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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Boi is back..

Yes!! Mua back from my infection of hell. Nah, actually it's a bacteria or germs from my food, didn't washed up my hands properly or something, hah! But it still was a serious illness. Ouch! 2-3 days in hospital being warded, my god it was horrible when the needle "Stab" me here and there; putting drip for my stomach, taking blood and add up sodium. Haha, lols. All of my friends concerned a lot about me. Each and everyone of them sms me, call me, beep me and so on. Friday 4am was the day that the ambulance took me to the hospital, Tan Tock Seng Hospital. My stomach was hurting me badly non-stop, the pain were sooo sickening, vommitted over and over again till acid in my stomach came out, and shit a lot of time. Haha! Eleanor, the Immatured Shorty Biatch, said about retribution? Well, I could agree about it, but reason wasn't about her, why would God gave me retribution about her? Well she the one that started it in the first place, Hah! I actually didn't listened to my parents advice, talks and so on. So that's why I was being "Tortured" back like that. Damn, stubborn of me. -.-"

Speaking bout ISB(Immatured Shorty Biatch), I checked out the tag box. Full of spamm, but all because of ISB in the first place, that's why things were getting worst. If it's not for ISB, things will be as usual as other blogs. I guess ISB "Virus" soo dangerous isn't it? So BECAREFUL people, stay away from Eleanor, she was sooo dangerous that the ISB virus could spread around and infected harmless human brains into maniac immatured spamming genetic. So just stay away from ISB, no use if we bother her.

Thats all, such boring, and by the way, I received E-mail from MTV that I won a contest price. WOOTS! Only that I need to wait for it. Lmao, thats all. Thanks to my friends for concerning, I really appriciate it. And do back me up whenever I need you guys. Haha, nah just kidding.

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5:19 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Back To Normal

Yes, everything was back to normal. No more weired or stupid things happening around me, except that I accidentally slipped and hurt my elbow and neck this morning, we will get back to that story later. The last update was on Monday, so on Chrismas Day, I didn't do anything much. Just done my daily schedule, helping my mum with my lil' bro, eat, practice piano, chat, surfing net, play Xbox360 and so on. Need For Speed ProStreet, is the game that I always played, and the one that I was being in the Top 10. They made an announcement that there were 4-days of Holiday Race Day Event. I was like, "Oh my god, are they serious? A 4 days of event and it will be like, freaking hard." So I started to "Practice" on the same day, quickly shut down my computer and threw all stuff that was on my desk to the side and started my X360, so it wound't distract my concerntration, Haha :D. The race was totally insane, 5 different type of races, Drag, Drift, Grip, Speed and Sector Shotout(Included in the Grip Section). As normal, every racer compete & conquer to get their "Kings". If there's only 1 person that managed to conquer everything, he or she would called King of Kings, that was my thought. Started out my 1st race, my score looked Terrible. But sooner or later I managed to get my score better and higher.


Therefore on the 26th of Dec, which was also the 2nd day of the event, I checked out the world ranking, I was in the 1st rank, but eventually, a guy from US beaten my score just by 100+ higher than me. In my heart I said, "WTF?! He just blew up my score by 100+ more than me! Freaking lucky bastered!" But when I thought again, it's just a stupid freaking game, and I compete not for prizes or fame, making a whole lot of friends around me, have sportmanship, we can't always win right? Sometimes we must give others a chance. After I done with my NFS, I was preparing for piano lesson, but too bad my teacher didn't called me. So that means my lesson would be on other day. Around at midnight, I still awake playing Halo 3 with my game team, then suddenly one of my classmate, Khairah, message me through msn at my X360, asked me whether I accepted at the ITE that I wanna go. But I thought the results was released on 27th of Dec at 9am? So there goes my crazyness again, switch off my X360 quickly and threw aside stuffs that blocking my computer. Haha, darn it, I must stop doing that.


Check out the website, logging in my userID and password, and first thing that came out at the screen, "Your application for this course to be conducted at CE-SM campus is SUCCESFUL. "Click to Accept/Decline Offer" Well the course that I taken part in was Multimedia Technology, always dream to do that course since it was my favourite element. Quickly shouted the whole house at 2am in the morning to tell my mum and dad about it. "Mum!Dad! I was accepted multimedia technology at ITE Simei!!!" in malay language of course. Both of my parents shocked, and didn't expected that my 1st choiced was accepted. Quickly print out the page, Accept the offer and checked out the information. Then continue my Halo 3, told my teammate that I accepted and few hours later went back to sleep at around 2.45am.


Morning at 9am I woke up, getting ready to go out to Polyclinic in Yishun because my lil' bro has an appointment. But just now, something wrong happenned. After taking my daily bath, like duh, who doesn't take it? I wanna help my mum threw the water in the big basin that my lil' bro took his shower, I didn't expect that the floor was damn wet, I slipped and fell at the balcony, beside my bathroom. A hard knocked at my elbow which causes a sudden numb and nerve pulling sensation..haha, can't really move my fingers and arm in the moment. That wasn't so bad for me, cause if I wasn't lucky enough, my head would have hit a pillar at the floor, you know? The wall pillar? Except this one was the floor "version", its somekind of divider. If I would have hit it, then maybe it would be my 2nd deadly cut on my head again. My mum terrified, because she was just like 50cm away taking care of my lil' bro and suddenly heard a loud thud of the basin and me, and saw my neck was right between the divider. Called my dad to come home ealier, to help me out, and asking me whether I want an ambulance. I was just slipped and fell at the floor, nothing bad happenned to my bones or something, so there's no need for ambulance. I actually didn't saw my mum really afraid and shocked like that, only once when I in primary 4.


Dad came back, put away all his stuffs and bag, and trying to help me, but he said he wanna go for toilet break a while, lol. Can't believe he still could go for it while I was lying on the floor, kinda hilarious, haha. Then once he done, help me out, checked me out, like a medic, and he told me nothing seriously happenned, just my arm nerve system was numb. Like an electrical struck my elbow. So few hours it will be ok, and my mum ordered pizza from "Pizza De France" to celebrate my graduate results. Like wow, I was injured and I still able to eat pizza or something. Haha, damn it is sooo hilarious. So right now 10pm, I sitting infront of my comp blogging and my arm nerve was ok, except only left bruises at it. Oh pray to god, asked for forgiveness and everything. Cause surely any accident happenned like this, there's something wrong that we might have done but we didn;t realised about it, and therefore, that was lucky for me anyway. Could be much more worst than that. Tomorrow I will be going out with my 2 friends for bowling, they asked me to come along, and on Sunday, I will collect my Edusave Bursary Award, can't wait for that. On Saturday, will be having my piano lesson in the morning around 10am. So back to basic for me, till we meet again in the next post.

*Sign out*

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9:04 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007

Unfamiliarise person..

Alright, why in the world I was being "Terrorised" by a unfamilliar person? Who the hell is it anyway? Since YOU think that you know a lot about me, let me tell you the truth INFRONT OF THE PUBLIC. First thing first, "Popular" is not what I striving for. Why would I wanna be popular anyway? Just being recognized by the Whole World and thats it? And think that all of the other people are my friends? That is being Ridiculous. I'm not into fame, fame is not what I dream of. I dream of performing piano peices infront of the whole crowd which being as a Entertainer, not as a Superstar. Isn't that right "Eleanor"? And speaking of that name, I heard it from a student at EVG Sec right? Well, my personalities ARE NOT being pround of myself, shy, quiet and whatsoever. I AM outgoing, caring, respectful, kindness, friendly and so on.

Why you wanna say to the Girls that I'm sooo pemalu (Shy)? IF I am pemalu, pendiam and quiet everytime, how come I could make a lot of friends? Friends that I care, and they do care for me? AT LEAST I didn't OR doesn't want to cheat girl's feelings or break their heart into millions of pieces like other boys does. That wound't be gentlemen right? I RESPECT Girls for all I care and try to help them whenever they needed help, if there's a person like YOU(Eleanor), its better for me not to bother. No used for me being Angry or Criticise you cause nobody give a damn about it. I purposely posting THIS, including yourself, because I wanna TELL the whole world the TRUTH of myself. And if they think I lie, go ahead, I have no right to lie myself and to the God. If your reason is jealousy, just said so. Every human being have jealousy, even myself does have it.
Not trying to be rude or anything, just trying to open your mind and stop talking trash.
Every words you saying are such a fake, nothing is true. And called an Idiot because of opening a blog? F.Y.I, most of my CARING friends asking me to open up myself a blog so they would know what is happenning around me. So since I got nothing to do, I agree to open it up. Bukan nak setep jadi personalities yang lain, Faham?

If any of the girls were felt that I cheated you or so, I apologise for it. I didn't mean to do anything like that or so. I just trying to be myself. But if others think that I'm right, thank you for your understanding.
Hope Eleanor and the others understand.
Oh let me make it clearer, I HATE being Evil/Bad side of myself.
Want to know a lot more about Eleanor behaviour, you can check out the "TaggyBox". Conversation were all happenned in there.

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7:13 PM

Sunday Jalan-Jalan(Walk-Walk)



Fuh...Posting my new post in the middle of the morning. Err what they called? Dawn? Haha, posting this 3 in the morning, nothing else better to do. Today, I mean yesterday that was on Sunday, me and my brothers gone to have fun. It's a fun time for us, we planned that yesterday was the day to go jalan-jalan. I actually don't know where they wanna go, so anything that they asked, I would just say "Anything for me". Mahdi called me, told me to meet him and Mubarak below Mubarak block. I agree then, but before going there, I off to Woodlands Mart to buy food for my mum. Erm, I forgot the name of the stall that is between the fishball soup and seafood stall. I wish I could say that the mixed and matched rice taste damn nice, but actually it tasted horrible! The gravy was too yucky, like too much goo inside it. The black sauce chicken was overcooked, and gave me too many bones and ribs, CHEAPSKATE SHOP! I guess I should listened to my mum that I should've buy food at the Admiralty bridge. Damn it, too stubborn of me.
Soooo, after the horrible meal, which for my mum actually, haha sorry mum, I going to meet the two boys, told them to come down at around 5 mins later, when I reached my destination, they actually infront of me 10m away, going off to the 187 bustop. Taking the bus 187 to reach Bukit Batok, where there was Wedding Ceremony that Amirul invited us. Reached there, straight away go makan, saw Mahdi's plate was full of rice. Too bad mine wasn't cause I didn't ate much, starting to diet back again, wahahaha. After makan, there's a show called Kuda Kepang. Well, I wasn't impressed bout it although they make insane stunts. Cause I already watch it more than a dozen...In TV.Haha. So after that, have a group chat with them and Mirul's mum. Well got a lot of secret, can't tell. Wahahaha.
Therefore, we were on our way to Chua Chu Kang, Lok1 Shopping Mall right? I forgot, the place still the same since I was small, doesn't changed much, only the interchange gonna changed. Went there, jalan-jalan around, go Mubarak's favourite place; Popular Bookstore. On our way to other shops, we felt sudden hunger. Haha, so we went to the one and only, KFC!!! Yeah! Buy 2 buddy meals, changed coleslaw to cheese fries. Finished eating we took our handphone and take pictures and videos. Here is my video, didn't managed to get Mubarak's one.

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Thats All!
Signing Off!

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3:08 AM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Saturrrrrdayyyyy Updates!!

Nothing to post yesterday, cause there isn't any speciall occasion or whatsoever. Well, I managed to make a big big update to my blog. All look the same, the only changes around here is my cursors, music box and the needs for me. At the music player, there are 30 songs all together. Do listen to each of them alright? Wasn't easy to do it anyway, just doing my regular job, haha. Well yesterday was the 2nd day of the Race Event, such a waste that I did't managed to get 1st place as it will given a special prize inside the game. Special cars or content, I'm in the 8th position, which was akready good for me, I played again yesterday, and managed to get 1st for daily ranking, but if monthly, I'm in 6th. That was my best try, maybe in future race days I will strive for bette rank. Tomorrow is Sunday, which is the day that me and my besties will go jamming. Practice usual songs, The Hell Song, Holiday and Give It All.

I'm trying to get the right singing pitch for The Hell Song, but I was out of tone. Haha, sounded like a frog singing, but in Holiday, it wasn't bad for me. Give It All, no need to mention, even worst for me. And I hope that Mahdi and Suhaimi have made a lot of improvement in their guitar playing. Well thats all for now, by the way, do visit my new friend's blog, at the linkies "Suhana's Lifetyle".

*Signing Out*

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4:26 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Top 10 in Worldwide Rank...

Need For Speed ProStreet, is the latest series of the Need For Speed(NFS). NFS has been started since 1995, which my age is about 3 or 4. NFS is my first gaming of my life till now. This time, I dream to achive better and higher rank. Not local, but worldwide rank. Yes, in NFS ProStreet, yesterday there is an event. Its called the Castrol Syntec Race Day event. Worldwide, everyone, young or old, compete to get the top. Therefore, I managed to be in the top 10 of the rank, and looks like I'm the only Singaporean to achive it. It is very important for me to get that, not so easy after all. Total people who participated it was about more than 300. Should be more, but I lazy to check out every page that contains the participant. Its a 24hrs event, it started from yesterday 19 Dec 4pm and will end at 20 Dec at 4pm. Here is the screenshot that I taken from the ranking website, my NFS ID is Razer123 at Rank number 8.

Hope by the end of the day, I will achive what I want. And that is one of my Dreams ^_^

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2:36 PM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

The boring day..

Wow, can't believe I didn't enjoy anything today. Woke up at 10am, my mum asked me to take care of my lil' bro cause she needs to shower. And actually I having piano lesson today, that was one of the reasons why i woke up early. Eventually, my piano teacher called me around 10.45am and told me that he can't make it today because he was ill. So, freaking disspointed me cause I wanted to teach me about one of the hard exam piece. So, the lesson will be brought foward next week, maybe on Christmas Day or something. After my mum has taken her shower, I went back to sleep at my living room couch, haha. What to say, I was freaking tired and lazy. Slept till 2.45pm, still my mum woke me up again...to go makan. Like what the hell? Can't I just sleep without any disturbance, like a cat sleeping around the block. Go to Woodlands Mart to eat, 1 peice of plain thosai, cause wanna start diet again, haha, then eat waffle with ice-cream. Once in a lifetime eating like that. Then go buy some stuff at the Shop N Save, went back home and do my daily stuff, which is playing my Xbox 360. Checking out my blog and then till now. Thats all for today, sounds boring doesn't it? Haha, alright now I gonna go and practice my piano.

Will be posting tomorrow.
*Signing Out*

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8:19 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

The Day of Reckoning..(N lvl results)

Yeah, the day of my N lvl results. Damn before I take the results, my mind was freaking exploding inside like there's a radioactive explosion, my stomach was full of butterflies, and I was freaking shaking. And still, one of my classmate making stupid jokes, I was so friggin' worried and he still could made a joke. Like what the hell wrong with him. Haha.
Anyway, I gotten my result, I cried. But its the tears of JOY!! Yes! I passed my one and only N lvl exam. The result wasn't that bad actually, I will put up the results below, as a picture.
4 Character or 4T1, 100% all passes and WILL going to ITE, each and everyone of them.
I asked my maths as also the P.E teacher how do I look? Cause its been a long time he didn't seen me since after taking my N's. Well he said, "You looked slimmer and lost a lot of weight, even your uniform is bigger than you". I was like, "oh my god, really??" Didn't expect to loose a lot of weight actually, wahahah cause I did do some diet and excercise. Thats the point.
Ok, so tomorrow I will having my piano lesson as usual, so here are 2 pictures that I taken it just now. One is the N lvl results, the other one is my class photo, sort of, cause most of them didn't turned up for the photo session. Darn it! You guys can click on the photo to view larger size.
See you in the next post! Chiao!







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10:55 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

Band Videos

Remeber that I have a band? Actually me and my 4 besties IS the band. Only that we haven't figure out any names for it, so just called it Boy Band or whatsoever. Here, there are 3 videos of us playing cover songs by Sum41, Greenday and Rise Against. One of the videos is really really old, and that is the first time we recorded, compare which one of them sounds better and which one is the noobiest(Lousiest) of all. Enjoy!

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5:24 PM

Tomorrow The Biggest Day...

Yes thats right, tomorrow is the biggest, nervousness, scariest day for me. You wanna know why? Cause its the day of the N level exam results. For my whole life, I never been so crazy and worried till now. Well one thing I know was that I gotten the Edusave Bursary Award ^_^ for my prelim actually. Haha
Well I really really really wish my results would be perfect for me and not to be bad cause its very important. If I fail, I gonna cry and just focus on my music till I get diploma. If I pass, what other choices I have; I need go to ITE and take multimedia course at Simei I think. 100% sure I wouldn't go to Yishun ITE cause if I did go there, I gonna change into bad bad boi. Haha, its true.

Of course when I finish my ITE, I still continue study and not going to NS, I have to delay my NS. Cause if I go NS first, I surely will be lazy to continue my studies back once I complete my NS. So its a good choice for me. And also hope my besties will choose the same as me.

Hey guys, hope we will still contacted each other when we go ITE or so, and not to forget anyone of us, or else it will become like primary schools; all don't even bother anymore.
Today I didn't do anything much, I accidentally injured my leg muscle last 2 days for playing soccer. Muscle stretch actually, cause either its been long time I didn't play soccer or I didn't do warm-up before playing. Damn it really hurt badly. Can't even walk properly, thats why today not doing any sports or activites, or going out of my house. Don't wanna injured myself again before taking my results, haha.

Thats all for now.

*Flying Away*

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4:51 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

3 Misery Days (Actually only 2 days)


Alright, want to know why its so misery? Cause the last 2 days which on Friday and Saturday, were the worst gaming days i ever had. There's a game tournament event on that day, starting on Friday. Which called GXL or Game Extreme League. The prizes were awesome, 1st-4th place were prize money. Before the tournament begins, I was really really prepared for it, like 2 weeks or so. Cause I know there would be many pros at there. And further more, the venue was at my HOMETOWN!! I mean it held in Woodlands, the Republic Poly. I joined 5 games, Halo 3 2v2 and Free For All, Guitar Hero 3, Fifa 08 and Beautiful Katamari.

Halo 3 is my primary target to win the event, but eventually I lost both 2v2 and FFA event. Not only that I lost, I was TRASHED by other gamers whom I do know them. In my whole gaming life, this was the first time I being trashed like a doll. Since the day I was trashed around, my Halo 3 skills were getting worst liked a noob. GH3 I should have qualify, but because of some technical difficulties on the guitars, my score was one of the lowest in the tournament. The Katamari, that game I wasn't sure enough to play so I just joined in for fun. Since the registration is free. But Fifa 08 I ran away from the event cause needed to wait like 6hours till the game starts. Take too much time then later I would lost again. So I just left the place and no turning back.

Damn I was so pissed off and embarrassed. Embarrassed because ALL the gamers there expect me to win or qualify the games that I joined, but I turned them down. My reputation would be freaking bad and everyone would be looking down on me. Argh!
Today is Sunday, the day for Semi-Finals and Finals, include the prize giving ceremony. I'm not going for it, don't wanna show my face cause I Paiseh!!!

Well, now i felt terrible and not sure what else I gonna do.
Therefore I just have to wait for my N Level Exam results till Tuesday. Hoping my results would be good or else...

Nothing more to say, maybe I gonna post again later for some previous times happening to me and my bros.

*Gone to Guitar Hero 3*

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5:22 PM

Opening up my new blogger.

Alrite, this is my first time opening up a blog. I'm gonna introduce myself.

Well most of you would have know me,


name is Ahmad Nurhizam Bin Azli, used to be family of 3, but miracle come to us and have a new member in our family. It is a baby boy, his name is Arif Nur' Aiman Bin Azli. Both of our name are alike but me and my lil' bro look far apart. He looks like bath in Clorox, meaning that he is so white like American boy. Haha. Here's the picture of him playing Xbox360 game Guitar Hero 3, he is the youngest Guitar Hero Player!! Only 6 months old. Haha, looks cool isn't it?
Below there's another picture which is my family, taken directly from photo album, thats why it looks unclear.

So basically most of the time I do during my freetimes were practicing my piano, playing Xbox360, chatting and sonner or later will be blogging.
Well, some people called my Razer; as the name was known in my gaming world and Xbox Live.
So gamers and other outsiders surely called me "Eh Razer Razer...." Haha.
I started my piano since I was age of 4 or 5. Till now I still continuing my piano lesssons. I performed infront of the school like twice. Till some Evgians called me Ahmad "Piano" or "Pianist".
So back to my blog stories....

I should have do this thing long ago, like 2 yrs ago, maybe. Cause all my friends requesting me to open up a blog. Well, I want to, but during those time I was too lazy to do it and complicated for me. At last I ended up here, my secondary life was about to end and I just opened up a blog. What a stupid thing to do.

Till then, I will remind all my friends about my new blog and those who have gone here, do tag me and linked too. Appriciate it a lot. I try my best to update everyday or so.



Till then, see you in the next post.

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