Tuesday, September 30, 2008
~Strolling at woodlands in the middle of the night~
Met her atAdmiralty at around 11.45pm.
While waiting for her, I walk around Admiralty, still alot of people passing by.
Thinking of eating 7-11 food or something, but i bought myself Double Cheeseburger at Mac and Big Gulp at 7-11.
Few minutes later she came with just her simple clothes. Of course lah simple, in the middle of the night what for wanna look like princess right? silly me.
Met her, miss her alot, and glad she came to Admiralty. really troublesome for her to come by.
Once we met, she withdraw her money first, then go to Shop & Save bought bread and crackers...and her chocolate -.-"
everything done, its time for us to have a walk around woodlands.
From admiralty mrt station, pass by admiralty primary school, hold her smooth hands and then walk towards woodlands mart.
Holding her hands..making me calm. It's like someone is there for me. It's been long time I didn't felt this way..haiz..
Walk around..laugh around..teasing here and there..she and her sweet smile...
gone to the circle green park, look around..having fun times..it's just great..hard to explain, but great.
after that..pass by my block, strolling around my neighbourhood.
show her where's my house so she would know. lol.
at around 12,15am?
getting quite tired, we sat at the block 702-703 junction.
only the 2 of us, no one else. silence around us. the laughters, the smile, the joy of us.
it's just making it more memorable.
glaring her, staring her, she busy with her psp. lol.
make her smile again...teasing her as much as i could.
having fun time together..
how i wish this could go as long as possible.
at 12.45am? or something?
walk together again..holding hands..
passing by the block 703..
juz by holding her hands, i could felt the warmth of her.
as i was cold during that night.
walk and walk...stroll and stroll..
till we pass by block 708..
around there, that's the last place we sat..we chat..
while we sat, i put my arms around her shoulders..
look at her, and gave her a kiss on her left cheek this time..
she look at me, i just suddenly kept silence to myself..and then she smile and laugh..lol
talking a while..about future..ambitions and so on..
few mins later..at 1.20am
dad called, forced me to come home as it is already too late..
damn it. hate being forced around..
and that, is the time for us goodbye.
i stood up, and thinking if whether i should do it?
when she stood up, i did..
i gave her hug. we hugged each other, but not too tightly as it was our 1st hug.
god.. i felt the warmth. felt so relax..calm..no lonelyness..
its been like a year or so, never been hug someone like this before.
now i felt how it is..
thanks for everything, my dear..
i appriciated it alot..
Right now..im missing u badly..
where r u?
whole day didnt contact u or so.
till here i blog..
<3 u honey..
take care and goodbye~
While waiting for her, I walk around Admiralty, still alot of people passing by.
Thinking of eating 7-11 food or something, but i bought myself Double Cheeseburger at Mac and Big Gulp at 7-11.
Few minutes later she came with just her simple clothes. Of course lah simple, in the middle of the night what for wanna look like princess right? silly me.
Met her, miss her alot, and glad she came to Admiralty. really troublesome for her to come by.
Once we met, she withdraw her money first, then go to Shop & Save bought bread and crackers...and her chocolate -.-"
everything done, its time for us to have a walk around woodlands.
From admiralty mrt station, pass by admiralty primary school, hold her smooth hands and then walk towards woodlands mart.
Holding her hands..making me calm. It's like someone is there for me. It's been long time I didn't felt this way..haiz..
Walk around..laugh around..teasing here and there..she and her sweet smile...
gone to the circle green park, look around..having fun times..it's just great..hard to explain, but great.
after that..pass by my block, strolling around my neighbourhood.
show her where's my house so she would know. lol.
at around 12,15am?
getting quite tired, we sat at the block 702-703 junction.
only the 2 of us, no one else. silence around us. the laughters, the smile, the joy of us.
it's just making it more memorable.
glaring her, staring her, she busy with her psp. lol.
make her smile again...teasing her as much as i could.
having fun time together..
how i wish this could go as long as possible.
at 12.45am? or something?
walk together again..holding hands..
passing by the block 703..
juz by holding her hands, i could felt the warmth of her.
as i was cold during that night.
walk and walk...stroll and stroll..
till we pass by block 708..
around there, that's the last place we sat..we chat..
while we sat, i put my arms around her shoulders..
look at her, and gave her a kiss on her left cheek this time..
she look at me, i just suddenly kept silence to myself..and then she smile and laugh..lol
talking a while..about future..ambitions and so on..
few mins later..at 1.20am
dad called, forced me to come home as it is already too late..
damn it. hate being forced around..
and that, is the time for us goodbye.
i stood up, and thinking if whether i should do it?
when she stood up, i did..
i gave her hug. we hugged each other, but not too tightly as it was our 1st hug.
god.. i felt the warmth. felt so relax..calm..no lonelyness..
its been like a year or so, never been hug someone like this before.
now i felt how it is..
thanks for everything, my dear..
i appriciated it alot..
Right now..im missing u badly..
where r u?
whole day didnt contact u or so.
till here i blog..
<3 u honey..
take care and goodbye~
2:27 AM
Monday, September 29, 2008
Chatting and webcamming everyday...
laughing around, being silly, making one another smile..
sharing problems, solving problems, being there for one another..
Meeting her at Woodlands on that night..
Having a Japanese Dinner together at Causeway Point...
Missing each other everyday and night.
Strolling at East Coast Park..
sitting side by side, taking the fresh air, teasing around...
accompany each other, holding hands..
having dinner at a Thai Restaurant..
gone out to a movie..
sitting side by side again..
resting her head on my shoulders..
putting my arm on her shoulder
felt the warmth of her..
kiss her on her right smooth cheek...
gave her the engraved bracelet..
going off again, in seperate ways..
both missing each other once again..
again and again..
every moment is just too precious to leave and forget.
all of it, no matter good or bad, will forever cherish it.
how long more can we move forward as one soul?
cause i dun wanna loose this precious time round..
i want the time to be stop right here..
not alone, but with her.
laughing around, being silly, making one another smile..
sharing problems, solving problems, being there for one another..
Meeting her at Woodlands on that night..
Having a Japanese Dinner together at Causeway Point...
Missing each other everyday and night.
Strolling at East Coast Park..
sitting side by side, taking the fresh air, teasing around...
accompany each other, holding hands..
having dinner at a Thai Restaurant..
gone out to a movie..
sitting side by side again..
resting her head on my shoulders..
putting my arm on her shoulder
felt the warmth of her..
kiss her on her right smooth cheek...
gave her the engraved bracelet..
going off again, in seperate ways..
both missing each other once again..
again and again..
every moment is just too precious to leave and forget.
all of it, no matter good or bad, will forever cherish it.
how long more can we move forward as one soul?
cause i dun wanna loose this precious time round..
i want the time to be stop right here..
not alone, but with her.
6:57 PM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
I'm shutting down myself..
my brain spinning me off.
from evening till now, im waiting for her to come home..
where is she?
waited her till i forgot it's past 12mn.
meaning it's her birthday and i didn't wish her.
fucked up me right?
im taking the blame for myself.
not gonna talk back or fight or quarrel with her
she just too precious to do so..
but i not sure what she gonna do next..
and i gonna deserved it for the bad or the worst..
if possible, i wanna give her the hug and kiss
but things didnt goes out as what i predict
i hope one day it shall come true
each day my love towards her grew stronger
and its hard to let go of her
im missing her terribly while lying down on my bed
haiz..
my brain spinning me off.
from evening till now, im waiting for her to come home..
where is she?
waited her till i forgot it's past 12mn.
meaning it's her birthday and i didn't wish her.
fucked up me right?
im taking the blame for myself.
not gonna talk back or fight or quarrel with her
she just too precious to do so..
but i not sure what she gonna do next..
and i gonna deserved it for the bad or the worst..
if possible, i wanna give her the hug and kiss
but things didnt goes out as what i predict
i hope one day it shall come true
each day my love towards her grew stronger
and its hard to let go of her
im missing her terribly while lying down on my bed
haiz..
1:26 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
I always kept this fact to myself
whenever i fall in love..
Love is everything in us..
Love is not just happiness..
It's everything..It is all kind of emotions..
happy, sad, cry, anger, frustrated, confusion and so on..
every emotions is love.
whenever if we have a strong love, we could shared the same dreams..
our feelings are getting stronger each day..
and we'll always be missing him/her everyday, everynight..
like me..whenever she goes somewhere, i'm kinda worried and missing her so much..
like i just wish, i could be right beside her everytime..
and hold hands as before..and hug her tightly if i could..
it's too hard for me to loose her just like that..
although we only knew about a few days and being together,
its like we're know each other for so long..
without looking her on the webcam for a day..
i felt like i lost her..
baby..whatever happen to us, i always cherish the moments being with you.
you were my everything...
Hammy <3 HamHam
whenever i fall in love..
Love is everything in us..
Love is not just happiness..
It's everything..It is all kind of emotions..
happy, sad, cry, anger, frustrated, confusion and so on..
every emotions is love.
whenever if we have a strong love, we could shared the same dreams..
our feelings are getting stronger each day..
and we'll always be missing him/her everyday, everynight..
like me..whenever she goes somewhere, i'm kinda worried and missing her so much..
like i just wish, i could be right beside her everytime..
and hold hands as before..and hug her tightly if i could..
it's too hard for me to loose her just like that..
although we only knew about a few days and being together,
its like we're know each other for so long..
without looking her on the webcam for a day..
i felt like i lost her..
baby..whatever happen to us, i always cherish the moments being with you.
you were my everything...
Hammy <3 HamHam
2:20 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
Its raining..
Its raining since 10am exactly..
Everytime it rains, it reminds me of someone..
who was in hurt..sad..or crying..
why..? why must you feeling down everytime?
you dont have anyone you could rely on and sit and cry on one corner..
take a break for awhile..
clear your minds for the moment..
let me in, to your life..
you could rely on me right now, for the moment or so..
let me clean up your room, and help you whenever you need..
let me hug you tightly and give you warmth when you're cold..
let me hold ur hands, to guide through your lost way..
let me kiss your forehead everynight, before you going to bed..
let me stay beside you, so you wouldn't be alone and lonely by yourself..
and let me cheer u up, and make you laugh whenever you're down
cause i didn't fail to do it so.
now i remembered and recalled something..
she's neither a devil nor an angel
she's neither good nor bad..
she admit she's a hybrid..
but there's one thing that popped up in my mind..
this particular word which could actually described her..
Its raining since 10am exactly..
Everytime it rains, it reminds me of someone..
who was in hurt..sad..or crying..
why..? why must you feeling down everytime?
you dont have anyone you could rely on and sit and cry on one corner..
take a break for awhile..
clear your minds for the moment..
let me in, to your life..
you could rely on me right now, for the moment or so..
let me clean up your room, and help you whenever you need..
let me hug you tightly and give you warmth when you're cold..
let me hold ur hands, to guide through your lost way..
let me kiss your forehead everynight, before you going to bed..
let me stay beside you, so you wouldn't be alone and lonely by yourself..
and let me cheer u up, and make you laugh whenever you're down
cause i didn't fail to do it so.
now i remembered and recalled something..
she's neither a devil nor an angel
she's neither good nor bad..
she admit she's a hybrid..
but there's one thing that popped up in my mind..
this particular word which could actually described her..
10:27 AM
haiz..
how should i start this post...?
how should i start to type?
what kind of stories that i should tell?
the atmosphere around me..juz getting calmer and calmer each day..
having her around..really improving myself more..on something..?
gone out with her..the whole day..is something i wont forget..
which i will cherish it..cause, i never been out like that with juz a girl before..
i wander how long..can be lasted? or just being the same as others?
come and go? lost contact? getting far apart?
can you somehow promise that? not to be apart?
she done lots for me alreadi..juz by a day, she giving full of kindness
its hard for me to accept her treat, her webcam that she gave and helpfulness..
but..both of us can rely on each other..
im doing myself for the best for her...stopping herself in her darkness
stop being afraid of her own shadows..and so on..
people always ask, "are you ok? is there anything u wanna talk about?"
but its funny how people get used to it by saying "yah, im fine. dun worrie. nothing's up"
why? juz being defensive? or worried to show their weakness..?
why should we be worried or scared to show our weakness when someone willing to help?
there's nothing wrong about it..so juz stop being silly..
the whole night, watched movie with her..movie called "P.S: I Love You"
haiz. great movie..so touching...
but in the end, got to find out, she didnt watched bout half of the movie?
cause she update her blog or something..
but..yah..all truth have been told to me..
she lied..she kept secret to me..
so..what else can i do? i cant just give up on her like that?
or being mad and angry at her?
oh please..i dun have time to be mad or angry with someone..
cause it just wasting lots of my time and my feelings of being anger.
so it happenned to be like that..juz accept it..forgive and forget..done..simple as that right?
people still doesnt know me quite well..
how can i simply juz forgive and forget..
how can i juz live up to my life juz being accepted everything around me..
how can i not to be angry with someone making trouble or fault with me..
yes..there's lots of question for me..
but as time pass by..slowly u all will understand me while im being like this.
can i say, i love her alot? or im juz being silly than ever?
cause my feelings towards her juz getting stronger each day passed..
a feeling that its hard to deny..
i'll try and be there for her starting from last 2 days..? i think..
i know she really need someone to rely on..
maybe for the moment? or so? who knows..
there's still lots of things to talk about..but maybe its better to juz end my post here..
*I'm very appriciated to know someone like you.
I just hope things will never made us getting far apart or so..
You done too much for me, as sometimes it will be my turn to pay you back the good deeds..*
im missing u each day and night
im dreaming bout u all the time
<3 u. take care. gudnites & switdreams.
wo ai ni..
*kisses & hugs*
how should i start this post...?
how should i start to type?
what kind of stories that i should tell?
the atmosphere around me..juz getting calmer and calmer each day..
having her around..really improving myself more..on something..?
gone out with her..the whole day..is something i wont forget..
which i will cherish it..cause, i never been out like that with juz a girl before..
i wander how long..can be lasted? or just being the same as others?
come and go? lost contact? getting far apart?
can you somehow promise that? not to be apart?
she done lots for me alreadi..juz by a day, she giving full of kindness
its hard for me to accept her treat, her webcam that she gave and helpfulness..
but..both of us can rely on each other..
im doing myself for the best for her...stopping herself in her darkness
stop being afraid of her own shadows..and so on..
people always ask, "are you ok? is there anything u wanna talk about?"
but its funny how people get used to it by saying "yah, im fine. dun worrie. nothing's up"
why? juz being defensive? or worried to show their weakness..?
why should we be worried or scared to show our weakness when someone willing to help?
there's nothing wrong about it..so juz stop being silly..
the whole night, watched movie with her..movie called "P.S: I Love You"
haiz. great movie..so touching...
but in the end, got to find out, she didnt watched bout half of the movie?
cause she update her blog or something..
but..yah..all truth have been told to me..
she lied..she kept secret to me..
so..what else can i do? i cant just give up on her like that?
or being mad and angry at her?
oh please..i dun have time to be mad or angry with someone..
cause it just wasting lots of my time and my feelings of being anger.
so it happenned to be like that..juz accept it..forgive and forget..done..simple as that right?
people still doesnt know me quite well..
how can i simply juz forgive and forget..
how can i juz live up to my life juz being accepted everything around me..
how can i not to be angry with someone making trouble or fault with me..
yes..there's lots of question for me..
but as time pass by..slowly u all will understand me while im being like this.
can i say, i love her alot? or im juz being silly than ever?
cause my feelings towards her juz getting stronger each day passed..
a feeling that its hard to deny..
i'll try and be there for her starting from last 2 days..? i think..
i know she really need someone to rely on..
maybe for the moment? or so? who knows..
there's still lots of things to talk about..but maybe its better to juz end my post here..
*I'm very appriciated to know someone like you.
I just hope things will never made us getting far apart or so..
You done too much for me, as sometimes it will be my turn to pay you back the good deeds..*
im missing u each day and night
im dreaming bout u all the time
<3 u. take care. gudnites & switdreams.
wo ai ni..
*kisses & hugs*
5:47 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
dear blog..
i believed things have changed around me..
its either for the better or worst..
but i knew it would be better..juz that..
why, there's still disturbing in my mind that i couldnt get out of it?
how come if i dream of good things, bad things happen in reality?
its like, being the opposite way of life?
how long i can live?
how long must i wait till god take me away?
Till now, i still felt strange things in my heart..and sometimes i could even felt the pain as before..
so pain, like as if someone was poking my heart..not stabbing, but poking..
and whenever i think of killing someone by Cracking their neck, my hand started to shiver..
started shivering, trembling..what was that suppose to mean?
i just felt that, one day, i will do this to someone..but not sure who..
but i 100% sure the person is a male of course..
being with someone special..really calms me down..
having an extra concern..love..care..? its the best for me..
but..when the person wasnt beside u, thats the time to miss her damn much
as i lay down on my bed..i dream of her..
it just felt so real that i hug her tightly, not even thinking of loosing a grip..
but when i woke up..i was hugging a pillow..
juz a damn freaking pillow..?
i juz sudden felt of lost in my world..
with no one to hold to..with no one to guide through..
where's the one when i need it?
where's the light when im looking for it?
where's the path when i trying to walk and move on to my life?
where's the person, whom i can hug tightly and not loosing her?
i believed things have changed around me..
its either for the better or worst..
but i knew it would be better..juz that..
why, there's still disturbing in my mind that i couldnt get out of it?
how come if i dream of good things, bad things happen in reality?
its like, being the opposite way of life?
how long i can live?
how long must i wait till god take me away?
Till now, i still felt strange things in my heart..and sometimes i could even felt the pain as before..
so pain, like as if someone was poking my heart..not stabbing, but poking..
and whenever i think of killing someone by Cracking their neck, my hand started to shiver..
started shivering, trembling..what was that suppose to mean?
i just felt that, one day, i will do this to someone..but not sure who..
but i 100% sure the person is a male of course..
being with someone special..really calms me down..
having an extra concern..love..care..? its the best for me..
but..when the person wasnt beside u, thats the time to miss her damn much
as i lay down on my bed..i dream of her..
it just felt so real that i hug her tightly, not even thinking of loosing a grip..
but when i woke up..i was hugging a pillow..
juz a damn freaking pillow..?
i juz sudden felt of lost in my world..
with no one to hold to..with no one to guide through..
where's the one when i need it?
where's the light when im looking for it?
where's the path when i trying to walk and move on to my life?
where's the person, whom i can hug tightly and not loosing her?
1:37 AM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
time flies so quickly and every moment will be a past in our lives.
i kept thinking, if we're having a painful past, why must we keep on thinking bout it?
We're in the present and going onto the future.
Past, Present and Future, all of them are different stories.
No one can says, "Oh, my past and present is the same story right now"
What's the past, be the past, it's time to chase the future, write our own stories right now.
No one knows I've been close with a girl. She's not just an ordinary girl.
She's not just a typical type. She's full of kindness towards everyone which totally shocked me when i knew her stories.
Yes, she may be holy as an angel, but each and everyone of them has a devil inside them.
I gone lots of things in my life, and i could get used to her so-called Devil side..
but when i look through her, neither an angel nor a devil, she's in pain? hurt? full of troubles & problems.
she's lost her way, that is what i could say.
she can't find the light, which could bring her happy life
she wasn't in the right path, to continue her precious lives
I not sure if im being silly? or being loving for her? im juz being myself..
i did wanna be with her, so as time pass by, i can somehow guided her way like i did before to my love ones, my frens.
things going well as what i predicted, hopefully things will be better. for me and her..for "Us"
its time to change her stories,
face her fears,
forget her darkess thoughts & negative things
and move onlike so-called a new leaf. onto a new life.
* lols. u want life rather than leaf right..? there u go. happy..? =D *
guidance, support, faith, belief, trust and love..
thanks for remind me the 2 of them honey..
i kept thinking, if we're having a painful past, why must we keep on thinking bout it?
We're in the present and going onto the future.
Past, Present and Future, all of them are different stories.
No one can says, "Oh, my past and present is the same story right now"
What's the past, be the past, it's time to chase the future, write our own stories right now.
No one knows I've been close with a girl. She's not just an ordinary girl.
She's not just a typical type. She's full of kindness towards everyone which totally shocked me when i knew her stories.
Yes, she may be holy as an angel, but each and everyone of them has a devil inside them.
I gone lots of things in my life, and i could get used to her so-called Devil side..
but when i look through her, neither an angel nor a devil, she's in pain? hurt? full of troubles & problems.
she's lost her way, that is what i could say.
she can't find the light, which could bring her happy life
she wasn't in the right path, to continue her precious lives
I not sure if im being silly? or being loving for her? im juz being myself..
i did wanna be with her, so as time pass by, i can somehow guided her way like i did before to my love ones, my frens.
things going well as what i predicted, hopefully things will be better. for me and her..for "Us"
its time to change her stories,
face her fears,
forget her darkess thoughts & negative things
and move on
* lols. u want life rather than leaf right..? there u go. happy..? =D *
guidance, support, faith, belief, trust and love..
thanks for remind me the 2 of them honey..
12:35 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
Trying out new clothes.In the end, i bought these ones that i tryin out..nice? ^^
Dye my hair mud cherry colourbut kinda look like cherry colour leh..
Uhh...yah...updating bout yesterday..
Whole sunday go out jalan2 wif family...didnt get to chat wif her on msn...boohoohoo...sad sad..lols
aiyah..go out wif family juz for buying clothes and go makan..
lucky my dad happy mood, so he bought for me new clothes uhh..
uhh..juz 1 T-shirt and a jeans..total cost like..$45 and above?
bought it at John Little, lucky they having discount..20% only =.="
jalan2...here and there...sms her...miss her here and there..and wishing if can go home early chat wif her..
till evening, went home alreadi.
managed to chat wif her again...cannot miss every sec, every min..cause its Precious..heh
chat chat chat...till night, she go out watch movie, accompany her fren, then i plan to go dye hair lorh.
Since i lazy dye myself...i ask my mum to dye for me >.<" sorie mum for giving u extra work..appriciate ur help ^^" mud cherry...always been wanting to have so called red colour hair..in the end..i gotten it. later dye blonde or copper colour, later look like bangla..damn it lah.. so took mud cherry lorh...really my hair turn into cherry colour..hah once everything done, go shower, rinse it and do watever shyt do clean up, look at mirror.. the only reaction i do uhh its like this: (O.O)" haaha..shocked liao..shocked not because of look stupid or silly..but look nice! xD then on the right tyme, she sms me again, told me movie finished, she going home.. ok lorh, waited for her to online...at last, chat again! ^^
3 days going on..and still we contacted very close..
in the morning, during my work juz now..after work..sms each other..
didnt talk to her..didnt chat wif her...damn im totally like..missing her..
she's different than the rest..and yah, im seriously bout it..
she helped people like and angel..all her care and kindness
she's like over the human limit..no joking uhh..
from last time..im looking for a girl like her..i found her now..
but..tsk..i might afraid things ended up the same way again..
yes she's not a malay..she's different race..i dun mind bout that
i mind bout her attitudes..
haiz...what else i should do now?
juz now found some beautiful phrase that i came out with last time, i thought wanna tell her..
but the words all too deep...dunno if she could accept it uhh..
anyways, hope this coming 1 day can go out..
and her bday is coming also...not sure what to give..any recommendations?
till here liao i blog...going outz..solving probs...haiz.
11:27 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
still the same as ever..
haiz..i have opened back my blog. and kinda look good though..
right now..im not sure what to do..
for the pass few months things changes alot and lots..
although i quitted being as a pro gamer, i still playing few games uhh..
now i came back to High Street 5..what a lot of changes around it..
new songs..new steps..new clothes..new people..
speaking bout people..i've made lots of frens...less than a week..i even added them in msn..
got big brother..big sister..small sister..and so on..
everyday made new frens..its great uhh..but nothing much..thats all..
juz 2 or 3 of them i getting close..
im not sure what else wanna post right now..
many things in my mind..and im choked by my tears & sorrows..
gosh..can anyone help...?
now, found someone special..can i say that? lols..
she is different than the rest though...lots of good attitudes in her also
but..i wander if able to be in love?..
or i'm juz being silly or stupid as usual? =.="
*keeping silence*
right now..im not sure what to do..
for the pass few months things changes alot and lots..
although i quitted being as a pro gamer, i still playing few games uhh..
now i came back to High Street 5..what a lot of changes around it..
new songs..new steps..new clothes..new people..
speaking bout people..i've made lots of frens...less than a week..i even added them in msn..
got big brother..big sister..small sister..and so on..
everyday made new frens..its great uhh..but nothing much..thats all..
juz 2 or 3 of them i getting close..
im not sure what else wanna post right now..
many things in my mind..and im choked by my tears & sorrows..
gosh..can anyone help...?
now, found someone special..can i say that? lols..
she is different than the rest though...lots of good attitudes in her also
but..i wander if able to be in love?..
or i'm juz being silly or stupid as usual? =.="
*keeping silence*
11:18 PM
