiok sia. Never had that kind of taste before.
Maybe later honey come and eat her dinner, she will love it? Hahaha. Who knows~
From 1.30pm till after 3pm, I practiced my piano hard.
Focusing well though.
While practicing honey sms me asking if can confirm come.
I called my dad up, he said he won't coming home later on. So yah, honey will spend the time with me.
Wait till 5.25pm, honey reached my place already.
Standing outside calling me and faking me that she lost her way.
Cause first time coming to my place by herself mah.
But actually, she didn't lost her way. Damn~ Kena tricked so bad by her until I kanchiong for the moment lah. Haiyoh. Nevermind, used to it already. hahs!
Honey came with her big lappy bag. So pity her carried heavy stuff like that >.<"
I should have go meet and fetch her at Mrt station.
So yah, if honey come again with lappy, better go meet me at Mrt station uhh.
I go carry the bag for you, dont be stubborn as me. hahs. ^^"
So, i ending my post here leh. Cannot share stories of our time together lah.
Damn paiseh leh. hahs! lol.
No lah, just privacy mah. You think everything must tell here and there uhh?
Must be kept, "Low Profile" as i dislike people spreading news here and there. hehs.
Don't mind me, i siao right now. talking to myself. hahs.
Ok lah, the only thing can say was that, the night was a most memorable one.
Something that seems will not forget. And honey should know why uhh..hahaha
For me, it's a feeling that I didn't gotten it for quite a long time.
The feelings were lost on the month of April.
Till now, then I gotten that kind of feelings back.
Omg lah, I sounded like a sisi guy. >.<"
and yah, see my face funny izit? Everytime see abit, laugh here and there until you cannot tahan.
Too funny meh my face?
Haiz~
LOL! Just kidding. hehs.
It's good to see honey sweet smile and laugh. =)
Oh and later she blog bout my blush face >.<" die lah me.
dont know where to hide my face already.
wait wait, maybe go hide inside honey's lappy bag. hahahaha!
well, till here then.
Going off now~
Missing honey very the much. hahs. ("Very The Much", must learn the new phrase hor)
<3 you lots too. take care. byebye.
Sayonara. hahs. >.<"
Muacks~
(>.")> *Hugs* <(".<)
and btw, honey cooking very nice and tasty.
felt not satisfied, wanna eat again. her own recipe she cooked just now.
cook for me again pleaseeee~~~
Today, woke up at 11.30am exactly, first thing i did, is sending a good morning message to honey.
I kept thinking if dad working the whole day or not. Cause honey wanna spend the evening with me at my house.
If quite complicated if dad at home and she came to my house. Cause dad doesnt know a thing about us?
But mum, well, kinda complicated to explain. Oh well, soon they will know as the secret can't be kept too long.
So after i done thinking through and sending sms, go bath straight away as mum asked me to take and send money to her friend whom stayed at block 864. The food is like, alot of bee hoon goreng. lols.
After 12.50pm I made my move to mum's friend place.
Got home, have a lil' bit of lunch, just a 3/4 plate of bee hoon. hehs. I dont feel like eating anyway.
But still, the food shiok sia. Never had that kind of taste before.
Maybe later honey come and eat her dinner, she will love it? Hahaha. Who knows~
From 1.30pm till after 3pm, I practiced my piano hard.
Focusing well though.
While practicing honey sms me asking if can confirm come.
I called my dad up, he said he won't coming home later on. So yah, honey will spend the time with me.
Wait till 5.25pm, honey reached my place already.
Standing outside calling me and faking me that she lost her way.
Cause first time coming to my place by herself mah.
But actually, she didn't lost her way. Damn~ Kena tricked so bad by her until I kanchiong for the moment lah. Haiyoh. Nevermind, used to it already. hahs!
Honey came with her big lappy bag. So pity her carried heavy stuff like that >.<"
I should have go meet and fetch her at Mrt station.
So yah, if honey come again with lappy, better go meet me at Mrt station uhh.
I go carry the bag for you, dont be stubborn as me. hahs. ^^"
So, i ending my post here leh. Cannot share stories of our time together lah.
Damn paiseh leh. hahs! lol.
No lah, just privacy mah. You think everything must tell here and there uhh?
Must be kept, "Low Profile" as i dislike people spreading news here and there. hehs.
Don't mind me, i siao right now. talking to myself. hahs.
Ok lah, the only thing can say was that, the night was a most memorable one.
Something that seems will not forget. And honey should know why uhh..hahaha
For me, it's a feeling that I didn't gotten it for quite a long time.
The feelings were lost on the month of April.
Till now, then I gotten that kind of feelings back.
Omg lah, I sounded like a sisi guy. >.<"
and yah, see my face funny izit? Everytime see abit, laugh here and there until you cannot tahan.
Too funny meh my face?
Haiz~
LOL! Just kidding. hehs.
It's good to see honey sweet smile and laugh. =)
Oh and later she blog bout my blush face >.<" die lah me.
dont know where to hide my face already.
wait wait, maybe go hide inside honey's lappy bag. hahahaha!
well, till here then.
Going off now~
Missing honey very the much. hahs. ("Very The Much", must learn the new phrase hor)
<3 you lots too. take care. byebye.
Sayonara. hahs. >.<"
Muacks~
(>.")> *Hugs* <(".<)
and btw, honey cooking very nice and tasty.
felt not satisfied, wanna eat again. her own recipe she cooked just now.
cook for me again pleaseeee~~~
10:08 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
The past chatting, text, messaging..
It's quite fun isn't it? Having a conversation with your special one? Your love one?
Especially someone from different races, using their own languages and we need to find out what's the meaning of it.
So when they used their own languages and we can't understand it, they won't embarrassed or shy to express their feelings towards us. But when we found out what's the meaning behind it, we felt touched, we laugh and could brought us smile.
Let me just post the mandarin phrases and words up in my blog which she used it to chat/talk with me.
Cause I'm not gonna forget the memorable times we spent together and will cherish it throughout my life.
And my blog, although if I didn't blog for a long time, it will never be dead.
As there's alot of memories needed to be remember.
Sha Gua,
wo de xiao sha gua,
heng ke ai wor,
ni heng ke ai wor,
wo xiang ni wor,
will xiang wo de ke ai de,
you so ke ai,
qing ai de wo ai ni,
wo de xiao sha gua,
guai guai,
hao xiang ni,
hao ma,
baobei,
bu jian bu shang,
sha sha ben ben heng ke ai lei,
shuan le ba,
chi chu,
ben ben,
ham ham heng xi huan ni wor sha gua,
That's all I can remembered what she uses while chatting and talking with me.
Some of them are with meanings, while some are just a simeple words.
I learn, I used it, and eventually I gotten used to it.
The last sentence, a sweet sentence which she sent me last night before going to bed, which really touches my heart?
Which no one actually said to me before.
"muack muack <3 <3 u miss u lots as always~~baby no matter wat i k sense ur presence ard me so i nv afraid the days without u..nv..i felt u close to me esp in my heart...k la go bed liao ps liao buai buai"
We knew each other for a short while, but we felt like we were spending a long time together.
But in the end, on the 23rd of September if I'm not wrong?
That was the night we're being together, having 2 hearts as 1.
That was the night confession were made in an email? and in the msn messenger.
There's lots of text letters which she sent me during the time we're together.
Maybe I will post it up one day.
Cause I don't want to loose that letter of hers.
Canon in D included my piano arrangement inside, could say it's our favourite.
I knew whenever she listen or watch I playing that piece, she felt calm, relax, peace.
Everynight, I prayed for her.
Prayed for her to be safe, to have more wealth, to have a good life, to give her more strength and courage, to give her more confidence and fight her weakness, her fears and to have more faith and good fate.
Prayed for her and forgiving all her mistakes she done in this world.
Prayed for us to be more close, to move on as 1 soul as long as possible or for an eternity?
Everynight I done that, I never fail to do that.
and everynight, I just kept dreaming of her.
This is all the truth which have been gone through this whole days, whole week, from the mid September till now.
Baby~
I carved your name in my heart and forever it will stays.
Doesn't mean being together will be happy and good all the time.
Surely it will always have good and bad times.
That's the time we will overcome it together. Not alone, but together.
Being together can also rely on each other.
Having shoulders to cry on, having an embrace to feel calm, having accompany for not being lonely.
Age doesn't matters or concern, it is how we show our love towards one another.
Honey, I'm gonna miss you.
<3 you lots.
Take care. Goodbye & Farewell.
Wo ai ni...
Ai si ni...
Saying all this not because of being apart nor seperated, but, isolated?
Is that the word that I heard..?
All of this I've said, I'm neither weak nor sad.
It's to show my appreciation towards her, to show my concern and my...love for her.
Every weakness will always be strength.
Every sadness will always be moments.
Things will always able to overcome.
Especially someone from different races, using their own languages and we need to find out what's the meaning of it.
So when they used their own languages and we can't understand it, they won't embarrassed or shy to express their feelings towards us. But when we found out what's the meaning behind it, we felt touched, we laugh and could brought us smile.
Let me just post the mandarin phrases and words up in my blog which she used it to chat/talk with me.
Cause I'm not gonna forget the memorable times we spent together and will cherish it throughout my life.
And my blog, although if I didn't blog for a long time, it will never be dead.
As there's alot of memories needed to be remember.
Sha Gua,
wo de xiao sha gua,
heng ke ai wor,
ni heng ke ai wor,
wo xiang ni wor,
will xiang wo de ke ai de,
you so ke ai,
qing ai de wo ai ni,
wo de xiao sha gua,
guai guai,
hao xiang ni,
hao ma,
baobei,
bu jian bu shang,
sha sha ben ben heng ke ai lei,
shuan le ba,
chi chu,
ben ben,
ham ham heng xi huan ni wor sha gua,
That's all I can remembered what she uses while chatting and talking with me.
Some of them are with meanings, while some are just a simeple words.
I learn, I used it, and eventually I gotten used to it.
The last sentence, a sweet sentence which she sent me last night before going to bed, which really touches my heart?
Which no one actually said to me before.
"muack muack <3 <3 u miss u lots as always~~baby no matter wat i k sense ur presence ard me so i nv afraid the days without u..nv..i felt u close to me esp in my heart...k la go bed liao ps liao buai buai"
We knew each other for a short while, but we felt like we were spending a long time together.
But in the end, on the 23rd of September if I'm not wrong?
That was the night we're being together, having 2 hearts as 1.
That was the night confession were made in an email? and in the msn messenger.
There's lots of text letters which she sent me during the time we're together.
Maybe I will post it up one day.
Cause I don't want to loose that letter of hers.
Canon in D included my piano arrangement inside, could say it's our favourite.
I knew whenever she listen or watch I playing that piece, she felt calm, relax, peace.
Everynight, I prayed for her.
Prayed for her to be safe, to have more wealth, to have a good life, to give her more strength and courage, to give her more confidence and fight her weakness, her fears and to have more faith and good fate.
Prayed for her and forgiving all her mistakes she done in this world.
Prayed for us to be more close, to move on as 1 soul as long as possible or for an eternity?
Everynight I done that, I never fail to do that.
and everynight, I just kept dreaming of her.
This is all the truth which have been gone through this whole days, whole week, from the mid September till now.
Baby~
I carved your name in my heart and forever it will stays.
Doesn't mean being together will be happy and good all the time.
Surely it will always have good and bad times.
That's the time we will overcome it together. Not alone, but together.
Being together can also rely on each other.
Having shoulders to cry on, having an embrace to feel calm, having accompany for not being lonely.
Age doesn't matters or concern, it is how we show our love towards one another.
Honey, I'm gonna miss you.
<3 you lots.
Take care. Goodbye & Farewell.
Wo ai ni...
Ai si ni...
Saying all this not because of being apart nor seperated, but, isolated?
Is that the word that I heard..?
All of this I've said, I'm neither weak nor sad.
It's to show my appreciation towards her, to show my concern and my...love for her.
Every weakness will always be strength.
Every sadness will always be moments.
Things will always able to overcome.
"Nothing is impossible in this world"
11:36 PM
Haiz. Right now really having a bad day.
Just making my mind confuse here and there. Now I'm blogging one of my bestie house.
Thanks Fadz for using the comp for awhile.
Need to release my stress.
My mind really hurts. Not sure what I'm thinking. So many silly thoughts.
Before I go meet my friends at his house, I go meet honey at Woodlands.
I think she really got a bad day just now.
And till now I couldn't stop recalling her face shreding down her tears, her precious tears.
My only weakness is myself is I can't bear to watch girls shred their tears.
Especially my loves one or the special one. Especially...Her..
When I looked, really giving me the sadness just an instance.
Few more days school will be reopen, I promise there's still time to spend with honey. Maybe like after school could meet her up or something.
Why honey? Why you shred your precious tears just now? Without telling me anything?
No matter what happens, I'm still by your side. My spirit, my presence, you will always felt it.
Whenever you listen or watch my piano videos, I know would be calm and felt peaceful. And missing me too.
If only we could stop time right here, right now, together.
Now, after today, it's gonna be hard to contact her for temporarily. How I wish this thing would never happen? And now I'm just fucked up for awhile.
As after I met honey at Woodlands Interchange, gave her kiss on her cheek, I went straight to my friend house. But things ended up something that I already predicted.
There should be only 8 of us going out, but somehow one of my friend tagg a few more whom me and other of my friends didn't know. There's like, 6-9 of them altogether. Guess that my plan for today already ruined. Thanks guys, thank you very much for spoiling my mood.
I already thought in myself, if plan was ruined, I straight went home, not going for raya.
But since, I'm close with my besties and my "Brothers", I got to accompany them, not to let them down. So, could say that we having a conflict on both party. Fuck..just..fuck~
So yah, I'm not in the mood right now. I just wish there would be heavy downpour so I can relax my mind, I can think of honey.
Both of us were so close that we need to rely on each other right now.
I just don't wanna loose the moment in a instance.
What's my feeling now? Hard to say.
Am I mad? Frustrated? Angry? Annoyed? Sad?
Happy? Calm? Relax?
Just not sure what's my feeling now.
Just see what will happen at the end of the day.
Anyway, missing you honey
<3 u lots. takecare~
Just making my mind confuse here and there. Now I'm blogging one of my bestie house.
Thanks Fadz for using the comp for awhile.
Need to release my stress.
My mind really hurts. Not sure what I'm thinking. So many silly thoughts.
Before I go meet my friends at his house, I go meet honey at Woodlands.
I think she really got a bad day just now.
And till now I couldn't stop recalling her face shreding down her tears, her precious tears.
My only weakness is myself is I can't bear to watch girls shred their tears.
Especially my loves one or the special one. Especially...Her..
When I looked, really giving me the sadness just an instance.
Few more days school will be reopen, I promise there's still time to spend with honey. Maybe like after school could meet her up or something.
Why honey? Why you shred your precious tears just now? Without telling me anything?
No matter what happens, I'm still by your side. My spirit, my presence, you will always felt it.
Whenever you listen or watch my piano videos, I know would be calm and felt peaceful. And missing me too.
If only we could stop time right here, right now, together.
Now, after today, it's gonna be hard to contact her for temporarily. How I wish this thing would never happen? And now I'm just fucked up for awhile.
As after I met honey at Woodlands Interchange, gave her kiss on her cheek, I went straight to my friend house. But things ended up something that I already predicted.
There should be only 8 of us going out, but somehow one of my friend tagg a few more whom me and other of my friends didn't know. There's like, 6-9 of them altogether. Guess that my plan for today already ruined. Thanks guys, thank you very much for spoiling my mood.
I already thought in myself, if plan was ruined, I straight went home, not going for raya.
But since, I'm close with my besties and my "Brothers", I got to accompany them, not to let them down. So, could say that we having a conflict on both party. Fuck..just..fuck~
So yah, I'm not in the mood right now. I just wish there would be heavy downpour so I can relax my mind, I can think of honey.
Both of us were so close that we need to rely on each other right now.
I just don't wanna loose the moment in a instance.
What's my feeling now? Hard to say.
Am I mad? Frustrated? Angry? Annoyed? Sad?
Happy? Calm? Relax?
Just not sure what's my feeling now.
Just see what will happen at the end of the day.
Anyway, missing you honey
<3 u lots. takecare~
6:24 PM
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Dear blog,
Today is really, erm..cherishful day? or moment? hahs. yeah, well, managed to meet honey again in the evening. Then have our dinner at my house. Well, we suddenly want to meet cause I'm the one asked her out. She having problem at home like there's quarreling or something which I received her sms. So I want to make her feel better by asking her out, have our time together and have our dinner too. Asked her if she want to meet later on in the evening, then she replied and accepted it.
At 5.30pm, I reached Woodlands area. I was from Ghi Moh(Don't know how to spell) accompany mum to visit her Sis house. Once reached there from cab, I straight sms honey, told her I reached Woodlands estate already, she can go be ready or something. Meet at usual place, I came quite early cause I don't want to make her wait. While I waiting for honey, I saw 2 of my friends, Mahdi & Hasif. So they came up to me and asked what I'm doing here. So I told them and cover some stuffs, I waiting for someone actually, nothing special. Then they denied it and found out I waiting for honey. Aiyah, my cover was bad....lols. Nevermind, they also waiting for their girl anyway.
Few mins later, honey sms me telling me that she reaching like 5mins later. So, ok lorh, told her to take her time anyway, no need to rush.
Once she reached, there's lots of people around. So crowded man, I starting to worry if honey was looking for me or something, so I called her up, then in the end she saw me, and I saw her.
While she approaching, both of my friends saw honey, they were like "Wah sia, that's your girl isit? So pretty and cute sia. Don't want to loose isit? Hahaha"
I was like, "Wtf? Crazy isit? Like never seen anyone like that before? I go for her sweetness and kindness lah, don't think too much or I slap both of your faces" hahs!
When honey came, 3 of them said Hi lorh. Then Hasif asked her, what's honey name. Then honey responded lorh, "My name is Yuki." Then Hasif said, "Oh ok. Nice to meet you"
lols. No comment~
So after all that done, both of us off to Woodlands Mart to buy food for my mum and ourselves. At Woodlands Mart, go up 2nd floor awhile to get memory card reader for mum, cause she really need it by tonight. So I bought it for $18.
Once that done, we're off to Fork & Spoon, the place where we bought our food. Bought mum mixed food first, then bought Mee Rebus for ourselves as honey misses her favourite dish. Hahs. I knew you want Mee Rebus so badly.
Bought everything, it's time to go back to my home.
Honey made me worried leh, I thought I left my memory card reader at the foodcourt, then in the end, she actually hold it for me. What the hell, I'm so silly >.<"
Reached home, mum welcomes honey. Then she took a seat and have a chat with mum. While both of them chatting and talking, I go prepare the dish. Mum goes to kitchen to feed lil bro and have her dinner while me and honey having our dinner at the living room. Eating and watching one of this MTV show, really damn stupid.
And could make me puke also lah. Stupid show >.<"
While eating, suddenly Kena spicy stuff. I was like choking by the spice, quickly go drink up. The spicyness still stucked at my throat sia.No choice, drank water still didn't do any difference. Just bare with the spice T_T
Honey laughing around already cause I can't tahan. Aiyoh...~~~
After took our dinner, we go clean up. Honey wash the dishes, i go took out the trashes. Hahs. She's really helpful, hard to repay her back >.<" Thank you for helpfulness honey~
Once everything done, go to my room. Slack around, lol, still thinking of designs...trying out the HS5 as honey HS5 at lappy can't work. Do things here and there. So busy busy. I go try out the memory card reader on the other computer, it works just fine. No worries anymore, my task is done. hahs.
Looking through honey drawings and sketchings, like wah. So cute cute stuffs. lols. hahahaha.
Listening to songs together, watching music videos, play HS5. Laughing around here and there. Tickles each other >.<" until i cannot tahan. Comparing the Back of the TV Sketch. lol. still, honey's one look better. Mine look so idiotic while mum's look kinda...goofy drawings. hahaha.
Have a talk for the moment, have some embraces. lols. then honey drew out our name. Rainyuki & Razer, name drawings. Look so cool. I can't even do that. >.<"
And yah, i felt great having her around. Spent our loving time together today.
Just hope we still could spend a little more time together again before school started.
As I had a feeling that it would be busy busy days for us.
Just too much of things to say bout just now lah.
Can't say all in here. All were in my memories which I will cherish it.
Well till here lah i blog. Damn lazy already...ZZzzzz~
Not sure if tomorrow will meet honey after her new data entry work.
After 6pm meet her? Just for awhile, cause she's having her tutor at 8pm.
Like omg, time so squeezy for her.
Thats all~
Miss you honey
and <3 you too.
Muacks~
Today is really, erm..cherishful day? or moment? hahs. yeah, well, managed to meet honey again in the evening. Then have our dinner at my house. Well, we suddenly want to meet cause I'm the one asked her out. She having problem at home like there's quarreling or something which I received her sms. So I want to make her feel better by asking her out, have our time together and have our dinner too. Asked her if she want to meet later on in the evening, then she replied and accepted it.
At 5.30pm, I reached Woodlands area. I was from Ghi Moh(Don't know how to spell) accompany mum to visit her Sis house. Once reached there from cab, I straight sms honey, told her I reached Woodlands estate already, she can go be ready or something. Meet at usual place, I came quite early cause I don't want to make her wait. While I waiting for honey, I saw 2 of my friends, Mahdi & Hasif. So they came up to me and asked what I'm doing here. So I told them and cover some stuffs, I waiting for someone actually, nothing special. Then they denied it and found out I waiting for honey. Aiyah, my cover was bad....lols. Nevermind, they also waiting for their girl anyway.
Few mins later, honey sms me telling me that she reaching like 5mins later. So, ok lorh, told her to take her time anyway, no need to rush.
Once she reached, there's lots of people around. So crowded man, I starting to worry if honey was looking for me or something, so I called her up, then in the end she saw me, and I saw her.
While she approaching, both of my friends saw honey, they were like "Wah sia, that's your girl isit? So pretty and cute sia. Don't want to loose isit? Hahaha"
I was like, "Wtf? Crazy isit? Like never seen anyone like that before? I go for her sweetness and kindness lah, don't think too much or I slap both of your faces" hahs!
When honey came, 3 of them said Hi lorh. Then Hasif asked her, what's honey name. Then honey responded lorh, "My name is Yuki." Then Hasif said, "Oh ok. Nice to meet you"
lols. No comment~
So after all that done, both of us off to Woodlands Mart to buy food for my mum and ourselves. At Woodlands Mart, go up 2nd floor awhile to get memory card reader for mum, cause she really need it by tonight. So I bought it for $18.
Once that done, we're off to Fork & Spoon, the place where we bought our food. Bought mum mixed food first, then bought Mee Rebus for ourselves as honey misses her favourite dish. Hahs. I knew you want Mee Rebus so badly.
Bought everything, it's time to go back to my home.
Honey made me worried leh, I thought I left my memory card reader at the foodcourt, then in the end, she actually hold it for me. What the hell, I'm so silly >.<"
Reached home, mum welcomes honey. Then she took a seat and have a chat with mum. While both of them chatting and talking, I go prepare the dish. Mum goes to kitchen to feed lil bro and have her dinner while me and honey having our dinner at the living room. Eating and watching one of this MTV show, really damn stupid.
And could make me puke also lah. Stupid show >.<"
While eating, suddenly Kena spicy stuff. I was like choking by the spice, quickly go drink up. The spicyness still stucked at my throat sia.No choice, drank water still didn't do any difference. Just bare with the spice T_T
Honey laughing around already cause I can't tahan. Aiyoh...~~~
After took our dinner, we go clean up. Honey wash the dishes, i go took out the trashes. Hahs. She's really helpful, hard to repay her back >.<" Thank you for helpfulness honey~
Once everything done, go to my room. Slack around, lol, still thinking of designs...trying out the HS5 as honey HS5 at lappy can't work. Do things here and there. So busy busy. I go try out the memory card reader on the other computer, it works just fine. No worries anymore, my task is done. hahs.
Looking through honey drawings and sketchings, like wah. So cute cute stuffs. lols. hahahaha.
Listening to songs together, watching music videos, play HS5. Laughing around here and there. Tickles each other >.<" until i cannot tahan. Comparing the Back of the TV Sketch. lol. still, honey's one look better. Mine look so idiotic while mum's look kinda...goofy drawings. hahaha.
Have a talk for the moment, have some embraces. lols. then honey drew out our name. Rainyuki & Razer, name drawings. Look so cool. I can't even do that. >.<"
And yah, i felt great having her around. Spent our loving time together today.
Just hope we still could spend a little more time together again before school started.
As I had a feeling that it would be busy busy days for us.
Just too much of things to say bout just now lah.
Can't say all in here. All were in my memories which I will cherish it.
Well till here lah i blog. Damn lazy already...ZZzzzz~
Not sure if tomorrow will meet honey after her new data entry work.
After 6pm meet her? Just for awhile, cause she's having her tutor at 8pm.
Like omg, time so squeezy for her.
Thats all~
Miss you honey
and <3 you too.
Muacks~
2:31 AM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Hmm...about today which is on the 7th of October...
Good things happened, lol. Not sure where to start.
Well having my piano lesson at 10am. I wake up at 9am, sms her, good morning message kind of thing.
Then she replied back, sms here and there. Then go online in msn lorh, continue our chatting.
I thought of bringing her go for lunch, so i asked her. Well she said ok. So...ok lorh. We gonna meet eac other later at noon.
Go wash up, time for piano lesson. And I seriously screwed up just now for the moment.
While playing the 1st exam piece, in the middle part suddenly my mind went blank, and it's like, i play trociously.
Then my piano teacher nagged at me >.<"
Sorry lah. I got screwed up awhile. No need to be so furious or something. But nvm, just accepted it.
Lesson ends at 11.30am. Go straight to msn, message her that I done.
Chat chat chat, then go dressed up at around 12nn+
We met each other at usual place, supposely should meet at 12.30pm. Then, miscalcualted time? We're late. Hah!
Nevermind, at least I came early and waited for her. While waiting, saw so many malays all go Jalan Hari Raya.
Hahaha, but all look like secondary school KIDS. Oops =X hahaha. nevermind, drop topic~
Once she reached, we go straight to Banquet go makan. Nothing to eat leh, since all food at there i kinda get bored of it. In the end, we eat Chicken rice. lol. erm, for this year, today i just ate my FIRST chicken rice. XD hahahah!
eat and talk, eat and talk. Laugh laugh...see my face laugh =.=" too funny izit dear? hahs.
erm after took our lunch, we go for a walk in CauseWay Point. Then gone down, gone up again, thinking of watching movie. So ok lorh, we go watch Eagle Eye. Erm, great movie right? Wasn't sure of myself anyway. hee~
From 2.50pm till 5pm watched movie, so meaning to movie is seriously damn long sia.
And I freezing to death inside the cinema.
Thanks to her i got comfort and warmth. Omg lah, i sounded like a baby. >.<" cannot cannot!
cannot be like kid already, must grow up. hahs. thats what i always thought of myself. we will never be a kid everytime.
Although there's a kid in everyone, but things will must always take seriously most of the time. so being as a kid once in a while is fine with myself.
After 5pm, need to buy mum's and lil bro's food. Bought already, need to go home. She got her teaching at 8pm leh.
So I don't want to leave her so early. So, ask mum whether can bring her to our house. Get to know each other lorh.
Ask mum, she said ok but if malay girl, confirm she got kinda 'Doubt' thoughts.
Ask honey, she was like, can't say anything. She was like too paiseh or scared lah. See her body language i know already. hahahaha. Cannot hide from me hor! In the end, she did came to my house. ^^
Came in, have a seat, talk to my mum as mum asked her lots of question.
And there is one question she can't answer. "How you know Ahmad( which is me)" =.="
Then honey can't say anything sia. She like speechless. LOL!
But, i go back up for her, explained to my mum lorh.
Dotts~ hahahaa
Few mins later mum goes to kitchen to give lil bro to eat and she wanna have her dinner too. While me and honey is at the living room. Then, she asked me bout the project thingy. She want to help about it. So ok lorh, brought out my sketch book, pencil, eraser. While she planning or something, I gone to the kitchen.
Then suddenly told me something in malay language.
"She's a sweet and helpful girl wasn't she? Being able to help you for the assignment."
I told her, "Erm, mum think she's sweet? and yah, she's have a kind hearted. She did helped lots of people around her."
Then mum asked one question which made me laugh anyway. "She's older than you by how much?"
LOL! Like as if mum knew she older than me like that. hahahaaha.
but of course lah, mum knew, cause honey told her she working as tutor currently and taking diploma and school erm next year or something? I forgot. But that what she told her. So of course mum kinda knew bout it.
So i told mum, "Erm, like as if mum knew she's older than me uhh? Hahaha, she's just 1 year older than me."
Then mum just said, "hahaha. ok. nothing much."
Honey busy doing my 1 assignment. lol, walked around my house here and there. Came to each room.
honey came each room, look around. Hahaha, i noticed it. She goes anywhere, she looked around my house. lols.
nothing special lah dear. My house not big >.<"
came to my room, discussed bout the assigment. Damn it sia, so tough. Even made her stressed. Told you not to help right. Now you stressed like me already. aiyoh.
Printed out the template, then she do the designs.
Like wah. She sketch out so nice. I can't even sketch out a simple dimensional box lah. T_T
Need to go take art class. lols. like what mum told me too.
but too late lah, I'm in multimedia, not really focus on art. so ok, drop topic~
around 7.30pm, still sketching. I go took out grapes for ourselves. Mum told us to eat. So ok lorh. I took it out.
Washed it, plucked out one of it. Asked honey to open her mouth. hahahaha!!!
need to force her leh so she would opened her mouth. aiyoh. don't scared lah, it's just a fruit. Not poison stuff. lol
So brought in the grapes to my room and continue the sketches.
She sketching, I surfing net checking out some ideas. And eating grapes too. lol.
and feed her grapes also lah. lols. feed her, then bite my finger...Ouch~~~ it "Hurts" lols.
bite bite many times leh. aiyoh. hahaha. nevermind. its fine. hahs.
7.45pm go practice some songs for awhile. till 9pm, it's time to go. She late for her tution also.
Tsk...told you to go, you don't want. But it's ok, cause it's great to have her around.
outside my house, waiting for lift, thought want to give the loving embrace like in HS5, but I forget leh.
like wtf? like small things also i can forget? lols. busy thinking of what only in my mind =X
sent her till the main road, then she off by a cab.
Well. thats all?
gone back home, i go bath and rest till 11pm+
wake up as i gotten a feeling she leave me a msg in msn.
then i realised, it is her. lol.
so what else? here i am. till now. blogging.
Well, im going off. long post. lols
Thank you honey for the whole day of entertainment? Lols.
and brave enough to come my house.
Mum really likes you, you know?
So, do visit our house if you feel like it. hahs.
and i still can remember the Starbucks!
bite my finger till i shocked for the moment >.<"
okok. miss her lots.
<3 HamHam
hehs ^^"
Good things happened, lol. Not sure where to start.
Well having my piano lesson at 10am. I wake up at 9am, sms her, good morning message kind of thing.
Then she replied back, sms here and there. Then go online in msn lorh, continue our chatting.
I thought of bringing her go for lunch, so i asked her. Well she said ok. So...ok lorh. We gonna meet eac other later at noon.
Go wash up, time for piano lesson. And I seriously screwed up just now for the moment.
While playing the 1st exam piece, in the middle part suddenly my mind went blank, and it's like, i play trociously.
Then my piano teacher nagged at me >.<"
Sorry lah. I got screwed up awhile. No need to be so furious or something. But nvm, just accepted it.
Lesson ends at 11.30am. Go straight to msn, message her that I done.
Chat chat chat, then go dressed up at around 12nn+
We met each other at usual place, supposely should meet at 12.30pm. Then, miscalcualted time? We're late. Hah!
Nevermind, at least I came early and waited for her. While waiting, saw so many malays all go Jalan Hari Raya.
Hahaha, but all look like secondary school KIDS. Oops =X hahaha. nevermind, drop topic~
Once she reached, we go straight to Banquet go makan. Nothing to eat leh, since all food at there i kinda get bored of it. In the end, we eat Chicken rice. lol. erm, for this year, today i just ate my FIRST chicken rice. XD hahahah!
eat and talk, eat and talk. Laugh laugh...see my face laugh =.=" too funny izit dear? hahs.
erm after took our lunch, we go for a walk in CauseWay Point. Then gone down, gone up again, thinking of watching movie. So ok lorh, we go watch Eagle Eye. Erm, great movie right? Wasn't sure of myself anyway. hee~
From 2.50pm till 5pm watched movie, so meaning to movie is seriously damn long sia.
And I freezing to death inside the cinema.
Thanks to her i got comfort and warmth. Omg lah, i sounded like a baby. >.<" cannot cannot!
cannot be like kid already, must grow up. hahs. thats what i always thought of myself. we will never be a kid everytime.
Although there's a kid in everyone, but things will must always take seriously most of the time. so being as a kid once in a while is fine with myself.
After 5pm, need to buy mum's and lil bro's food. Bought already, need to go home. She got her teaching at 8pm leh.
So I don't want to leave her so early. So, ask mum whether can bring her to our house. Get to know each other lorh.
Ask mum, she said ok but if malay girl, confirm she got kinda 'Doubt' thoughts.
Ask honey, she was like, can't say anything. She was like too paiseh or scared lah. See her body language i know already. hahahaha. Cannot hide from me hor! In the end, she did came to my house. ^^
Came in, have a seat, talk to my mum as mum asked her lots of question.
And there is one question she can't answer. "How you know Ahmad( which is me)" =.="
Then honey can't say anything sia. She like speechless. LOL!
But, i go back up for her, explained to my mum lorh.
Dotts~ hahahaa
Few mins later mum goes to kitchen to give lil bro to eat and she wanna have her dinner too. While me and honey is at the living room. Then, she asked me bout the project thingy. She want to help about it. So ok lorh, brought out my sketch book, pencil, eraser. While she planning or something, I gone to the kitchen.
Then suddenly told me something in malay language.
"She's a sweet and helpful girl wasn't she? Being able to help you for the assignment."
I told her, "Erm, mum think she's sweet? and yah, she's have a kind hearted. She did helped lots of people around her."
Then mum asked one question which made me laugh anyway. "She's older than you by how much?"
LOL! Like as if mum knew she older than me like that. hahahaaha.
but of course lah, mum knew, cause honey told her she working as tutor currently and taking diploma and school erm next year or something? I forgot. But that what she told her. So of course mum kinda knew bout it.
So i told mum, "Erm, like as if mum knew she's older than me uhh? Hahaha, she's just 1 year older than me."
Then mum just said, "hahaha. ok. nothing much."
Honey busy doing my 1 assignment. lol, walked around my house here and there. Came to each room.
honey came each room, look around. Hahaha, i noticed it. She goes anywhere, she looked around my house. lols.
nothing special lah dear. My house not big >.<"
came to my room, discussed bout the assigment. Damn it sia, so tough. Even made her stressed. Told you not to help right. Now you stressed like me already. aiyoh.
Printed out the template, then she do the designs.
Like wah. She sketch out so nice. I can't even sketch out a simple dimensional box lah. T_T
Need to go take art class. lols. like what mum told me too.
but too late lah, I'm in multimedia, not really focus on art. so ok, drop topic~
around 7.30pm, still sketching. I go took out grapes for ourselves. Mum told us to eat. So ok lorh. I took it out.
Washed it, plucked out one of it. Asked honey to open her mouth. hahahaha!!!
need to force her leh so she would opened her mouth. aiyoh. don't scared lah, it's just a fruit. Not poison stuff. lol
So brought in the grapes to my room and continue the sketches.
She sketching, I surfing net checking out some ideas. And eating grapes too. lol.
and feed her grapes also lah. lols. feed her, then bite my finger...Ouch~~~ it "Hurts" lols.
bite bite many times leh. aiyoh. hahaha. nevermind. its fine. hahs.
7.45pm go practice some songs for awhile. till 9pm, it's time to go. She late for her tution also.
Tsk...told you to go, you don't want. But it's ok, cause it's great to have her around.
outside my house, waiting for lift, thought want to give the loving embrace like in HS5, but I forget leh.
like wtf? like small things also i can forget? lols. busy thinking of what only in my mind =X
sent her till the main road, then she off by a cab.
Well. thats all?
gone back home, i go bath and rest till 11pm+
wake up as i gotten a feeling she leave me a msg in msn.
then i realised, it is her. lol.
so what else? here i am. till now. blogging.
Well, im going off. long post. lols
Thank you honey for the whole day of entertainment? Lols.
and brave enough to come my house.
Mum really likes you, you know?
So, do visit our house if you feel like it. hahs.
and i still can remember the Starbucks!
bite my finger till i shocked for the moment >.<"
okok. miss her lots.
<3 HamHam
hehs ^^"
3:12 AM
Dear blog,
where should i start? too many things in my mind till it's hard to tell my stories.
Erm...Yesterday izit?
Gone out for Hari Raya with my "brothers". It's quite a long time we didn't hang out with each other. Well, all so busy with their own stuffs. Bloody hell. One, busy with his new girlfriend. Another one, busy with his, errr...lappy?
Another busy with his classmates. Haiz. Left me, busy with....*cough cough*.
So, yah, yesterday met them at mahdi's house after 5pm. I purposely came late lah, later come so early then need to wait for the others. It happened alot of time. Everytime when go jamming, meet at usual place, I'm always the first one to reach. So, it's time for me to take my "Own Sweet Time". Hahs! Let the 3 of you feel how i felt waiting for you guys =X
Anyway, reached his house at 5pm+, then in the end, gone out at 7.15pm.
What to say, everytime like this. Boys always been boys. Nah, I would rather say, Guys always be Guys. lol =.="
Erm, total house we visited like around....5-7 of them? Including mine. Well, mine was the last house. So when they reached my home, the first thing I thought in my mind is, her. lol. seriously, i wanna chat with her in msn, I'm worried she might be waiting for me to come home or something. Then i got no chance to use the comp. they all raped my computer and xbox360 leh. T_T
After midnight, she sms me, ask me whether I'm home or not. Replied her that I'm home, want to use comp but can't cause my bro all raped it. =.=" In the end she didn't reply. lol. die~
Around 2am izit? They all left my home. Thank god! I'm so damn tired lorh. Always left my place so late leh.
The latest that time was like 3am? Because we play monopoly. LOL! hahahaha. until our Drummer complaint, "Eh faster lah, I wanna go home. Later kena scolding'. hahahaha! lol. so sad so sad~ xD
where should i start? too many things in my mind till it's hard to tell my stories.
Erm...Yesterday izit?
Gone out for Hari Raya with my "brothers". It's quite a long time we didn't hang out with each other. Well, all so busy with their own stuffs. Bloody hell. One, busy with his new girlfriend. Another one, busy with his, errr...lappy?
Another busy with his classmates. Haiz. Left me, busy with....*cough cough*.
So, yah, yesterday met them at mahdi's house after 5pm. I purposely came late lah, later come so early then need to wait for the others. It happened alot of time. Everytime when go jamming, meet at usual place, I'm always the first one to reach. So, it's time for me to take my "Own Sweet Time". Hahs! Let the 3 of you feel how i felt waiting for you guys =X
Anyway, reached his house at 5pm+, then in the end, gone out at 7.15pm.
What to say, everytime like this. Boys always been boys. Nah, I would rather say, Guys always be Guys. lol =.="
Erm, total house we visited like around....5-7 of them? Including mine. Well, mine was the last house. So when they reached my home, the first thing I thought in my mind is, her. lol. seriously, i wanna chat with her in msn, I'm worried she might be waiting for me to come home or something. Then i got no chance to use the comp. they all raped my computer and xbox360 leh. T_T
After midnight, she sms me, ask me whether I'm home or not. Replied her that I'm home, want to use comp but can't cause my bro all raped it. =.=" In the end she didn't reply. lol. die~
Around 2am izit? They all left my home. Thank god! I'm so damn tired lorh. Always left my place so late leh.
The latest that time was like 3am? Because we play monopoly. LOL! hahahaha. until our Drummer complaint, "Eh faster lah, I wanna go home. Later kena scolding'. hahahaha! lol. so sad so sad~ xD
3:11 AM
Dear blog,
where should i start? too many things in my mind till it's hard to tell my stories.
Erm...Yesterday izit?
Gone out for Hari Raya with my "brothers". It's quite a long time we didn't hang out with each other. Well, all so busy with their own stuffs. Bloody hell. One, busy with his new girlfriend. Another one, busy with his, errr...lappy?
Another busy with his classmates. Haiz. Left me, busy with....*cough cough*.
So, yah, yesterday met them at mahdi's house after 5pm. I purposely came late lah, later come so early then need to wait for the others. It happened alot of time. Everytime when go jamming, meet at usual place, I'm always the first one to reach. So, it's time for me to take my "Own Sweet Time". Hahs! Let the 3 of you feel how i felt waiting for you guys =X
Anyway, reached his house at 5pm+, then in the end, gone out at 7.15pm.
What to say, everytime like this. Boys always been boys. Nah, I would rather say, Guys always be Guys. lol =.="
Erm, total house we visited like around....5-7 of them? Including mine. Well, mine was the last house. So when they reached my home, the first thing I thought in my mind is, her. lol. seriously, i wanna chat with her in msn, I'm worried she might be waiting for me to come home or something. Then i got no chance to use the comp. they all raped my computer and xbox360 leh. T_T
After midnight, she sms me, ask me whether I'm home or not. Replied her that I'm home, want to use comp but can't cause my bro all raped it. =.=" In the end she didn't reply. lol. die~
Around 2am izit? They all left my home. Thank god! I'm so damn tired lorh. Always left my place so late leh.
The latest that time was like 3am? Because we play monopoly. LOL! hahahaha. until our Drummer complaint, "Eh faster lah, I wanna go home. Later kena scolding'. hahahaha! lol. so sad so sad~ xD
Hmm...about today which is on the 8th of October...
Good things happened, lol. Not sure where to start.
Well having my piano lesson at 10am. I wake up at 9am, sms her, good morning message kind of thing.
Then she replied back, sms here and there. Then go online in msn lorh, continue our chatting.
I thought of bringing her go for lunch, so i asked her. Well she said ok. So...ok lorh. We gonna meet eac other later at noon.
Go wash up, time for piano lesson. And I seriously screwed up just now for the moment.
While playing the 1st exam piece, in the middle part suddenly my mind went blank, and it's like, i play trociously.
Then my piano teacher nagged at me >.<"
Sorry lah. I got screwed up awhile. No need to be so furious or something. But nvm, just accepted it.
Lesson ends at 11.30am. Go straight to msn, message her that I done.
Chat chat chat, then go dressed up at around 12nn+
We met each other at usual place, supposely should meet at 12.30pm. Then, miscalcualted time? We're late. Hah!
Nevermind, at least I came early and waited for her. While waiting, saw so many malays all go Jalan Hari Raya.
Hahaha, but all look like secondary school KIDS. Oops =X hahaha. nevermind, drop topic~
Once she reached, we go straight to Banquet go makan. Nothing to eat leh, since all food at there i kinda get bored of it. In the end, we eat Chicken rice. lol. erm, for this year, today i just ate my FIRST chicken rice. XD hahahah!
eat and talk, eat and talk. Laugh laugh...see my face laugh =.=" too funny izit dear? hahs.
erm after took our lunch, we go for a walk in CauseWay Point. Then gone down, gone up again, thinking of watching movie. So ok lorh, we go watch Eagle Eye. Erm, great movie right? Wasn't sure of myself anyway. hee~
From 2.50pm till 5pm watched movie, so meaning to movie is seriously damn long sia.
And I freezing to death inside the cinema.
Thanks to her i got comfort and warmth. Omg lah, i sounded like a baby. >.<" cannot cannot!
cannot be like kid already, must grow up. hahs. thats what i always thought of myself. we will never be a kid everytime.
Although there's a kid in everyone, but things will must always take seriously most of the time. so being as a kid once in a while is fine with myself.
After 5pm, need to buy mum's and lil bro's food. Bought already, need to go home. She got her teaching at 8pm leh.
So I don't want to leave her so early. So, ask mum whether can bring her to our house. Get to know each other lorh.
Ask mum, she said ok but if malay girl, confirm she got kinda 'Doubt' thoughts.
Ask honey, she was like, can't say anything. She was like too paiseh or scared lah. See her body language i know already. hahahaha. Cannot hide from me hor! In the end, she did came to my house. ^^
Came in, have a seat, talk to my mum as mum asked her lots of question.
And there is one question she can't answer. "How you know Ahmad( which is me)" =.="
Then honey can't say anything sia. She like speechless. LOL!
But, i go back up for her, explained to my mum lorh.
Dotts~ hahahaa
Few mins later mum goes to kitchen to give lil bro to eat and she wanna have her dinner too. While me and honey is at the living room. Then, she asked me bout the project thingy. She want to help about it. So ok lorh, brought out my sketch book, pencil, eraser. While she planning or something, I gone to the kitchen.
Then suddenly told me something in malay language.
"She's a sweet and helpful girl wasn't she? Being able to help you for the assignment."
I told her, "Erm, mum think she's sweet? and yah, she's have a kind hearted. She did helped lots of people around her."
Then mum asked one question which made me laugh anyway. "She's older than you by how much?"
LOL! Like as if mum knew she older than me like that. hahahaaha.
but of course lah, mum knew, cause honey told her she working as tutor currently and taking diploma and school erm next year or something? I forgot. But that what she told her. So of course mum kinda knew bout it.
So i told mum, "Erm, like as if mum knew she's older than me uhh? Hahaha, she's just 1 year older than me."
Then mum just said, "hahaha. ok. nothing much."
Honey busy doing my 1 assignment. lol, walked around my house here and there. Came to each room.
honey came each room, look around. Hahaha, i noticed it. She goes anywhere, she looked around my house. lols.
nothing special lah dear. My house not big >.<"
came to my room, discussed bout the assigment. Damn it sia, so tough. Even made her stressed. Told you not to help right. Now you stressed like me already. aiyoh.
Printed out the template, then she do the designs.
Like wah. She sketch out so nice. I can't even sketch out a simple dimensional box lah. T_T
Need to go take art class. lols. like what mum told me too.
but too late lah, I'm in multimedia, not really focus on art. so ok, drop topic~
around 7.30pm, still sketching. I go took out grapes for ourselves. Mum told us to eat. So ok lorh. I took it out.
Washed it, plucked out one of it. Asked honey to open her mouth. hahahaha!!!
need to force her leh so she would opened her mouth. aiyoh. don't scared lah, it's just a fruit. Not poison stuff. lol
So brought in the grapes to my room and continue the sketches.
She sketching, I surfing net checking out some ideas. And eating grapes too. lol.
and feed her grapes also lah. lols. feed her, then bite my finger...Ouch~~~ it "Hurts" lols.
bite bite many times leh. aiyoh. hahaha. nevermind. its fine. hahs.
7.45pm go practice some songs for awhile. till 9pm, it's time to go. She late for her tution also.
Tsk...told you to go, you don't want. But it's ok, cause it's great to have her around.
outside my house, waiting for lift, thought want to give the loving embrace like in HS5, but I forget leh.
like wtf? like small things also i can forget? lols. busy thinking of what only in my mind =X
sent her till the main road, then she off by a cab.
Well. thats all?
gone back home, i go bath and rest till 11pm+
wake up as i gotten a feeling she leave me a msg in msn.
then i realised, it is her. lol.
so what else? here i am. till now. blogging.
Well, im going off. long post. lols
Thank you honey for the whole day of entertainment? Lols.
and brave enough to come my house.
Mum really likes you, you know?
So, do visit our house if you feel like it. hahs.
and i still can remember the Starbucks!
bite my finger till i shocked for the moment >.<"
okok. miss her lots.
<3 HamHam
hehs ^^"
where should i start? too many things in my mind till it's hard to tell my stories.
Erm...Yesterday izit?
Gone out for Hari Raya with my "brothers". It's quite a long time we didn't hang out with each other. Well, all so busy with their own stuffs. Bloody hell. One, busy with his new girlfriend. Another one, busy with his, errr...lappy?
Another busy with his classmates. Haiz. Left me, busy with....*cough cough*.
So, yah, yesterday met them at mahdi's house after 5pm. I purposely came late lah, later come so early then need to wait for the others. It happened alot of time. Everytime when go jamming, meet at usual place, I'm always the first one to reach. So, it's time for me to take my "Own Sweet Time". Hahs! Let the 3 of you feel how i felt waiting for you guys =X
Anyway, reached his house at 5pm+, then in the end, gone out at 7.15pm.
What to say, everytime like this. Boys always been boys. Nah, I would rather say, Guys always be Guys. lol =.="
Erm, total house we visited like around....5-7 of them? Including mine. Well, mine was the last house. So when they reached my home, the first thing I thought in my mind is, her. lol. seriously, i wanna chat with her in msn, I'm worried she might be waiting for me to come home or something. Then i got no chance to use the comp. they all raped my computer and xbox360 leh. T_T
After midnight, she sms me, ask me whether I'm home or not. Replied her that I'm home, want to use comp but can't cause my bro all raped it. =.=" In the end she didn't reply. lol. die~
Around 2am izit? They all left my home. Thank god! I'm so damn tired lorh. Always left my place so late leh.
The latest that time was like 3am? Because we play monopoly. LOL! hahahaha. until our Drummer complaint, "Eh faster lah, I wanna go home. Later kena scolding'. hahahaha! lol. so sad so sad~ xD
Hmm...about today which is on the 8th of October...
Good things happened, lol. Not sure where to start.
Well having my piano lesson at 10am. I wake up at 9am, sms her, good morning message kind of thing.
Then she replied back, sms here and there. Then go online in msn lorh, continue our chatting.
I thought of bringing her go for lunch, so i asked her. Well she said ok. So...ok lorh. We gonna meet eac other later at noon.
Go wash up, time for piano lesson. And I seriously screwed up just now for the moment.
While playing the 1st exam piece, in the middle part suddenly my mind went blank, and it's like, i play trociously.
Then my piano teacher nagged at me >.<"
Sorry lah. I got screwed up awhile. No need to be so furious or something. But nvm, just accepted it.
Lesson ends at 11.30am. Go straight to msn, message her that I done.
Chat chat chat, then go dressed up at around 12nn+
We met each other at usual place, supposely should meet at 12.30pm. Then, miscalcualted time? We're late. Hah!
Nevermind, at least I came early and waited for her. While waiting, saw so many malays all go Jalan Hari Raya.
Hahaha, but all look like secondary school KIDS. Oops =X hahaha. nevermind, drop topic~
Once she reached, we go straight to Banquet go makan. Nothing to eat leh, since all food at there i kinda get bored of it. In the end, we eat Chicken rice. lol. erm, for this year, today i just ate my FIRST chicken rice. XD hahahah!
eat and talk, eat and talk. Laugh laugh...see my face laugh =.=" too funny izit dear? hahs.
erm after took our lunch, we go for a walk in CauseWay Point. Then gone down, gone up again, thinking of watching movie. So ok lorh, we go watch Eagle Eye. Erm, great movie right? Wasn't sure of myself anyway. hee~
From 2.50pm till 5pm watched movie, so meaning to movie is seriously damn long sia.
And I freezing to death inside the cinema.
Thanks to her i got comfort and warmth. Omg lah, i sounded like a baby. >.<" cannot cannot!
cannot be like kid already, must grow up. hahs. thats what i always thought of myself. we will never be a kid everytime.
Although there's a kid in everyone, but things will must always take seriously most of the time. so being as a kid once in a while is fine with myself.
After 5pm, need to buy mum's and lil bro's food. Bought already, need to go home. She got her teaching at 8pm leh.
So I don't want to leave her so early. So, ask mum whether can bring her to our house. Get to know each other lorh.
Ask mum, she said ok but if malay girl, confirm she got kinda 'Doubt' thoughts.
Ask honey, she was like, can't say anything. She was like too paiseh or scared lah. See her body language i know already. hahahaha. Cannot hide from me hor! In the end, she did came to my house. ^^
Came in, have a seat, talk to my mum as mum asked her lots of question.
And there is one question she can't answer. "How you know Ahmad( which is me)" =.="
Then honey can't say anything sia. She like speechless. LOL!
But, i go back up for her, explained to my mum lorh.
Dotts~ hahahaa
Few mins later mum goes to kitchen to give lil bro to eat and she wanna have her dinner too. While me and honey is at the living room. Then, she asked me bout the project thingy. She want to help about it. So ok lorh, brought out my sketch book, pencil, eraser. While she planning or something, I gone to the kitchen.
Then suddenly told me something in malay language.
"She's a sweet and helpful girl wasn't she? Being able to help you for the assignment."
I told her, "Erm, mum think she's sweet? and yah, she's have a kind hearted. She did helped lots of people around her."
Then mum asked one question which made me laugh anyway. "She's older than you by how much?"
LOL! Like as if mum knew she older than me like that. hahahaaha.
but of course lah, mum knew, cause honey told her she working as tutor currently and taking diploma and school erm next year or something? I forgot. But that what she told her. So of course mum kinda knew bout it.
So i told mum, "Erm, like as if mum knew she's older than me uhh? Hahaha, she's just 1 year older than me."
Then mum just said, "hahaha. ok. nothing much."
Honey busy doing my 1 assignment. lol, walked around my house here and there. Came to each room.
honey came each room, look around. Hahaha, i noticed it. She goes anywhere, she looked around my house. lols.
nothing special lah dear. My house not big >.<"
came to my room, discussed bout the assigment. Damn it sia, so tough. Even made her stressed. Told you not to help right. Now you stressed like me already. aiyoh.
Printed out the template, then she do the designs.
Like wah. She sketch out so nice. I can't even sketch out a simple dimensional box lah. T_T
Need to go take art class. lols. like what mum told me too.
but too late lah, I'm in multimedia, not really focus on art. so ok, drop topic~
around 7.30pm, still sketching. I go took out grapes for ourselves. Mum told us to eat. So ok lorh. I took it out.
Washed it, plucked out one of it. Asked honey to open her mouth. hahahaha!!!
need to force her leh so she would opened her mouth. aiyoh. don't scared lah, it's just a fruit. Not poison stuff. lol
So brought in the grapes to my room and continue the sketches.
She sketching, I surfing net checking out some ideas. And eating grapes too. lol.
and feed her grapes also lah. lols. feed her, then bite my finger...Ouch~~~ it "Hurts" lols.
bite bite many times leh. aiyoh. hahaha. nevermind. its fine. hahs.
7.45pm go practice some songs for awhile. till 9pm, it's time to go. She late for her tution also.
Tsk...told you to go, you don't want. But it's ok, cause it's great to have her around.
outside my house, waiting for lift, thought want to give the loving embrace like in HS5, but I forget leh.
like wtf? like small things also i can forget? lols. busy thinking of what only in my mind =X
sent her till the main road, then she off by a cab.
Well. thats all?
gone back home, i go bath and rest till 11pm+
wake up as i gotten a feeling she leave me a msg in msn.
then i realised, it is her. lol.
so what else? here i am. till now. blogging.
Well, im going off. long post. lols
Thank you honey for the whole day of entertainment? Lols.
and brave enough to come my house.
Mum really likes you, you know?
So, do visit our house if you feel like it. hahs.
and i still can remember the Starbucks!
bite my finger till i shocked for the moment >.<"
okok. miss her lots.
<3 HamHam
hehs ^^"
2:27 AM
Monday, October 6, 2008
Being a Hybrid once more is always what I'm thinking of it.
Gotten the Nick as "Hybrid Pianist" during my sec 3 and sec 4 life.
Then in the end, i stopped it and focus on Hip-Hop.
Now, I gotten more on everything back.
So... I'm making myself to Hybrid once again.
Whether people hate or not, that's my choice.
Hybrid...balance of everything.
So. called me "Hybrid Pianist" again.
Lots of reason for why I am being like this. Hah.
No doubts.
Gotten the Nick as "Hybrid Pianist" during my sec 3 and sec 4 life.
Then in the end, i stopped it and focus on Hip-Hop.
Now, I gotten more on everything back.
So... I'm making myself to Hybrid once again.
Whether people hate or not, that's my choice.
Hybrid...balance of everything.
So. called me "Hybrid Pianist" again.
Lots of reason for why I am being like this. Hah.
No doubts.
2:21 AM
Hari Raya started already...
thats why i kinda not blogging a few days ago.
but, for me, I'm getting quite bored of celebration.
For the few days, alot of things happened around me.
Not sure how to state it. Lots of problems perhaps?
and lots of quarreling?
But, no matter how frustrated we are, we still being together as one?
Kinda confused me anyway. Drop the topic~
Moving on with my life, with OUR life actually.
Not everyone knows about us or something. I just making it a secret?
Well although we having good or bad times together, we still being as close as possible.
I'm counting the days.
Anyway, it's going to fall the 3rd week of my holidays. Which means this is the last week for me.
Aww, school gonna reopen soon and I still haven't finish up my assignments.
Gotten a sms from one of my classmate. He said this Thursday will going out together with our clasmates for Hari Raya...
haiz. well...I'm not in a mood kind of thing and I not really close to them anyway. So yah, I'm not going.
Sorry guys, but maybe it's the best for me, sort of.
Everyday, everynight, things just making me confused.
Hard to explain, hard to solve it. Maybe it's better to just keep it that way.
Friends keep looking me for help, well, what else can I do? Just go on and help them.
Giving them tips, support, advice and wisdom. In the end, things got better for them.
But not for me.
I'm throwing away my anger, my jealousy, my hatred and whatsoever.
Already done that in my past lives and I just willing to be more calm and patience everytime.
Yes, people do take advantage, people just pushing around. Just accept that in my life.
Learn to accept everything in life. No violence, No anger, No revenge and No hates.
But if it is the time to stand up for myself, that's the time to do so.
I'm neither a kid nor child anymore. I'm being an adult. Can't always rely like a small kiddo.
Not afraid of anything, I'm facing my fears throughout my life.
No one, not even a single human can make me afraid of them.
And yeah, I'm not afraid of death...
In fact, I just waiting for my time to come/ends.
I wanna see what will the the world be without me, cause most people always don't appriciate things that I done for them.
Getting more arrogant and selfish. Don't even bother to help or support.
Few days ago, visions came out in my mind. Predictions coming true.
I not sure what else could happen. I just have to wait for the right time to come.
I already knew, what will happen around me. Not gonna say anything to anyone.
Just have to keep it to myself and let them see for themselves.
Not being secretive or whatever, it's just, for the best of all of you.
Things will never be the same as before~
I'm missing my precious alot right now.
Where are you when I needed you?
I wanna hold your hands and hug you tightly.
Haiz~
By the way, "Hammy" is what I'm being called by her.
Which no one called me that kind of name before.
Well. It does sounds great and...cute. ^^"
thats why i kinda not blogging a few days ago.
but, for me, I'm getting quite bored of celebration.
For the few days, alot of things happened around me.
Not sure how to state it. Lots of problems perhaps?
and lots of quarreling?
But, no matter how frustrated we are, we still being together as one?
Kinda confused me anyway. Drop the topic~
Moving on with my life, with OUR life actually.
Not everyone knows about us or something. I just making it a secret?
Well although we having good or bad times together, we still being as close as possible.
I'm counting the days.
Anyway, it's going to fall the 3rd week of my holidays. Which means this is the last week for me.
Aww, school gonna reopen soon and I still haven't finish up my assignments.
Gotten a sms from one of my classmate. He said this Thursday will going out together with our clasmates for Hari Raya...
haiz. well...I'm not in a mood kind of thing and I not really close to them anyway. So yah, I'm not going.
Sorry guys, but maybe it's the best for me, sort of.
Everyday, everynight, things just making me confused.
Hard to explain, hard to solve it. Maybe it's better to just keep it that way.
Friends keep looking me for help, well, what else can I do? Just go on and help them.
Giving them tips, support, advice and wisdom. In the end, things got better for them.
But not for me.
I'm throwing away my anger, my jealousy, my hatred and whatsoever.
Already done that in my past lives and I just willing to be more calm and patience everytime.
Yes, people do take advantage, people just pushing around. Just accept that in my life.
Learn to accept everything in life. No violence, No anger, No revenge and No hates.
But if it is the time to stand up for myself, that's the time to do so.
I'm neither a kid nor child anymore. I'm being an adult. Can't always rely like a small kiddo.
Not afraid of anything, I'm facing my fears throughout my life.
No one, not even a single human can make me afraid of them.
And yeah, I'm not afraid of death...
In fact, I just waiting for my time to come/ends.
I wanna see what will the the world be without me, cause most people always don't appriciate things that I done for them.
Getting more arrogant and selfish. Don't even bother to help or support.
Few days ago, visions came out in my mind. Predictions coming true.
I not sure what else could happen. I just have to wait for the right time to come.
I already knew, what will happen around me. Not gonna say anything to anyone.
Just have to keep it to myself and let them see for themselves.
Not being secretive or whatever, it's just, for the best of all of you.
Things will never be the same as before~
I'm missing my precious alot right now.
Where are you when I needed you?
I wanna hold your hands and hug you tightly.
Haiz~
By the way, "Hammy" is what I'm being called by her.
Which no one called me that kind of name before.
Well. It does sounds great and...cute. ^^"
1:33 AM
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Another moment, will be added and cherish in my life.
Yes. Today. Gone out with her to have lunch actually.
And still, I'm the one always being late. Urgh~
Sorie wor being so late, but at least reach bukit batok exactly at 2.30pm. Hee ^^"
Anyways, last min planned to go out makan together, so ok lorh. I don't mind and since fasting is over at last can have lunch together with her.
After lunch, we nothing to do, so she wanna go and watch movie. I agreed then. But when at BB cinema, the movie The House Rabbit right? start at 7pm+ Lol. What the heck? so late?
So nvm, she thinking of watching other places, in the end, go to woodlands cathay.....
So troublesome, she gone at BB already, then go woodlands, then later she need to go home at CCK. lols. Ok then..Off to woodlands.
reached already..straight go up 7th story which is the cinema. checked out the time, The House Rabbit starts at 5.05pm next. So we like, ouh ok lorh, kinda earlier, but still need to wait like an hour 5mins for the movie to start. We bought the tickets exactly at 4pm. lols. so yah, take our time, walk around the WHOLE CauseWay Point..
Go shop by shop, giggling around, laughing around. Last place we walked around is at Timezone, suddenly met Edmund, my secondary school friend, with his gerl, playing racing arcade. Then, met my friend's lil brother, which not that little actualy. lol.
Talk awhile, then at last me and her go up at 7th floor again, cinema.
Still the time is 4.50pm around that, we just sit at Banquet awhile lorh.
While waiting, she looking through my wallet, and yah, i forgot my IC inside. Which shows my old chubby face last time. When she looked at it, she was like "Omg, you so chubby".
Then I was like, "Omg lah. Why you see my IC >.<" lol. Damn paiseh leh... I showed her my IC, Ezlink and passport photo and compare my face right now. All the face look different. lol! even my fren said, "Eh, every month, every year, your face always change. What you eat or do uhh? tell me!" lol i didnt do anything. just being myself as usual. lol. luckily no one see my primary school photo. Damn look nerdy sia and even more chubbier >.<"
Once the time reaches 5pm or so, we go buy medium ice lemon tea. Buy alraedy, after that do what ahh?
Of course la go watch movie, what else. Not buying popcorn or food, cause eat our lunch at KFC just now.
and seriously, I always gotten myself full so fast. even eating half of the cheesefries and eat shroom burger, i full already, cannot eat anything anymore. Like wanna vomit. lols.
but i drink alot -.-"
anyway, change topic~
inside cinema already, we watched together lorh.
Ssshhh~ not telling any stories when we watching the movie. Privacy~ lols =X
about 6.45pm, shows end. We relax awhile at the woodlands interchange there, near the escalator.
dunno lah how to explain, we at the open space, bicycle parking. Zzzz..dunno how to explain, go imagine urself~
have a chat, have fun while. laughing around..phonecall...sms..aiyah. stupid call and sms..
till 7pm+ we're at there, and then it's time to say byebye.
awww, missing each other again. lols
well thats all..
and btw, bloody hell, i busy watching movie with a gerl and my phone keep ringing, receiving sms and blablabla.
when im soooo free, no one wanna contact me, when i with someone else, surely got disturbance...=.="
luckily put in silence mode and yah, she confiscated my hp awhile juz now.
lol, i neither angry nor frustrated, but glad she took it away. hah. good lah. so can have our time in peace. xD
chiao~
Yes. Today. Gone out with her to have lunch actually.
And still, I'm the one always being late. Urgh~
Sorie wor being so late, but at least reach bukit batok exactly at 2.30pm. Hee ^^"
Anyways, last min planned to go out makan together, so ok lorh. I don't mind and since fasting is over at last can have lunch together with her.
After lunch, we nothing to do, so she wanna go and watch movie. I agreed then. But when at BB cinema, the movie The House Rabbit right? start at 7pm+ Lol. What the heck? so late?
So nvm, she thinking of watching other places, in the end, go to woodlands cathay.....
So troublesome, she gone at BB already, then go woodlands, then later she need to go home at CCK. lols. Ok then..Off to woodlands.
reached already..straight go up 7th story which is the cinema. checked out the time, The House Rabbit starts at 5.05pm next. So we like, ouh ok lorh, kinda earlier, but still need to wait like an hour 5mins for the movie to start. We bought the tickets exactly at 4pm. lols. so yah, take our time, walk around the WHOLE CauseWay Point..
Go shop by shop, giggling around, laughing around. Last place we walked around is at Timezone, suddenly met Edmund, my secondary school friend, with his gerl, playing racing arcade. Then, met my friend's lil brother, which not that little actualy. lol.
Talk awhile, then at last me and her go up at 7th floor again, cinema.
Still the time is 4.50pm around that, we just sit at Banquet awhile lorh.
While waiting, she looking through my wallet, and yah, i forgot my IC inside. Which shows my old chubby face last time. When she looked at it, she was like "Omg, you so chubby".
Then I was like, "Omg lah. Why you see my IC >.<" lol. Damn paiseh leh... I showed her my IC, Ezlink and passport photo and compare my face right now. All the face look different. lol! even my fren said, "Eh, every month, every year, your face always change. What you eat or do uhh? tell me!" lol i didnt do anything. just being myself as usual. lol. luckily no one see my primary school photo. Damn look nerdy sia and even more chubbier >.<"
Once the time reaches 5pm or so, we go buy medium ice lemon tea. Buy alraedy, after that do what ahh?
Of course la go watch movie, what else. Not buying popcorn or food, cause eat our lunch at KFC just now.
and seriously, I always gotten myself full so fast. even eating half of the cheesefries and eat shroom burger, i full already, cannot eat anything anymore. Like wanna vomit. lols.
but i drink alot -.-"
anyway, change topic~
inside cinema already, we watched together lorh.
Ssshhh~ not telling any stories when we watching the movie. Privacy~ lols =X
about 6.45pm, shows end. We relax awhile at the woodlands interchange there, near the escalator.
dunno lah how to explain, we at the open space, bicycle parking. Zzzz..dunno how to explain, go imagine urself~
have a chat, have fun while. laughing around..phonecall...sms..aiyah. stupid call and sms..
till 7pm+ we're at there, and then it's time to say byebye.
awww, missing each other again. lols
well thats all..
and btw, bloody hell, i busy watching movie with a gerl and my phone keep ringing, receiving sms and blablabla.
when im soooo free, no one wanna contact me, when i with someone else, surely got disturbance...=.="
luckily put in silence mode and yah, she confiscated my hp awhile juz now.
lol, i neither angry nor frustrated, but glad she took it away. hah. good lah. so can have our time in peace. xD
chiao~
9:12 PM
